Escape from the world [Cthulhu]

An Xian's mind was in a mess, and a terrible guess gradually took shape in her heart.

If this person is really Leonard, if what he said is true...then he has met investigators at least four times.

He is not a person with extremely strong combat ability, nor is he engaged in a related profession, but he can still survive after experiencing so many mods...

Was he simply unlucky, or...

An Xian looked at the phone that had fallen on the ground and was picked up with one hand, and suddenly panicked.

If, if Leonard is known by others... he will die.

For a moment, she forgot her insistence on justice in the past, and she didn't think about how many people were killed by Leonard's actions. She only subconsciously thought, if Leonard really did these things... he would dead.

If Yan An and Lian Yu wanted to kill Leonard, no one could stop them.

Yan An picked up An Lan's mobile phone, and the screen of the mobile phone had automatically turned off: "This is... your mobile phone? Or An Lan's?"

An Xian tried her best to keep calm, but her voice inevitably trembled slightly: "It's mine. I just slipped and fell."

She stretched out her hand to Yan An: "I'll put it in another pocket."

Yan An noticed something strange about her, but thought she was concerned about An Lan, so she handed her the phone without asking any further questions, with a rare gentle tone: "An Lan will be fine, you take care of yourself too."

An Xian took the phone and nodded.

Yan An went to continue discussing with He Ying whether to go up to the third floor.

An Xian felt that what she was holding was not a mobile phone, but a key that could only open one door. On the left was the partners who got along day and night, and on the right was Leonard.

And the water will soon be over everyone's head.

She took a few deep breaths, then sent a text message with shaking hands——

[Are you the host this time? 】

The other side was silent for a long time, and finally answered——

【I am. 】

[Did your doctor tell you?He was really smart. 】

[Why are you doing this? 】

[Because there are people who I want to see even if I die. 】

[Have you seen this person now? 】

[It's sort of... Although I can't face each other, but at least I can keep some images of her this time, I am already very content. 】

[You saw her this time...will you stop here? 】

[I don't know, my initial thought was just to meet her... But in the future, I'm not sure if I will be more greedy. 】

[Then how do you stop? 】

This time the other side was silent for a while, and then sent a message——

【An Xian, stay here.If you stay, I will never touch these things again, and no one will die because of it. 】

[I'm just north of the third floor, and I'll always be here waiting for you to find me. 】

[Wait until you stay by my side, or kill me yourself. 】

An Xian just felt that she had never known this person before.

The Leonard in her memory was a boy who was not very brave when he was a child but was very gentle and gentlemanly when he grew up, not this person who was very purposeful and possessive.

what to do?Do you want to tell Boss Yan?

Or don't tell anyone and go alone?

Over there, strategic and tactical discussions were in full swing. Chu Lishu, who had always been disliked by Yan An and had never changed, squatted and listened for a while, and found that their strategy was summed up as "to fight until the end", and the tactics were "how to fight more safely" ".

He was really bored, and these people would not let him participate in the discussion, so he turned his attention to the twins.

An Lan was still drowsy, An Xian held the phone in her hand and pressed it for a while, and now she was letting herself go, she seemed to be in a very complicated mood.

Chu Lishu leaned over: "What's wrong?"

An Xian hesitated for a moment, and considering that he would never tell Boss Yan, she whispered about Leonard, and finally said in distress: "What should I do?"

Chu Lishu was quite surprised: "Based on what I know about you, under normal circumstances you would definitely bring the criminals to justice for those victims."

"But... He was for me after all..." An Xian said hesitantly, "He was obviously such a good boy back then."

Chu Lishu couldn't understand her guilt: "Did you force him to do these things?"

"of course not."

"Then you knew in advance that he was going to do this, but you connived on purpose?"

"……nor."

"As far as I know, you haven't educated him, let alone his legal guardian."

"..."

"Then why do you take responsibility for what he did?"

"...But he is for me after all."

"Then have you benefited?"

"No."

"So it's for you in name, but it's for himself in fact." Chu Lishu said in a natural tone, "'To meet you' is his selfish desire, not yours. It's like you on the street Seeing a beautiful dress in the window, 'you want it' is also your selfish desire, but you know it's not right to just rob, so you restrain yourself."

"But if you can't restrain your desire, you got the dress by robbing the store, and you hurt other people." Chu Lishu looked into An Xian's eyes, "You can tell the skirt 'it's all about you My fault, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't hurt anyone else'?"

An Xian shook her head: "This is a typical victim-blaming theory."

Chu Lishu: "Then tell me, is it your responsibility that Leonard did these things?"

An Xian closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.

She opened her eyes and said, "You are right, these responsibilities should not be borne by me."

Chu Lishu asked: "Then what are you going to do now? It's not going to be self-sacrificing to stay here, is it?"

"If I can stay here, it means that the abnormality of this module has not been resolved, otherwise we will be forcibly teleported back to the rest area." An Xian said, "The better result is that you are forced to stay here too, but I am even more worried that Leonard will murder you in order to... ensure his own safety, leaving me alone."

Chu Lishu asked: "So you plan to kill him?"

An Xian nodded: "We can't let more people get hurt."

"Then do your best...you'd better avoid Boss Yan and Lianyu, or they'll be nagging you." After Chu Lishu encouraged her with no sincerity, she seemed to think of something interesting, and asked suddenly, " Have you ever considered that if... hypothetically—if you could escape the requirements of the mod and stay in this world forever without involving other people, would you stay?"

The author has something to say: reveal the question asked before, who was called Gouzi before Chu Lishu.

Answer: Leonard.

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In fact, from the perspective of the creator, I first set up this Dogecoin, which is seeking to meet again with my life, and then reversed the little poor and sunny youth who were saved twice by Anxian.

Why set up such a person, I will explain after I finish writing An Xian’s part of the plot, now it’s too spoiler =-=

After writing the dialogue between Leonard and An Xian today, I don’t know what to write next (An Xian’s decision was made at the beginning, but I got stuck in the process of changing her concept, and because of the role thinking, I also feel guilty for An Xian)

So I went to chat with my mother and talked about what Leonard did, before I asked questions like "if it were you, what would you think"

The mother said, this is not love, this is possessiveness, this man is too purposeful

I woke up right away, yeah, it's not love, it's just possessive and self-absorbed

So there was a dialogue where Chu Lishu awakened An Xian