can i trust you

Ding Li really liked the atmosphere here.

I don't like reading too much.Strictly speaking, Ding Li didn't like reading very much.

Although he reads a lot of books, most of the time he reads for the sake of reading.

But he likes this kind of atmosphere very much.

In this kind of place, it is impossible to concentrate on doing homework anymore-doing homework here, I always feel that I can maintain peace no matter how I look at it.

This is why Shen Mo took Ding Li to the library to do his homework first.

Ding Li found a book symbolically, intending to sit here and read it.

Mo Mo looked up at the cover of the book, "Do you like Keigo Higashino's book?"

Ding Li didn't look up, "Actually, I didn't read a lot of books before. In detail, I haven't read a lot of books in the past. The first book should be a holiday in the sixth grade. My neighbor brother gave me a book called "Against the Current", I read some of it at the time, but I didn't finish it because I didn't have the habit of reading books. There was a year in between? I just finished the book. It should be the first book I read in my memory." Speaking of this, Ding Li's expression darkened unconsciously.

At that time, although Ding Li had overheard Li Hang's words by accident, the two of them hadn't broken their faces. He still remembered that what happened at the same time as he was reading that book was that he and Li Hang were together, led by Li Hang's sister. Take to learn English.At that time, Ding Li's English was still very good, and he only missed one word during the whole vacation, number, which Ding Li still remembers till now.

Silence did not see Ding Li's emotions, "Romance. Shouldn't boys read books about martial arts, fantasy, suspense and technology? Such a small and fresh theme..."

Ding Li came back to his senses and smiled, "Probably because I didn't make a good start at the beginning. I have a full set of divine sculptures at home, Journey to the West and Three Kingdoms, but they just collect ashes there. I'm impatient, too I can't read it for a long time. Later, when I was in junior high school, the school would send a few books from the library every winter and summer vacation for us to go back to read, and we also had to write a review after reading. My two books are "Pride and Prejudice" and "Fifteen Boys Drifting" "Records", actually, I don't know why, I wanted that "La Traviata" very much, but unfortunately I didn't get it. I read "Pride and Prejudice", "Fifteen Boys"..." Ding Li smiled , "I looked at the previous introduction and wrote my post-reading impressions. Then I was assigned to "La Traviata" for the second time, but I didn't want to read it that much... In fact, I forgot all of this. If I didn't tell you now, I would not have read it at all. Can't remember."

Silence looked at him without speaking, he knew that he should have something to say.

Ding Li pursed his lips. He didn't know what he was thinking, but he was always like this. When he wanted to talk, he never cared who the other party was.What's more, this is silence, "Actually, sometimes I really want to go back to junior high school. Although my junior high school was also very messy, but at least, I was still me before junior high school. I know that many of my wrong decisions were in junior high school. .I sometimes think..."

If there was no puppy love in junior high school, and if I hadn't insisted on going to high school later, many things would be different.

Ding Li looked up at Shen Mo again, but in that case, maybe he would not meet Shen Mo.

Ding Li has always known that entering his current school does not match his abilities.However, this may not be because of his too strong narcissism.It can only be said that wherever we should go, we will always go there.

Ding Li talked about reading again, "Later, when I was in high school, there were a lot of people reading books and watching videos. I was not interested in anything. I only read one book in high school, because when I changed dormitories in the third year, There was a book in our new dormitory, and we passed it around to read it. Everyone guessed it must be the female friend of the person who lived in the original dormitory.”

Because it was also a romance novel, Ding Li remembered that they were still studying "Yanqiu Ci" at that time.

Shen Mo smiled subconsciously, "Then your books were taken very well."

"Yes." Ding Li smiled with the corners of his mouth raised, "but that was the last book I had an impression of before college. After that, I didn't read the book. Then it was the Japanese elective course before, and the teacher asked me to read English I read "Snow Country" in a hurry, and wrote a review after reading it. Later, it was "White Night Journey" that Xie Lei wanted to recommend to me. I read it, and it was not bad. I also read some other books Some. It turns out that all the books I read have been turned into movies.”

Shen Mo smiled, and looked at the cover of the book in Ding Li's hand, "I haven't heard much about your book."

