To Goddess

The past few days have been spent in panic, as if I had the sequelae of a horror movie. Perhaps because of this, Chen Ling felt that I was absent-minded and needed to rest, so she gave me a few days off.

They all stayed at home and didn't dare to go anywhere. Back to the days when they didn't work, they only played computer and ate and slept.

I simply watched all the movie and TV commercial videos that Roy has made in the past few years. The more I watched, the more I felt that Roy is so good-looking, why is he so good at acting, and why he fell in love with me.

It is said that if you love someone too deeply, you will think wildly. The fact that Roy likes me made me very unbelievable at first. Although I already have a firm relationship with her, I wonder from time to time whether it is because I cling to her too tightly. , I might as well just accept it first and break up after a while, then I won't be ashamed to cling to her.

So during that time, I developed a very good wink and act carefully in front of her, for fear that one day she would say, Xue Lingyi, look, how inappropriate we are.

Fortunately, this sentence has never appeared, and our relationship is getting better and better. One afternoon after I worked hard many times, she asked me to have a lengthy conversation. The main contents of this conversation are as follows:

She said, Xue Lingyi, you don't have to treat me like this, you have your own life understand?

I nod my head.

She said, "Xue Lingyi, we are already together, and the relationship is mutual. I feel pressure if you give in blindly, understand?"

I nod my head.

She said, Xue Lingyi, try this again.

I nodded and shook my head, how about this?

Later, she explained to me in detail that she didn't need to saddle him like a maid, and then listed all the things I did for her in the past.

At the moment, I feel that I am very great, and after sighing, I feel that love is very great.

After that day, I went back and thought about it. Roy was right. What we want is the simplest relationship, not giving and receiving. Although I am used to giving and paying, it is a bad habit and I must get rid of it. Lose.

So in the next few days, every time I want to go to her, I hold back, I hold back when I want to bring her a midnight snack, I hold back when I want to bring her breakfast, and I hold back when I want to accompany her to class. , Want to call her but I hold back.

She said that I have my own life, but after I held back, I found that my life was already full of her, holding back, and actually just stayed in the dormitory with nothing to do.

Later, it was really boring, and I couldn’t bear it anymore. I still went to find her. I happened to have a small dinner in their dormitory. When I got there, I had already eaten most of it. Roy pulled a stool for me.

Senior sister a said: "Hey, long time no see, why haven't you followed your Roy recently?"

I smiled and said, "There's something going on recently."

Senior sister b said: "You have something to do and Roy is idle. You don't know how lonely she is when she hasn't seen you recently. She looks at her phone hundreds of times a day."

Roy threw a bean curd stick into her bowl, "Shut up, you."

Our relationship is no secret in our circle of friends. Now that society is so open, everyone can accept it.

But it is also possible that it is only accepted on the surface, but in fact, we are scolding us as perverts in our hearts.

I generally don't take the opinions of bystanders seriously, and it doesn't matter if it doesn't involve my personal safety or my emotional communication.

After eating, we took a walk on campus as usual, talking about some small things I encountered in class recently. In order to make the image vivid, we even added some of our own colors. When we said that the Chinese teacher’s education level was not as good as that of my mother, she suddenly cut me off.

"What are you busy with recently?"

I immediately pulled out of the topic and replied: "Class, eating, sleeping." I tried really hard to remember, but: "It's gone."

She stopped suddenly, "That's all?"

I let out a cry.

"Did you misunderstand what I said? How did you understand what I told you that day?"

I said concisely: "I don't want to go to you if I have nothing to do."

She seemed to be gnashing her teeth, stretched out a big palm and pushed my head, "Xue Lingyi, why are you so stupid."

I asked suspiciously: "Isn't that what you mean?"

Roy turned around angrily and said angrily, "No."

I called her: "Then don't go, Roy, tell me if I want to find you in the future."

People are always fascinated by the authorities. In the next few years, when I think about the details between me and Roy many times, I will find that when I am in love, my EQ is simply negative.

Now that we meet again, I don’t really expect her to still miss me. I have never felt that she loves me so much. Maybe she just depends on me, and this dependence can be replaced by others, but I’m lucky and happen to fill in her dependence.In my opinion, as long as I love her, it is enough. If the relationship between people needs to be filled with love, all I am willing to give is me, as long as she is by my side.

After we separated, we had our own orbits of life. She was on the rise, and I lived more and more, and this result will inevitably lead to a wider gap between me and her.

But she actually wants to reconcile with me, and she can't pretend that she doesn't know. Those who can be shown by others, she actually still has feelings for me.

This matter still makes me very proud and happy, just like many couples who have broken up. Although there is no possibility of reunion, I hope that the other party will remember me, preferably for a lifetime, so as to show my charm.

I had insomnia as expected on Friday night, and woke up the next day with two dark circles under my eyes, looking very much like the overly sexual face on TV.

Thinking that it was still early, I put on some makeup and put on some powder and finally covered the dark circles under my eyes. I was very nervous watching the time go by every minute. I opened the window to breathe but saw the familiar car downstairs.

