Toss and turn

Lou Han didn't have anything to do when he stayed at Yan Yi's house, but the little thing in his belly seemed to announce its existence, which made Lou Han very sad.

"Ouch..." Lou Han vomited up all the lean meat porridge he ate in the morning, but the nausea still lingered in his chest, as if he had swallowed a fly raw and kept wanting to retch.

Lou Han lay on the bed collapsed, his mind was dazed, his eyes were hazy and he could not even see the ceiling in front of him clearly, he put his hands on his stomach, and cursed secretly: "Oh, why are you so annoying, if you don't I'm still young, I still have a lot of youth to squander, I really want to die with you, if you are not honest, I will, I will... vomit..."

Lou Han didn't eat much for breakfast, and now all he vomited was the acid water in his stomach, but this time he vomited very badly, as if he wanted to vomit out all his internal organs. Lou Han was so uncomfortable that he didn't even have the strength to breathe. There was a faint gleam of water.

When Yan Yi got home, he heard the movement, and rushed forward in two steps in three steps. Hearing the heart-piercing vomiting sound, the apex of his heart hurt like being pulled, but he couldn't help him, so he sat on the edge of the bed Gently patted Lou Han's back to help him relax, then poured water to rinse his mouth.

"The vomiting is so serious, let's go to the hospital to see it?" Yan Yi was the first time to meet a pregnant woman, and he had no common sense about pregnancy, so he was afraid that something might be wrong with Lou Han.

"Do you want me to be surrounded by people and treat me like a monster?" When Lou Han thought of the doctor in the hospital sizing him up with interest, he felt like a guinea pig being caught for an experiment and left to be slaughtered.

Yan Yi immediately shook his head and explained: "No, no, how could Xiaohan be a monster? There are many third sexes in society now. Xiaohan, you don't need to care about the eyes of those insignificant people. After all, children are important... ..."

Lou Han raised his eyebrows, and there was a nameless anger in his heart, "My child! Do you think I want it? If I can beat it, I will kill it already!"

He, Lou Han, has lived for 18 years and doesn't know that he is a third sex. He just messed around after drinking for a while, and one after another bombardment bombarded him cruelly. No one can accept it immediately.

It is often reported in the news that a girl who lost her footing secretly paid for the forbidden fruit and conceived a child at a young age. Lou Han never thought that such absurd things would happen to him, but then he thought that the original instigator was himself. My heart is full of irritability and depression, I really want to find someone to fight to vent my anger, like before, after being hurt and hurt, I will act as if nothing happened, and I will still be alive and well the next day.

Yan Yi's face froze and he had nothing to say.

The surrounding air seemed to stop flowing, the old-fashioned wall clock on the wall was ticking, the room was quiet, and the atmosphere was eerily eerie.

Faced with Yan Yi's silence, Lou Han suddenly felt that he had spoken too seriously. After all, it was their fault, and the child was indeed innocent.

It took a long time before Yan Yi broke the calm: "I bought some clothes according to your requirements, and you see whether they fit or not."

Not hearing the voice of joy and anger made Lou Han suspect that Yan Yi might not be a big idiot who just knows how to accept it, and asked, "Is this how you usually don't fight back when you beat others or scold you?"

"I don't have many contacts, so there's no need to get angry or even fight. Sometimes tolerance can solve a lot of troubles." The man scratched his head and said, his honest and honest appearance reminded Lou Han of a bulky polar bear.

It was this kind of man that gave Lou Han a sense of security for no reason, so much so that he dared to commit himself wholeheartedly when he met a stranger at the beginning.

It's a pity that Lou Han doesn't like Yan Yi's thick-backed, thick-headed, simple-minded, and well-developed limbs. At least he used to like pure and lovely girls. Even if he likes men, he should be obedient and delicate.

Outside the window, the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, and the morning glow is replaced by the brilliant sunset before you can appreciate it carefully. The slow and lingering time passes quietly with the clouds.

Lou Han stayed at Yan Yi's house for a few days, Yan Yi not only did not treat him badly, but served him like a Buddha, it was much more comfortable than being served by a nanny at home before.

