Escape from the world [Cthulhu]

"After you said you moved us, do you want to convince other people?"

"Actually, in terms of combat effectiveness, you and the nuns are enough for now." Brown said before going out, "But I still have some things I want to ask Ms. Anxi."

"The pianist?"

"Yes, according to the rumors, she has unparalleled piano skills in the world because she made a deal with the devil." Brown went out with his suitcase, "I've heard about her deeds for a long time, so I just took this opportunity to , communicate with her. Maybe it can help?"

After closing the door, He Ying asked her companions, "What do you think?"

"I think I can promise him." An Xian said, "No matter what, you can't let the vampire continue to harm people."

"I also think I can agree." Chu Lishu also agreed, "Looking at the current situation, vampires will continue to kill people. We can't wait for her to kill everyone like the last module, and finally it's our turn. It's on the head, and then fight back."

"I object."

Everyone looked at Lianyu together.

There was no expression on his face: "Yan'an hasn't returned to normal yet, I don't agree to take risks at this time."

He Ying looked at him hesitantly: "But..." You are the main combat force, if you don't participate, we will not be enough together.

"No, but," Lian Yu said in a tone that could not be refuted. "Until Yan'an returns to normal, I will always guard him. If you want to go, although I disagree, I will not stop it."

Chu Lishu is not close to them, so it is not easy to intervene at this time, but An Xian, who is most dependent on Yan An, has a lot of opinions: "We just need to control that vampire, even if Boss Yan is in the room by himself Something will happen."

Lian Yu shook his head: "I don't know how to bet on odds."

An Xian couldn't convince Lianyu, so she looked at He Ying.

He Ying also felt that they had restrained the boss outside, and it would be fine to keep Yan An in the room, but...it was Lian Yu's freedom to choose what to do, and He Ying didn't feel that she had any right to make decisions for Lian Yu. I had to say: "Since the company captain disagrees, then we won't participate. After all, he is the main output, and one person can fight for the three of us. If he doesn't go, we may not be able to control that vampire."

When An Xian heard this, she couldn't help showing a disappointed expression.

Chu Lishu made a final decision: "Then this matter is decided like this, and everything will be discussed after Yan An wakes up."

"...Okay." An Xian stood up, "I'll go back to my room first."

An Xian went out, Yan'an hadn't recovered yet, Lian Yu was devoted to guarding Yan'an... Chu Lishu stayed awkwardly: "I'm going back too."

"Wait for me, together."

Lian Yu didn't care about them, and just stayed beside Yan An, motionless.

After going out, He Ying didn't go back to her room directly, but stopped in front of An Xian's room door: "You go back first, I'll talk to An Xian."

Chu Lishu probably knew what he was going to do, nodded and went back by herself.

He Ying knocked on the door: "An Xian, it's me."

An Xian opened the door, revealing half of her face: "Is there something wrong?"

"It's nothing, so I came here to chat with you." He Ying stretched out her hand and rubbed her head, "Can I go in?"

Anxian let the door open.

After entering the room, He Ying sat down on the chair: "You are not quite right today, An Xian."

"No." An Xian scratched her hair, "Why did you say that suddenly?"

"You acted very impatient today." He Ying looked into An Xian's eyes, "Did something happen to you?"

"...No, I just think," An Xian turned her head away, "Since we have the ability, we should save those innocent people."

"Your idea is right." He Ying said patiently, "You have always had this idea, but what made you so eager to do it?"

"I..." An Xian's throat tightened, "I just..."

"Don't worry, just speak slowly, I'm always here." He Ying stretched out her hand and slowly stroked An Xian's head, "What are you just... um?"

"I'm just," An Xian's eyes were hot, and she quickly lowered her head. "When I think of Leonard, I can't help but think, luckily, we met him. Fortunately, we saved him."

"Do you think there are still many people waiting for us to save?" He Ying could almost feel An Xian's thoughts, "So we can't hesitate at this time?"

An Xian nodded.

"I can understand your feelings, but have you ever considered that we are actually ordinary people? There are things we can't do, we will die, and we will be injured..." He Ying squatted in front of An Xian and helped her Wipe away tears, "You are so aggressive, you don't know how to protect yourself... Have you ever considered that if something happens to you, we will be very sad too. Who can save those who you could have saved? ?”

"Okay, don't cry, you are our partner, we can't take the risk of losing you to do anything." He Ying said warmly, "For the company captain, Boss Yan is not only a partner, but also a lover. We You can't ask him to throw Boss Yan aside to save those strangers."

"But, we are the police...we..." An Xian said, sobbing, "we want to protect...protect them..."

"Before you became a policeman, you were already a human being." He Ying softened her heart and hugged her into her arms, "After you are no longer a policeman, you still have to live as a human being. People, It's normal to have feelings, desires, and things you can't do. Even if you want to blame you, you must at least stand in the same position as you to be qualified to speak."

"I want to help them..."

"I think so too, but I'm a very selfish person, I don't want to lose Boss Yan, and I don't want to lose you either." He Ying couldn't help laughing as she said, "I'm really not a good person, would you hate me? ?”

An Xian was silent for a while, then shook her head: "I know, you are afraid that I will get angry with the boss."

"Then are you mad at him?"

"It used to be a little...but it's gone now." An Xian lay in his arms and said sullenly, "Because I also like Boss Yan very much, I really didn't think carefully before."

"It's best if you think so." He Ying smiled, "Promise me, don't make things difficult for yourself, okay?"

"Then what should I do if my selfish desires conflict with other people's interests?"

"No one else can decide this, only you can say it yourself."

An Xian nodded.

"Sensible children are the saddest, just don't let yourself regret it."

The author has something to say: the content of this chapter is actually not very positive, nor is it so grand and upright

Although it is to pave the way for the future development, but also to say what is in my heart

Most of the education we receive is "don't trouble others", "this is what I should do", "I have to take my responsibility" and so on

But such a "sensible child" is always paying for those who can't do it. There is such an example around me. I feel distressed when I see it, but she has no complaints and no regrets, and she doesn't get a word of praise.

He Ying's character and heart are actually a microcosm

The current chicken soup is advocating "you don't know how you can't do it if you don't try it", but no one tells us "it doesn't matter if you can't do these things", "everyone can't do things", and no one tells us that we find ourselves doing things. How to adjust your mentality

So more and more people fell into the pit because of the poisonous chicken soup, and they simply lay in it for the rest of their lives

These are what I want to convey to you through this article

No one is perfect, learn to let go of yourself, learn to accept your imperfections and impossibility