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22: Let's start from scratch

"What good is it for you to be with a man! Haven't you sobered up after all these years? Be careful, if you are with a man, your life will really be ruined!"

"Even if it's ruined, it's still my life!" Fu Jinyan's forehead bulged with veins.

Tang Qing was frightened by his roar and staggered two steps, trembling all over.

"We... really have nothing to talk about. I'll ask someone to take you back." Stiffly raising his hand to rub his brow, Fu Jinyan took out his phone in a daze.

No matter how big a mistake the parents make, they are still the ones who gave birth to him.No matter how much he hated, he shouldn't have yelled at Tang Qing.

"No, no need. Ruoxuan sent me here." Tang Qing waved his hands quickly, with a disturbed and sad expression on his face.She looked around, desperately trying to find something to cover up her inner emotions.

Fu Jinyan looked at her for a while, and finally looked away and said, "From now on—don't come to me."

Not seeing each other is the greatest tolerance he can do.

Tang Qing subconsciously opened his eyes wide and looked at Fu Jinyan, his face full of disbelief, "Jingyan, do you really want your mother?"

Tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes, she had never regretted what she had done in her life like now.

Fu Jinyan didn't answer this sentence, but said lightly, "Go back early."

Love this thing, isn't it unconditional?

And it was her mother who didn't want his son first.

I don't know how many times the unbearable insults in his memory made him depressed and almost collapsed.Thinking about it now, Fu Jinyan would feel a chill in his body.

"Be careful, go to the hospital with your mother now. The disease of homosexuality is not terrible at all. It's just a psychological problem. The doctor will solve it."

"How could I have a son like you! Homosexuality is sick! Do you know what people outside will think of you? They will say you are disgusting and sick, and they will poke our family's spine and scold!"

"If you dare to like a man, get lost! I don't have a son like you!"

Insulting his own son with such words.

Perhaps, there are no parents who love you without reason and conditions in this world.

His surname is Fu, so he was born to inherit his father's business, then get married and have children, and then inherit the Fu family.

If he hadn't met Lin Chen, his life might really be like this.Follow the prescribed track and move forward step by step.

Lin Chen has been paying attention to the news, afraid that some gossip expert will pick up some news that is not good for Fu Jinyan.

It turned out that Xu Wenchen was supposed to be on duty tonight. When he came over to make the rounds, he saw Lin Chen staring at the tablet computer with his eyes wide open like a brass bell.The lights in the room had been turned off, the light was already dim, and the light on the screen was reflected on Lin Chen's face, even Xu Wenchen, a medical student, was shocked when he saw it.

He really convinced the young man now, "If you stay up so late, you really don't want legs?"

Lin Chen was startled when he heard Xu Wenchen's voice, and slapped the tablet on the quilt, just like a junior high school student who was found playing with his mobile phone.

His reaction made Xu Wenchen burst into laughter, and it took him a long time to remind him kindly, "Night is the best time for bone calluses to grow. If you want to recover quickly, you should go to bed quickly. Of course, if you want to stay drunk in the hospital bed all the time , I won't stop you either."

Lin Chen hurriedly nodded with a smile, "I see, I'll sleep right away."

Xu Wenchen looked at Lin Chen with a pair of eyes full of suspicion, and then said that if there was anything necessary, he should ring the bell to call the nurse, and then left.

Lin Chen was sweating, and finally got Mama Lin to trick Fu Xiao away, but this Xu Wenchen seemed to be more difficult to deal with than Fu Xiao.

The last look that obviously didn't believe him really made him feel guilty.

Lin Chen pulled up the quilt and hid in the quilt to read the news.

There was a sudden click outside the door, Lin Chen subconsciously threw the tablet aside, then closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Footsteps sounded slowly, Lin Chen frowned slightly, this footstep didn't quite resemble Xu Wenchen.

Until his hand that was exposed outside the quilt was completely held by someone.

Lin Chen opened his eyes instantly.It was that person who caught his eye.

"Pretending to be sleeping?" Fu Jinyan raised his eyebrows slightly.

Lin Chen was dumbfounded for a moment, and it took a long time before he asked, "Why are you back?"

"Suddenly want to see you." Fu Jinyan said with a look of reason.

Lin Chen was stunned for a moment, then looked away awkwardly.

Fu Jinyan suddenly stretched out his other hand and rubbed his hair, "Why did it become so awkward."

"Hey, don't." Lin Chen raised his hand and wanted to brush away Fu Jinyan's hand, only to find that Fu Jinyan was still firmly imprisoning that hand in his palm.

Lin Chen was discouraged, "Let go of me first."

Fu Jinyan didn't answer and didn't let go, his eyes stayed on Lin Chen.Lin Chen avoided Fu Jinyan's gaze awkwardly at first, but after a while he felt something was wrong.

Lin Chen said uncertainly, "Fu Jinyan? What's wrong with you?"

There was a moment of silence in the ward, and the dim light made Lin Chen unable to see Fu Jinyan's expression clearly.

If he didn't answer, Lin Chen panicked, "Chen Xi won't have an accident, right?"

Fu Jinyan's current abnormality really made him have to think so.

"You're talking." Lin Chen grabbed Fu Jinyan's hand.

Fu Jinyan's expression moved slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Are you worried about me?"

The voice sounded very tired.Lin Chen's face froze, and then he laughed twice, not daring to answer a word.

Maybe Fu Jinyan came to humiliate him again.During the six years of separation between them, time has formed a transparent gap invisibly.

Fu Jinyan suddenly leaned over and hugged Lin Chen who was caught off guard.

Lin Chen was startled, and stretched out his hand to push the person on him away.

He struggled for a while, when Fu Jinyan stopped him, "Xiaochen."

The long-lost address made Lin Chen stunned for a moment.

"I miss you."

Thousands of words, in the end only this sentence is left.

When you first left, I hated you to the bone.But more still miss you.

Because you were the one who mocked me for refusing to come out. When I really came out and won the chance to be free, I found you were gone after I came out.

I found a thousand reasons for you to leave in my mind, and comforted myself that you left because of difficulties.But after I went to find you, I found that you already had someone else, and you had already forgotten me to the other side of the ocean.

For so many years, besides hating you, I still hate you.Hate your non-specific, hate your liking the new and loathing the old.

The last time I saw you with a woman, I thought you had really changed your mind, and I couldn't help but satirize you for being gay.

Only then did I realize that what I fear most is not that you fall in love with someone else, but that you never like the same sex again.

Up to now, I have nothing, and I finally dare to hug you and say I miss you so much.

Fu Jinyan tightened his arms, leaned his head on Lin Chen's shoulder, and said word by word, "Lin Chen, let's start from the beginning."

The author has something to say: I have changed some unreasonable words and sentences.Absolutely not fake.

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