Port Nanny, Dementia Online

Seducing Nakahara Chuya, for Shima Yu, requires a lot of psychological endurance.

He has tried his best to step on the boundary that Zhongyuan Zhong also feels that he has not changed too much, walking carefully in the minefield.

From sleeping together to voluntarily shrinking into Nakaya's arms, asking Nakaya to help him take clothes when taking a bath, deliberately wearing Nakaya's pajamas, to playing hand-to-hand magic.

As a result, Zhongyuanzhong did not respond to this.

Failed, Shimao suspected that he only wanted to raise Qingtian Doll, and the confession in the book was completely out of the mission's need for lovers.

Not only Nakahara Nakahara endured it very hard, Shima Yu has also been enduring it.

The knot of the apron that he had been fiddling with for a long time was finally untied. Shima Yu slowly took off the apron and hung it up with his hands. The clothes were pulled to a tight degree, revealing the contours of arms and shoulders faintly.

Zhong Yuanzhong could even imagine the attitude of the pair of beautiful butterfly bones that were covered under the clothes.

This is not right.

Zhong Yuanzhong also forcibly suppressed his restless emotions, even though the young man was sending out hormones to him all the time, tempting him.

His intuition was wrong, and now he finally realized that Yuu Shima's appearance was clearly trying to seduce him deliberately.

After thinking it over, Nakahara Chuya gritted his teeth and said, "Ayu, did all the things you did before happen on purpose?"

"Don't you like Chuka?" Shima Yu looked puzzled, why didn't Chukahara make a move, instead he looked very angry?

If it was Osamu Dazai... he would probably be very happy.

Zhong Yuanzhong is also in a very complicated mood. There is a feeling that he went out on a business trip and put his family child in other people's foster care, but when he came back, he found that the child had turned into a rebellious killer and was still messing around outside.

Which bastard taught his Ah Yu to be like this?

"Anyway, it's not what you think. I don't want this kind of thing." Zhong Yuan frowned, and his anxiety continued to grow. He approached Shima Yu, "Who made you so bad?"

Shimao leaned against the cooking table, and the stone edge of the table topped his waist, and a chill spread from the stone to his whole body through the thin clothes.

He screwed up.

Shima Yuu is deeply aware of this.

"What do you think of me?" Zhongyuan Zhong also gritted his teeth, and the sourness in his heart spread uncontrollably, "In your heart, do you think of me as the scum you have been with before?"

Did those people make you act like that too?

What Nakahara Chuya said probably refers to Dazai Osamu, but Shima Yu somehow feels that it also includes Seimei who was once mistaken for her boyfriend by Chuya.

"...I, I have never dated anyone." Shimao explained in a panic, and suddenly remembered the figure of a boy, "Except for Dazai..."

Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't tell whether he was relieved or more annoyed, "I see."

"So Ah Yu, what do you want to get from me by doing this?" He was still a child, knowing nothing, but he was still pretending to be mature here.

Is it the same as Higuchi Ichiyo said, just wanting to be comforted by lovers, so he did it deliberately?

Zhongyuan Zhong also stared at the bewildered young man in front of him, and said softly: "I can give you whatever you want."

I want to be with you...

Shima Yu was unable to say this sentence for a long time, he fell into a momentary daze, no matter what Dazai Osamu or Nakahara Chuya said, he couldn't understand it, and he wanted to repay him for being born in this world out of love Zhongye, to make up for the harmed Zhongye, what is wrong with accompanying him to the end of life after identifying someone?

He couldn't figure out which step went wrong.

Why did Zhong look at him so disappointed?

"Forget it." Nakahara Nakaya scratched his head irritably, probably because Higuchi Kazuyo kept asking him to confirm the relationship with Shima Yu, which made him upset.

He and Ayu Mingming haven't reached the point where they can confirm their relationship.He shouldn't take the initiative to pierce this layer of paper, he should continue to pretend to be stupid, let Ah Yu gradually get used to his existence.

"Ayu, I don't need you to do anything for me."

"Cooking, it's fine to wait at home for me to come back from get off work, and this kind...these things that Ayu deliberately changed himself for me don't need it, you just need to be yourself."

Yuu Shima was confused and said, "...But I want to make Chuya happy."

"You don't need to do these things for my happiness, you can tell me what you want." Nakahara Nakaya was afraid of Shimao's misunderstanding, and he didn't even dare to touch him, "But don't do that."

What I also like is the past you.

got rejected.

This is a matter of course.

"...I see." Shimao nodded stiffly, and said unwillingly, "Don't you even like me?"

The scene at this time is completely reversed from that in the book.

"Don't think about it." Nakahara also wanted to touch Shima Yu's head, and Shima Yu's appearance at this time was particularly distressing.

If he attacked Shimao, he would be no different from other people who coveted Shimao.

"I like you." Zhong Yuan said seriously: "That's why I don't want to do those excessive things to Ah Yu in the name of liking."

"If it's Chuya...it doesn't matter." Shima Yu reached out to unbutton his clothes with a half-understood understanding, "I want to get closer to Chuya."

