don't forget lovesickness

In the middle of the night, the moonlight was hazy, separated by a layer of mist and the coldness that scattered all over the place, the sparse lamps in the Dachang Princess' mansion fell on the ground through the window lattice, silently.At this time, a black figure on the eaves was moving silently.

Yi Feiyue came to the roof of her spiritual place with ease, looked around, and made sure that no one had fallen from the roof. She gently opened the door and walked in. When she came to the spiritual place, she reached out and touched one. She took out a sign, and it turned out to be the Nine Color Order.She put the token in her arms, and was about to leave, when she suddenly sensed someone behind her, and without even thinking about it, she slapped it with her palm.

The person behind took advantage of the situation and took a few steps back, leaving a few steps away from Yi Feiyue.

"Shen Feng?" Yi Feiyue was slightly taken aback, she didn't expect it to be him.

Shen Feng suddenly waved at Yi Feiyue, and sprinkled the colorless and odorless powder on her.

Yi Feiyue quickly covered her mouth and nose with her hands, but she still fell asleep and passed out unconsciously.

At this time, a person walked in from the door, it was the Eldest Princess Xiao Jihua, she glanced at Yi Feiyue who was lying on the ground, sighed silently, and said: "Take her with you, let's go."

"Wei." Shen Feng took the order and called a few maids to carry Yi Feiyue out.

Xiao Jihua turned her head to look at Gu Shaoning's spiritual seat, and whispered softly: "Ning'er, mother has never been a good mother, I only hope that this time mother's decision is right."

She went out, took a deep look at the spiritual place, closed the door again, turned and left.

Yi Feiyue opened her eyes suddenly, the sound of the rumbling wheels came to her ears, her slightly shaking body convinced her that she was in the carriage at the moment.

"Wake up." A familiar voice came from above her head.

Yi Feiyue looked up slightly, and saw Xiao Jihua looking at her, she paused for a while, then sat up, and asked: "Where are you taking me?"

"The whole capital."

"Quanjing?" Yi Feiyue was puzzled, and hurriedly reached out to take the token in her pocket. After making sure it was still there, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Forgive me for not being able to accompany my mother to Quanjing."

"I have already broken up with you, why do you still call me mother." Xiao Jihua said lightly.

"Even so, you will always be my mother."

Yi Feiyue lowered her eyes, stretched out her hand to pull the curtain of the car to leave, but stopped, she backed up slowly, and asked in surprise, "Why did you take Zhu Lingjun to the whole capital?"

"Why?" Xiao Jihua smiled lightly, and asked back, "What do you think I'm going to do?"

"How could I know what my mother was thinking." Yi Feiyue lowered her eyes not to look at Xiao Jihua.

Xiao Jihua's eyes dimmed slightly, and he said softly: "Follow me to the south, and you will know what I'm thinking."

"I'm sorry, I don't have time, I want to leave here as soon as possible." Saying that, Yi Feiyue wanted to leave.

"But for Yunhuan?"

Yi Feiyue stopped, turned her head and looked at Xiao Jihua warily.

"Shao Ning, it's my mother who owes you these years." Xiao Jihua didn't blame Yi Feiyue at all, but felt more guilty towards her.

Yi Feiyue was stunned.

"Do you have time to listen to my mother tell a story?" Xiao Jihua recalled the past with fondness in his eyes, "One day 20 years ago, I came to Nanxing Manor asking for medicine for your uncle, the first emperor, and it was also On that day, I met Gu Wenyin for the first time. Gu Wenyin, the youngest daughter of the old general, was very doted on by the old girl, and was protected by him so that she would never leave the door. Almost no one in Beijing had seen her I never thought that she would appear in Nanxingzhuang, and since then, I can often see her in the streets, teahouses, and restaurants in Beijing... Sometimes she even seems to be in the middle of nowhere You suddenly appeared in my study, but I have never been angry. You know, even if your uncle pushed my study away at will, I would be scolded bloody by me. After a long time, I got used to it, and Let her come in and out of the princess mansion at will, no more sex."

Yi Feiyue sat down silently, and turned her head slightly to look at her mother. She was so familiar with this look.

"In the following time, I often asked myself what was wrong with me, why I was so nervous when I saw her, and I didn't even dare to look at her, but she always liked to appear in front of me suddenly, until...until my father The moment the emperor ordered her to marry the emperor brother, I understood," Xiao Jihua's eyes changed slightly, he turned to look at Yi Feiyue, and smiled softly, "Same as you."

Yi Feiyue didn't expect Xiao Jihua to admit it to herself, and she didn't know how to react for a while.

Xiao Jihua turned back and continued: "Since then, I hid in the study and did not want to meet her again. I was afraid that I would do something beyond my control, and she never came to me after that. I didn't even go to see her wedding, and it was like this until my father ordered me to marry the second son of the Gu family, and she came."

Yi Feiyue can understand Xiao Jihua's pain at this moment, just like she did back then.

"It's like seeing her for the first time. She appeared in front of me in plain clothes, holding a small person by her hand. She looks very much like her..."

"Clear and shallow?"

