can i trust you

Ding Li's application for a national scholarship soon came to fruition.

To Shen Mo's surprise, it was not Ding Li who received the scholarship.

Ding Li himself was very calm, "I just said, this kind of thing is not something you can just take if you want."

"But depending on the results..."

"It's not just about grades."

"I know. But isn't this ranking based on the comprehensive test?"

Thinking of last semester silent watching Ding Li suffer from hypoglycemia due to blood donation, and later suffer from premature beats, he felt a little resentful.

"It's really nothing. And... I'm really nothing."

In fact, this year should be the most likely time for Ding Li to win the national award.In the future, there will be fewer courses purely based on grades, and Ding Li's grades may not be ranked first.In addition, because of his current problems, he will not be able to contribute next year, and he will not stay in the club, so the comprehensive test results will not be very good.Therefore, it is really not certain whether you can take it or not.

Although Ding Li had no expectations for such a scholarship at the beginning, during that time, people around him had always acquiesced that this award was for him.

This kind of gap is really uncomfortable.

Therefore, the saddest thing is not that there is no hope, but that what you have determined in your heart suddenly fails.

Ding Li admits that he is not Buddha enough this time.

Of course, it's one thing for Mo Mo to feel unwilling for him, but it's another thing to see Ding Li's faint disappointment on his face.

So he changed the subject, "Actually, this kind of thing...that's what it is...by the way, are you going home this time for vacation?"

Ding Li would definitely go back every Chinese New Year vacation.

Although it seems that there is no change when I go back, I just change the place to play the computer.

"Go back. I only have to go back during the Chinese New Year. I have to visit my grandma when I go back."

After thinking about it silently, "Then Li Hang and... Bai Ran and the others..."

The last time Li Hang came over was probably because their school was on holiday, and they hadn't seen Li Hang appear since that time.

Li Hang did not have Ding Li's contact information.Even if there were, Li Hang would not answer the strange calls, so there was no news of Li Hang.

Ding Li didn't know how to inquire.

Ding Li shook his head, "I don't know."

"You go back this time, you will meet again."

Ding Li nodded, "It doesn't matter. I used to be an ordinary classmate before, but now...be a stranger."

Ding Li couldn't figure out how Li Hang had the guts to make such a proposal and say such words.

It's just that when he said those words, Ding Li felt that he and Li Hang really had nothing to say.

He chose such a friend for himself when he was the loneliest, even if he was disappointed again and again later, he just smashed his teeth and swallowed it in his stomach.It's just how many teeth he can have and how many times he can swallow.

If you don't want to, just say no, then disappear, just because Ding Li doesn't want to throw away his past.

Anyway, the time when I met Ding Li was indeed the most carefree time in my past days.

Who didn't have the happiest time in elementary school?

However, now Ding Li felt that it was unnecessary.

He couldn't live with the past forever.

Whether it's elementary school, middle school, or high school.

Those times were actually the same for Ding Li.

Same light.It was also dark.

Ding Li knew that he had always hoped that he could return to his past self who was not timid.

But so what.

So many things, done for so many years.are used to it.

Shen Mo also knows that Ding Li has many bad habits.

However, he can't do anything.

Ding Li is like a sugar-coated fruit, bright and crystal-clear on the outside, but the inside has rotted over time.

Shen Mo knew that he couldn't make it fresh again, but at least, he couldn't let him rot anymore.

Mo Mo felt distressed, and he knew that Ding Li couldn't take it anymore.

Everyone felt that Ding Li looked cold, as if he didn't care about anything, but Mo Mo knew it.Ding Li actually has the softest heart.He doesn't say no, and he always turns around in his mind when someone makes a request.

Even if he is struggling, he will not say his rejection.

Because he has always longed to be near.

But afraid of others approaching is a knife wrapped in honey.

So just stand so far and near.

Others couldn't appreciate his warmth, so he became the one beside everyone's circle of friends.

However, if everyone has him on every side of their circle of friends.

That can also explain some problems.

"Ding Li," Shen Mo looked at Ding Li with a serious expression, "Actually, I always wanted you to think clearly, so I never asked you..."

Hearing the opening, Ding Li knew what Shen Mo wanted to say.

To be honest, he was still a little flustered.

He knew the weight of silence in his heart.

It is also knowing that, so I dare not promise anything easily.

Because of fear, what should he do if the development of the situation is different from what both parties think.

He always knew that silence was different for him.

Ding Li can lie to others that the initial approach was just a whim, and he can even choose to leave when he feels the alienation of silence.

However, there are many things, no matter how much you can lie to yourself, it is not so easy to deceive yourself.

Maybe after many years, he will forget his mood at this moment.

But he didn't think he could easily forget his feeling as if he was being grabbed.

However, Ding Li didn't dare.

He didn't dare to go out so easily.

Especially since he always knew how unbearable he was.

He was rotten in his heart, so how dare he stay silent and rot together with him.

However, he didn't realize that, in fact, he has slowly recovered under the pull of silence.

Although silent did not find.

However, this does not prevent Shen Mo from wanting to hold Ding Li.

Silence still looked at Ding Li, and said softly, "How many times have I confessed my love? If you don’t want to, let me also walk into your heart?”