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Shen Xi looked at the desk with slack eyes, and his usual ignorance since childhood seemed to have failed at this moment.He wanted to raise his head to explain time and time again, but time and time again he buried his head in the mocking and joking scrutiny of others.

In such a space, time is stretched bit by bit.

boom--

A loud noise made everyone's eyes focus on Shen Qi.

Shen Qi was stunned for a long time, his face was soaked, his hair and clothes were also soaked.He shivered from the cold, and after calming down, he slowly smelled the pungent stench.

As if the sword hanging above his head fell down in vain, he faintly felt calm at the moment his heart trembled.

The girl standing in front of him with a bucket was called Qian Qinya, and she was usually hot-tempered, but Shen Qi and her had never had a relationship.

Qian Qinya smashed the bucket in front of Shen Qi, making another loud noise, which shocked many people.

"Are you disgusting? Ang? Shen Qi."

Qian Qinya yelled: "I really want to tear you apart, you're awesome, ordinary perverts don't think of pretending to be a girl, I'm afraid they don't pretend to be as good as you if they think of it. Excellent! You are a talent and so is your mother." Talent, you know what kind of cheap thing you will be when you are born, and you cultivate perverts from an early age, right?"

Shen Qi's face was as white as paper, and he couldn't speak a word.

Qian Qinya sneered and asked him: "Come on, share with the boys in our class what the women's toilet is like. After all, no one has ever gone in except you. Come on, tell everyone, tell me about every time you enter the women's toilet. Are you very excited, do you get nosebleeds every time?"

"Say it! Are you dumb?"

In early spring, the wind was cool, and when the passing wind blew through the classroom, Shen Qi was bitingly cold, and the rotten smell on his body spread in the classroom.

Everyone in the classroom looked at the show, and the girls agreed one after another, and they all supported Qian Qinya.

"Shen Qi, express your thoughts."

"Hahaha, let's talk about it," said a boy, "I'm really curious about what the women's toilet looks like."

Qian Qinya said: "I originally planned to just pick up a bucket of water to wash your disgusting soul, but I didn't think the water would get dirty, so I specially picked up the water for washing your mop, which is just right for you."

There was another burst of laughter in the classroom.

The class bell rang, and the teacher came at this time, and there were many people watching from other classes around the door of the classroom.

"What's the smell?" the teacher asked in a low voice.

There was a lot of laughter below, and someone responded to him with a playful smile: "Someone fell into the toilet."

The teacher glanced at Shen Qi, stayed on Shen Qi for two seconds, and finally moved away. He didn't say anything, and began to lecture.

Shen Qi feels like sitting on pins and needles.

During the second big break, Ning Zhe ran down in a hurry, and when he pushed the classroom door open with excessive force, there was a bang.Seeing Shen Xi's embarrassed appearance, he asked Lin Yuan behind him: "Is it true?"

Lin Yuan spread his hands, indicating that it was true.

Ning Zhe cursed a curse word in a low voice, and shifted his gaze to Shen Qi: "Yes, Shen Qi, you can fool my brothers around."

Shen Qi froze, and after a long delay, he turned around and asked him: "Jingtang...does he know?"

Shen Qi felt that his heart was being held in his hands, and he felt a strong sense of oppression and discomfort. He didn't know where to look, and he didn't even dare to look at anyone.

He was restless and afraid, but uncontrollably, there was a trace of delusion in his heart.

Ning Zhe looked at him, made a retching motion, and said, "What is the big man's name, Jingtang? Are you sick?"

Lin Yuan said: "He already knew. I called him last night. After I told him, there was no voice over there."

There was no sound...

Shen Qi paused following these words in his heart.

Ning Zhe sneered: "Why, you still want my brother to continue chasing you? Speaking of which, you can pretend that you can't see it at all."

A boy in the first row answered: "Brother Zhe said this, he pretended to be handy since he was a child. I don't know if the hospital made a mistake in the examination, maybe it's not a boy."

"What do you mean?"

The boy laughed, with wretched eyes: "Not a man, not a woman."

Ning Zhe spat: "Disgusting stuff."

With difficulty, Shen Qi turned his head and looked at Ning Zhe and Lin Yuan. These were the only two people he could call friends on this campus. One thought him disgusting, and the other turned his face away indifferently.

"We... aren't we friends?" Shen Xi said with difficulty.

Ning Zhe paused for a moment and did not speak, Lin Yuan just said flatly: "You are the one who has been lying all along, Shen Qi. You have never been honest with each other."

Shen Qi found himself speechless.

It turned out that the cost of lying once and doing a wrong thing was so high.

The third year of high school was very busy, and Ning Zhe left after not staying for long.

At noon, Shen Qi went back to the rented house, changed his clothes, and after going back and forth, he had no time for lunch.

He felt as if he had a heavy burden in his heart, so he plucked up the courage to go to the landlady's house to borrow a landline, picked it up and put it down, finally picked it up, and dialed Zhou Jingtang's number with trembling hands.

No one answered the phone.

Shen Qi's heart sank gradually, his body seemed to be sucked out of his soul, he tried to open his mouth a few times, but found that his tears had already flowed down.Choking with sobs, he said to the landlady, "If this call comes back, please, please tell me."

The landlady sighed, held Shen Xi's hand and said, "Qiqi, Auntie will accompany you to get a haircut."

She is a housewife, and she usually chats with the neighbors in the alley. When she heard someone say that Shen Qi is a boy, she only took it as a joke.Later, Shen Qi came back in a daze, and the head teacher also came over several times. She heard the head teacher mention it once, so she took it seriously.

Childish and innocent, what a child knows, no one knows everything from birth.She knew that Shen Qi was well-behaved and sensible, how could she feel relaxed after being a girl for so many years in a daze.

In the final analysis, it was Shen Qingzhu who insisted on going his own way.

The landlady took Shen Qi by the hand, took him to a small barber shop across the street, and said to the barber with a smile: "This kid is handsome, with long hair like a girl, cut it short. "

The barber stared in surprise, and couldn't help but look at Shen Qi, his eyes full of disbelief.

Fearing his gaze, Shen Qi couldn't help taking a step back.

The barber smiled and asked him, "What kind of cut do you want?"

The landlady answered, "It's just like an ordinary student, with no ears or eyebrows."

The barber nodded and motioned for Shen Xi to sit down.

Directly in front of it is a large and clean square mirror surrounded by gray-brown white tiles. The long light tubes on it are too bright and hurt people's eyes.

The barber cut off the back of the head with scissors, and the black hair fell to the foot of the chair.

When the knife went down, Shen Qi closed his eyes.

After coming out of the barber shop, the landlady insisted on sending Shen Qi to the school gate.

Shen Xi's hair was short to behind the ears, his hair was soft, and his whole body was soft and harmless.But even with his long hair cut off, his body is thin and thin, his facial features are delicate and soft, he still doesn't look like a boy at all, like a girl with short hair.

A large mirror was placed at the entrance of each teaching building, with the words "Correct dress" written on it. Standing in front of the mirror, Shen Qi looked a little strange at himself in the mirror.

He felt that he had gone insane.

He was actually thinking, why isn't he a girl?

The Shen Qi in the mirror is a girl, but why isn't he a girl?