"Who the hell instilled you with such an incorrect concept!!" Nakahara Chuya was really annoyed, and hurriedly stopped Su Shimao from unbuttoning his clothes.

Dazai Osamu, Mori Ogai, Gin, and those mission targets...

The names of the culprits came to Shima Yu's mind one by one, and he caught a glimpse of what Nakahara called a bad expression.

What is he going to do?Seduction is useless, sex is useless, let alone something as superficial as cooking.He couldn't act the way he used to be, he just felt constrained, and he might not be able to last long in front of Zhong Ye.

Don't you like it?

When I was with Osamu Dazai, it was obvious that the other party would be happy as long as I was with him.But being with Zhongye is completely different, even if he sleeps in the same bed, he still feels a sense of distance from each other.

He could feel that Zhong Ye seemed to be still troubled by something.

"I like Chuya too."

"That's why I said you didn't understand." Nakahara Chuya's shoulders slumped, being admitted by the person he liked, the possessive desire in his heart was clamoring frantically to get Shima Yuu.

Now, like a canary in his captivity, Nakahara Nakaya himself felt guilty, regretting that he had been obsessed with ghosts for a while.

The taste of Ah Yu living under his control is like cotton candy slowly expanding in his heart. It looks sweet, but in fact, when you poke it, you will find that there is only a piece of soft nothingness inside.

Shima Yu clasped the table behind him tightly with his knuckles, and asked the question he cared most about, "Will Chu leave me too?"

"I will never leave you."

……

"What do so-called lovers do?"

Yuu Shima fiddled with his phone, and the chat window between him and Chuya Nakahara was on the top.Compared with the endless chat between the two of them four years ago, this new window only has a few sentences, which can be read at a glance.

After being corrected by Nakahara Chuya, Shimao realized in a daze that Nakahara Chuya wanted a real way of getting along.

There is no template for getting along with lovers that can be referred to in life.If you have to count, the Tanizaki brothers and sisters of the Armed Detective Agency are barely a couple. The two of them get tired of being together all day long, acting sticky. He and Osamu Dazai have done this before.

But Zhong also doesn't seem to like it much?

Fyodor didn't say a word. This kind of speech, which is similar to the troubles of children, can easily achieve his goal as long as he deliberately guides it.

He would not be able to survive without leaving the Central Plains.

The independent will and personality vanished after touching Zhongye in the Central Plains.

what a pity.

Shima Yu didn't expect the other party to answer, he was just talking to himself.

After being alone for too long, he found that it was difficult for him to blend in with the crowd. He had been far away from the lives of ordinary people for too long, and even his thinking was difficult to understand.

"If Dr. Yuko Shima hadn't become a doctor, what would he be doing now?"

"I don't know." Shimao replied, "Probably died a long time ago."

Without the ability to heal, his original intention of becoming a doctor did not exist. On Leibo Street at that time...

"There is a reason why I trouble you to come out this time..." Shimao Yu first explained his reason for coming, and apologized: "The plan to move has been cancelled, I'm sorry for wasting your time to accompany me to look at the house for a while .”

Fyodor's face showed just the right surprise, he didn't even ask the reason, and said very understandingly: "It doesn't matter, it is unpredictable for various reasons."

Fyodor's social distance is really well controlled, and Shima Yu can't help but feel that the other party's work in the real estate industry is simply inferior.

He asked again: "Then what do you think about my invitation last time, Dr. Shimao Yu?"

There was nothing wrong with the test report, Fyodor got along well with him, and Chuya let him do what he wanted... There are all kinds of reasons combined.

Doing nothing is not Shima Yu's wish, but to satisfy Nakahara Chuya's wish.

"I agreed." Shima Yu said: "A labor contract still needs to be signed."

"No problem at all."

"As your entry-level gift." Fyodor took Shima Yuu's cell phone with a smile, typed a paragraph on it lightly, and sent it to Chuya Nakahara.

His actions naturally caused Shima Yu to feel uncomfortable in the future. The other party had returned the phone, and Shima Yu took the phone in a daze.

"Just be honest about sharing your life with your partner."

"From now on, all the unhappiness and misfortune you encounter will be shared with you."

"And in return, your happiness will be shared with him."

Watching what Fyodor sent in the chat window imitating his tone, it was just a simple conversation, Shima Yu never thought of telling Chuya these trivial things in life.

Zhong is also very busy, it is impossible to pay attention to him...

In the next second, Yuu Shima received a reply from Chuya Nakahara.

Shima Yu fell into deep self-doubt.

Is he not suitable for dating Zhong Ye?

The author has something to say: the sweet and sour is over, I'm going to start making trouble

Still don't know how to fall in love

Last time it was all guided by Dazai

Shima Yu wants to talk about sex first and then love

Mr. Tuo: Your sunny baby is fine, and the next second will be mine

感谢在2020-11-2000:00:08~2020-11-2110:37:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 1 on the seventh day of July;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of braised pork in a bowl; 1 bottle of Wang Yao;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!