[Entertainment Circle] Rebirth of the Melancholy

During the New Year's Eve vigil, Ning Yu didn't have the intention to stay up all night, so Tan Yao and the others left first.

Bi Luo himself planned to stay, and then Tom whispered something to him, and he left first, and Ning Yu didn't ask, everyone has privacy, not just because they are lovers that they have to know everything.

Ning Yu fell asleep early and didn't sleep very peacefully. He finally fell asleep. When he opened his eyes half asleep, he was shocked by 104 lying beside his bed. He came back to his senses. In a second, he threw the pillow next to him directly: "Why don't you sleep in front of my bed in the middle of the night?!"

"Ning Yu." 104 was still lying in front of his bed in that pitiful manner, looking listless, and his voice was low and weak.

Ning Yu was confused by his appearance, and couldn't care about the evil fire that was just woken up. He reached out and touched 104's forehead, wondering: "I don't have a fever."

104: "...Of course I don't have a fever, I'm the system, how can I have a fever!!"

Ning Yu: "Oh, I'm sorry I'm used to seeing you, I almost forgot that you're not human."

104. . .Why do you always feel that Ning Yu is cursing people, not the system?

"Okay, let's make it clear, what do you want to say to me if you don't sleep well to replenish your energy?" Ning Yu rubbed his brows, resisting the urge to beat the system violently.

"Ning Yu, have you already decided to be with Bi Luo?" 104 hesitated for a while, and finally asked what he wanted to ask when Ning Yu was about to turn black.

"Aren't we already together now?" Ning Yu was taken aback for a moment, then said.

104 shook his head, he went to pick up the pillow on the floor, put it next to Ning Yu, and patted it lightly: "I mean, do you seriously want to be with him forever? Give him the one next to you, the legal place. Have you decided yet?"

Today, 104 saw Bi Luo's parents' attitude towards Ning Yu, and Bi Luo's attitude, so he could guess what they meant and decided, but what about Ning Yu?He didn't show any unhappiness, did he think so?

104 knows how complicated emotions Ning Yu has for the word family. He loathes it but longs for it at the same time. He has never stopped becoming extreme and gloomy in this contradiction.

But Bi Luo put his heart into it. Even if 104 hates him, he has to admit that although Bi Luo doesn't understand Ning Yu's past like he does as a system, he really understands Ning Yu now. What he wants and what he is afraid of, he really puts his heart to the extreme.

But 104 wants to know what Ning Yu thinks, because no matter how good Bi Luo is and how good his parents are, but in 104's view, Ning Yu's thoughts are the most important. I don't want him to be brought into the circle by Bi Luo, that scheming black wolf with a big tail.

For my Ning Yu, even if he chooses happiness, he should choose it willingly and clearly.

Ning Yu doesn't know how flexible 104's mind is, but listening to his serious words and serious attitude, he can more or less guess his original intention and thoughts.

And he really came back to his senses slowly after Bi Luo left, and made today's affairs clear.

To be honest, his first reaction was a bit surprised. Although he was serious about falling in love with Bi Luo, he didn't think so long-term. At least judging from the visit of Bi Luo's parents today, he is far from what Bi Luo thought. long.

Maybe it's because there is no so-called sense of security for a long time, so Ning Yu just values ​​the present more about the future.

But after two people are together, falling in love is not just one person's business, one person's idea, even Ning Yu, he understands this truth.

And so far, he still wants to stay with Bi Luo for a long time, but if he really wants to say that he will vow to each other immediately and never regret it, it is pure nonsense to Ning Yu, not only others don't believe it, but Ning Yu himself doesn't believe it either.

So for 104, Ning Yu didn't answer for a long time, not because he didn't want to answer, but because he didn't have an answer either.In the end, 104 didn't get an answer from Ning Yu, but Ning Yu reached out to touch the top of his head, and whispered in a very soft voice: "At least I will think about it now."

104 was silent for a while, and finally smiled: "Then think about it, it's okay." It's okay, no matter how upset you are, no matter what your final decision is, I will be by your side.

After 104 left, Ning Yu really started to think about it. There is always a time when people need to think about it. He used to be too lazy to think about it, but now he can't.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this. People who didn't care before seemed relaxed, but now that they have the opportunity to think about it, it is also a different kind of experience, at least for Ning Yu.

It's been a long time since he seriously thought about someone or a certain decision.

