Su Hui recuperated at home for a few days, and finally felt better.

On Wednesday afternoon, Lu Junchi took him to the clinic run by Yang Yuqing.

Lu Junchi has also been to that clinic several times, and at the end of each year, the psychological clinic conducts psychological assessments for front-line police officers.

Those who work on the front line have always been fast-paced and overtime, and they are close to the darkest part of human nature. Mental health is especially important.

Over the years, there have been quite a few police officers with psychological problems. People no longer shy away from medical treatment. Many people also see a psychiatrist as a way to relieve stress, and they have become accustomed to it.

Entering the triage area, Lu Junchi checked the time, they arrived 10 minutes earlier than the scheduled time.

The little nurse, Jin Qiu, has known them for a long time, and she led them in: "By the way, Teacher Su, Dr. Yang is away from home today, and assigned your diagnosis and treatment to Dr. An. Have you received the text message?"

When Su Hui heard about this, he was taken aback for a moment, and then he took out his mobile phone to check, but he didn't hear the reminder tone again: "I may have missed the information, but it's okay, other doctors can do it too."

Jin Qiu smiled and said, "Don't worry, this Dr. An is Dr. Yang's younger brother. He was recruited by Dr. Yang from the Psychology Department of the First Affiliated Hospital. He is also a very good doctor. Recently, many patients have taken the initiative Make an appointment with him. And don’t worry, Dr. Yang has made arrangements, Mr. Su, you are no longer in the intensive treatment period, you are only in the post-treatment period, and she has explained your file and situation to Dr. An.”

Su Hui was led all the way into a psychotherapy room with soothing music playing. The little nurse said, "Teacher Su, wait here for a while. Dr. An will be here soon."

Su responded, and familiarly placed the scepter next to the sand table, and sat on the diagnosis chair.

The chairs in the consultation room allow people to lay their legs flat, and it is very comfortable to lie on them.

Su Hui raised his head, and he could see some starry sky patterns on the ceiling. These arrangements were good for making patients feel happy and calming down.

After sending Su Hui in, Lu Junchi sat in the waiting area outside.

The content of the conversation during the psychotherapy process is the privacy of the patient, and family members, relatives and friends are not allowed to enter.

The clinic has a high floor, and the waiting area inside is comfortably and warmly arranged. Several soft sofa chairs are placed with colorful cushions, which makes people feel happy when they are in it.

Lu Junchi brought his laptop, and as soon as he sat down and opened it, he saw a tall, thin man in a white coat walking in from outside.

A little nurse at the front desk got up and called him: "Doctor An."

The man came over and pressed his fingerprints on the punch card machine, then turned around. He was wearing gold-rimmed glasses, looking calm, gentle, and gentle.

Lu Junchi had never seen this person before, and knew that this Dr. An was probably the doctor who was going to see Su Hui, so he raised his head to look at him.

The man in front of me is about 30 years old, well maintained, making him look very young, but there is an aura on his body, which is a kind of aura that can only be precipitated by engraving annual rings on his body after experiencing things. Temperament down.

Seeing that Lu Junchi was looking at him, Dr. An smiled and asked the little nurse at the front desk: "Is this the patient who made an appointment?"

Lu Jun said quickly, "No, I'm here with a friend."

"This is Captain Lu of the Serious Crimes Team of the General Administration." The little nurse hurriedly introduced, "The patient who made an appointment is Teacher Su. He came a while earlier and is already waiting for you inside."

Doctor An nodded and smiled apologetically at Lu Junchi, and then said to the little nurse, "Okay, then I'll go in first."

Lu Junchi saw that Dr. An went in, he stood up and casually chatted with Jin Qiu: "What's the name of this Dr. An?"

"An Yuci." The little nurse pointed to his name on the form, "He is Dr. Yang's younger brother. Our place is freer and less busy than the First Affiliated Hospital. We can have time to do some academic research, so Dr. An Just come over."

