don't forget lovesickness

The three of Gu Qingqian traveled in a carriage for a whole month and a half, and finally came to Hecheng, the southernmost city in Dazhao. This place was guarded by Zhu Lingjun, the only army in Dazhao that allowed women to join the army.Zhu Ling Army is one of the four armies of the Jokhang Dynasty, and it is the only army commanded by the daughters of the royal family. Now this army is led by the only eldest princess of the Jokhang Dynasty—the eldest princess Xiao Jihua.

"Do you want to go back?" Shen Lingyang drove forward in the carriage, looked at Mu Yi slightly sideways, and asked, "You have been out for several months now. Come to think of it, Doctor Mu should be in a hurry, you haven't come out so much It's been a long time."

Mu Yi thought for a while, shook her head, and said, "Don't worry, I'll just listen to the old man's nagging when I go back, it's too noisy."

Gu Qingqian heard the conversation between the two, and remembered that Nanxingzhuang was located between the Dazhao Dynasty and the neighboring country Nanqiguo, and this Hecheng was the southernmost point of Dazhao, as long as they left the city gate, they could go to Nanxingzhuang. Driving the curtain, she said to Mu Yi: "Yi'er hasn't been home for so long, and she's also homesick. Now that I've arrived in Hecheng, don't worry about me. You can go home."

"No," Mu Yi smiled, "I have to watch you enter the door."

Gu Qingqian thought about it and didn't say anything more. She remembered that Shen Lingyang said that if Mu Yi really made a decision, no one could change it. She smiled slightly and put down the car curtain.

Shen Lingyang drove the carriage, and it didn't take long before she arrived at the door of the Dachang Princess' Mansion. She stopped the carriage, turned her head and said to Gu Qingqian who was in the carriage, "We are here."

Mu Yi jumped out of the carriage and looked up at the entrance of the Dachang Princess's mansion. The plaque hung in the middle, shining golden, very magnificent. She looked left and right, and couldn't help admiring: "It's too big, it's worthy of Dazhao The only eldest princess."

Gu Qingqian lifted the curtain of the car, got out of the carriage, and looked up at the main entrance. Counting it, she had never been here since her father passed away, or in other words, she couldn't come out of the palace to see her.

Suddenly, a howl of eagles sounded in the sky, and the three of them looked up, only to see a sea dongqing hovering in the sky, and then one swooped down to the three of them.

Mu Yi was stunned for a moment, and after recognizing this sea dongqing, she quickly stepped back a few steps, while Shen Lingyang moved back a few steps calmly.

Gu Qingqian quietly stared at Hai Dongqing who rushed down, not intending to move.

Seeing that Gu Qingqian was not moving, Mu Yi thought she was frightened, and quickly shouted: "Qingqian, go away!"

However, Gu Qingqian smiled faintly at Mu Yi. At this moment, Hai Dongqing was only a little away from her. Suddenly, Hai Dongqing changed his diving posture, spread his wings to slow down his speed, stretched out The paws flapped their wings and slowly landed on Gu Qingqian's shoulders, rubbing his head against her head affectionately, with a pleasant "cuckoo" sound coming from his throat.

This scene made Mu Yi so surprised that she couldn't close her mouth for a long time. She looked at this man Yiying in disbelief, and then closed her mouth for a long time, and said, "You know Dong'er? How can you be so close to him? You know , except that Fei Yue can touch it, and Senior Sister Yuchan can feed it, but no one can touch it, whoever dares to touch it will probably die."

Gu Qingqian was slightly taken aback, then turned to look at Mu Yi, frowned slightly, and asked with a serious face: "You think Fei Yue can touch it?"

Mu Yi was taken aback by Gu Qingqian's appearance, and quickly turned to look at Shen Lingyang, but she saw Shen Lingyang lowering her eyes slightly. She wondered if she had made a mistake, and then asked unconfidently: " Can't Fei Yue touch it?"

"how come……"

"His Royal Highness, Miss Shen, Little Miracle Doctor Mu," Sun Liang, the steward of the eldest princess's mansion, came out and came to the side of the three of them, and said very respectfully, "The master of the mansion has been waiting for you for a long time, please follow me Come."

Gu Qingqian was slightly taken aback, she knew the person in front of her, he was the eldest princess' confidant, and he was the only one who recognized her, seeing his calm appearance, I'm afraid my aunt would know that she was still alive It's news, but he is a little confused about the word "waiting". How did he know that they were coming.

Mu Yi was still immersed in the previous shock, and when she saw the person in front of her recognize her, she was surprised again, wondering when she became so famous.

