[HP Doujin] take care of you

I still still love you boy!

When Ginny woke up, she had made up her mind.The sun was setting, marking the end of another day, but that didn't stop her from going on a new mission.She felt much lighter, as if a weight had been lifted from her shoulders.As brutal as the situation Ginny faced, she still had hope.

Sirius remembered.He remembers everything.Yes, he was pushing her away.The man in front of her was not the boy she loved, yes, she knew it too.But she also knew that if she rescued him from the veil, there would be such a problem.Ginny had accepted the risk when she went to the Ministry of Magic.So is she really going to give up so easily?

The spirit of Gryffindor that seemed to have been dormant inside her for a month or two had revived, prompting her to search the corridors for the familiar tall man with curly black hair and bright gray eyes.Ginny didn't know what she wanted from Sirius, whether they would solve the problem.She also knew that with Harry around, it would be very difficult.

They love him very much and hold him on the tip of their hearts.They thought of him every step of the way in their relationship.Thinking of Harry still made Ginny's heart beat faster.

Because I love him, she thought.

"I do love him," Ginny murmured loudly.

She will always love Harry.This is something that will never change.

But Ginny wouldn't back down.She doesn't want to be sad or angry.She won't cry anymore.Sirius remembered her; it was all she wanted.She wondered if she wanted to know why the Veil had allowed Sirius to retain the memory of her.In this way, Ginny has the hope of living with Sirius.

Nothing could stop Ginny from going to Sirius.Ginny will not let go easily.

Yes, his life was difficult.But so is she.Yes, they both lost a lot of friends...but they had to rebuild their lives.

"Where is he?" Ginny called, grabbing Remus' shirt roughly.

He opened his eyes wide and looked into her shining eyes in surprise.

"Outside, the gate—"

She let him go and ran down the corridor.

"Don't kill him, Ginny!" Remus called after her. "Please, I hope my two good friends can stay with me for a long time."

Knowing that Remus was joking, Ginny saw Tonks sniggering beside him, and she rounded the corner.

Ginny came outside, the cold wind blowing on her exposed skin.She wrapped her cloak tightly around her body and walked towards the door.Ginny didn't know what she was going to say when she saw Sirius?What will he look like?Did he regret their fight?Or did he regret lying to her?

Did Sirius realize how much he had done to keep Harry from breaking his heart?

Furiously, she searched for Sirius across the field.The setting sun lit up the brown blades of grass, and she looked eagerly for Sirius.It wasn't the wisest idea to stay out at night, and if she couldn't find it before dark (and Ginny wasn't going to let that happen), she could say she was just taking him back to the castle—

Ginny's heart beat in her throat when she saw Sirius.He grasped the iron bars of the gate with both hands, as if this was a prison.He turned his back to her, but as if he sensed her presence, he froze.Sirius turned to look at her, and Ginny tried her best to keep her steps firm.

She didn't flinch, but walked all the way in front of him, so close that she would bump into his chest if she took another step.She looked up at Sirius, her breath congealed into a small mist.He said nothing, but puckered his lips.

The first thing Ginny said was the last thing she wanted to say.

She wanted to confront him immediately about lying to her.Ask him why he did that since he knew how much she cared about him?Ginny wanted him to kiss her, to tell him not to be stupid, and Harry would be fine, and if they were happy, Harry would be happy.Most of all, she just wants him to say he loves her one more time.

But she said: "James and Lily's death is not your fault."

As if she had slapped Sirius, he backed up and slammed into the door behind him.Ginny stepped forward and took his hand without thinking.His hands were cold, and she almost cried out in surprise.How long has he been out?

"You're not here." Sirius replied gruffly.

"I wish I was here," Ginny said softly at once. "But I know what's going to happen. Don't you understand everything by now?"

Resisting the urge to lower her gaze, she continued to look into his eyes.He was motionless, as if frozen by her words, and then he pulled his hand out.It made Ginny feel like she had almost lost Sirius too.

Although Ginny wanted to initiate, to make him love her, to make him want to be with her, she was having a hard time.Sirius was no longer the boy she loved.He is now an insecure man.He has been imprisoned for many years, and now he is in the middle of another war.And this time, with half of his friends dead, he's a real adult.He is no longer a child.