She sighed at this point: "It's too difficult to be a psychological counselor now. Graduated from the graduate school, with thousands of hours of case experience, you still need to participate in various supervision and training. Dr. Yang has been working hard for recruitment. Worrying, but luckily Doctor An is willing to come and help her."

When Jin Qiu said this, he blinked, his eyes sparkling with stars, "By the way, Dr. An is very handsome, right? Many patients here like to consult him. He is very enthusiastic, warm, kind, and considerate. If anyone To be his girlfriend, I think I will die of happiness."

Lu Jun hummed slowly. From the acquaintance just now, it can be seen that Dr. An is polite and has left a good impression on him.

Jin Qiu bent down and joked: "But the handsomeness is still a little bit worse than Captain Lu."

After hearing this reply, Lu Junchi didn't know how to answer.

"It's also a little worse than Teacher Su." Jin Qiu took the initiative to change the topic. She just saw the handsome guy and was a little nympho. Coming alone, he doesn’t look like a friend or relative. His eyesight is not good, and his body is not in good shape. Every time I see him, I am worried. But how should I describe him? Oh, yes He is as cold as ice, and I always dare not talk to him."

"That person, sometimes he doesn't look sideways because he can't see clearly. It will be fine if he is familiar..." Lu Junchi thought of something and asked her, "How long has Teacher Su been here for medical treatment?" He thought about asking Time is never a privacy.

The little nurse thought about it for a while and said: "It's been two years, and recently it's about once every one to two months."

Lu Junchi did some calculations. Two years ago, when the Behavior Analysis Team was disbanded, the police station began a series of rectifications and transfers. He also took over the Serious Crime Team from then on.

Lu Junchi pulled himself out of his memories, and only then did he notice a poster behind the little nurse: "Are you doing research on adolescent psychology recently?"

"Yes." The little nurse looked back. The new poster on the wall was about adolescent psychological counseling.

"Actually, this is a project in cooperation with some schools. I hope parents and teachers can pay attention to the psychological condition of the children. As long as minors sign up, they can have a free pre-diagnosis. But..." the little nurse sighed at this point, " Even if we are free, there are still very few children who sign up."

Lu Junchi expressed his understanding: "Because the parents don't want to bring their children?"

Most parents shy away from medical treatment, and they are particularly afraid of these mental illnesses. In their eyes, it seems that taking their children to see a psychiatrist is acknowledging the failure of their family education.

"Those parents will say that those children are hypocritical, they are adolescents, and they are children who have lost their temper. At the same time, they paralyze themselves, as if they don't admit it, and the children are not sick. For children with mental illness, there are always people around them who think that He's not sick, he just thinks too much, which is not conducive to treatment."

When the little nurse Jin Qiu said this, she suddenly remembered something, and went to pour Lu Junchi a glass of warm water, "Look at my brain, I forgot to pour water for Captain Lu..."

Lu Junchi took the water and replied, "Thank you."

The psychotherapy took an hour in total. Lu Junchi and Jin Qiu chatted for a few more words, sat down, and dealt with the work of the serious case team.

At this moment, Su Hui, who was lying in the consulting room, had already started this psychological consultation. He had a good first impression of Dr. An, and his polite and thoughtful speech made people feel safe.It seems that he was born to be a psychological counselor.

An Yuci listened to Su Hui finish talking about his recent mental state, asked some more questions, and finally asked Su Hui: "I heard from Dr. Yang that you have been reinstated recently. Do you think it will help you? It is the overall development. Is the direction in the right direction?"

Su Hui hesitated for a moment, frowned slightly, and said slowly, "Actually, it's getting better..."

He could feel that the gloom and sense of alienation were gradually fading away, and life seemed to be gradually normalizing from that black and white state.

Then Su Hui thought about it carefully. Rather than saying that this feeling and change was brought to him by work and busyness, it was better to say that it was brought to him by Lu Junchi.