"Let's go." Shen Lingyang said to the two people who were lost in thought, and then followed Sun Liang into the room.

Gu Qingqian and Mu Yi glanced at each other, and they both saw doubts in each other's eyes, but only by going in could they solve this series of problems, so they also followed in.

The three of them followed Sun Liang to the side hall. At this time, a man in Tsing Yi was standing in the hall with his back to them.

"Young Master, they are here." Sun Liang said respectfully to the man in Tsing Yi.

Gu Qingqian frowned slightly, she always felt that the man in Tsing Yi looked familiar to her, but felt different, she couldn't remember who it was for a while.

The man in Tsing Yi waved his hand, and Sun Liang backed away. The man turned his head to look at the three of them, but he was wearing a mask, which made Gu Qingqian stunned.

However, Shen Lingyang and Mu Yi are no strangers to this mask.

"Pavilion Master?" Mu Yi shouted in surprise, "Why are you here?"

The man in Tsing Yi glanced at the three of them, finally resting his eyes on Gu Qingqian, took off his mask, and smiled at her, "Long time no see, Lehua."

"Brother An?" Gu Qingqian didn't expect that the young master in Sun Liang's mouth and the pavilion master in Mu Yi's mouth were actually Gu An, but in her eyes, Gu An was a weak and sick person who worked with medicine all day long. What do you think now? The body is very healthy, no wonder I feel familiar but uncertain, "Aren't you..."

"It's a long story," Gu An turned his head slightly, glanced at Mu Yi who was also full of doubts, and said with a smile, "Then I'll make a long story short. It's true that I was weak and sick at the beginning. I’m already healed, but it’s a lie to say that I can only keep my lifespan, it’s just the news my grandfather deliberately released to confuse Qin Zhihao, and at the same time, I’m also the master of the Shadow Pavilion where assassins gather in Jianghu.”

Mu Yi suddenly realized and nodded, with the original expression on her face.

Seeing the change in the little girl's expression, Gu An couldn't help but feel joy in his heart, and rubbed her head involuntarily, but she knocked her off as usual, and looked at him with threatening eyes, but he didn't Concerned, she turned her head to Gu Qingqian and said, "Got it."

Gu Qingqian finally understood why the owner of the pavilion chose to refuse when he received a task about himself in the Shadow Pavilion, because Gu An knew his alias, and Shen Lingyang was one of the four guardians of the Shadow Pavilion. It explained Shen Lingyang's intelligence at the beginning, and why Sun Liang used the word "waiting".

"Since this matter has been explained clearly," Gu An turned to look at Gu Qingqian. With her intelligence, she can guess a lot by saying a few words, so she doesn't need to explain too much by herself. "You're here to see Shao Ning, I'll take you there."

It was only then that Mu Yi remembered that the ultimate purpose of their trip was to apologize for an never-ending reply, so she quickly said, "It's all your fault, I almost forgot something important."

Gu An frowned slightly, reached out to rub her head again, and said, "You are stupid, how can you blame me?"

Mu Yi pushed Gu An's hand away, quickly took a few steps back, snorted, and said, "I'm not stupid! You are! Don't touch my head all the time, my hair is messed up! My head is bleeding and bleeding , the hairstyle must not be messed up!"

"Yes, yes," Gu An laughed, then turned to Gu Qingqian and said, "Let's go."

A deep corridor stretches towards the easternmost edge of the mansion. There are no rooms around it, only trees accompany it, as if guarding the corridor.

Gu Qingqian did not know how many times she walked this road, but this time she walked a little apprehensively, feeling uneasy all the time, she didn't know why, she reached out to touch the position of her heart, and her heartbeat was faster than before faster.Dong'er seemed to feel Gu Qingqian's uneasiness, and rubbed her head lightly on Gu Qingqian's cheek to comfort her.Gu Qingqian smiled slightly, and patted Dong'er's head.

"Okay, here we are."

Gu Qingqian entered the courtyard, but saw the eye-catching and familiar red in the next second. She stood quietly in the courtyard, smiling faintly at them.Gu Qingqian was stunned, she didn't expect to see Yi Feiyue who disappeared here, but she smiled at them as if nothing had happened.She wanted to go forward, she wanted to ask her why she left, she wanted to ask her why she appeared here, but she stopped abruptly... just because of Gu An's next words.

"Shao Ning, let's see who's coming." Gu An said happily to Yi Feiyue.