Ding Li nodded, "I've read all the ones I've heard," he said, and started counting with his fingers, "Jieyou grocery store, Suspect X's devotion, malice, after school, I also bought a cross of nothingness, Redfinger, Shisheng, Masquerade Hotel..."

"Stop. Are you going to have a book presentation?"

Ding Li smiled, with a serious expression on his face, "You know, sometimes, when I don't do anything on purpose, the people next to me always think that I like something."

Silence doesn't quite understand Ding Li's meaning.

Ding Li lowered his head, read a book, and said, "For example, I don't like ice cream that much, but people around me think I like it. I also started to brainwash myself that I like it. But In fact, I’m really just okay. Another example, I just keep reading Higashino Keigo’s books because I don’t know other authors, but people around me think I like Higashino Keigo’s books. In fact, I don’t have anything obvious Likes. It’s just that sometimes doing one thing is one thing, but the people around me will always give me this or that hat.” Ding Li shrugged, “He said, I will admit it.”

Frowning silently, he intuited that Ding Li's "people around him" did not simply mean his classmates and friends around him.

Silence fell silent for a while, "Are you trying to say that you are dedicated?"

Ding Li smiled, but did not speak.

He didn't think their topic was going to be about specialization.

After that, the two of them read the book seriously, and neither of them said anything more.

When the sky was getting dark, the lights on the roadside outside the window were turned on one by one, silently reading Ding Li's book and still not reading half of it, he asked, "Shall we go?"

Ding Li nodded, he didn't like the plot of this book very much, so he didn't have such a strong desire to finish it, "Let's go."

The two of them drove to the school gate first, and then planned to walk back to the dormitory. After walking a few steps, Ding Li suddenly said, "You know, there was a book called "First Love Paradise" before."

Silence froze for a moment, not knowing why he suddenly said this.

Of course he knew that the book was very popular at the time, not only because of the book, but also because of the stories related to the book.

Silence nodded.

Ding Li went on to say, "But I also read that book. After I read it, I immediately read "The Melting Pot" and "Su Yuan". After that, I felt bad."

Silence frowned.

Ding Li ignored him, but continued to talk about his own, "The book belongs to a senior. I saw it during her recess, so I borrowed it to read it. It was painful to read, but I finished it anyway. In fact, the two I have watched the movie before, but I watched it separately. That time, I watched the two movies on the spur of the moment."

Ding Li doesn't know what kind of mentality it is, maybe it's just the mentality of simply wanting to abuse himself.Because he actually had a mentality problem during that time.But he didn't tell anyone.

"After watching it, I was awkward for a whole month, and finally forced myself to watch comedies and variety shows for a month before I regained my mentality. Then I warned myself not to watch abuse in the future."

Ding Li felt that he had said a lot today.

It may be because I went to a bookstore, which triggered my desire to talk about books.Ding Li is like this, usually he is not willing to say anything, but once a certain point in himself is triggered, he will express his heart indiscriminately.

But he felt that he had said so much to Shen Mo today, it was more like pretending.

Seeing how emotional I am, reading a book can blow up my mind.

Shen Mo heard Ding Li say so many words for the first time.

Shen Mo always felt that the relationship between the two was very good some time ago.But at that time, Ding Li seldom said anything about himself.

What Ding Li said today seemed to be a little excited because he went to a bookstore, but Mo Mo always felt that it was more than just excitement.

At least, Shen Mo could feel from Ding Li's words that his memories of middle school did not seem to be very good.

On the way, the two said a few words with each other's thoughts, and they separated when they arrived at the dormitory.

The author has something to say:

I feel that the extra words in this chapter and those that are usually added are all piled up by the title of the book, but I am really not in the water.Amway didn't mean it either.Probably, these books are really on Ding Li's bookcase.

Well, maybe even from Ding Li's bookcase, one can know what kind of person Ding Li is.His growth was not deliberately guided by anyone, it was a pile of accidental and non-accidental things around him, including some of his thoughts and attitudes, and many things were established by him in such an environment.Right or wrong, no one told him.So some people may not like many of his ideas.Don't blame him.