He used to not be able to eat and sleep on time, and often woke up in the middle of the night with insomnia until dawn, and sometimes felt that his mind was chaotic, and he would not be able to sleep.

But now, that place is no longer the cold place where he slept and curled up.

Except for the cat, there was new life in the room.

Lu Junchi is a quiet and stable man who works reliably. He will remember to cook and water every pot of plants on time to make them vigorous. Even the cat has gained a few catties.

Su Hui no longer feels lonely and cold at home. He can hear Lu Junchi's footsteps and voice, see his tall and handsome back, and feel the lights in the living room.

The whole room became cozy and warm unconsciously.

Dr. An saw that his expression was relieved, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, it seems that putting yourself into work will help you to a certain extent. You are now in the regular return visit, but the last appointment return visit It was two months ago, the time interval is a bit long."

Su Hui apologized a little: "It was the end of the semester a while ago, and I was a little busy. I will pay attention to it in the future."

"Although you are Dr. Yang's patient, I still feel that it is necessary to confirm the treatment plan with you." An Yuci said, "I think you should treat more actively. If it is an ordinary patient, I would suggest Use some drugs for a small amount of relief, but the drugs may affect thinking and cause dependence, so this solution may not be suitable for you. Are you insisting on mindfulness therapy?"

Su nodded back and said, "Before, I was trying both the breathing method and the mindfulness method suggested by Doctor Yang."

"Have you tried hypnotherapy before..." An Yu asked him.

Su Hui shook his head: "Dr. Yang also suggested it, but I have never tried it."

"Do you want to have hypnotherapy?" An Yu asked.

"I..." Su Hui hesitated for a moment.

An Yuci turned to him and asked him: "Are you worried about the efficacy of hypnosis? Do you have any concerns? Many patients in my hospital were somewhat resistant to hypnosis at first. Hypnotherapy."

Su Hui thought about it and said, "Thank you, Dr. An, but forget it."

Su Hui didn't make this decision because he didn't understand hypnosis. He didn't want to use hypnotherapy precisely because he knew some principles and methods of operation of hypnosis, and had some experience of hypnosis.

Hypnosis sounds mysterious, but in fact, hypnosis is just a method of inducing people into a trance state of consciousness.

Many people think that hypnosis is just a kind of metaphysics. They firmly believe that as long as the will is firm, they will not be brought into a hypnotized state by the hypnotist. They also believe that even if they enter that state, they can wake up from hypnosis at any time.

In fact, these are some misunderstandings caused by ignorance of hypnosis. The principle of hypnosis is more complicated than ordinary people imagine, but it is simpler to implement.

Objects with the ability to associate and imagine, a suitable environment, a good hypnotist, and reasonable suggestions. With these factors, hypnosis is not difficult to carry out.

Su Hui knew that hypnosis might have some effect on him, so he hesitated just now.

The reason why he refused was because he felt that hypnosis therapy was like cutting the body open, exposing the secrets deep in people's hearts to the hypnotist frankly.

A person under hypnosis is defenseless.

He didn't even know what he would see, hear, feel and what kind of impact his mind would receive during hypnosis.

As a person who often wanders on the edge of darkness, this treatment method touched his bottom line and made him feel insecure.

An Yuci lowered his head and said: "Well, these are just my personal suggestions. If you refuse the treatment of foreign objects, you can only start with self-regulation and self-control. I think you need to persist in the return visit at least once a month. .”

An Yuci seemed to feel a little sorry for Su Hui's previous refusal, but he still dutifully reminded him.

Su responded. He felt that An Yuci was different from Yang Yuqing who was good at listening. He was a more active psychological counselor and wanted to help him more.

Su thought about it and explained to him: "Thank you, Dr. An, I am not rejecting the help of those external forces, but I believe in the concept of humanistic psychology." Is my own savior."

The pen of An Yu Ci's record stopped: "I remember this sentence is from Jung."

