To Goddess

The connection between people is so wonderful. After meeting Roy for the first time, I can often meet her. On the way to class, on the way to dinner, on the way to the street, on the way back, I unilaterally I feel that Roy and I are really connected, and successfully ignore the fact that our school is not big at all.

One day when I woke up early in the morning, I saw three roommates surrounding my bed and looking at me with strange expressions on their faces.

Roommate A said with a smile, "Er Xue, you're talking in your sleep."

I often talk in my sleep, and sometimes I snore.

Roommate b said: "Guess what you said."

As I said before, I have never liked your guessing game.

Roommate C said: "Roy! Tell me who Roy is!"

Under their repeated questioning that day, after all, I couldn't hear what I said about Roy from their words, but seeing their surprised but not very surprised expressions, I can deduce that it is not some serious sleepwalking, at least not What "Roy I." "Roy, I'm so horny." "Roy, I need comfort." and so on.

Three women in one scene, I interrupted the twittering, so I had to say: "Roy is a woman, I like her, that's all."

Sure enough, they have never seen the world, look at each one of them, roommate A even threw away the melon seeds, and ate the melon seeds husks in his mouth.

Yes, I came out that day by the way.

It may be that they really found it difficult to accept. After I finished saying that, they all looked at each other, and then looked for excuses to move away from me.

Coming out is always embarrassing. I simply went out that day. I really didn’t know where to go on a big Sunday, and I wanted to meet Roy at school that day, but failed.

What you want will always play hide and seek with you.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when I returned to the dormitory again, I panicked, I was afraid that they would look at me strangely, but I was so naive at the time, I thought about dying early and being reborn sooner, rather than letting them find out later, I might as well say it myself.

Stepping in at the closing time downstairs, when the door opened, the three of them were watching a movie, laughing and laughing. I went in and they took a look at me. The atmosphere was really like the first time I came to school. They were unfamiliar. appearance.

I coughed and washed in my heart, then climbed onto the bed, but saw a bed sheet on it, with an obvious rainbow on it.

Later, my roommates said that the society is so open, they think it’s not easy for me, and they can’t put pressure on me, they can accept it, they can accept it, as long as they don’t like them.

After I heard it, I thought, I didn't think it was difficult for me, I didn't think I was under any pressure, and I didn't dare to tell them that if they didn't accept it, I would change the dormitory, haha.

And don't worry, I won't like you.

Although I was touched by the bed sheet, I never used that bed sheet, because later I discovered that there was not only a very cute rainbow on the bed sheet, but also a very cute Pleasant Goat standing on the rainbow.

In the next few days, my roommates offered to help me one after another. Encouraged by their enthusiasm, I decided to turn my unrequited love into pursuit.

They enthusiastically helped me find out about Roy's college, Roy's major, Roy's age, Roy's hometown, almost everything they could find out, which made me feel for a while later that if I couldn't catch up with others , first of all I'm sorry for my roommate.

I was really satisfied when they gave me little information about Roy. Roy could write well, Roy could dance, Roy was from the Hanxie in the city, and Roy could play the piano. Playing the piano is temperament, no matter how ugly you are, once you hear that you can play the piano, wow, bonus points!

Roy was one year older than me, and turned out to be a senior.

Roy is from this city, so he is from my hometown.

Roy this, Roy that...

Also, Roy is the daughter of a big boss of a company in the city.

This message was the last message from Roy that my roommate helped me find. After my wife saw this, the dormitory fell into a deathly silence.

Rich second generation or something...

This news also made the roommates frightened one after another, and they flinched, as if they were the ones chasing Roy.

Roommate B asked: "Er Xue, are you still chasing him?"

I laughed and said, "Chasing, why not chasing."

They were moved by my courage and applauded heartily.

Roommate C applauded, and asked me with a distressed expression: "Why?"

There is no good reason for this, because I like her.

Because I like her, I still like her so much now, I have liked this one since I was a child, hey, I am really worthless.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor were in disrepair for a long time, and I couldn't feel the breath of my walking, so I had to approach the switch and stomp my feet heavily, and the lights came on in response to the sound.

"Wow! Why are you here?"

As soon as the light was turned on, a person suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, which scared me to death.

This person is Xu Hua, with a very ordinary name and a very ordinary person, but I want to focus on introducing this person to you.

Because he used to be my rival in love.

Why is it once, because he also liked Roy before, and threatened to rob Roy from me for a while, but he may not like it now, because a few days ago he said that he had a crush on a girl from the former company and was chasing her.

But he might have Roy on his mind too, I don't know.

