can i trust you

After Ding Li and Shen Mo separated downstairs, Ding Li went back to the dormitory.

In fact, he was still in a bad mood.

It's really not getting better.Although Shen Mo told him many times, he kept rejecting that girl, and it was that girl who insisted on sending her a love letter.But Ding Li also felt that if the silent attitude was not firm enough, why would the girl be so persistent.

After all, silence should have some meaning to that girl.

Ding Li had seen the girl's face clearly.I can't say how amazing it is, but it is also a look that is not so easy to forget.

Judging by her attitude towards silence, she should really like it.

If you pursue like this, Shen Mo will be really moved...

But what does it have to do with me?

Ding Li sat in his seat, his mind began to empty.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly.

The number was an unfamiliar one. Usually Ding Li would not answer this kind of call, but for some reason today, he picked it up.

He had just said "Hello" when he heard a strange yet familiar voice on the phone.Ding Li frowned unconsciously.

"Ding Li..."

"What are you calling for?"

"I... our school is on holiday recently, I want to come and see you."

Ding Li frowned, "What do you see me doing?"

"No matter how you say it, we are former classmates. You can reconcile with Li Hang, why..."

"Bai Ran," Ding Li didn't want to listen to the other person talking, so he interrupted, "I don't want to see you."

Bai Ran was silent.

Ding Li didn't care about the state of the other party, and continued, "I don't want to see you. You should be clear."

"Ding Li...I know I was wrong before..."

"No, you're wrong."

"what?"

"There is nothing wrong with you." Ding Li could not hear the slightest emotion in his tone, "We never really talked about being together from the beginning to the end. So there is nothing wrong with you about what happened back then."

"then you……"

"Even if I can think so. But what you guys did..." Ding Li paused, "Bai Ran, we are not in the same way, and there is no reason why we must contact each other, isn't there? Actually, it's not just you, Li Hang I don't want to see him either. That's why I don't take the initiative to contact him. And he doesn't contact me very much, but because of the location of our home, the two of us always run into each other. But it doesn't mean that I want to see him. Nor does it mean, I would like to see you."

Every time he sees Li Hang, Ding Li can always recall the scene he saw at the corner of the alley, and his stomach always churns.

"So Bai Ran, let's not meet each other. There's no need for it. Really. Your life and mine have long since disjointed. Isn't it?"

The other party wanted to say something more, but Mo Mo had already entered the classroom at some point. He took Ding Li's cell phone, hung up directly, looked at Ding Li and said, "Say something else to her. Wouldn't it be better to just hang up?"

Ding Li was stunned for a moment.After a while, he asked, "Why do you..."

Silently, his face was calm, "I don't want to hear your call. I just heard you keep saying that you don't want to see each other. I think you probably don't want to talk to this person and it's not easy to hang up directly. Then I will help you."

Ding Li smiled, "Well. I don't want to talk to her. Thank you."

Shen Mo glanced at Ding Li and didn't speak.

He really didn't want to hear Ding Li's call, but he waited at the door, and more or less heard a few words.

Like, they never really talked about being together.

His intuition told him that this should be someone like Ding Li's ex-girlfriend.Silent wanted to ask, but didn't know how to speak.

"By the way, why are you so early today?"

Silently stunned, "Huh?"

"At this time, shouldn't you stay with that girl from the outer courtyard?"

Shen Mo sighed, "I let her go back."

"Whenever you didn't say that, didn't you just follow her and wait downstairs?"

"So," Mo Mo turned and sat on Ding Li's seat, "It's because I was always with her for fear of being unsafe, so she felt that she had a chance. In order to stop her unrealistic thoughts, I had no choice but to leave No. It’s not too unsafe in the school anyway.”

Ding Li smiled, but did not speak.

Shen Mo glanced at him, hesitated, and said, "Ding Li, I want to ask you something, do you want to tell me?"

Ding Li still raised the corner of his mouth, "There is nothing to say or not to say. I don't want to hide it, but I just think it's unnecessary."

No need, and I don't want to let these things torture me anymore.

In fact, Ding Li discovered it recently.

I don't seem to care about the past as much as I used to.

Once, everything in the past hung over his heart like a dark cloud.

It is now.It's just that now he doesn't want the dark clouds of the past to cover the sun of today.

He managed to make himself happier, why should he make himself sad for the past.

Although he has been trying to persuade himself, it has never been successful.

But this does not prevent him from now hoping that all this can be successful.

So he didn't want to let himself face the past people and things again.

Everything related to the past that once brought haze to me, as long as they appear, everything I have now will be in vain.

It's like that although he looks calm now, Bai Ran's phone call still has a certain impact on him.

Those scenes under the light, when he calmed down, reappeared over and over again. He couldn't think about it, but he just couldn't control himself.All he can do now is try his best not to spit it out.

Silence looked at him, not knowing what to say to comfort him, nor what to do.

The two looked at each other for a long time, then Shen Mo suddenly smiled, "Shall we go to the bookstore?"

The author has something to say:

This is a pale explanation: the reason for the lack of words is that there is not enough time for training in these two days.