Xiao Jihua nodded, and continued, "The moment she walked towards me, I knew I had lost. I lost to this little girl who was already a mother. She asked everyone to leave, and personally put on the phoenix crown for me. But she didn't say anything, but I felt that she was very sad. She didn't tell me until I was about to go out. It turned out that she had seen me since she was very young, and she had been on me since then, and But I didn't know it all the time. Because she always came to me quietly and left quietly, even the hidden guards around me couldn't find it. As for why she appeared in front of me so openly, It's because she went crazy in her practice, and it's also because her health hasn't recovered since then, she often coughs up blood, and her martial arts can only stay where she is, and she can't escape the eyes of the hidden guards."

She smiled helplessly, then turned her head to look at Yi Feiyue again, and said: "Actually, I didn't know the existence of Xiuling Palace and the Yi clan until many years later. She never thought of marrying the emperor, but She is the successor of the Yi family, so she can only marry, and this is also the reason why she only came to see me quietly for many years."

Yi Feiyue made a "click" in her heart, and pursed her lips tightly.

"Yun Huan is her daughter, she is someone I cherish, so Yun Huan is also..."

"Then why does mother still betray Qingqian?" Yi Feiyue couldn't help questioning Xiao Jihua. Hearing this, she couldn't believe that her mother actually betrayed Gu Qingqian. She wanted to ask what happened, and to ask her own doubts over the years.

Xiao Jihua didn't blame Yi Feiyue for interrupting herself, but shook her head with a smile, and said: "It's not that I betrayed her, it's that she needs me to betray her."

"What do you mean?" Yi Feiyue was stunned, completely unable to understand Xiao Jihua's meaning.

"This bureau was deployed by Wen Yin, but in the end it needs Yun Huan to complete it."

Yi Feiyue became even more confused, looked at Xiao Jihua with a puzzled face, and asked, "What does mother mean?"

"The mission of the Yi clan is to protect the country of the Xiao clan. As long as the surname of the country is Xiao, the emperor is kind-hearted and indecisive, but I forced him to the throne, because only he can sit in this position to be able to Save our lives. It was also at that time that there was a traitor in Xiuling Palace," Xiao Jihua said with an unshakable hatred, "Qin Zhihao learned the meaning of Xiuling Palace through the traitor, and was tricked by him. Kong Zi, and Wen Yin's body is getting weaker and weaker, Qin Zhihao's power is gradually growing because of the emperor's brother's inaction, she has no other choice but to arrange, and leave this difficult task to Yun Huan to complete."

"When did this game start?"

"From the time Yun Huan was born."

"What!" Yi Feiyue couldn't describe the shock in her heart in words.

"However, there have been some changes in this plan."

"misfortune?"

Xiao Jihua nodded, looked at Yi Feiyue, and said: "It's you."

"Me? About me?"

"The successor of the Yi family must be a woman, and it can be explicit or implicit. In the open, the mother respects the world, and in the dark, she retreats to the Xiuling Palace. The heir of the clan was not you at first, but on your fifth birthday, she suddenly changed her plan and chose you as her next successor."

Yi Feiyue suddenly remembered that after her birthday, there was an extra item of martial arts training in her daily schoolwork. The Queen's aunt told herself that only by practicing martial arts well could she truly protect Gu Qingqian, so she practiced extraordinarily diligently. Since then, she has already entered into her plan.Yi Feiyue didn't feel a trace of blame in her heart, on the contrary, she was very grateful to Gu Wenyin for choosing her, so that she could protect Gu Qingqian after many years.

"Not long after Wen Yin's death, I acted in a play with your grandfather and father according to the plan, and brought you away from the General's Mansion to Hecheng. In this way, you won't be hindered too much by feigning death. , and Qin Zhihao won't care too much about it."

"Is all this fake?" Yi Feiyue gradually calmed down and asked very calmly.

Xiao Jihua nodded, and then said: "After the news of your fraudulent death spread, I sent you to Xiuling Palace, and at the same time let An Er return to Beijing from the border with the news of her serious injury. Afterwards, she recuperated at home on the surface, but actually took over. The Shadow Pavilion built by Wen Yin himself."

"Why did you keep it from me?" Listening to Xiao Jihua's words, Yi Feiyue clenched her hands into fists, "Tell me that I am the successor of the Yi clan and I have no other choice. This is my responsibility. I believe it." , but Gu An can know, why can't I?"

"Because this is Wen Yin's decision. I didn't know why at the beginning. She asked me to do everything possible to prevent the two of you from meeting before the game is over, and I chose to trust her unconditionally."

Yi Feiyue was stunned, she didn't understand why Gu Wenyin would do this and treat herself like this.

"Wen Yin's bureau is broken here..." Xiao Jihua's voice gradually became hoarse, with a touch of lingering sadness in his tone, "The next thing is Yun Huan who secretly arranged to contact me. The big wedding will definitely be an opportunity for Xiao Yu and Qin Zhihao to get rid of her, so she arranged to fake her own death, and only she and I know about this matter. In order to ensure her safety, I will add you to the plan in advance, she I didn't know that it was you who came to meet her, and I didn't tell you who the person was. I thought it would be fine if you didn't know each other, but I didn't expect you to recognize her, and then you will no longer be under my control gone."