He stood in front of me with a dejected look, leaning against the wall with his bangs covering his eyes, wondering if he was looking at me, holding an unlit cigarette in his hand, if others would think he was overflowing with sadness, but I knew, he It should be because he was reluctant to spend money on a lighter, which was his meal money.

The first time I met him was when he asked me out. He didn’t know who to get my cell phone number from. He sent me a text message asking me to wait for him in the cold drink shop downstairs in the school supermarket in half an hour. He Tell me something.

At that time, I refused in my heart, and I was also worried. I think I am Roy's person now. Although I haven't caught up with him, I will be sorry for Roy if I go to the appointment.But my curiosity overcame my refusal, overcame my entanglement, maybe because I just happened to buy sanitary napkins in the supermarket upstairs, so I simply stopped by.

At that time, he was the only one in the shop, I sat in front of him and he looked at me and asked, "Xue Lingyi?"

Because that text message looked too much like chasing and confessing to you, and there was no one in the store, so I thought at the time, would there be balloons or something suddenly, and enthusiastically cheered in my heart to make up the marriage proposal scene.

It's a pity that I came out without washing my bangs today. It's a mistake, so when I refuse, I don't have enough momentum. Thinking about it, I put a sanitary napkin in the bag, so as not to fall out later.

Then he said: "Do you spend a lot of time with Roy? Are you good friends?"

I paused and said very vigilantly, "What are you doing!"

He smiled, showing his big white teeth, and said, "I like Roy. I heard that you have a good relationship. I plan to start with you. Please help me, and I will repay you."

At that time, people lived a simple life. After he finished this sentence, he actually asked: "How can I repay me?"

When he heard it, he naturally felt that there was some drama, and he slapped his thigh and said, "I will give you whatever you want!"

In that era, it was not too common to recognize a brother as a sister.

I said, "I don't want anything, I'm leaving."

After I finished speaking, I stood up, and he grabbed me. This action made me hold my stomach. I heard her say: "Xue Lingyi, you can't do this. Students should help each other."

I shook off his hand and ran outside, he hurriedly caught up and shouted: "Hey, classmate, let's make friends first."

I was out of his sight like the wind, but he may have misunderstood a little, I have always been very friendly, today is an exception, because I think my aunt seems to come out.

After that time, Xu Hua also created various opportunities to meet me by chance, which gave me the illusion that he was not chasing Roy, but me.

But in order for him to spend his time with me and not with Roy, I was very enthusiastic every time we met.

Xu Hua is really a very unlucky person. As far as I know, Roy has never expressed his opinion on her suitors. He only hates Xu Hua and doesn't show him face. I feel that Xu Hua is so pitiful.

I said, "If you don't like Xu Hua, you don't have to hate him. He didn't do anything wrong."

I said this mainly because I was worried that Roy also hated me, and I wanted to hear what Roy said about why I hated him, so I could correct myself.

But Roy said, "You two got very close recently?"

After I nodded, I immediately shook my head and gave her a hey smile.

Roy said, "Stay away from him."

I thought to myself that Roy really hated Xu Hua, even I was in charge.

But think about it, during that time, I really got to know Xu Hua very well, and I kind of ignored the matter of chasing Roy. Roy was right, he really wanted to stay away from him.

Xu Hua didn't express any surprise after knowing that I also chased Roy. He also carefully analyzed it for me, saying that although it is convenient for girls to chase girls, it is also difficult. He listed the pros and cons like a test paper, Finally, he patted me on the shoulder and said let's work hard and see who succeeds in the end.

Later, I was with Roy and very proudly sent him a long message, expressing my arrogance.

After that, Xu Hua and I had no contact, and then I broke up with Roy, met him at school, and got mixed up again.

The world is such a tease, we know each other because of Roy, Roy is getting farther and farther away from us now, but we comfort each other with a broken body and a strong mind.

Xu Hua and I have become very good friends for the first time. He originally said that I will not like him, and he will not like me. Whoever said that there will be no pure friendship between opposite sexes, Xue Lingyi is my life. best friend!

What he said was very impassioned. He heard that anyone who dared to cut off our friendship would kill him. Then he said, my good friend, can you lend me some money.

I looked at him dumbly, tightened my wallet and said, "I don't have any money either."

This is why we have maintained this strange friendship to the current relationship. We all say that friends should be in the same family, not to mention the same value, but the value is the same. Xu Hua is the same as me. I quit several companies and resigned for various reasons.

This feeling of sympathy is really subtle.

Last time I was too poor to renew the rent, he introduced me to this nearby house, he said it was cheap, I gladly rented it the next day, and generously treated him to a bowl of instant noodles.

Some time ago, he found a new job, and the company arranged for him to go to other places for training, but he hadn't seen him for a long time.

I looked at him and asked, "How's the training going?"