[Rebirth] The same table is shameless

All the doubts, all the panic, and all the concerns about gains and losses before have their answers at this moment——

She fell in love with that person, the one who shouldn't have liked at all.

Su Siying slammed her head on the pillow again, grasping its soft corner helplessly.

So now... what should she do?

It wasn't until Papa Su came back that she slowly got up, tried to raise a smiling face, and ran over to say, "Dad, you've worked hard."

Father Su, who just turned on the light switch, was taken aback by his daughter who suddenly jumped out, "Why don't you turn on the light in the living room?"

"To give you a surprise for Dad." Su Siying lied casually, took the bag full of vegetables from Dad's hand, and walked towards the kitchen, "Well, do you want to make braised pork today?"

Su's father smiled and said, "Well, to celebrate your holiday today, I will make braised pork and fried cabbage for you. By the way, I also prepared prawns in the refrigerator, and I will make a plate of braised prawns."

Su Siying cheered, and ran to the side to help her father cut the cabbage.

The father and daughter ate dinner contentedly, and after clearing the table, Father Su asked her to go back to the house to study with peace of mind.Su Siying was not polite at all, she patted his shoulder and ran back to the bedroom. However, the moment the bedroom door closed, the smile on her face had disappeared.

Slowly squatting on the ground, she lowered her head and covered her face.

In her previous life, Ning Shuo said that she had to be reasonable in everything, but this time, she couldn't make any sense.The only thing she knows is - she must not let Bai Yirong know about her shady thoughts.

If you let her know, you will probably be very disappointed in yourself.

Obviously she is a good friend, she is obviously a close tablemate, but I have this kind of thought about her.Most importantly, they are all girls.

Only this point, it is doomed that Bai Yirong will not accept himself who has a crush on her.

Su Siying let out a long sigh, and suddenly, the phone in his trouser pocket vibrated twice.

Wu Yingzhe: [What's the matter?Is there any better? 】

His eyes dimmed, and an indescribable loss welled up in his heart.Responding to her friend's concern, she propped herself up on the floor and stood up, walking slowly towards the desk.

Since this relationship is meant to be buried deep inside, pretend it doesn't exist.

Su Siying recalled how she didn't care about Ning Shuo back then, took a deep breath, and let it out heavily.

Thanks to this relatively long winter vacation, it gave her enough time to hide that feeling deeper.

but……

Su Siying lay prone on the desk, her nose sore and uncomfortable.

But this is the first time she likes someone...

Her real age has already exceeded the time range of puppy love, but that ignorant feeling seems to belong to the school days, full of cleanliness and beauty.

She grabbed the tail of her high school days and fell in love with someone.Some people say that the person you really fell in love with in junior high and high school will never be forgotten in your life.

Yes, the person I liked when the word "emotion" was the purest...how could it be possible to forget it?

She bit her lower lip tightly, tears falling on the table one drop after another.

However, her most precious emotion can only be buried in her heart like this.

Never... can't say it.

For senior high school students in this holiday, the most emotional emotion is anxiety.Holidays are meant to be used for relaxation, but with the college entrance examination approaching, who really dares to relax?The sound of firecrackers during the Spring Festival, and going to various houses to pay New Year's greetings from the first day of junior high school... Many senior high school students are a little irritable, and they can't wait to start school soon.

However, when the school really starts, everyone will still be extremely resistant, and one by one will start to start the school syndrome again, and they don't want to go back to school.

Su Siying used to be indifferent to the start of school, but this time, like everyone else, she suffered from the disease of "just not wanting to start school".

During the winter vacation, except for contacting her father, her mobile phone was almost always turned off.At the beginning, she would receive a lot of text messages from Bai Yirong as soon as she turned on the phone, probably because she felt that her replies were slow and cold, and the other party became less talkative.After telling her that the math teacher would not make up lessons during the winter vacation, Bai Yirong only sent her a message during the Spring Festival, and nothing else.

Su Siying thought, it would be nice if Bai Yirong could hate herself, at least there would be no more embarrassment in the future.Who knew that as soon as she walked into the classroom carrying her schoolbag, she saw a face full of grievances.

"At the same table! Why did you come so late for the school report!"

"I..." Su Siying looked into her eyes, her heartbeat gradually accelerated, "I got up late."

Bai Yirong looked at her, and suddenly smiled, "It's okay, just gave me a chance to make up for you."

The upturned mouth made the heart beat faster, she avoided looking, and hurried to the seat, "What compensation?"

"You wiped the desks and chairs for me last time when school started last summer." Xiao Baihua's eyes lit up instantly, "I wiped them back this time."

The memory was pulled back abruptly to the day when she first started repeating the study. Su Siying couldn't help laughing thinking of Bai Yirong who had greeted her at that time, and thinking of herself who was full of guard against her.

It turned out that they had only known each other for half a year.