"If you knew the result, would you still put me in ahead of time?" Yi Feiyue pursed her lips, waiting for the answer she wanted.

"Yes, I have never regretted that I violated Wen Yin's original intention, and I had to put you in ahead of time. If not, it would be very difficult for Yun Huan to escape the sight of the two of them by feigning death." Xiao Jihua said without a trace of hesitation. replied.

Only at this moment did Yi Feiyue realize that Xiao Jihua's love for Gu Qingqian was absolutely no less than that of Gu Wenyin, and she had always misunderstood her.

"It was also at that time, when you started to be out of my control, I finally knew why Wen Yin did this," Xiao Jihua sighed silently, "Your personality is actually not like mine, but more like Wen Yin, Wen Yin Only by knowing yourself and you, and keeping it from you, can the plan continue to develop, because Yun Huan will eventually become your weakness, and you will be desperate for her..."

Yi Feiyue admitted that Gu Wenyin was right. From the time she saw Gu Qingqian again, many things deviated from her own control. Staying by her side, willfully wishing that Gu Qingqian would forget Xiao Yunhuan, Dazhao, and everything.

"Shao Ning, I am not a good mother after all. Wen Yin understands you better than I do, and I don't even know what you are thinking, and I have never even cared about you." Xiao Jihua stretched out her hand to caress Yi Feiyue's cheek Cheek, this is the first time she has been so gentle to Yi Feiyue for so many years as a mother.

Yi Feiyue enjoyed this rare maternal love, and feelings of guilt slowly came to her heart. She never knew her mother, nor understood her, let alone that she had carried so much.

"Everything after that was just as Yun Huan expected. Xiao Yu was not controlled by Qin Zhihao at first. He wanted to get out of Qin Zhihao's control. They all wanted to take me under his feathers, and I also followed Yun Huan's plan to fight with the two. Pretend to cater to them, and don't let them know that I'm cooperating with their opponents, all this should go on as expected, but..." Xiao Jihua frowned slightly, looking at Yi Feiyue, with a trace of blame in his tone , "You are too obvious in Mucheng. Both sides are actually looking for you in secret. The emperor uses the golden cat guard, and Qin Zhihao borrows the intelligence network of Xiuling Palace. Since the golden cat guard has found your traces, it is impossible for Xiuling Palace to find you. I couldn’t find it, so there was a series of encounters later.”

Yi Feiyue pursed her lips, and naturally understood why her mother spoke to herself in a reproachful tone, but she did not regret making the noise a big one, and nothing could compare to the insult Gu Qingqian suffered at that time.Suddenly, a thought flashed in her mind, she turned her head to look at Xiao Jihua and asked: "So you asked me to take Qingqian back to discuss the next plan with her?"

"Correct."

"That is to say, everything after the secret conversation between the two of you in the study that day was a shallow plan?"

"Yes."

"Qingqian went to Qin Zhihao's mansion voluntarily, and I was also excluded under Qingqian's instruction?"

"Yes." Xiao Jihua still did not hesitate, she told Yi Feiyue all the truth frankly.

"Why isn't she willing to tell me anything?" Yi Feiyue's tone was not accusatory, only deeply humbled, she slowly lowered her head, "After all, it's because I'm useless, and I've been hindering her, right?"

"Ning'er, she is afraid that you will be hurt." Seeing that her proud daughter was so humble at this moment, Xiao Jihua sighed slightly in her heart at this moment. Her daughter, like her, could not escape their mother and daughter after all.

Yi Feiyue raised her head slowly, her eyes dimmed, and she asked dumbly: "Injured?"

"She didn't want you to get involved, so she asked me to do everything possible to keep you in the Dachang Princess' mansion, but my mother broke her promise again." Xiao Jihua sighed helplessly.

Yi Feiyue paused for a moment, then suddenly thought of something, and asked: "So, you know that the Nine-color Token is under the spiritual seat, and you don't need me to get it, right? She dismissed me again? This time And why? Last time she put herself in danger, could it be this time again?"

Xiao Jihua suddenly stopped talking, she didn't expect her stupid daughter to react suddenly.

"No!" Seeing Xiao Jihua's appearance, Yi Feiyue knew that she had guessed it. She stood up suddenly, her body shook suddenly, she suddenly felt dizzy, but she didn't care about that much, she shook her head lightly, helped The forehead said, "She is very dangerous now, I am going to protect her."

Xiao Jihua gently held Yi Feiyue's hand, and said softly: "You want to protect her, but not now."

"Mother, since you can't stop me for the first time, then you can't do it this time either." Yi Feiyue suddenly felt that her eyelids began to get heavy.

"Really?" Xiao Jihua smiled indifferently.

Before Yi Feiyue fainted, Xiao Jihua's smile stayed in the last scene in her eyes. She didn't understand why Xiao Jihua was fine, but she fainted. Maybe it was another new drug developed by Mu Yi.

Xiao Jihua gently laid Yi Feiyue flat, covered her with a quilt, tucked the corners of the quilt, reached out and stroked her forehead, and whispered: "Wen Yin, do you think they will end up the same as us? Wen Yin ,I miss you."