It's not only eight o'clock.

I hurriedly packed my bag, locked the door and went down. After looking left and right for no one, I leaned against the car window and looked in. It was indeed Roy, leaning against him to sleep.

Knocking on the window, she opened her eyes, and then the window was pulled down.

"Why did you come down?"

"Why are you here so early?"

We spoke at the same time.

After getting into the car and putting on the seat belt, Roy rubbed the center of his eyebrows. This action suddenly made me whimsical. Could it be that she waited downstairs for me all night as the novel said?

If that's the case, I'd be so moved.

This scene can also be accompanied by words. She watched the lights in her window go out, and she felt very at ease. I don't want to experience the feeling of loneliness again, so I might as well stay downstairs with her tonight, it's my little wish in my heart.

Wow!Touching!

Roy braked to interrupt my fantasy, pointed outside and said, "Go buy breakfast."

I got out of the car with a groan.

Forget it, she is not the kind of person who sleeps downstairs with me. Although this kind of scene is beautiful, the disillusionment is that I can't brush my teeth and wash my face when I wake up in the morning. It is very uncomfortable, and Roy can't accept it.

We ate breakfast in a leisurely manner. After the car restarted, I was still gnawing on my meat buns, while rolling down the window, worried that she would smell something in the car.

I used to not like to eat meat buns, but Roy likes them. I was surprised for a long time knowing that Roy likes to eat meat buns. Goddess or something should have a tall standard in people's minds. Coffee desserts instead of soy milk fritters , and generally speaking, the goddess is still a person who can't go to the toilet in people's minds.

The habit of eating meat buns was developed by Roy. At that time, he wanted to get close to her, so he started from the little things around her, and even I had to develop a liking for her favorite food, so that there would be common topics.

Later, I found out that the meat buns are really delicious, why didn't I like it before.

Now that I've talked about this, let me say by the way, Roy made me like coriander, onions, and carrots. Hey, Roy is such a down-to-earth goddess.

Still chewing on the meat buns, Roy suddenly accelerated, and I slammed the buns on my face. Seeing her wearing a mask, she closed the window and said, "Paparazzi."

I was startled, and decisively took out a tissue to wipe it casually, and asked with flesh in my mouth, "Where is that!"

She didn't answer me. She made a turn and made a sharp turn at the intersection. I grabbed the handle on the window in horror, leaned forward, looked back, left and right, but still failed. What clues can be seen in the rearview mirror.

Roy said: "The black license plate starts with h."

After hearing this, I took a closer look in the rearview mirror, and there was a car following behind me. Maybe because of my doubts, I felt that this car was following closely!

I asked, "How do you know it's a paparazzi?"

I often see those reports. In fact, celebrities will also misunderstand. Living under flashlights, it is inevitable to worry a little bit. I always feel that someone is spying on you secretly, and I always feel that when people pick up their mobile phones and cameras, they are all looking at you. of.

Roy reassured me by telling me that the gang had been with her some time ago, she remembered.I thought it would stop after the filming of the TV series, but I didn't expect it to follow.

I let out a long oh, and bent down very cooperatively, watching carefully.

Roy seemed to laugh behind me.

She picked up her mobile phone and plugged it into Bluetooth, and skillfully made a call, which was picked up quickly. Roy said concisely, "I was followed. I drove to Gate 3 of Yihe Community."

Hang up immediately after speaking.

Whoa whoa whoa!It's so exciting. I watched her car speeding on the road with few cars, which made me feel like I was participating in an American blockbuster. The car behind me was neither fast nor slow, but it was pressing hard. Roy went to the left and he went Left, Roy goes right and he goes right.

After getting off the elevated road, Roy drove into the city first, changed lanes at the crossroads, and passed through the gaps between cars many times. This behavior made me very frightened. I felt that if I continued like this, a voice robot would suddenly test me. How many illegal acts does the video have?

The car behind is not a vegetarian, so I was very nervous to keep up with the car in such clothes.

At this time, I felt that I should play a role, so I lay on the window of the car and told her about the status of the car behind me from time to time.

After talking a few times, Roy suddenly interrupted me.

"Xue Lingyi, you should sit quietly, you are blocking my sight like this."

I smiled awkwardly and leaned back very embarrassed.

Ten minutes later, Roy finally took the lead. She hurriedly stopped at the gate of the community she was talking about, and said something to get out of the car and follow her.

We entered the community one after another, entered a building one after another, followed her up to the third floor and saw an iron gate, she immediately pushed the door open and I followed her down, the whole process was smooth and smooth.

In the end, we successfully got into the car arranged by Qian Lefan and successfully got rid of the paparazzi.

After taking a deep breath, she heard her ask: "Is it fun?"

I heyed: "It's okay." After a while of rest and thinking about it, it seems that there is nothing to dig out when she and I go out today. I said, "Just let them follow. Why are you so tired? They found out You are going to my house, you should be fine."

Roy said, "No."