To Goddess

After so many days and so many meetings, she finally asked this question.

To be honest, it's really hard to say.

But I know what she means by that birthday, and that and that.

That was the end of my long, long journey in pursuit of her.

At that time, a week before her birthday, I started to plan how to play with her. At that time, I was arrogant, because among her many suitors, she was only willing to get close to me. Maybe it was also because I was a woman. It's so close, but I heard that there is a woman in their profession who is interested in her, but after we broke up, I have never seen that woman.

This made me sigh, Roy is really able to attract fans, regardless of the same sex or the opposite sex, which also makes me often fear that someone will have her idea in the next two years, and life is very difficult.

On her birthday, I took her to the playground in a very vulgar way. She likes excitement, and I risked my life to accompany her to play various exciting projects. It's just vomiting, left and right are not a big deal.

I remember going to buy ice cream after playing the roller coaster with her that day. At that time, I emphasized that I would pay for all the expenses today, and she smiled and let me go.

Let me tell you here that after I frequently brought her breakfast and snacks, she put her penis in my place and threatened me to use her money.

This once made me a little embarrassed. On the one hand, I wanted to treat her well, but I didn’t have enough funds. In those days, I really shrunk my trousers to buy her all kinds of food. The money saved me a lot of trouble, but on the one hand Obviously I was chasing her. Isn't it shameful to chase her with the money she gave me?

Roy said at the time: "If you want to be so pretentious, you just think that I buy food for myself, and you can run errands for me."

Maybe I was ashamed, but I readily accepted her statement.

Maybe it was because we laughed too much when we bought ice cream. The ice cream sister looked at us with love on her face, and asked us while holding a spoon: "Are you a couple?"

I was terrified when I heard it.

It wasn't because I was terrified of being discovered as a lesbian, but because I was afraid that Roy would be unhappy, so I immediately waved my hand and said, "No, no, you misunderstood, we are friends, we are friends."

As expected, Roy was unhappy when he heard that, he held the ice cream and said nothing.

Although she has always been very seldom spoken before, but this time the feeling of not speaking is different. How to describe it, I can't describe it.

When people get along with each other for a long time, they can feel the breath of anger. I seem to feel that she is angry.

In order not to let the birthday be ruined like this, I searched all kinds of jokes in my stomach desperately in the following time, and almost searched my intestines. Although the effect was not very good, but fortunately she didn't look so sullen up.

In the end we went back to school chatting.

We were about to part after sending her downstairs to the dormitory. As usual, I was extremely satisfied seeing her holding the birthday gift I gave her in her hand. She didn't accept other people's gifts, only mine.

I looked at her with a smile and said, "Good night, go to bed early."

She thanked me but didn't go upstairs, she glanced at me and suddenly called my name: "Xue Lingyi."

Me: "Huh?"

She frowned slightly: "How long are you going to chase me?"

I panicked when I heard it, could it be that she was just pretending to be happy later today?

I hurriedly said: "I, I, Roy, I will always chase you, oops, do you dislike me? You have to tell me why you dislike me. If you think I cling to you too tightly, ah, you Do you think those places are not fun today, I, what do you like, I will make up for you tomorrow..."

I didn't know what to say to me, I just felt that my mood suddenly became very heavy, the mountains fell and the earth cracked, and the earth was forever.

She interrupted my stuttering and said helplessly, "How can I promise to be with you if you don't confess to me."

It took me 2 minutes to fully understand this sentence. I don’t know how stupid my expression was in those 2 minutes, but I know that I was very happy after 2 minutes. Li asked with full of joy: "Really? Really?"

She said, "How can you be so stupid."

I nodded desperately: "Yes, yes, I am stupid, ah, ah, Roy, I love you so much."

That night Roy was hugged by me for half an hour before I was willing to let go. On the way back to the dormitory, my whole body was almost floating, my heart was full of joy, and my spirits were high.

I couldn't sleep that night, and the strange thing is, what came back to my mind was not her sentence, you don't confess to me, I will promise to be with you like this, but, how can you be so stupid.

You are so stupid.

Since I was young, I thought I was smart and had a good memory. I was always the first to memorize the ancient poems taught by the teacher, the first to sing the songs taught by the teacher, the first to solve the math problems, and the first to finish the manual work.

Of course, these are elementary schools. After high school, my IQ has been somewhat insufficient, but at least not to the point of being stupid.

Meeting Roy, I admit, was the pinnacle of stupidity in my life.

Maybe in front of her, I was too active, which backfired.

Sighing in my heart, I still didn't feel sleepy after thinking wildly for so long, I stared at the starry sky coming in from outside the curtains, wondering if I would feel heavy eyelids if I kept my eyes open like this, would I fall asleep?Obviously not.

People always love to try, if you don't try it yourself, you won't believe the result.

