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How much can happen in ten years?

Zhou Jingtang once imagined that fate would treat his young man badly in a place he couldn't see, but he never thought that it would be more than just that simple.The gentle and handsome Shen Qi ten years ago was wasted in time, and when he looked back, his face had already changed beyond recognition.

When Shen Qi said that he was barren, there was even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, it couldn't be said that it was a self-deprecating or wry smile, but it was not warm.

He never thought that he had to have a child in this life, but it was one thing not to want it, and another thing to be deprived of it.He wanted to persuade himself to forgive Shen Qingzhu countless times, but the moment he said it, he felt that Shen Qingzhu could not forgive after all.

"When I was sixteen or seventeen, I always felt that I could be better, more outstanding, and worthy of the person I liked," Shen Qi said, "but then I realized that that was probably the most beautiful thing in my life. It's a good time, and the me after that, whether male or female, is nothing."

A huge shock came to Zhou Jingtang, he even had an unrealistic feeling at the moment, he could understand every word Shen Xi said, and when he thought about the meaning a little bit, he felt pain in his heart.

"I don't deny that I liked you when I was in high school," Shen Qi said, "It's not unreasonable to like you. I even regret not being able to tell you myself."

Shen Qi stood at the end of his bed, almost integrated with the white wall behind him. He lowered his head and thought for a long time, and when he raised his head again, there was a faint smile on his face.He smiled and said to Zhou Jingtang: "Hello Zhou Jingtang, 17-year-old Shen Qi asked me to tell you that he likes you, and he is very sorry that he couldn't tell you personally."

Zhou Jingtang felt a lot in his heart at the moment, but for no reason, he thought of what a friend said when he was in Australia.That friend said that a secret love is really stupid, and what is even more stupid than a secret love is that two people have a crush on each other.

Zhou Jingtang told Shen Xi that I like you more than once when he was in high school, but even if Shen Xi said yes once, he wouldn't have come to this point later.

Facing a person who confessed to him, Zhou Jingtang's first reaction was to call him an idiot.

The cursing words were swallowed hard, Zhou Jingtang amused himself in his heart, and laughed without thinking, only to find that Shen Qi was looking at him blankly.

Zhou Jingtang put away his smile, straightened his face, became serious, and said to him: "Hi, 27-year-old Shen Qi, I am 28-year-old Zhou Jingtang, please tell 17-year-old Shen Muxi that Zhou Jingtang loves him forever."

Shen Qi was stunned, but still stuck in a dead end, he struggled and said: "But I can't have a baby..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhou Jingtang interrupted: "I can't give birth even if I say so. A normal person can see that neither of us has this ability. Can you think of something else?"

"I……"

"Don't say you're losing hair, I'm losing it too. Who doesn't lose it when they're old? I've already made up my mind that Heng Yi will attack the field of hair growth and transplantation in the future, and the two of us will be the test subjects together."

"I still……"

"I hurt my waist back then, and I couldn't resist it if I couldn't raise my shoulders in the past few years, but men can't say that the waist is bad, so I can leave it to you, it's a secret."

"I……"

"I like pretty men, so how about this?"

"..."

Shen Qi let out a long sigh, he paced back to the small sofa, and couldn't help but increase his voice: "Can you let me tell you?"

Zhou Jingtang made a gesture of zipping his mouth.

Shen Qi looked at him and said helplessly: "I just want to say, you really talk a lot."

talkative……

Zhou Jingtang was a little hurt, this was not the first time Shen Qi talked too much.He thought to himself that in the eyes of others, although he wasn't as stingy as gold, at least he wouldn't be noisy.

Zhou Jingtang shut his mouth obediently, and after the ward became quiet, it seemed extremely clean, as if he could even hear the breathing of the two of them.

After a long time, Shen Qi started peeling apples again.This is his little habit. When he is nervous or makes a certain decision, he will give his hands something to do.

He began to peel the skin continuously, and suddenly called Zhou Jingtang.