Mu Yi was stunned, she stared at Yi Feiyue, she never dreamed that Gu Shaoning, the owner of the jade pendant that Gu Qingqian was thinking of, was actually Yi Feiyue, and at this moment she also understood why Yi Feiyue treated Gu Qing Qian is so different, and understands the huge gap between them.She turned her head to look at Shen Lingyang, and Shen Lingyang was looking at her, which meant that Shen Lingyang knew Yi Feiyue's true identity.She turned her head to look at Gu Qingqian again, apparently Gu Qingqian didn't know, which meant that it was the two of them who were kept in the dark about this matter.For Mu Yi, she understood that they had unavoidable difficulties, but for Gu Qingqian, it might be a stormy sea.

Yi Feiyue kept staring at Gu Qingqian, she was waiting for her reaction, but she just looked at herself quietly, as if waiting for an answer, she raised her arm slightly, and shouted to Dong'er: " come over."

Dong'er glanced at Gu Qingqian, spread her wings, and flew towards Yi Feiyue, landed on her arm, and was then placed on the scaffold by her side.

Gu An took a look at the two of them and felt that the atmosphere was not quite right. After thinking for a while, he grabbed Mu Yi by the collar and took her out of the courtyard, saying, "Little guy, I bought something delicious. , you come with me."

Mu Yi sighed slightly, she understood that the two of them should be given some time now, and could only let Gu An drag her away.

Seeing this, Shen Lingyang quietly backed out.

When Gu Qingqian called Dong'er from Yi Feiyue, she was basically sure of the person in front of her.Dong'er was found on the edge of a cliff when she and Gu Shaoning went out to play, and brought back to raise together. No one could touch her, so the person in front of her was Gu Shaoning, the one who should have passed away. Now he is standing in front of him alive.Forcibly suppressing her trembling body, she came to Yi Feiyue's side, and asked in the calmest tone: "When did you recognize me?"

Yi Feiyue looked at Gu Qingqian, and said calmly: "From the very beginning, the day you fell from the cliff, I was the one who led Ah Mu to find you."

"Why!" Listening to her casual words, Gu Qingqian could no longer restrain her emotions, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes. She grabbed her sleeve and asked, "Why are you pretending to be a stranger? Why? Tell me nothing?"

"Yun Huan, I'm angry." Yi Feiyue changed her address to Gu Qingqian, and said softly.

When Gu Qingqian heard Yi Feiyue calling her, her heart skipped a beat, she slowly let go of her hands, she felt that the person in front of her was different, she was indeed her Gu Shaoning, but no longer It was Yi Feiyue.

"In the past, you would come every year, but you never came three years ago," Yi Feiyue looked slightly sideways at the ancestral hall, where Gu Shaoning's tablet was placed, and she continued, "I I will wait for you on that day every year, but that year I waited for you for a whole month and you didn't come. You didn't come for three consecutive years, so I was angry. I wondered if you had forgotten me. When I saw you four years ago, I didn't expect you to be wearing a wedding dress, so you really forgot about me, and you are ready to marry happily."

"I didn't..." Gu Qingqian wanted to argue, but she seemed so powerless. For three years, Xiao Yu imprisoned her in the palace on the grounds of filial piety, and she had no way to step out of the palace.

"But when I saw that you insisted on getting the jade pendant, I realized that you hadn't forgotten me. There must be some unavoidable reason why you didn't come to see me." Yi Feiyue turned her head to look at Gu Qing and smiled faintly. , "I know what you want to say. In fact, Xiuling Palace has always been controlled by my mother. I just took over this year."

"Then why..." Gu Qingqian wanted to ask, knowing the truth, why he was unwilling to recognize each other, and why he treated himself like this.

"Yeah, why?" Yi Feiyue couldn't tell Gu Qingqian the reason. She couldn't tell her that it was not allowed for her to fall in love with her cousin who grew up with her during the accumulated time, so she I just want the truth to come later, so that I can use a different identity to wrap the heart that has no place to rest, and just stay by her side with peace of mind. She took out the jade pendant that should have been discarded from her arms , and handed it to Gu Qingqian.

"This isn't..." Gu Qingqian stared blankly at the jade pendant. The jade pendant that should have been thrown into the pond by Yi Feiyue appeared in her hand right now. I couldn't find it, because it was still in Yi Feiyue's hands.

"This is something you regard as a treasure, how could I throw it away at will, and," Yi Feiyue looked down at the jade pendant, paused for a moment, and said, "It's a relic given to you by Gu Shaoning."

Listening to Yi Feiyue's words, Gu Qingqian had a flash of thoughts in her heart, she couldn't grasp it quickly, she pushed the jade pendant back, and said: "This is yours."

"No, Gu Shaoning gave it to you." Yi Feiyue took Gu Qingqian's hand, stuffed the jade pendant into her hand, and pushed it over, "It should be yours."

