To Goddess

Xue Lingyi fell asleep.

She always sleeps like this, with her mouth half open, and a little finger can poke her front teeth directly.

In fact, I have no impression of the first meeting she said.Everyone can meet all kinds of people around every day. They may pass you by, look at you more, or talk to you. Although I remember a boy who wanted to buy me ice cream, but I I forgot that there was a girl following behind me all the way to the dormitory.

But I think, if I really say I have no memory, she will rely on me every day to describe the scene of that day in detail so that I can remember it, so that even if I can’t remember it, I will be forced to think of it through her countless descriptions. Remember.

How did you remember her after that?

I always feel that this girl looks familiar in a certain corner of the library, I always feel that this girl looks familiar in a certain aisle of the cafeteria, I always feel that this girl looks familiar when I look back on the campus road, and I always feel that this girl looks familiar in a certain store on the street. Out of the corner of my eye, I felt that this girl was very familiar.

Every time I saw this girl, I was full of energy, until I talked to her one day, she said that her name is Xue Lingyi, and I am very destined, and there is a "one" in her name.

When she said these words, it was a spring that was half-summer and not summer. The crumbling leaves fell from the tree and floated to her shoulder. She patted her casually. She smiled happily, revealing a small canine tooth on the left.

After two more encounters, I realized that Xue Lingyi was trying to get close to me.

At the beginning, I didn't think about it deeply, thinking that maybe she just wanted to make friends with me, but I gave her this chance by a strange coincidence.

During that time, people around me were curious, they didn't understand why I would appear like this out of nowhere, she was nothing like me, she was so cute.

Perhaps because she acquiesced in her being by my side, Xue Lingyi became more and more presumptuous, clinging to me whenever he had free time, finding all kinds of excuses to find me, and thinking that I didn't know.

She said: "Roy Roy, I really like your psychology class, can I go with you to listen to it?"

So I was drowsy all the time, and finally couldn't stand it and fell asleep on my stomach?

She said: "Roy Roy, the senior sent two tickets to the piano concert, you should understand it well, let's go and listen, shall we?"

So Xue Lingyi, you fell asleep again?Still struggling for several days.

She said, "Roy Roy, do you want to eat this cake? I brought it for you on the way."

After following the road for several kilometers, Xue Lingyi, do you think I'm stupid?

She said: "Roy Roy, I heard that you like this character, this is her surroundings I found for you."

I never mentioned it to others, and it is estimated that she looked through my records many years ago, and the peripherals she collected are almost complete.

She is like this, I don't even know where her energy comes from every day, just call me "Roy Roy" "Roy Roy".

I should feel annoyed, I rarely come into contact with people who talk so much without focus, what she said to you doesn't need a result, you just listen.

But why should I listen, but I just listened, and I didn't say a word, and I didn't get distracted.

She, Xue Lingyi, is not so ignorant, if someone asks me, who in this world understands you best, I will think of her first, she even understands me better than me.

She knows that my slight frown is impatience, she knows when I reach out my hand is thirst, and what kind of hand is rejection, she can accurately judge the type of drink, she knows the meaning of every smile of mine, what does she know When you can talk and when you can't, she knows what tone I have and what mood I have.

But there is only one thing, she doesn't understand me.

It was an afternoon when cicadas were singing, I was reviewing the next exam in the classroom, she was sleeping beside her, maybe something disturbed her dream, she frowned and said a few vague sleep words, and suddenly woke up come over.

I was attracted by her movements, stopped the pen in my hand and turned to look at her. She looked at me for half a second and suddenly hooked my hand, and asked eagerly, "Roy! You know I'm chasing you, right?"

I paused, and suddenly felt that my lips were a little dry, and I gave her a favor, preparing for what might happen next.

But after hearing this, she just smiled, let go of me, lay down on the table again, looked at me lazily, and said while closing her eyes: "That's good, that's good, I thought you didn't know, Meng If you don’t know, I want you to know, as long as you know.”

After she finished speaking, she fell asleep again. I looked at her slightly opened mouth, sighed in my heart, and took out the knife to sharpen the pencil again.

Later she asked me, when did I like her.

I didn't answer at the time, I changed the subject.

It's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't know, I don't know from when, this Xue Lingyi in front of me, I just want her to belong to me.

It's one thing to like it, another thing to accept it.Although the world is tolerant today, the tolerant heart is unfamiliar. No one wants to be around someone who likes the same sex, let alone that person is myself. I admit that I was a little worried at that time, and Roy was born in the bottom of my heart. Do you have to think like this?

But after all, it can't match her enthusiasm. Xue Ling has a magic power for me, a kind of magic power, so be it.

So we are together logically, I will not be too sarcastic about her emotional intelligence, be careful of her losing her temper.

After we were together, one day I asked her, Xue Lingyi, are you not afraid?

She asked me what I was afraid of.

I said, we are two girls, we will not be tolerated by most people, aren't you afraid?

She looked at me puzzled and said, why should I be afraid, I don't know who most people are.After finishing speaking, he suddenly hooked my arm tightly and said, Roy, you can't think about it, you have promised to be with me, unless you are unhappy, otherwise you can't abandon me, no, no, no, tell me if you are unhappy , anyway, you can't abandon me.

I laughed, what was in her head.

Xue Lingyi, I didn't intend to abandon you, but you abandoned me in the end.

In fact, from the day I started, I never thought about the future. I didn't have such lofty ambitions as hers. I took a blank piece of paper and put it on the table. Mess.

I just thought that it would be good to live day by day. At that time, I thought my love was not deep, so everything was about the future, and I never told her.

But she doesn't mind at all, she thinks it's good to be around me, she likes to worry about me, and prefers to take care of everything for me, she has no temper in front of me, but compared to her, it's me who transmits negative energy.

For example, when I got angry when I was acting, I didn’t like to talk when she saw me, and she only answered with a single word when she talked to me, but she knew how to stay silently, not knowing what to think. When I picked up this matter again and wanted to apologize to her, she would tell me with confused eyes that she didn't care.

I sometimes wonder, what exactly does Xue Lingyi like about me?In her eyes, she treats me like a treasure, and she is afraid that I will be wronged a little.

The slightest reaction I made to her, she would be happy for days.

It's not that no one likes her, it's just that she doesn't know that she has all her thoughts on me.I think that's fine, at least you don't have to worry about her changing her mind, and those who like her, forget it, are easy to deal with.

During the six months when I moved out, she took care of almost everything in the house. Although it wasn’t perfect, I always liked to pick on her thorns, but maybe what I like is when she threw herself into my arms and begged for mercy after picking the thorns. , I assure me that she will do well next time.

She can remember my words firmly, even casual words. After a long time, she suddenly mentioned, "Roy, my hair is a bit long, can I try a middle part? It doesn't look good, I will change it back immediately!" I Only then did I suddenly realize that she had always remembered that I said that her bangs were cute.

You said that a person who is so reluctant to give up to me, why would you say leave and leave.

I kept thinking afterwards, maybe she was annoyed, maybe she felt that I couldn't get anything in return, maybe she thought I didn't care about her.

Any reason that can be mentioned immediately can be the reason why she left me. What else can I expect?

It is no longer possible for someone to come all the way quietly just to care about whether I have heat stroke, no longer is it possible for someone to rack their brains for my three meals a day, and it is no longer possible for someone to look hippie and smile on the surface , In fact, everything that loves me deeply is hidden in my heart.

This person I lost her.

Did not give me a chance to regret, did not give me a chance to show.

I've been waiting for her to ask, waiting for her to ask me, Roy Roy, why do you like me?

Xue Lingyi, you are fine, but you don't know it.