To Goddess

I actually had no idea. The moment I decided to reconcile with Roy, I had already put aside that past, decided not to think about it, never to mention it, and pretended it didn't happen.Isn't that a bit detached to say.

Actually not.

Mama Roy was right.

"Xue Lingyi, you're quite shameless."

I also feel that I am quite shameless, taking people's money to swear swearingly, but in the end I broke the oath secretly.

In fact, looking back on the whole incident, it is very easy to understand. It is a very ordinary person who took money to send an unremarkable person away from his child, and that person ended up getting entangled with her child after taking the money.

People's shamelessness and indifferent attitude are directly proportional to their age. Although my inner moral sense still makes me uneasy, but the current situation clearly shows that I don't want to be separated from Roy, and I also feel that Nothing can separate us.

Everything that was promised is bullshit in my eyes.

We didn't sign a contract, it was just a verbal agreement.This matter can only be regarded as an investment. Everyone understands that this kind of investment cannot be put on the table and cannot be protected by the so-called law. So since you have invested, you have to bear the risk of my breaking the contract.

It can be seen that my skin is no longer thick.

But I love her, there is no way.

During the hour of chatting with Roy's mother, I hardly said anything. I actually wanted that conversation to end, so I used a trick that I thought would work. It works very well on my mom. If she tells me something and I ignore it, she will definitely turn to my dad. But Roy's mom is different here. She can ignore my ignorance and keep saying, I think this is also a skill.

Lady is different, patience is good.

After more than an hour, the first half was quite friendly, and I greeted my whole family, but the second half became a little impatient, and I couldn't help but sigh that she was nothing more than that.

She said, I didn't expect you to be such a person, aren't you afraid of retribution?

She said, do you know how disgusting homosexuality is?

She said, I heard that you are always clinging to Roy, and you are the one who killed her.

She said, I will not admit you.

She said, the same sentence, do you think you are worthy of Roy?what do you have?

……

Maybe it was because she thought it was too much to play the piano to the cow, and it was not easy to hit me, so Mom Roy was finally defeated by my silence, and finally ended the short conversation without knowing what else to say.

But it may also be because her friend called her to ask her to go to the spa. Women, skin is always very important. In today's society where you can no longer judge age by skin, everyone wants to make their skin look better. She looks a dozen years younger than her actual age, satisfying her sense of satisfaction.

Maybe her mother is aware of the fact that there is no point in insulting me, but it can't be beautiful.

Although I was a little overwhelmed by my own strong heart, I still felt a little pain. Those words that pretended not to listen to my heart really hurt people.

Roy in front of me was still frowning and waiting for my answer. My nose was sore, and the tears I had suppressed along the way, the tears I sucked into my eyes with my jokes that weren't funny at all, finally couldn't hold back, and wept loudly out.

Roy once said that my cries were particularly bad.

It was an activity organized by the student union. I don’t remember the details anymore. I only remember that an activity plan I designed was criticized as useless. At that time, I hugged Roy and cried. After I finished crying, she said, “You cry too loudly.” It's ugly, don't cry like that in the future.

Once I cry, I feel a little out of control, and my mood is affected. All the grievances that have nothing to do with this matter come to my mind. I watched her hand stretched out to touch my hair, and walked two steps up. Before, he hooked her neck and hugged her.

Leaning my head on her shoulder, feeling her hands tightening on my waist.

This time, I cried even louder, and I couldn't hold back and shouted, "Your mother scolded me."

This sentence was said very quickly and vaguely. At first I thought it was you fucking scolding me. Thinking of it this way almost made me laugh out loud.

Roy patted me on the back and said softly, "That's all she is, leave her alone."

I sniffed, and suddenly thought of something. I pressed her shoulders and broke her away. I wiped my tears with my hands casually, put the bag in my hand in front of her and said, "Egg tarts, it's been a long time, hurry up." Order some food, otherwise it won’t taste good, and you’ve been in the queue for a long time.”

She burst out laughing.

I also think I'm quite funny, plus the swear words that made me hold back my laughter just now, I simply followed her and laughed too. This smile was worse than crying, and it was more out of control. I laughed while opening the egg tart box, and my hands shook It was almost useless, but finally Roy took the box and opened it easily.

I wowed.

We both laughed again at my wow.

She said, "Xue Lingyi, what are you pretending to be in your mind?"

I blurted out, "I pretended to be you."

She gave me a sideways look.