In order for Lou Han to be more comfortable, Yan Yi specially cleaned up all the sundries in the corridor, and the stench also dissipated a lot.Yan Yi knew that Lou Han had to take a shower every day when he was clean, so he tried his best to break through the wall with his skills as a construction worker, and built a toilet outside the wall, so that he could go to the toilet in the house, and the newly built toilet was also It is clean, no scary spiders will crawl in, Lou Han likes it very much.

Although Lou Han didn't directly express joy, the inadvertently eased expression on that face was enough to make Yan Yi feel full of pride.

The two lived together in a strange relationship, no one broke this strange relationship, and their lives were fairly stable.

At dinner, Yan Yi was holding his rice bowl and devouring it voraciously. After eating several bowls of white rice, he didn't stop.

Lou Han was still suffering from morning sickness, he didn't have much interest in food, he looked at Yan Yi like a reincarnated starving ghost without much interest, and asked: "You haven't eaten for a few days, how can you eat so much? "

Yan Yi stopped his chopsticks with an embarrassed expression on his face. In fact, he ate every meal, but recently he has been working hard and exhausted a lot of energy. How can he work without eating?

And when Lou Han came, he didn’t have anything. Yan Yi bought clothes, pants and shoes for him. Lou Han loves cleanliness and Yan Yi even replaced the bedding with new ones. After doing it for him, the cost of living has more than doubled compared to before.

Although Yan Yi still has some money on hand, for the sake of long-term planning, of course, the more money the better, so he goes to the construction site to build a house during the day, and goes to a small supermarket to help others carry and unload goods at night, and he can earn a hundred dollars.

Yan Yi has never been in a relationship, and he doesn't know how to say anything to please Lou Han. He just tries his best to make Lou Han live well.

After dinner, Yan Yi went out. Yan Yi had no TV or computer at home, so Lou Han was dumbfounded and didn't know what to do. He was lying on the bed tossing and turning very boring. A lump of soft meat.

Lou Han sat up immediately as if he was frightened by something, lowered his head to look at his stomach, and realized that his stomach was really starting to grow.Lou Han pursed his lips and poked his belly with his fingertips, feeling nothing at all, and couldn't believe that there was a developing child inside.

Lou Han himself didn't realize that there was a slight smile on his face, "Little guy, are you there?"

Although there was no response, Lou Han still spoke to his stomach tirelessly, "Why is there no response, can't you be sleeping?"

"Are you a boy or a girl?"

Lou Han frowned and thought about the appearance of the baby. In his memory, the baby was always crying in the arms of the adults, and the loud crying was annoying to death.

"Aren't you also a crybaby? Let me tell you that I hate other people crying the most. It's terrible to mix tears, snot and water. I won't care about you if you cry in the future."

When Yan Yi came back in the middle of the night, he saw Lou Han leaning against the head of the bed and asleep, with the quilt uncovered, the light white moonlight outside the window covered Lou Han like a layer of mist, like a Sleeping Beauty in a circle of light.

Yan Yi turned on the light to look for a change of clothes and was about to take a bath. Lou Han was disturbed by the glare of the light. He opened his eyes and woke up slowly. easy.

"Sorry, did I wake you up?"

"...Come over here."

Yan Yi walked over without knowing why, and Lou Han suddenly lifted his clothes to reveal his belly.

"It's grown."

Yan Yi was taken aback, and it took him a while to realize what Lou Han was talking about. He approached him and took a closer look. As expected, Lou Han's stomach could be seen to be slightly bulging.

This is the first time Yan Yi feels that there is a real child. Before Lou Han said that he was pregnant with a child, he could only believe it, but he didn't dare to ask him to confirm it. Now that Lou Han took the initiative to show it, Yan Yi Inexplicably starting to get nervous like being on trial.

Yan Yi stared at Lou Han's belly with burning eyes, as if he could see the child inside, his heart was heavy, full of warmth and excitement from the heart of a new father, the first time in Yan Yi's 25 years of life For the first time, I felt my head was about to explode with excitement.

"Can I have a touch?" Yan Yi asked cautiously.

"I'm not a fragile glass, why can't I touch it?"

Yan Yi couldn't care less about guessing the meaning of Lou Han's words, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to caress Lou Han's slightly protruding abdomen, as soon as he touched the soft skin, Yan Yi bounced back like an electric shock.

