[HP Doujin] take care of you

The next day, Ginny had just woken up from a coma for three weeks, and while eating breakfast, she immediately noticed that Sirius and Remus were not there.She stopped beside Harry, who took her hand so tenderly that she could barely feel it.Something is wrong.Tonks sat next to George, but she kept staring at the Great Hall door.

Harry stopped too, and turned to look at Ginny.He frowned in confusion.

"what happened?"

Ginny shook her head, feeling inexplicably out of breath.

"I'll be right back," she told him, letting go of his hand.

He was even more confused, and Ginny felt guilty that she had confused him too much.

"Ginny?"

She also heard his begging.He wanted her to stay and stop avoiding him.His tone of calling her was so obvious.Harry wanted her to be with him, to tell him the truth.In the end, she told him what happened to her.

But she walked away anyway, and Ginny was surprised that she walked away from Harry, tears welling up in her eyes.Harry frowned and shook his head.

"I'll be right back," Ginny said again.

She turned and ran down the corridor.They're in Remus' office, which is now also Remus and Tonks' bedroom.Ginny knew in her heart that they must be there, because Sirius would probably go to his best friend early in the morning to discuss with him what happened between them yesterday.Sirius might have woken Tonks, and Remus politely asked her to avoid their conversation, which was why she was so worried.When she was about to reach the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom, she slowed down.

Ginny pushed open the classroom door and listened to the voices inside.She heard it quickly.

"Don't call me a liar!"

It's Sirius.

Ginny walked into the classroom, closing the door behind her.They were in his office, the door was ajar.

"Then what do you want me to call you?"

It's Remus.His tone was sarcastic and sharp, cold.

"Saint? Misunderstood man? Poor helpless boy with no control over his life—"

"Damn it, Moonface," Sirius yelled. "Don't act like you understand."

"Understand what?"

Ginny walked up the stairs to the office and sat down on the floor.They didn't hear her.She waited just outside the door so she could hear better.

"Understand why I did that."

Although there was a wall between them, she could almost feel Remus' anger.

"Why did you do that?" he cried. "I've always supported you, even when you didn't support me—"

"Don't mention Peter—"

"I always support anything you do because you are a good friend of mine. But this one I don't support. I won't lie to her."

Ginny knew they were talking about her, like she knew how to play Quidditch, Remus was her best friend and how much she wanted to be with Sirius.She tensed her body and leaned towards the door.

"Explain."

Sirius was pacing, and Ginny could picture him running his hands through his hair, his eyes wild, his lips pursed.

"I saw the way he looked at Ginny," Sirius whispered. "I see he loves her."

"Who? Harry?"

An affirmative grunt.

"And...how can I get involved? I know there was something about them before...before the veil thing. I couldn't. He's James' son. He—I—what do you think I'd do ?”

Ginny felt dizzy and nauseous, but she couldn't leave.She didn't know if she could still move.

"What a noble reason," said Remus coldly, but there was a hint of sympathy in his tone. "But I also saw the way you looked at her. You took every opportunity to touch her. You went from the first time you didn't go to the Order meeting just so you could be with her again and again."

"You're too smart, Moony," Sirius said gruffly.

This must not be true.This is acting.The world ends and it begins again.Ginny's heart was about to explode, and she stood up tremblingly.

"Okay." Remus lowered his voice gradually. "So you remember everything? You never lost your memory?"

"I lied...I remember everything."

Ginny didn't even touch the office door when it swung open.She stood in the doorway, feeling like she was going to pass out...but she couldn't.He lied to her, he remembered everything, he remembered her, he remembered them, and the things between them.Ginny guessed right.

She wanted to throw up, cry, and laugh.

Because she'd been torturing herself for Sirius these past few weeks, while he'd been watching.He had been happily on the sidelines, encouraging her to fall in love with Harry.How dare he?How dare he decide her future for her?How dare he not tell her the truth?

He'd grown in her absence, yes, she understood he might want to forget about her, and who cared if Remus found out Sirius looked at her that way because he'd always known about their past.He didn't care that she risked her life to save him, he lied to her anyway.He didn't care that she cried every night because he had lost his memory, because he didn't know how much she hated him for loving Harry and Sirius at the same time.Because if she knew that Sirius had her whole heart for her, she wouldn't pay attention to Harry at all.

Seeing her, Remus immediately stood up pale.But she didn't look at him.

Sirius immediately looked defensive when he saw her, she remembered that he used to always wear emotion on his face - but not now, Ginny, she said to herself.

"You fucking remember?" Ginny exclaimed.

Behind Sirius, one of Remus' vases shattered.She couldn't help running towards Sirius and shoving him roughly onto Remus' desk.Something broke on the table, but Sirius remained silent, wary.

"You lied to me?" she cried. "Even though you remember me, you lied to me?"

That's what hurts the most.

"Ginny—" Remus called her name painfully.

"Shut up!" she yelled, keeping her eyes on Sirius.

Sirius stood there without saying a word.

"Do I not deserve a response? Or am I too young and young? Just a kid? I can't even protect myself, can I? Thanks Merlin for waking me up." Ginny hit him hard.

He fell on his back on Remus's table again, and he held on to the table so that he didn't fall down.The shattered glass of the vase sank into his palm, and pain flashed across his face, the first real emotion he had shown since she walked in.Blood seeped into the table.

"You bastard! You don't even care! You don't even care about me! I saved you, I saved you, and you don't even care about me! You just stand there like nothing affects you! What do I It won't affect you from the start?" Ginny exclaimed.

She tried desperately not to cry, because she wouldn't let him see herself weeping for him.Merlin, how many times she cried for him because she thought their chance of being together was taken away by the veil.But the Veil didn't take away the opportunity at all.She just fell in love with a boy who grew up and didn't care about him at all.

"Who are you?" Ginny called hoarsely.

Her words seemed to touch Sirius' nerves, and his eyes were a little frantic.

"Who am I?" His voice was very soft, not like Sirius. "Who am I? I'm Sirius Black, a murderer who spent 12 years in Azkaban because of the death of my good friend! He's the brother I met at Hogwarts, but I killed Because I trust Pediru, because we should all be brothers! I also blame Remus for being a traitor, Remus won't even hurt a fly, let alone his good friend! I'm right A stupid man who doesn't understand anything!"

"Sirius—"

Remus tried to interrupt him gently, but Sirius' voice grew too loud for Remus to stop the argument.

"I seem to be imprisoned everywhere I go! Hogwarts, my damned old house, Azkaban, the Veil—I'm going to be stuck somewhere with no escape all my life. I'm a godfather, never babysat my good friend's kids. james always told me he would only choose me to babysit his kids but look what the fuck harry is doing! harry is stuck at the dursleys , hated his life, and is now the only one who can face Voldemort!"

His eyes were wide and red, and he seemed to be going crazy.

"I'm still in love with you boy! Damn, Ginny, I fell in love with you at first sight, and I've loved you for 19 years since then. When you hate me, I love you, and you kiss—James won't let I loved you when I loved you, and I loved you when you were just a little girl in my old house and had no idea who I really was. I love you as much as Harry now, but it was Godson of my ruined life, who am I to decide that Harry should not have a chance at happiness?"

He took a step towards her, and she didn't back away, because Ginny would never back away from Sirius.

"So don't judge me for lying to you," he growled. "You've been lying to me too."

They were all trembling.Ginny was crying because it was Sirius in front of her, not the boy she fell in love with two months (19 years) ago.Remus sat on the ground, holding his head in his hands.Sirius turned his back on her, bending over and panting.

"You go."

She did.She staggered out of the door and left without a word.Because what else could she say?