Su Hui explained: "I am conservative about Jung's 'synchronicity', and I just agree with the values ​​presented after this sentence."

An Yuci smiled and lowered his head. This is a problem that counselors often face when patients are also proficient in psychology. Different theories and concepts often affect the diagnosis and treatment process and the final result.

"Dr. Yang will be here next time you come. You should decide with her. I think your work is dangerous, and it will also involve those darkness. Maybe you will touch it somewhere. Your past wounds. After returning to work, you must pay more attention to your psychological state, otherwise it may cause emotional changes and aggravate the condition. I suggest that you do not compare the present with the past, those things that you can’t remember, those things that make you feel sick. Try not to think about things that make you uncomfortable."

Time passed quickly unconsciously, and the last little blue fine sand flowed down the hourglass of timekeeping, and today's treatment is here.

Su Hui walked to the table and lowered his head to pick up his mobile phone and watch on the table, then picked up the scepter next to the sand table and said, "Thank you."

His eyes suddenly fell on a photo on An Yu's desk. Su Hui was standing very close, so close that even with his eyesight, he could see it vaguely. In the photo was a young girl smiling. Now, the overall color tone looks a bit old-fashioned.

To be honest, Su Hui rarely saw these personal belongings in the counseling room. Most of the psychologists or consultants seemed to take the initiative to completely isolate their work from their own lives.

Su Hui couldn't help but asked softly, "Is that your girlfriend?"

An Yuci's expression froze slightly, and then he lowered his head and said, "Oh, no, it's my sister. My sister was a mentally ill patient and passed away many years ago. I studied psychology because of her."

Only then did Su Hui realize that he seemed to have mentioned something that shouldn't be mentioned, and apologized a little: "I'm sorry, my condolences..."

An Yuci smiled lightly: "It's okay, it's been a long time, then Teacher Su, see you next time."

There are two ways to get out of the consulting room, one is to go back through the original way, and the other is to take the elevator directly downstairs.

Su Hui kept thinking about what An Yuci said to him just now, and by the time he realized it, he was already standing on the elevator in the clinic.

Besides him, there was another person on the elevator. Su Hui couldn't see who it was, but could only make out a blurry color block, which was a man.

Su Hui blamed himself a little. He was so familiar with this road that his body made his own choice. He forgot Lu Junchi who came with him for a moment. He pressed his eyebrows, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Lu Junchi. The elevator There was no signal, so he clicked it again before sending it out.

At this moment, with a ding, the floor that the person pressed arrived.

The moment he went downstairs, the person in front walked out of the elevator, then turned around and looked at Su Hui behind him...

Su Hui also just raised his head and saw the man in front of him. His eyes were blurred and he could only see the outline of the man.

For a moment, Su Hui felt as if a bullet had passed through the center of his eyebrows and hit his brain.

He was stunned.

My mind was blank, but it seemed to be boiling with pain, as if something was about to wake up from the memory.The severe pain drowned him like a tide, and cold sweat broke out from his forehead in an instant.

who's that person?

He didn't remember him, it was a strange person, a strange face, but he felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

The elevator closed in front of him, and Su Hui desperately pressed the elevator button to return to the place where the man went downstairs.

He wanted to stop him, wanted to ask clearly.

But the elevator had already descended. When Su Hui regained his consciousness, he realized that he was already in a cold sweat. He was leaning against the guardrail of the elevator, panting continuously.

Don't think about the past...

After the psychotherapy, he was often the most rational and calm time. He never thought that seeing a stranger in the elevator would trigger an attack.

Su Hui suspected for a moment that what An Yuci said to him before was correct, he was too contemptuous of his own situation...

Don't think about the past...

Su closed his eyes, and repeated it in his heart, as if he was hypnotizing himself, and completely cleared that person from his mind.

Forget about that person and everything that happened in the elevator.

He seemed to be using a knife to separate his present from his past.

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