Gu Qingqian slowly squeezed the jade pendant in his hands, placed it on his chest, lowered his head, and closed his eyes gently. Every sentence between them was like a knife, piercing deeply into Gu Qingqian's heart. In her heart, she didn't understand where this feeling came from, why it was so painful and uncomfortable, it seemed that something was tearing apart in her heart, as if she wanted to leave her life.She knew that the person in front of her would no longer be Yi Feiyue, but Gu Shaoning whom she was thinking of, but there was a voice in her heart saying no.An unprecedented selfishness spread in her heart, she wished that all this was just a dream, Yi Feiyue was still Yi Feiyue, Gu Shaoning was still Gu Shaoning, but when she opened her eyes, she woke up from the dream.

She slowly opened her eyes, looked up at the red in front of her, tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes: "Who the hell are you? Are you Yi Feiyue or... Gu Shaoning?"

Yi Feiyue was stunned, for a moment she didn't know how to answer her, she thought that Gu Qingqian would be happy that Gu Shaoning returned to her, but Gu Qingqian didn't, she was crying, what did she want to explain , but opened his mouth and couldn't tell why.

"Enough!" Gu Qingqian growled angrily for the first time in her life, "You don't need to answer me anymore, I want to be alone." After she finished speaking, she left without looking back.

Yi Feiyue looked at her disappearing figure, she wanted to chase her, but she knew she couldn't do that, she restrained herself, it was time to let her go, and let herself go.

Mu Yi looked at Gu Qingqian's leaving back, thoughtfully, poked her head out from behind the fence, looked at Yi Feiyue who was hanging her head down, sighed slightly, and put her head back.

Gu An squatted down slightly, and whispered in her ear: "When did the little guy get used to eavesdropping on the corner? Huh?"

Mu Yi turned her head and glared at Gu An, then got up and walked forward: "Didn't you say that the food is delicious, let's go."

Gu An looked at Mu Yi's back, smiled slightly, and followed.

"You..." Mu Yi suddenly stopped, turned to look at Gu An, and said, "Could it be Lolicon?"

Gu An was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, and asked, "What is Lolicon?"

"Forget it," Mu Yi shook her head, put this absurd thought behind her, turned around and continued walking forward, "Let's go."

Gu An looked at Mu Yi's back, smiled softly, his eyes were full of doting.

Holding the pastry in her hand, Mu Yi stood in the courtyard where Gu Qingqian was walking around, she was a little undecided whether to go in or not.

"Yi'er," Gu Qingqian heard someone walking around outside the room, but never came in, so she got up to look, but saw Mu Yi's brows were tightly frowned, as if there was something important, so she opened the door and shouted , "But what's the matter?"

Mu Yi didn't expect that Gu Qingqian would open the door and call for herself. She couldn't go in now. She pursed her lips, as if she had made up her mind, smiled slightly at Gu Qingqian, and said, "This cake is delicious. , I don’t know if you are resting, so I haven’t knocked on the door.”

"Come in." Gu Qingqian turned sideways and let Mu Yi walk into the room.

Mu Yi walked into the room, sat down very naturally, put the pastries on the table, and waved to Gu Qingqian: "Come, come, it's delicious."

Gu Qingqian walked over, picked up a pastry and ate it lukewarmly, but no matter how delicious the pastry was, it was just tasteless in her mouth.

Mu Yi looked at Gu Qingqian quietly, biting the pastry again and again, but her eyes seemed a little empty, she looked at her, and said: "Qingqian, you like Shao Ning, so do you also like Fei Yue? "

Gu Qingqian was slightly taken aback, looked at Mu Yi, and didn't understand why she asked such a question suddenly, and she didn't know how to answer her.

"You like Shao Ning because she is your younger sister, and you dote on her very much," Mu Yi continued, "What about Fei Yue? Do you like her?"

"Shao Ning is Fei Yue, isn't he?" Gu Qingqian was asking Mu Yi, as if he was asking himself.

"You also like Fei Yue," Mu Yi smiled slightly, "Then do you admire her?"

Gu Qingqian's eyes became a little surprised, she didn't expect Mu Yi to ask this question.

"Admiration, in fact, is not only between men and women, there are also men and men, women and women, but the world is too limited in the existing thinking."

Gu Qingqian looked at Mu Yi quietly, and after a long time, she asked, "Would something like this happen to Yi'er, a person in time and space?"

