To Goddess

The days when Roy is not around always pass long and fast. The long time is that once I have free time, I will miss her for a long time. Once I miss her but fail to contact her, I will feel very lonely. The lonely time is endless. , And soon it is very easy to understand, it takes a long time to do something, Roy said that this is called a rich life.

With a rich life, I was called back by a phone call from my mother on a rare weekend. It is rare for her to remember this wandering daughter. I am very relieved. Although she often calls me to express her concern, I have to say, The phone calls are always followed by gossip entertainment news, asking me if these are true, are they really together?Is she really that person's mistress?Is he really hooking up?

I very much suspect that she may have set an alarm clock on her mobile phone, which will ring every once in a while, under the title "Go and care about your daughter."

Today she asked me to go back for the first time. It happened that I had a day off, so I just went home. On the rest day in Royna, I almost always order takeaway. There are only a few takeaway restaurants, which are expensive and unpalatable.

When I got home, I saw my parents sitting on the sofa watching TV, and there were three people sitting beside me. A woman had a child on her lap, and there was a man beside her, who looked familiar but couldn't name him.

I interpreted this phenomenon as a guest at home, but my mother didn't tell me in advance, so I couldn't understand what image I should play now.

They turned their heads and smiled at the same time when they saw me, and my mother suddenly stood up and looked like she was going to greet me, which made me very panicked.

Sure enough, she came over to take the bag in my hand, hooked my arm under my anxiety, and pulled me down to the center of the living room, successfully capturing my dad's sight of watching the game.

Dad, who dared not speak out, had no choice but to move a little to the side quietly.

My mother pointed at the woman with a smile and said, "Do you remember her?"

The question is whether I should remember or not.

So I laughed.

My mother laughed again when she looked at me, and then smiled at the woman, and said with a loving motherly look: "This is your sister Nannan, we used to play together when we were young, remember?"

Oh, sister Nannan, sister Nannan who lived together before moving house, sister Nannan who always likes to play Princess Prince Cinderella.

I followed suit very sweetly: "Sister Nan Nan."

Sister Nan Nan smiled brightly: "Yi Yi is so big, long time no see."

After she finished speaking, the brat next to her, temporarily understood to be her son, suddenly grabbed the remote control on the table and stuffed it into his mouth.

In the following time, I quietly exited the stage, because they were all concerned about how to teach that brat a lesson.

My mother said that Sister Nannan has also moved to this community. Sister Nannan is only three years older than you. Look at her son is so old. Ah, I almost forgot, this is Sister Nannan’s younger brother, named Wang Zi.

Hearing this name, I spit it out with a puff, and my mother gave me a white look.

I said, "Hi, Wang Zi."

Wang Zi nodded to me with a cold face.

I rolled my eyes in my heart, you Gao Leng came here to go on a blind date!

I found out later that he was also forced to do nothing. He said that he was threatened by his sister. At that time, I made up my mind. How could such a man be threatened by my sister?Seeing how gentle his eyes are towards his sister, is it possible!Taboo!Feel it!

Well, I only think about it when I'm really bored. If I know this is the case, I won't come back. It would be nice to call Roy at home when she is free. It's also kind of fun to hear her scolding me for being stupid and calling me crazy. kind of enjoyment.

In the state of bored fugue, my mother suddenly came to me and patted me on the shoulder very hard: "I know everything about this, you can ask her."

I came back to my senses: "What's the matter?"

Wang Zi was very kind to help me: "Is the rumor that the Wang couple is at odds true?"

How do I know? Hey!I'm an agent, not a gossip reporter. The news I can hear is the same as most netizens. It's just what everyone chatted in the background and can't count.

The chat process in the morning made me very embarrassed. My mother and sister Nannan always asked us to talk as if they wanted to match up. The final conversation finally ended at meal time. Mom and sister Nannan pushed each other. Finally, he let the three of them go back for dinner.

And the end of me and the prince is that we added WeChat to each other under the supervision of our elders. We both blacklisted each other’s circle of friends tacitly. Don’t ask me why I know. He stood at the door of my house when he was blacklisted. In front of the mirror, I saw it.

What a sensible man.

I wish him happiness and find his princess.

After watching them leave, my mother closed the door and patted my head with her backhand, not at all like a college professor.

She said: "Why are you so unlucky? Even when you grow up, you don't find a boyfriend, and you haven't heard of any gossips in high school or college."

Me, hehehe.

She said: "I think Wang Zi is pretty good, let's develop well."

Me, hehehe.