I reached out to touch the phone, clicked on it, and saw that the time was exactly midnight. For some reason, I felt a little happy in my heart. I put down the phone and whispered into the air: "Roy."

She fell asleep and she didn't answer me.

I pursed my lips and leaned closer to her carefully, my heart pounding.

I remember that the bed was very big, but I only moved a little and touched her pajamas. I must be really impatient, but I still couldn't cover up the eagerness to move in my heart.

All the way down her sleeve, I touched the cuff, and stretched a little further, it was her skin. I didn't know what I was going to do. Maybe I should go down more obscenely, but I just held her hand.

I think that's enough.

After my breathing stabilized, I let out a big breath. Her palm was a little bigger than mine. We measured it when we were in college. She was really a little girl at the time, and I always searched for some weird things on the Internet to compare with her, such as ours. Constellation, such as our height, the strokes of our names, the length of our fingers...

After each input test, the results are similar. In fact, the results of most couples are similar. The computer will always tell you that you are very suitable, but I believe that we are very suitable, and you need to say!

Roy is a little taller than me, and she is used to wearing high heels, and I am used to flat shoes, so she has a very big height advantage. There was a time when she always came to walk with my shoulders like a buddy, she said I was her crutch, just right.

I smiled and said, how can there be such a big, tall and cute crutch.

She looked down at me.

I said, well, I'm a crutch.

She smiled and said, my crutches are so good.

I, on crutches, started rubbing her palms, slack and defenseless from sleep, fingers slender and nailless.

She never likes to keep her nails. I asked her to do a couple manicure with me several times, but she ruthlessly refused. She said that nails are dirty and inconvenient.

I touched her round nails, put the tip of her nails on my fingertips and scraped gently, and interlocked with her fingers again after a while.

Late at night, I said, "Happy birthday, Roy."

After I finished speaking, I let go of my hand, worried that if I accidentally fell asleep, she would find out my bad thoughts when I woke up tomorrow. By the way, I pressed the bed and moved a little towards myself.

But when I started to move, my wrist was suddenly grabbed, preventing my movement. I panicked and subconsciously wanted to escape.

How could that Roy, who I thought was already in a deep sleep, let me succeed? After a few seconds of silent fighting, she suddenly pulled me over, then turned over, grabbed my shoulders and pressed me halfway.

The pupils in the dark night have been dilated to the extent of adaptation, and I can vaguely see her looking at me ten centimeters away from me, her eyes burning.

Her voice was very deep: "Xue Lingyi, what are you doing!"

The little people are about to have a heart attack.

I said: "No, no, did you wake me up, that, I'm sorry." I wasn't sure when she was woken up by me, so I said wittily, "Well, I want to pour water Come on, I'm sorry for making a big move, uh, would you like to pour you a glass too?"

After I finished speaking, I liked my temporary response and wanted to give myself an award.

Roy didn't move after hearing this, he still looked at me, and after a few seconds of stalemate, I tried to move over.

It doesn't matter if you don't move, just move like this.

She tightly grasped my shoulders, stepped over with a single calf, found my lips very accurately in the dark night, and kissed them.

The nerves in my brain collapsed in an instant, and I lost the ability to think. I felt that she was biting my lip urgently, prying open my teeth and sticking out her tongue to mix with mine.

Her breath was filling in front of me, I closed my eyes and felt her scratching my lip cavity with all my heart, I stuck out my tongue and rolled with her, sucked by her as if stimulated, biting my teeth lightly.

Roy's hands became restless, one of them went around the shoulders, and penetrated directly into my clothes from the neck, and the other hand lifted my clothes down, went in from the hem, crossed the navel and went straight up .

Her lips swam to my chin, and the kiss and bite made me very uncomfortable.

I have never experienced this semi-intense and semi-gentle feeling. In the past, we could not kiss deeply, and no matter how deep I kissed, I dared not touch her skin.

When she was about to touch my chest, I panicked and grabbed her wrist. When I was lost, I said softly: "Roy."

She stopped, and then fell on my shoulder like a deflated balloon.

We took a big breath, and she took out her hand on me, turned over and lay down again, sat up a few seconds later, brushed her hair under the weak light background, and asked me: "Do you want a drink?"

I didn't listen to this sentence, my mind was full of what happened just now, and the action I stopped in the end.

I coughed and said, "Well, I didn't do it on purpose, it's because my breasts are small."

After I finished speaking, I bit my tongue, Xue Lingyi, what are you talking about!But the words spoken are like water poured out, which cannot be licked, shameless.

After hearing this, Roy laughed, stood up and turned his back to me and said, "I know."

Lying dead.

She poured a glass of water and gave me a glass by the way, we didn't say anything again, this time I was far away from her, and she also turned her back to me.

Maybe it was because I was too excited just now, but not long after, I actually fell asleep.