"What are you laughing at... Hey, Hui Jun is here!" Bai Yirong half-spoken, then turned to greet his friend.Zhu Huijun ran over bouncing around, habitually glanced at the back of the classroom, and found that He Dong hadn't come yet, her little face was filled with disappointment.

Bai Yirong made fun of her, "Oh~ You are not happy to see us, why do you still look resentful?"

"Some people get what they want, turn around and attack me, is this really okay!" Zhu Huijun puffed her mouth and replied angrily.

Bai Yirong immediately shut up, and Su Siying next to him looked puzzled.

When it was nine o'clock, there were more and more people in the classroom, and the students who hadn't seen each other for a month seemed to have endless things to say.

"I ate insanely during Chinese New Year, and gained five catties."

"Forget it, my hiccups smell like roast chicken..."

"It's okay with you. My family accidentally made too much stuffing when making dumplings for the Chinese New Year. I finished eating the dumplings for the New Year's Eve on the fourth day of the lunar new year, and ended up making dumplings again on the fifth day..."

"Hahahahahaha!"

Su Siying listened to the people chatting at the next table and tried to calm herself down, but she felt lost again while listening.

This year's Spring Festival, only she and her father spend it together.

Fortunately, the head teacher came in at this time to arrange the cleaning tasks for the beginning of school, so that she quickly forgot about these unpleasant things.

At the end of the back-to-school report, Su Siying left without waiting for Bai Yirong and Zhu Huijun.However, when she reached the school gate, she suddenly heard someone calling her name, and she turned around immediately.

Bai Yirong pulled Zhu Huijun, Zhu Huijun pulled He Dong, and the three of them ran in front of her, making her a little at a loss.

"Why are you running so fast without waiting for us?" Zhu Huijun pouted, He Dong pulled his sleeve out of her hand and asked, "Are you in a bad mood?"

Su Siying froze on the spot, her eyes touched the man, and then quickly shifted to the ground, then shook her head.

Bai Yirong's smile froze, she opened her mouth slightly, the coldness of winter turned into a cloud of mist in front of her.

Su Siying didn't pay attention to her expression, what she thought in her heart was that she was only avoiding Bai Yirong, but forgot that she had other good friends, and that her avoidance might hurt them.

With this guilt, she stared at the snow on the ground and said softly: "I thought you guys still have something to do, sorry, let me buy you something to drink."

Zhu Huijun said yes again and again, He Dong looked down at his watch and nodded accordingly.The three of them looked at Bai Yirong together, but they heard her say: "I won't go, we have guests at home today." After speaking, she smiled at Si Ying, "You guys take me to the station."

This was the first time she rejected herself, Su Siying was stunned for a moment, nodded and said, "Okay."

In the following days, without knowing what went wrong, Su Siying and Bai Yirong spent less and less time talking.Whether it's after class or after school, or going to the Q&A room for self-study in math class, or even going to the math teacher to make up classes on weekends, there is not much conversation between them, more silence.

Su Siying told herself that it was good to be able to escape and concentrate on studying, but the dullness in her chest reminded her—she was just deceiving herself.

Under such entangled emotions, before I knew it, it was April.

When spring comes, people are always sleepy. Because of spring sleepiness, Su Siying has a lot more difficulty getting up in the morning than usual, and she is still tired when she arrives at school.

In order to prevent falling asleep in class, the students in the class came up with all kinds of tricks, some asked their deskmates to pinch themselves, some asked others to spray their faces with spray, and some brought cooling oil, which made the whole classroom full of cool oil smell.

Others have racked their brains to fight against spring sleepiness, but Su Siying's place is simple. When sleepy, he just touches the Christmas gift on his wrist.Every time she touches it, she immediately wakes up.

It will be the fourth mock exam soon, if she can't enter the top [-] in the school, being in the same school with Bai Yirong can only be a dream.

That's right, although he can't express his heart, and he can't let Bai Yirong know that he likes her, but just thinking of staying in the same university with her seems to be a great satisfaction.

Even if they are no longer close to each other, Su Siying thinks that they will walk into the same classroom and pass the same scenery, and Su Siying feels that it is worth fighting for.

Thinking of this, she suddenly remembered something.In her previous life, Bai Yirong was her junior in high school. Logically speaking, her grades at that time should be similar to those she has now. It was not difficult to get admitted to the top prestigious schools in the country, but in the end, she got into the middle-level university of her own.

Could it be that she really met Ning Shuo early in the morning and was admitted to his university?

Taking a deep breath, she continued to work on the questions.

Forget it, it doesn't matter what happened in her previous life, she must not let Bai Yirong fall into Ning Shuo's pit again in this life.As long as the two of them are admitted to other universities, everything in the previous life can be completely overturned, and there is no possibility of recovery.

However, even though she said this, she was still a little unwilling, and couldn't help fantasizing - if she met Bai Yirong in college in her previous life, the person she met was herself...

In that case, it couldn't be better.