To Goddess

When we arrived at the appointed place, we didn’t see the legendary girlfriend, so Xu Hua stood alone at the entrance of the hotel smoking a cigarette. When he saw us coming, he pinched the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.

I asked, "Where's your family?"

He sighed, "She has something to do, let's eat."

I don't know why, but I seem to see a moment of sadness on Xu Hua's face. Since he was with his Huihui, he is more sad than before. As a friend, I can't share anything. His love is nothing but the woman Experience, in fact, is quite normal, and it does not mean that the woman is married, everyone has the right to choose their own life, and the future cannot be deprived of the past, but I am worried about Xu Hua, after all, he is the first time When it comes to dating, the other party sounds like he has a lot of experience. I am afraid that he will get hurt.

But I can't do it to persuade you to break up.

During the meal, Chen Ling said, "Don't you want to introduce me?" I suddenly realized that they didn't know each other, so I introduced the two of them casually, and said that we belong to the same company, and we will take care of them when we meet.

To be honest, I used to want to match the two of them in my heart. I think their personalities are too similar. It would be very pleasant to get along with each other, but this is just a thought. I have never been a matchmaker, and I heard that matching good friends The thing is, the middleman is the most embarrassing thing. Once they have something wrong, the first thing they think of is me. If they break up, even I may be turned away.

But after thinking about it, Chen Ling and Xu Hua might both look down on each other. People nowadays, although they say that they don't have high requirements, they have already made a list of items in their hearts.

I will admit that I am demanding, and I only want Roy.

The meal was very relaxing. Under Chen Ling's eloquent talk, Xu Hua abandoned his sad atmosphere and started to discuss with us, if the other party gave you 10, would you like to sleep with him for one night?

If this issue is put in the class reunion of the university, it will definitely not be discussed. My college classmates, except for my roommate, are all shy people. gaze.My roommates once said that it was God's arrangement that we were in the same dormitory. They said they couldn't stand the girls in the dormitory next door and said they were pretending.I think this is the reason why women and green tea can't coexist.

At the end of the discussion, everyone was unwilling to sleep. We all felt that it was rare for us to be so pure and self-loving. But after Chen Ling changed the price to 1000 million, the expressions on everyone's faces became less noble.

Then Xu Hua said, just dream, who would spend 1000 million on people like us.

So we ditched this whimsical topic and continued eating.

In the changeable weather, I felt a gust of cold wind as soon as I got out of the hotel. I rubbed my arms and was about to ask what to do next, when Chen Ling suddenly came over with a big hand and pulled down my collar suddenly, making me scream , causing several passers-by to look back.

"What are you doing!"

Chen Ling looked at me with a wretched expression, pointed to my clothes and said, "I have always felt something looming, hickey, Er Xue, you can do it."

Xu Hua came over curiously and wanted to see it, but was covered by my arms, "What are you looking at! Haven't you seen hickeys!"

Chen Ling laughed a few times, "I haven't seen it on you." After she finished speaking, she came over, hugged me, put her hands on my shoulders, and said with the air of a good buddy, "Tell sister, you* How many times a night?"

I will not tell you."

Chen Ling asked again, "Are you attacking or receiving?"

I snorted, "I won't tell you."

After hearing this, Xu Hua added, "She looks like a little daughter-in-law, can she still be a gong, she looks like she is being bullied."

I poohed Xu Hua, and heard Chen Ling say, "Really? I haven't seen the two of you getting along, and I thought you were the one above. After all, in my imagination, you are quite tough."

Xu Hua smiled and said, "I made a mistake in my brain, I made a mistake in my brain."

Chen Ling said again, "Oh, just imagine the two of you on the bed, Roy, who is so cold and aloof, is pressing you down..."

I interrupted her, "What are you thinking about! Don't think about it!"

Chen Ling and Xu Hua laughed. For the time being, I define this laughter as love for friends, not other messy things.

The reason why I didn't let Chen Ling think about it was because when she thought about it, she led me to think about it too. Her willpower was weak at first, but after thinking about it, she suddenly missed Roy and wanted to hug her.

After we separated, I immediately called Roy, wanting to express my thoughts as soon as possible.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor did not turn on because the night was still dark. I walked up step by step, listening to the beeping sound from my mobile phone, I felt my heart was filled. After so many years, I can finally think about her openly again. , those day and night dreams, the emptiness after waking up can no longer be felt, maybe I can take it for granted that she is also thinking of me, so thinking like this makes me feel less lonely.

Roy's answer on the other end pulled me out of my poetic nostalgia, and then I couldn't help laughing.