"I like you, but I can't give you anything," Shen Qi said, "there is one... not so satisfactory Shen Qi, if you still want him, he is willing to spend all his life to be by your side. "

"Yes," Zhou Jingtang said without any hesitation, even with a little big movement, the needle on the back of his hand fell off, he didn't care to look at it, just kept looking at Shen Qi, and said firmly and seriously, "I I want, I want."

Wasn't what he asked for always a Shen Qi?

Shen Xi stopped what he was doing, raised his head to look at Zhou Jingtang, his eyes fell on the back of his bloody hand, he panicked, got up and went out to find the nurse outside.

The nurse was a young girl, she could tell at a glance that the needle had come off artificially, she gave Zhou Jingtang a glare before sticking it back.

Shen Qi sat back on the small sofa and found that Zhou Jingtang was still giggling nonchalantly.As if it would infect people, for no reason, he also laughed.

Zhou Jingtang was still inexplicably moved by the fulfillment of his wish for many years. Shen Qi put down the apple and suddenly approached him, his forehead was almost close to him. When he wanted to kiss him later, Shen Qi pulled the collar of his neck and asked. He: "How can you tattoo a tree?"

"Say it, order a little cock and get some tattoos."

Shen Xi said seriously: "Tell the truth."

"To be honest, it's just a little cock..."

Zhou Jingtang gradually fell silent, because he found that Shen Qi was very serious, and seemed to be very concerned about the meaning behind this tattoo.He put away his indecency, and said to him seriously: "It's not a little cock, but it's really a random tattoo, and it doesn't make any sense."

Tattoo itself has no meaning, all the meanings are given by people, Zhou Jingtang is unwilling to talk about this with Shen Qi now, he hopes to wait until one day he has achieved all the meaning of the tattoo before telling Shen Qi, look, I finally gave you a tattoo Home.

Shen Qi didn't ask any more questions. After staring at the tattoo for a while, he touched it with his hands. There were almost no lines left. If he didn't look at it, those colors seemed to be born in the skin.

Zhou Jingtang was still going to be infused with fluids for a long time, Shen Qi leaned on the small sofa and was drowsy, when he was half asleep and half awake, he suddenly woke up with only one clear thought in his mind.

He and Zhou Jingtang are together.

As if in a dream, he stood up in a panic, and walked to the hospital bed as if trying to catch something. Zhou Jingtang had already fallen asleep, sleeping peacefully.He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and the heart returned to his chest.Like a stranded fish being swept back into the sea by the waves, it regains what it needs to survive.

Suddenly he lost his sleepiness, he pulled a chair and sat down beside Zhou Jingtang's bed, his eyes lightly fell on Zhou Jingtang's body.

Shen Qi suddenly thought, people are greedy.

In the few years when he just left Liucheng, he had a bad life, and he only dared to secretly think in his heart that he hoped that Zhou Jingtang would not forget Shen Xi.Later, he lived half-life and half-dead, living himself as a puppet, but the obsession in his heart grew quietly, and he began to fantasize about seeing him again one day.

At that time, it was really just a matter of seeing him again, seeing him once, remembering his appearance, cherishing that picture, and walking the last road of life with me.But when I saw him later, after turning around, that person was still there, never leaving, and the obsession that was pressed down by the boulder in my heart became even more crazy.

He has been so mad that he dared to hold Zhou Jingtang's hand again.

Shen Xi didn't know if he was doing right or not, the only thing he knew was that, looking at Zhou Jingtang more now, he felt fortunate that he had survived every lonely and desperate night in the past ten years.

Wan's family was reunited. The day Zhou Jingtang was discharged from the hospital was three days before the New Year, and the rental from the hospital was much more expensive than usual.In order to have a reason for Shen Qi to pick him up, Zhou Jingtang gave the driver an extremely long vacation.

After Shen Qi opened Zhou Jingtang's small apartment, his first reaction was cold.Then I thought that the year was approaching, and this person didn't even return home very often.

"Are you going home for the New Year?"

"No," Zhou Jingtang said, "It's usually New Year's Eve, just send some gifts to my mother."

Shen Qi wanted to ask why, but also thought that he was in the same city, only a few hours' drive away, since he didn't go back, how could it be an easy reason.He opened the door and closed it directly, took Zhou Jingtang's things back to the taxi intact, and said to Zhou Jingtang, "Go to my house for the New Year."

