can i trust you

As time passed, the day of school started getting closer.

Ding Li took out his phone, stared at the screen, hesitated for a moment, and put the phone back.

Since Shen Mo sent a photo that day, Ding Li never heard from him again.

Ding Li didn't know that something went wrong.

He went from comforting himself that Mo Mo might be busy with something, to gradually accepting that Mo Mo might not send messages to himself.

Expected thing at this point, isn't it.

From the past to now.As long as you start to decide to cherish the person, you will always leave your side in one way or another.That's why Ding Li chose to keep a certain distance from other people.

As long as you don't really give your heart, you won't be sad, right?

Obviously I thought about it well at the beginning, but why did I forget it in the middle.

Why do you want to take out your already scarred heart and show it to others.

Who cares, who cares.

From the start, don't cross that line, it's okay to not be.

Fortunately, it's not too late yet.

It's not too late now.

As long as it goes back to the original state again, it will be fine.

Ding Li thought about it, looked at the books on the table, packed his schoolbag, and went to the library.

Silence went back to school, two days later.

He came home this time to settle some things, so he has been very tired for a while.

For a while, he had to run around with his father.It was also during that time that he always replied to messages unconsciously.

And this situation, he only discovered last night before going to bed.

He has not responded to Ding Li's message for a long time.

Silence felt that this was not a big deal.Everyone would forget to reply to messages when they were busy, especially since it was a holiday, so he thought about it, but he still didn't explain to Ding Li, and planned to meet up later.

Then the meeting dragged on for three days, and it wasn't until he was busy with school work that he finally had time for himself.

Coincidentally, there was an experimental class that day, so Mo Mo sent a message to Ding Li as a matter of course: Reserve a seat for me.

Also because he has a history of not replying to messages, Ding Li didn't reply to him, and he didn't care.

However, when he arrived at the laboratory, he found that Ding Li was still sitting by the window, but there was no vacant seat next to him.

Shen tacitly believed that the person next to Ding Li was a very extroverted girl in the class, who played well with the boys and girls in the class.It's just that Mo Mo didn't expect Ding Li to be so familiar with her.

What surprised him even more was that Ding Li didn't help him occupy a seat.

Shen Mo glanced in Ding Li's direction, then sat down in the empty seat closest to him.

There is a whole row of classrooms between Ding Li and Ding Li.

In fact, Ding Li received the silent news.

After Hu Yijia sat down.

After Ding Li arrived at the laboratory, he took a seat by the window.He looked out of the window, hesitating whether to occupy a seat for Shen Mo, but thinking of Shen Mo's indifferent attitude recently, Ding Li hesitated, thinking that he should not be sentimental.

When he was lost in thought, Hu Yijia sat next to him.

After Xie Lei saw it, he originally wanted to remind him, but seeing that Ding Li didn't respond, he didn't make a sound.

Ding Li felt someone sitting down next to him, but he suddenly lost the courage to speak.Say is there anyone here?But Shen Mo didn't ask for help to occupy a seat, in case he occupies it himself, he won't come.

It was because of this hesitation that Hu Yijia sat down.Ding Li was even more embarrassed to let her leave.

When Ding Li collected his mood, he turned on his mobile phone casually, and when he saw Shen Mo's news, Ding Li saw that Mo Mo had already sat down at the other end of the classroom.

Ding Li looked at the news on his phone, and then at the silence on the other side, he felt that this time, their relationship was really over.

Ding Li pursed his lips, lowered his head, and did not speak.

Xie Lei turned his head towards Ding Li inadvertently. Seeing Ding Li's state, he turned his head and glanced at Silence, but didn't say anything.

From that day on, the relationship between Ding Li and Shen Mo seemed to be back to the freshman year.

Silence never asked Ding Li to occupy a seat for him, and Ding Li never interrupted their chatting.

Everything seems to be back to the past.

However, Ding Li knew that there was no such thing.

Ding Li always clicks on the chat software when no one is paying attention, and looks at the past chat records of the two.

In fact, the things they talked about were not nutritious, and sometimes they just kept silent about Ding Li's homework, and Ding Li didn't say anything, just sent his homework over.Or the two send a few emoticons to each other.It didn't even turn a few pages before turning the head.

But Ding Li would still flip through the pages over and over again.

He himself knows why.It's just that even if he knew, he wouldn't say it.

Won't even admit it.

There is nothing to say.What is there to admit.

In fact, he has always been alone.Then continue to get used to being alone, that's fine.

Ding Li flipped through the chat records again and again.The last day of the dialogue box was already three weeks ago.

Ding Li hesitated for a long time.After going through the records like this for a week, I still deleted the dialogue between the two.

No matter what else, time is still passing day by day.

Recently, Xie Lei has become busy again, because the class has to prepare for activities again.

This time, we are planning to go to a park near the school for a barbecue.After the barbecue, we were going to climb a nearby mountain, and then we all set up a tent on the top of the mountain for the night, and watched the sunrise together the next day.

For this reason, when Xie Lei and Liang Xiao had nothing to do, they checked nearby places to rent tents, hoping to find a reliable place to rent the tent.

After all, for their class activities, there are quite a lot of tents to rent.

When Ding Li first heard that he was going to stay overnight, he still felt a little uncomfortable. He didn't like activities with too many people, and the battle line was so long.

But after all, this is a class activity, so he forced himself to accept it.

On this day, he was lying on the bed in the dormitory reading a book.

Xie Lei looked at him, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Ding Li, the tents we rent are for two people, and there are three people at most. In order to make it easier for everyone to live in tents, I plan to book the tent friends in advance...you ...is it the same as silence?"

Ding Li was stunned for a moment, bit his lower lip, and said softly, "No way. For this kind of thing, it's better to live with someone who is comfortable with himself. He should be with his roommate."

"Did you ask him?"

"Don't ask."

"...Then who are you with?"

Ding Li stopped talking.

Liang Xiao looked at him, "Anyway, it's okay to squeeze three people into this tent, so you can come with us."

Ding Li looked at Xie Lei, then at Liang Xiao, lowered his head, and nodded slowly.

Standing silently at the door, watching Ding Li nodded, pursed his lips, and did not speak.