So we started to eat egg tarts. This egg tart was delicious. No wonder there were so many people queuing up. I wiped my hands with a paper towel and asked Roy, "Is it delicious? If it's delicious, I'll buy some for you tomorrow."

She hummed.

After all, it was my birthday, and Roy felt that it should not be too shabby. Although I said that I was very satisfied with the ring on my hand, Roy insisted on taking me out for dinner, saying that it had already been booked.

I think so, it is a bit wasteful not to eat after making a reservation.

But when it comes to the ring, Roy seems to have calmed down. She didn't say anything after buckling her high heels and helping her put the ring on. She didn't act like a petty temper, which made me feel relieved and worried .

To be honest, I really want to coax her, after all, she doesn't often lose her temper, which is so rare for me.I used to be in a state of fear that she would leave me at any time when I was with her, so I was very cautious in everything I did to her, and once I was too careful, things often backfired.

It's different now, and I'm fascinated that our relationship is getting better and better after reconciliation.

When I was thinking about how to make her unhappy again, she suddenly said, "Xue Lingyi, the matter with the ring is not over yet."

I was so happy that I almost jumped out of my seat.

She looked at me suspiciously, "Why are you so happy."

I pursed my lips and suppressed a smile, "No, no."

After dinner, we took a walk on the pedestrian bridge in the city. The journey of less than half an hour made me feel very comfortable. When we reached the middle of the bridge, we stopped and felt the oncoming wind facing the river. After a while, Roy suddenly put his hand on my shoulder, covered her hat on my head and said, "Happy birthday Xue Lingyi."

I hehehe three times, took off the hat and put it on her again.

I said, "What should I do, I want to kiss you."

I saw her raised eyebrows that were exposed outside, and then she took off the hat and put it on my head again. This time, she used a lot of force, directly covering my face and blocking my sight. .

She said, "Go back."

In order to calm her down, after we took a bath, I acted as a massage expert very attentively, let her lie on the sofa, and rubbed her shoulders.

Me: "Filming and reading scripts every day, it must be very hard."

Her: "Yeah."

Me: "Still staying up late, you must be exhausted."

Her: "Yeah."

Me: "So don't be angry, Roy." Having said that, I bowed my head and kissed her shoulder, "It's okay."

she:……

Me: "Roy is the best, how can Roy be so good."

After hearing this, she laughed, turned over and suddenly faced me, and said with a disgusted expression, "It's not uncomfortable at all."

I hahaha a few times, "I haven't learned it before. When I go back and learn from my mother, it will make you very comfortable."

I guarantee that what I want to express by this comfort is pure comfort, but maybe it is dirty at every turn. The word has lost its original meaning as soon as it is uttered. I can see that Roy also misunderstood it, because she touched my hand. The hand of the ring stopped for a moment.

We looked at each other, the color of the eyebrows and eyes began to change, I put my hand on her head, and she hooked my neck very cooperatively, and then we started kissing.

Undress.

touch each other.

respite.

Ok.

The bed thing is really amazing. Even though she didn’t drink alcohol, it can make people extremely drunk. Looking at her, she seems to be in a daze, unable to think normally, and can only feel everything with her cells. The whole body’s attention is only focused on one point, that point Let you lose consciousness, let you want to grab something but become weak.

Roy always likes to dominate, I have almost no problem with that, I like what she likes.

We went from the living room to the bedroom, it took a long time, we sweated a lot, and we were finally tired. I leaned on her, and she hugged me from behind.

I like her hugging me like this, it doesn't matter if she does it or not, it doesn't matter if she wears clothes or not, I feel at ease by leaning on her back, I put her hand on my waist, I touched her palm and said, "Are I I didn't tell you how I felt after being educated by your mother."

She buried it in my neck and hummed softly.

The direction I touched her palm changed from clockwise to counterclockwise.

I said, "Roy, although I say I love you every day, but I really love you." Maybe it's getting dark and late at night, and people don't know shame or sadness, so I continued, "Don't worry Well, unless you drive me away, I won't leave you again." I thought for a while, "I won't leave even if you drive me away."

How can I give up.

After hearing this, she still hummed, raised her head, and bit my neck hard.

It made me gasp for no reason, but afterwards it made me feel that she didn't bite hard enough.

Roy said, "You can't leave me anymore, I can't bear it."

Ouch, this made me pause.

She said again, "I forgive you the first time, if there is a next time."

When she said this, she stopped suddenly, and I couldn't help turning my head to look at her, but she buried her head on the back of my neck again.

I asked, "What about next time?"

I heard her sigh softly, "It's not that good."