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The hospital is always filled with the lingering smell of disinfectant, filling every corner of the air. It is hard to say how pungent and unpleasant the smell is, but being in it, there is always some despair in my heart.

In Liucheng at the beginning of the 1th century, the economic development was lower than the national level, especially in the field of medical care.Liucheng No.[-] People's Hospital is considered a relatively comprehensive hospital in the entire municipality, but there is still no heating system in the general wards.

The climate in early winter was extremely cold and humid, and the temperature reached a new low after the snow fell.The windows of the ward were closed tightly, blocking out a third of the air-conditioning. The boy on the hospital bed opened his eyes, and his eyes fell lightly on the ceiling.

Shen Qi woke up and found that he was quite surprised when he was in the hospital. After a long delay, he didn't remember why he was here. His memory was fragmented. It wasn't until the nurse came in to close the window for him that those chaotic and grueling scenes came one after another. popped up again and again.

It's like watching a disaster movie that has nothing to do with me. Even the colors have faded away, and only some blurry black and white pictures are constantly being staged.

When Shen Qi moved, he realized that his feet had already been nailed with a steel plate, and he didn't know if the anesthetic hadn't passed, but he didn't even feel a little bit.

"Little classmate, don't move around," the hospital who pushed the door stopped him, "Your left leg is comminuted and fractured. The operation you had last night couldn't reach your home. It was the guarantee from the school. You It's a serious injury, take a good rest."

Shen Qi glanced lightly, his mind began to clear up, and then he had some doubts about what was wrong with him, so he pushed the window and jumped directly from the third floor.

It turns out that when the anger is crazy and angry, after the self-esteem is gone, the reason is completely gone, and the brain is completely useless.

"Little classmate, what can't you think about it?" The doctor said, "You are lucky. You jumped off the third floor and survived. Do you know that this can also kill people? Sigh, these days, children are too precocious Yes, those students are too, how can they bully people like this."

After the doctor checked the room, he said something on his own, seeing that Shen Qi really had no intention of chatting, he left.

Shen Qi was lying on the hospital bed, his whole body was lifeless, and a thought inexplicably popped up in his mind: It turns out that no one can die on the third floor.

In the afternoon, the head teacher came over, brought him porridge and fruit, pulled a chair beside the bed and sat down, and said, "The school attaches great importance to this matter, and it will definitely be properly resolved."

She said: "Lin Dong and the others are too much, they are lawless. If there is no law on the protection of minors, they will be sent to jail directly! How can they bully their classmates like this."

Shen Qi hated himself for being too smart at this time, he grasped the real meaning of the teacher's words, Lin Dong and the others are not adults, they don't need to go to jail, they just bully their classmates, what kind of prison should they go to?

"Shen Qi, I know you've always been the most sensible," the class teacher said and held Shen Qi's hand, "But, the reason for this is because you pretended to be a girl, you deceived your classmates , that made everyone feel dissatisfied. Otherwise, I never saw anyone bullying anyone before? Don’t you think so?”

"Think about it, in fact, what the students said is also reasonable. You have pretended to be a girl for so long, and you have entered the women's bathroom. You usually have no boundaries with your female classmates. They must be dissatisfied. The boys and girls in our class have a good relationship, and Lin Dong and the others are also I want to vent my anger on behalf of my female classmate. Do you understand what I mean? When it comes to this matter, it is actually difficult to tell right from wrong."

Half of Shen Qi's body was limp, half lying on the hospital bed, like a lifeless rag doll. When he raised his hand, he realized that he had no strength at all. He almost dragged his hand from the head teacher's. out.

When he opened his mouth, he realized that his throat was on fire, and asked her in a hoarse voice: "I was stripped naked like trash and thrown on the toilet floor... Was it my fault?"

"It's not your fault," the teacher in charge quickly explained, "But... pretending to be a girl is really..."

"Teacher..." Shen Qi interrupted her with a sore throat, "I... don't want to pretend to be a girl. I have always thought of myself as a girl since I was a child. I don't know why one day, I am not a girl... ...I often don't understand, why is it...not? Am I wrong?"