Mu Yi nodded, and then said: "Admiration is a complicated emotion, it is different from the blood relationship between parents, brothers and sisters, and also different from the friendship between friends, it is a strong emotion that will make you involuntarily I really want to get close to someone and tolerate everything about him/her. Sometimes a smile, a small gesture, or even a word from the other person can make you happy for a long time. As long as the other person stands by your side, you will feel at ease. You will feel happy even if you don’t talk all day, and you want to be with the other party forever, and you will never get tired of it for the rest of your life. At the same time, admiration is also selfish, and I hope that you will always be the most important person in the other party’s heart.”

"If..." Mu Yi suddenly changed her tone, looked into Gu Qingqian's eyes, and said softly, "If the other party wants to leave you, there will be a tearing pain that spreads in the heart, like a fist The knife pierced the heart..."

Gu Qingqian's figure trembled slightly, she pursed her lips, recalling every word Mu Yi said, she was thinking, could it be that she fell in love with Yi Feiyue, this woman who is also a woman like herself Well, how absurd this is.

Mu Yi observed Gu Qingqian quietly, and sighed slightly in her heart. She didn't know whether it was right or wrong for her to do so, but she didn't want Gu Qingqian to be kept in the dark until she turned around and realized that , and at that time there was no choice.For Mu Yi, life is already a new one, but the regrets from the previous life cannot be made up after all, and she doesn't want this kind of thing to happen to the people around her.

She got up slowly, left Gu Qingqian's room, closed the door softly, turned and left.

The twilight is getting darker, and the night is gradually shrouding.

Gu Qingqian sat quietly in her room. If you look carefully, you will find that she has not moved. From Mu Yi's departure to now, she has been sitting here without saying a word.Her lowered eyes raised slightly, looking forward, her dark eyes were brighter than the stars in the night sky, she stood up slowly, turned around, opened the door and walked out, towards Yi Feiyue's other courtyard.

Step by step, neither fast nor slow, but every step she took was extremely firm and steady, with joy.

There is no light in Yi Feiyue's courtyard, only mottled shadows under the moonlight. Standing under the moon, Yi Feiyue quietly looked up at the full moon, bathed in the silvery moonlight.

Gu Qingqian saw her at a glance, and she still jumped into her eyes like fire, reflected in her heart, she stopped, stood at the gate of the courtyard, but stopped moving forward, the moment she saw her, The firmness at the beginning suddenly became flustered, she stroked her heart, she was asking herself, do I really have to do this?If so, what will happen next?How should the two get along?

Suddenly, a man in black came to Yi Feiyue with a cloak, and handed the cloak over.Yi Feiyue turned her head slightly, glanced at the cloak, was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly at the person who came, took the cloak and put it on, and continued to look up at the full moon.But the man didn't leave, didn't say anything, just stood beside her quietly, accompanying her.

Gu Qingqian saw this scene in her eyes, her heart felt a little bit bitter, it was a feeling she had never felt before, she never understood what was wrong with her these days, she was always troubled by those strange feelings, It wasn't until Mu Yi's words that she understood. After thinking over and over again, she was actually happy in her heart after she was sure. She wanted to tell Yi Feiyue, but at this moment she suddenly felt that she was so absurd. Impulse disrupts Yi Feiyue's original life, let alone bring her into an unknown situation because of his impulsiveness, and there is an insurmountable gap between her and her after all.

The corner of Gu Qingqian's mouth raised a bitter smile, she told herself that it was enough for her to understand this feeling, she didn't need to take a step forward, she was her Shao Ning, and she would only be her Shao Ning .It's just that I knew it too late, and this feeling was too short, so short that I had to carefully hide it in my heart and let it slowly fall silent.

Yi Feiyue suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart. She subconsciously looked sideways at the gate of the courtyard and was stunned. She always felt that she just saw a white corner of her clothes disappearing in the deep corridor, but quickly The ground made her unable to grasp it, and she couldn't distinguish it for a while.She took a few steps forward and stopped again, she thought it was impossible, she must still hate her, hated her for deceiving her like this.

"What's wrong?" The man in black followed Yi Feiyue's gaze to the corridor, but saw nothing.

Yi Feiyue shook her head, turned her head to look at the man, and asked, "Shen Feng, but what does mother want from me?"

Shen Feng nodded.

Yi Feiyue took off the cloak on her shoulders, handed it back to Shen Feng, and glanced at the two weird villains embroidered on the cloak again. This was Mu Yi's flaunt to herself, and only she would be in her exclusive These two weird villains were embroidered on the place, and they said softly: "Thank you, and thank Amu for me."

Shen Feng took the cloak and nodded, but he was slightly surprised. It was true that Mu Yi asked her to bring this cloak, but she repeatedly told herself not to say that she gave it to her, so she didn't say a word, but still Yi Feiyue guessed it, but he didn't go into it too much, and left with Yi Feiyue.