Escape from the world [Cthulhu]

He Ying had already forgotten what happened that day. It seemed that after they made such a fuss, the little elf had something to say, but he didn't even bother to listen.

Chu Lishu put a fried egg in front of him and sighed, "Eat something."

He Ying ignored him.

"Are you so sad?" Chu Lishu looked at him puzzled, "Because I said 'I like you'? So you feel that you have been deceived?"

"...I was thinking," He Ying's voice was tight because she hadn't spoken for a long time, and her tone of voice was a little strange, "why does such a nice person like you like me?"

Chu Lishu looked at him patiently: "What conclusion did you draw?"

"Now I know, you don't like me, so there is no reason." He Ying laughed at herself, buried her head in her arms, and asked, "Is 'Chu Lishu' real? "

"Who knows." Chu Lishu leaned back and leaned on the back of the chair, "You have actually discovered my anomaly a long time ago, right? Why haven't you exposed it?"

"Yes, normally, no one's data would be 65." He Ying said sullenly, "I just don't want to doubt you."

"Is this what humans say 'love makes people blind'?" Chu Lishu smiled, "Do you like me?"

He Ying tightened her arms, not wanting to answer this question: "Why are you still here?"

"Because I have nowhere to go." Chu Lishu replied very calmly, completely forgetting about his temple and the envoys, "And I think you should be quite boring by yourself, so I came to you."

He Ying shrank herself into a ball: "I don't welcome you anymore, you go out."

Chu Lishu looked at him suspiciously: "Don't you like me?"

"I don't know, don't talk to me anymore." He Ying said in a group, "I don't want to talk to you now, there are other rooms in this house."

Chu Lishu stood up, and before leaving here, she asked, "He Ying, did I make you sad?"

He Ying didn't answer, but just tightened her grip.

Chu Lishu entered the room, the door closed, and the lock made a crisp "click".

He Ying relaxed herself a bit, then raised her head.

He didn't cry, and even the circles around his eyes weren't red.

It just felt empty in my heart, as if a piece of the originally flat earth suddenly fell and disappeared out of thin air, leaving only a hollow there.

Chu Lishu's liking was fake.

The person he likes is also fake.

The curtain of the stage was lowered, and the image he was once familiar with was stripped from Chu Lishu's body, and he didn't know where to throw it.

"Although I am a weak person...but I am still a person with a brain." He thought so, "Let's stop here, don't waste unnecessary feelings on him, whether it is positive or negative. , it's not necessary."

He stretched out his limbs and patted his cheek with his hand to cheer himself up.

"Okay, although adults have the right to cry, at least they cry when someone loves you."

The next day, when Chu Lishu walked out of the room, she saw He Ying making breakfast for herself.

"Morning... are you alright?"

"Morning." Without turning her head, He Ying concentrated on squeezing out the instant noodle sauce packets—if you don't look at the pot but look at his focused expression, it's really hard for anyone to believe that he is cooking instant noodles, "I don't have your share of breakfast, Don't ask any more."

Chu Lishu felt the change in his attitude: "You look different today than you did yesterday."

After adding the ingredients, the next step is to add eggs and ham sausage... He Ying took an egg and knocked on the side of the pot, then broke the shell and let the egg fall into the pot: "Because I want to understand, Feelings, let’s not talk about sending charcoal in the snow, at least don’t make it worse. When a relationship brings you more negative effects than positive effects, you must learn to stop the loss in time.”

Chu Lishu clarified the meaning of his words, and for some reason, she was a little flustered: "You don't like me anymore?"

He Ying's expression remained unchanged, and she put the sliced ​​ham sausage into the pot: "This is a good thing for you. You used to pretend to be gentle to comfort me, but you actually found it troublesome in your heart? You don't need to do this in the future."

"I don't find it troublesome..." Chu Lishu forcibly calmed down, "I quite like talking about this with you. What do you call it in your words? Greedy?"

"It's a heart-to-heart talk." He Ying corrected, "Generally speaking, it only happens between people who trust each other, but there are also those who force their hearts to talk, but the motive is not pure."

"The motive is impure... Are you insinuating and scolding me?"

"The idioms are used well, but it's a pity that I think too much." The noodles were gurgling in the pot, He Ying stirred them with chopsticks, and then covered the pot, "There is no need to scold you, generally speaking, I don't Will do such unnecessary and burdensome things.”

"At least you can relieve your anger by scolding me?" Chu Lishu lay on the cooking table next to her and looked sideways at He Ying. "People need to vent their emotions. You can easily get mental illness if you keep holding back like this."

"You know a lot." He Ying nodded, "Are you human?"

"...Are you asking too directly?" Chu Lishu was caught off guard and choked, "Does it matter to you whether I am a human being or not?"

"It doesn't matter." He Ying replied happily, "I'm just curious, if you were a human being, how would you manipulate your own data?"

"I have a way to modify everyone's data..." Chu Lishu leaned over and seduced He Ying in a low voice, "Even if it's miraculous data like Lianyu, it's not impossible."

"Do you have a way to get into the data background?" He Ying asked him, "What path did you use? The only thing that can connect to the network here is the communicator? Did you use the communicator as the starting point for the reverse intrusion? Or ..." He said a long list in one breath, put forward no less than ten possibilities from a professional perspective, and finally asked, "...So, how did you do it?"

Chu Lishu: "...you don't need to know how I did it, as long as you know that I can do it."

He Ying turned around coldly: "Oh."

Chu Lishu asked curiously: "You don't want to change your data? Don't you always dislike your low will?"

"The data here reflect the most real 'me', right?" He Ying lifted the lid of the pot, steaming out, "I'm not a strong-willed person, even if I change the data from 80 to 100, it's useless Right? I'm not going to be brave because of that, it doesn't have to be."

The author has something to say: Thank you Jiu Tun's Landmine Bobobo

This chapter was written very slowly and... cool

I should have said before that He Ying partly draws material from me, most of it is the setting of personality, for example, I am very cowardly and afraid of ghosts, and then I will withdraw in time when I calm down emotionally... I even think My previous self was an idiot =-= (Of course I haven’t been hurt emotionally, usually it’s about friendship)

When I love you, I really love you, I can give you my heart, but when I don't love you, I really don't love you anymore