"Lin Dong and the others..." The homeroom teacher couldn't bear it, but thinking of his mission this trip, he continued, "Reconcile, Shen Qi. The school will punish them and they will compensate you."

Shen Qi didn't know why he laughed suddenly, obviously he was not in any mood, so he just laughed uncontrollably.

Self-esteem was trampled into the mud, and there was a scar across my heart. I thought the tip of the knife was sharp, but sometimes, with a few words, piercing into my heart hurts more than a knife cut.

Shen Qi smiled and asked her: "Reconcile, why not reconcile? If not reconcile, what can I do?"

The young female teacher had been standing on the three-foot podium for almost three years. For the first time, she did not dare to look in the eyes of a student. Her sense of pride as a teacher was gone, and she even felt a little ashamed.

She also sympathizes with Shen Qi, but as Shen Qi said, if there is no reconciliation, what can I do?

"I asked them to apologize to you." The head teacher said.

"No, I don't want to see you." Shen Qi said.

The homeroom teacher thought for a while and didn't say anything else, tucked the quilt for Shen Qi, got up and left.

In the corridor of the inpatient department, the figures of four or five big boys were particularly eye-catching. After seeing the head teacher coming out of the ward, he hurried up and asked, "How is it? What did he say?"

"Compensation, you can figure it out." The head teacher said.

Lin Dong was relieved when he heard this, the whole school knew about this incident, and his father beat him half to death because of this incident.He felt that he was innocent too, who knew that Shen Xi would jump from the third floor.

"Fortunately, it's on the third floor, otherwise someone would have died. See if you can afford it," said the head teacher.

Tang Wei muttered in a low voice: "If it wasn't for the third floor, how dare he jump."

"Okay, okay, waste money and eliminate disasters, waste money and eliminate disasters."

Lin Dong said: "Actually, we are also wronged, okay? Who knew that he couldn't bear to joke so much, and jumped off the building, jumped off the building, and jumped directly at the school. I'm afraid that no one would know that he was wronged."

The head teacher glared at him, sighed, and left.

In the afternoon of that day, the school leaders, several of the students involved and their parents all appeared in Shen Qi's ward with gifts and nutritional products.For a while, the small ward couldn't stand up.

The school leaders and grade directors all came, and they were just saying some casual things, Shen Xi didn't remember a single word.

Lin Dong kept his head down in front of his father. He was a bit like his father, and he gave people a feeling that his temper was not very good.Sure enough, Father Lin kicked Lin Dong's calf as soon as he entered the ward, and asked him to apologize aggressively.

Shen Xi's eyelids have always been drooping, and they never lifted up from the beginning to the end.

Due to the situation, several boys bowed their heads and said sorry.

Shen Xi didn't know when they left, and when he regained consciousness in a daze, there was no one in the ward.

He propped himself up on the edge of the bed, struggled to get those presents, and threw them one by one into the trash can. When he finally finished throwing them away, he was already panting slightly from exhaustion.

And beside his pillow, there were several bank cards.

He was lying on the bed exhausted, the feeling of the steel nails on his left leg penetrating into the bone was very clear, and the pain from the bone made him hit the back of the bed with the back of his head, but he couldn't disperse it in the slightest.

He misses Shen Qingzhu so much, misses her embrace, misses the taste of her steamed cakes, and misses the way she smiles standing by the Qing River.

Time flew by, Shen Qi stayed in the hospital for more than a month, his health improved, and it was already January 2002 when he could be discharged from the hospital.

At this time, the semester was over, it was the cold winter, and it was freezing and snowy outside. He left the hospital with a cane and went back to the rented house. He confirmed from the landlady that neither Shen Qingzhu nor Zhou Jingtang had called back. .

Knowing that he shouldn't have delusions, he still couldn't help but have extravagant hopes in his heart, like a demon, thinking about a lot of things that he shouldn't and can't think about.

He didn't know where Shen Qingzhu had gone, nor did he know what Zhou Jingtang was like in Jincheng.

Why did he suddenly leave him alone in Liucheng.