If a kite without a string flies by itself for too long, it forgets what it feels like to be caught.In the same way, if a person does as he pleases for too long, he will forget that human beings are creatures that can be bound. Once there are fetters and entanglements, he will no longer do as he pleases.

Ning Yu thought a lot, and most of it was the expression and words of that person every time he met Bi Luo.It seems that he has always yielded again and again, without a bottom line, just to reach out and grab it.Thinking about it now, Bi Luo seemed to be a little pitiful when he met himself.

Just thinking about it all the time, Ning Yu didn't know what he came up with in the end, he just felt as if he was going to sink in that kind of thoughts little by little, and then his consciousness gradually became blurred and he fell into dreamland.

Most of the dream was still that face, the smile in the eyes softened the iceberg that once made Ning Yu feel that it would not melt for thousands of years, the temperature of the palm every time it was held inadvertently was scorching hot, almost reaching the human body heart and lungs.

It felt very real, as real as in reality, and Ning Yu almost understood it in a trance.

Obviously love is hot, but it is extremely restrained.

This is the feeling Bi Luo gave him.

This is the feeling Bi Luo gave Ning Yu.

And every time, even though Ning Yu has never said it, and he is not very willing to think about it seriously, but every time he does feel that the temperature in his heart has become hotter because of this, that kind of heat and the temperature of his palm The same, the same scorching heat, but it doesn't hurt anyone.

It was in such a moment of abnormally strong heart palpitations that he suddenly opened his eyes, and the next second Ning Yu was startled in place by the tall figure sitting on his bed that shouldn't be here at this time.

Or maybe it was just because of the strong throbbing caused by this person in the dream that Ning Yu couldn't recover and make a sound at this moment.

And the real scorching palm temperature is indeed caused by the other party holding his right hand at this moment.

Ning Yu was momentarily speechless.

And Bi Luo, who finished the matter and turned around and rushed back, held his lover's hand, watching him look a little dazed after waking up, and what puzzled him was the indescribable love and tenderness for Ning Yu who looked like this. meaning.

"Your hand is too cold." Bi Luo said, and reached out with the other hand that was not holding Ning Yu, couldn't help but gently touched Ning Yu's pale face, and said in a low voice: "But I see you are asleep I didn't call you."

The air conditioner was clearly turned on in the room, but the palm of this man was still so cold, which made Bi Luo more determined to ask him to check his body again, and today he went to see the chief doctor of the medical team he invited from C , the other party had recuperated the body for his father and grandfather, he was regarded as an elder, and with his concern for Ning Yu's body, Bi Luo went to communicate with the other party first.

"Why, are you back again?" Ning Yu lowered his eyes, and finally raised his eyes to look at him, with a slightly hoarse voice.

Bi Luo couldn't help frowning when he heard this, and was about to get the water beside the bed, but Ning Yu pulled his hand and turned it around, and the other party said with a little displeasure, "Answer my question first." sk

Bi Luo couldn't help showing a little smile because of such Ning Yu, he slowly leaned over, didn't see the repulsive expression on Ning Yu's face, and carefully hugged her in his arms, and then said concisely: "For You keep watch."

Although Ning Yu didn't seem to care about this, Bi Luo wanted to be with his lover at such a time, so that the new year would be safe and smooth.Even if two people can't watch the night together, then let him watch the night for each other, as long as he is with Ning Yu, it's the same.

These four words were spoken by Bi Luo in a very calm tone, but how much tenderness and tranquility there is in them can be heard now.

He didn't speak all the time, and Bi Luo didn't mind, he just pulled up the quilt to wrap Ning Yu more tightly.

But suddenly Ning Yu raised his head and grabbed Bi Luo's chin with one hand. Bi Luo looked down at him quietly, and didn't stop his wanton movements. The connivance was obvious.

Ning Yu saw that the smile on the corner of his mouth intensified, and the outline of the slender eyelids appeared deeper and more seductive because of this smile.

Bi Luo's eyes dimmed.

Ning Yu's lips were close to his ear, the man leaned closer, although the breath in his ear was cold, but his tone was softer than ever.

"Your parents came today because you want to tell me, are you going to give me your whole life?"

Before the brain had time to think about this sentence, the body reacted first. Bi Luo only heard the low, outrageous voice subconsciously in his throat: "Yeah." After that, he tilted his head and kissed Nayuta The smiling lips, little by little, interpreted the signal from this person.

Then, slowly devour.

The vigil is a long night that fails to guard the body and mind.