She asked immediately, "What are you laughing at?"

I shook my head, thinking that she couldn't see me shaking my head, so I said, "I just read a poem in my heart, and I thought it was funny when you interrupted me."

Roy asked, "What poetry? You can read poetry."

I said, "Modern poetry, don't you know? There is a poet hidden by your side. You are educated. When I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, I was called by the teacher and asked me to go to the stage to recite poems on Children's Day, alone. !"

"Wow, that's amazing."

What an unintentional compliment, and she said again, "Have you gone home?"

I hummed, "How do you know?"

She said, "Heard the sound of keys."

Me, "Wow, that's amazing."

After I opened the door and went in, I lay down on the sofa, listening like this, and Roy didn’t speak on the other end. This reminded me of a period of time in college. We were also like this. We kept talking on the phone but didn’t talk much. I was sitting and playing computer in the dormitory with headphones on, and she was doing her own thing over there. Occasionally, she would ask into the microphone if she wanted to say something, and she would answer me after listening, as if she was right beside her.

But this incident also made my roommates hate me for a while. They often forgot that I was on the phone. They always thought that the questions I asked Roy were for them.During that time they each swore not to talk to me again.

Thinking about it, I turned on the computer, and I asked, "What are you doing?"

Roy quickly replied, "You called by coincidence, you just took a shower."

I said, "I've been busy so early today."

She hummed, "Everyone is in good shape today, and the filming is fast."

I clicked on the flight booking page and asked her, "Can we meet the day after tomorrow?"

The day after tomorrow, Chen Ling and Roy will participate in an entertainment program to promote the new play, but unfortunately, Ma Wenlin is also there.

She hummed, I bought a ticket for tomorrow, thinking in my heart that if I just abandon Chen Ling and fly over, will Chen Ling scold me, and then I think, Chen Ling will forgive me, after all, she understands, Xue Lingyi's Attributes have always been about sex over friends.

After talking about some things, I hung up the phone, took down the phone and looked, the flight information had been sent, I sent a WeChat message to tell Chen Ling that I would leave tomorrow, and she really said that she valued sex over friends.

When I was washing, I took off my clothes and looked in the mirror. I found not only some hickey marks under the collarbone, but also some on the belly button. Looking at it made people feel a little dry, so dry that I almost swallowed the toothpaste foam.

This kind of hickey has happened before. That time she practiced the piano alone in the piano room for a performance. In that performance, she was just a supporting role, sitting in a corner of the stage, accompanied by the piano for the whole audience. There were no lines, no movements, just Bounce if necessary.But Roy is a person who is serious and responsible for everything. She said that she is responsible for the music of the whole play, and she needs to practice more so that there will be no mistakes. There is no chance for the stage play to be repeated.

I think her attitude is also the reason why she can get to where she is today.

That day, I went to look for her immediately after my self-study was over. Looking out of the window, a light was turned on in the piano room, shining on her.She has a very different temperament when she plays the piano. In my eyes, she is everyone.

After entering, I sat down next to her, watching her ten fingers move nimbly, and felt that she was very lively. After a song, she asked me, do you want to play?

I played the electronic organ in elementary school, but I got tired of playing it for a while, and now I only know two tigers, so I made a fool of myself and played two tigers for her.

She didn't laugh at it or dislike it. She even took a pen and paper and wrote Xiao Xingxing's score for me to play. I followed the score and played each note with my index finger and asked her with a smirk, "How is it?"

She raised her eyebrows, "very cute."

I paused, is she talking about the song Little Xingxing is cute or I am cute, if she is talking about Little Xingxing, this is a children's song, of course it is cute, but if she is talking about me, although I know I am very cute, but at this moment she suddenly said that, What do you mean?

But it didn't get too deep into that at the time, because then we kissed.

This scene, this atmosphere, I'm really sorry for not kissing.

We kissed her and pushed me down on the bench with one hand under my head and the other around my waist.Maybe the background is too charming, and the silence makes people swell, so she leaves my lips and kisses all the way down. After tidying up, I sat down again.

She continued to practice the piano, and I continued to watch, I don't know if it was because of the kiss, I thought she looked very attractive, and I wanted to make people fall.

Later, when I went back to the dormitory, I found that her neck and clavicle had been gnawed in a mess. Fortunately, it was winter, and a scarf could cover up all the shame.

I went to see that stage play, and felt that she was a pity. Sometimes there was no light, but it changed a bit when I watched it. The bench she was sitting on always made me fantasize. I felt that I was guilty. This is obviously a pure What a tragedy.