Zhou Jingtang wanted to laugh: "The Chinese New Year is still a few days away."

Shen Qi gave the taxi driver the address, turned around and said to him: "My house has quite a lot of guest rooms, Brother Cheng Lin will also spend the New Year at my house."

Zhou Jingtang recalled Zhong Chenglin's attitude towards Shen Qi Shangxin, and felt that it was very necessary to go to Xu's house for the New Year.

The Xu family's villa was also very lively. Ruan Changling was always keen on things like New Year's red tape, and when the weather cleared up, he called the Xu family's siblings and Zhong Chenglin to post couplets together.

This year there is also a new friend named Su Jiale, Xu Yang’s classmate, a boy in his twenties, he wore a black T-shirt the day he went to the door with Xu Yang, he doesn’t smile much, his personality is relatively reserved, he can get along with Xu Yang It's surprising that a little devil like Yang is your friend.Su Jiale's parents just immigrated to a foreign country this year, and he was busy with the holiday apprenticeship until the end of the year, so he followed his good brother Xu Yang to live in Xu's house for a while.

Su Jiale was cautious, on the first day at Xu's table, he was too embarrassed to eat a second bowl, and because he was young, he couldn't hide things, and when he looked up, everything was written in his eyes, which made Zhong Chenglin who was opposite him burst out laughing.

After Zhong Chenglin laughed, the child became even more embarrassed, and refused to eat after putting down the bowl.Zhong Chenglin couldn't see it, took his bowl and added another bowl of rice to him, the child's head was already lowered to the table, and he looked up at him for a long time, his face was still red.

Zhong Chenglin was in a good mood.

Zhong Chenglin met Su Jiale earlier than Su Jiale knew.That day he drove to Xu's house, and from a long distance, he saw a young man with a backpack on his back walking behind Xu Yang with his head down. There is a momentary overlap of someone in Huang's memory.

It was only after getting in touch with him that I realized that Su Jiale was just a child who hadn't grown up. He was clearly a teenager on his mind, but he liked to pretend to be old-fashioned, and he calmed down after laughing for a while.All these things are actually very different from the person in his memory. That person has a restrained heart, and in his bones, he is mature and rational beyond his peers.

When Shen Qi came back with Zhou Jingtang, Zhong Chenglin and Xu Xiaoxiao were opening the firework gift package that Ruan Changling asked a friend to send, and Xu Yang and Su Jiale were squatting beside them.Everyone was very happy to see Shen Qi come back, but they all paused when they saw Zhou Jingtang's figure.

When Shen Qi arrived at the door of the house, he felt a little embarrassed. The little daughter-in-law stood beside Zhou Jingtang and smiled: "Zhou Jingtang, you all know me so I won't introduce you. Come to our house for the New Year."

Ruan Changling and Xu Dongcheng looked at each other and remained silent.

Zhou Jingtang was thick-skinned, and smiled when he saw this: "Let's introduce it, don't you think there is a new friend here?"

Shen Qi thought he was talking about Su Jiale, but unexpectedly, Zhou Jingtang looked at Ruan Changling and asked him with a smile: "Excuse me, is this beautiful lady your sister? She is beautiful and has temperament."

Shen Qi didn't expect Zhou Jingtang to have such a skill, he couldn't catch it for a while, Zhong Chenglin next to him expressed his willingness to bow down, while Xu Xiaoxiao almost rolled his eyes to the sky.

After eating this set, Ruan Changling's affection for Zhou Jingtang soared in her heart, and she was a little shy when she smiled: "What are you talking about, I am not a sister, I am his mother."

Shen Qi nodded slightly, but Ruan Changling saw it, the hanging heart suddenly fell down, he smiled brighter, and led a group of juniors into the room.

Zhou Jingtang accepts as soon as he sees a deal, but he is quietly observing how the Xu family get along with each other.He found that Shen Qi never called Xu Dongcheng and Ruan Changling's parents, but he never denied it.

The reason, he will have to figure out sooner or later.