His hands are so rough and dry, what if they are rubbed?

Under the pale white energy-saving lamp, Lou Han noticed the bruises on Yan Yi's arms, and some places were worn out and the skin oozes faint blood stains.

Lou Han frowned and said, "Did you go out so late to fight?"

Yan Yi was stunned for a while, then hurriedly pulled down his sleeves to cover the wound, and said indifferently: "It's okay, but I fell down."

"I'm asking you something!"

Maybe it's Lou Han's meticulous heart, or maybe Yan Yi can't lie, Yan Yi can't hide it from Lou Han.

Now that he knew that he couldn't hide it, Yan Yi smiled awkwardly and said, "I accidentally fell down when I was going to the supermarket to carry the goods, and then the goods fell on me..." Fortunately, I blocked it with my hand, otherwise the weight of the goods would have caused me to fall. Weight can definitely go wrong.

Yan Yi was still a little rejoicing, but Lou Han seemed very angry, and angrily scolded: "Why are you so stupid! Have you asked the supermarket for work-related compensation?"

"It's just a small injury, it will be fine in a few days..."

"I don't know how to bandage the wound. What if the wound becomes infected?"

Yan Yi looked at Lou Han, at a loss for what to do.

"Why are you looking at me! Why don't you go find the medicine box!"

In Yan Yi's living environment, where there is a professional medicine box, there are at most a few bottles of traumatic medicine for dredging the meridians and activating the veins.

Lou Han watched as Yan Yi dug out a dusty, sloppy and inferior glass bottle from the corner. The bottle was mostly filled with yellow liquid, and there were a few large handwritten characters on the bottle - Dieda Medicinal Wine.

The corners of Lou Han's eyes twitched slightly, and there was a little more contempt in his eyes, Yan Yi desperately explained that it was really Dieda medicinal wine, but it had been left for too long.

"This thing has no production date."

"It's not something to eat." Yan Yi said.

Lou Han struggled with himself for a while, and said, "Anyway, you use it."

Yan Yi: ...

Lou Han put Yan Yi's arm as a pillow on his leg, and gently wiped the bruises on Yan Yi's arm with a few strands of cotton dipped in medicinal wine, skillfully avoiding the broken skin wound.

Lou Han's hands are slender and white, with rounded nails, like young white onions, which look even more beautiful under the light light, coupled with Lou Han's serious and rigorous appearance, Yan Yi's eyes straightened, like Huaichun's The heart of a girl is like a deer bumping wildly.

"Does it hurt? Why is your face so red?"

"No, no, it doesn't hurt." Yan Yi hurriedly denied it, and his heart beat faster when he saw Shang Lou Han's dark and bright eyes.

After getting along with each other these days, Yan Yi deeply understands that Lou Han is a person who is strong on the outside but capable on the inside. On the surface, he has a spoiled and domineering son-in-law, but despite the hard and hypocritical shell, he is actually weaker and kinder than anyone else in his heart.

Lou Han said slowly: "I have my own principles in life. Naturally, when others treat me well, I will not stretch out my hand to hit the smiling face. I will definitely retaliate against those who treat me badly."

Yan Yi's heart moved, and he almost blurted out: "I will treat you well for the rest of my life."

Lou Han raised his eyes and glanced at Yan Yi lightly, but said nothing, neither denying nor confirming.

Yan Yi is indeed very kind to him, but it doesn't mean that whoever is kind to others must be with him.What's more, he is young and energetic now, and he always has many absurd ideals and ambitions. These small tenderness can't stop him, so that Lou Han chooses to abandon his husband and daughter after giving birth, which has become the unrequited love in his heart for four years. A nightmare of relief.

Youth makes you young and frivolous, and after years, the maturity washed by the years will make you regret the ignorance of the past.

The author has something to say: here I would like to solemnly thank Mrs. Xiaolu, she has given me a lot of encouragement since my first article, and I bow to thank you here, and I will pay attention to the problems you said in the future.

Also, my second-model test has been terrible recently, and I have less time to code words. I will strive for double updates on weekends. Thank you 12 dear friends for your collection. I will continue to work hard to release sugar.