The most annoying thing at this age is that your family will introduce you to someone. This is especially popular with adults. Even if she doesn’t know you at all, once she hears that you are single and married, she will immediately list the singles around you. The list of the opposite sex can also clearly understand the current situation of that person.

When my mother was cooking, I helped her, and she was still talking about it. I don’t know if it’s because of menopause. I always have the illusion that my mother has talked more nonsense recently.

I'm going to ask Dad in a while.

My mother said, women, when you are 30 years old, your value will depreciate. Now you are the one who picks the partner, and later it will be someone else who picks you. You are the rest, you know, the rest.

Mom said, you have also been told that those who are not married are their business. Do you want to learn from them? What to do when people are sick or something.

Mom said, falling in love now, getting married in two years, and having a baby in one year, how appropriate do you think, don't procrastinate, when you get older, it will be painful to have a baby.

My mother said, don’t tell me that you don’t get married, don’t like children, and don’t have children. If you don’t do this, what do you want?

I couldn't help but interject: "I just don't get married or have children, I don't like children, and I don't like men."

My mother groaned and poured the food into the pot: "I don't like men yet. Are you going to be gay? You're a pervert."

When she said it was abnormal, my hand twitched, and the fish in my hand slipped and dropped to the ground.

I picked up the fish, washed it and said in a joking tone: "What if I just like girls." I turned to look at her with a hey: "I'm gay, what will happen?"

My mother's expression was disgusting: "Is it disgusting, don't tell me these things, get the fish ready soon, I'm oily."

Ever since I knew that I was bent, once the same-sex topic or TV appeared at home, I would automatically avoid it. After all, I was guilty. Today is the first time I mentioned this matter, although my mother’s attitude is within my expectations. Guilty, but I still feel a little lost.

From the day I was with Roy, I thought about spending my whole life with her, but it was just a rough outline. I didn't think about anyone's opposition, or the attitude of my family, or anything else.

But it seems a bit difficult to think about it now. Although my parents usually don’t care about me, I know that they love me very much, and I love them very much. I can’t imagine how they will collapse the day I come out.

After returning home at night, I told Roy everything about today. Just as I was feeling sad and worrying about the future, Roy suddenly said, "You delete that boy's WeChat first."

I paused, sucked my sadness back, and asked, "Why? It's all blacked out, which means it's not added."

Although he said so, he had already clicked into WeChat, found Wang Zi's WeChat and clicked delete friend.

Why am I so obedient.

Roy said, "So as not to cause unnecessary trouble."

Then she said, "About coming out."

I held my breath, waiting for her next words.

She said, "Let's take one step at a time."

me?"

In my impression, Roy is a very planned person. She likes to plan everything. Even if the facts are different from her plan, she can easily break away from the plan. She told me that it will get twice the result with half the effort.

I still remember that we watched a movie together when we were in college. There was a part where the heroine showed her waist and showed her vest line. , Unfortunately, she patted the back of her hand to stop her.

I asked her if she had a vest thread, the vest thread is so handsome, if you have it, please feel it for me, she said lightly no.

Unexpectedly, at a meal more than a month later, we chatted, and after a topic was over, she suddenly said quietly: "Xue Lingyi, I have a vest line."

I was stunned and excited and went over to touch it immediately. Roy, who has a vest line, is very generous, so I can touch it as I like.

But having said that, the touch of the vest line is really not very good. Her current vest line is still maintained, and I have to touch her every time I see her.

Later, her roommate told me that Roy posted a schedule on the dormitory table, and the content on the schedule was how to practice the vest line within a month, and she really did it.

Nowadays, I often see Weibo on Weibo similar to the one-month vest line. When I look at it, I think of Roy and feel that she is very persistent.

We didn't discuss the topic of coming out. After all, it hasn't happened yet, so it can't be assumed, and it's an indisputable fact that although you know your parents, you can't imagine that they will express their opinions in such a way.

It seems that it can only be said that, one step at a time.

Hey, why is this topic so heavy, so heavy that the tone of my conversation with Roy changed, so I changed my style, rolled around on the bed and said, "My birthday is next week, have you prepared a special for me?" Big gift?!"

She said: "It's the first time I see someone asking for a present for someone's birthday."

I laughed: "Isn't this just for you to see and see? Don't change the subject. You must prepare a big gift for me. This is my first birthday after we reconciled. I used to be at school. Didn't you Filming outside means not being by my side, this time I have to make up for it.”

Roy: "Maybe unfortunately, I will not be with you on this birthday, so I can only send it to you."

I knew this was the case, and I sternly "hummed" into the microphone after hearing it.

Roy laughed over there, "Okay, go to sleep, don't keep thinking about birthdays."

Then she hung up on me very simply.