Ginny confused him.Although she felt bad, it couldn't be more obvious.He was confused.

"Since I met you, you have been rejecting me thousands of miles?" Sirius asked. "Yes, I do understand."

Sirius sat down slowly on the ground.He seems tired.She hesitated, then sat down in front of him.He naturally retracted his legs so that she could get closer to him.

"Sorry." She said softly. "I didn't say it then, and...and if I did, you don't know why. So I say it now...I'm sorry for everything. I left, James and Lily were attacked, Peter defected Voldemort..."

Sirius swallowed and closed his eyes.

"You know," he called, opening his eyes and looking at her. "You know, but nothing is done."

Ginny shook her head, his words opening a familiar scar on her heart.Doesn't he know that she's been thinking about it all the time?When she was in 1978, she thought about it every day.The thought made her sick, made her cry, made her hate herself and those around her.It's not that she hasn't thought about it.

"I'm sorry," she said again. "Nobody should—I want to change. But I can't. Do you think I want to meet you, Sirius? Do you think I want to fall in love with you?"

He remained silent as she whispered these words to him.

"I don't want to. Not at all—"

Suddenly he was no longer silent.Laughter gushed out as if boiling.Sirius' maniacal laugh gave Ginny goosebumps, and she remembered the stories about Sirius Black before she knew him.How he laughed when he killed Peter Pedirou and a whole street of Muggles.

She stretched out her hand to him, and although he was smiling, she saw the pain in his eyes.He tensed up, and he laughed because he didn't know what else to do.Ginny put her little arms around his neck and kissed his lower lip.The laughter stopped as she continued to kiss the corner of his mouth, and he closed his eyes tremblingly, holding his breath.

"I don't want to fall in love with you," she murmured. "But I still love you."

Sirius grabbed her suddenly and held her tightly in his arms, and she gasped.He kissed her lips passionately, emotion overriding reason.She gave in, her heart pounding and her skin tingling.She snuggled into his arms, his scorching breath intertwined closely with hers.

Ginny relaxed beside him, her hands gripping his thick hair.She sat across her mouth on top of him, her knees falling to the cold ground.They kissed until it was hard for both of them to breathe.Sirius pressed a fiery kiss to her neck, and she threw her head back, curls cascading down her back.

She leaned against him and shivered, whether it was the cold or the adrenaline, she didn't know, and he switched the initiative.He suddenly pushed her to the ground, covering her body with his mouth, as if shielding her from the wind and rain of the outside world.Sirius looked at her face, his pupils were big and dark.

"What are we going to do now?" Sirius asked, planting another kiss just under her ear.

Her body was filled with warmth.

"Pretend everything is okay? Can our love be pure forever?"

He was taunting her, but his words still made her short of breath.

"Okay." She said softly.

Ginny shook her head again, realizing what she had said.Sirius almost smiled at her expression.Although his tone was sharp and his thoughts were cynical, there was something sweet in his eyes.

"Probably not," Ginny said. "but--"

Sirius ran his fingers across her belly.When did he lift her shirt?

"But you seem to be a good actor. You fooled me for a while. I'm sure we can pretend everything is fine for a while longer."

His movements stopped, and Ginny raised her eyebrows and smiled.She waited a moment, curious to see his reaction.

"How can you make a joke right away?" He questioned her, but his eyes were full of joy. "I had sex with you just now, a 16-year-old girl—"

"Oh, put your airs down," Ginny told him, sitting up and their faces moved closer.

None of them backed down.

"Don't act like you care about my age because I know it doesn't."

He didn't deny it.

"What about Harry?"

Ginny's stomach tightened, and her eyes wandered.This small move was enough to make Sirius sit back and lick his slightly red and swollen lips.

"You love him?"

She looked into his eyes calmly.

"Yes. But I choose you."

He blushed and pursed his lips.

"You know it can't—"

"Let us in! Please let us in, let us in! He's dying!"

Startled, Ginny and Sirius turned to look at the door.The sound came from outside the fence, but they couldn't see the person on the other side.Immediately they took out their wands.

"What do you want me to say, damn it!" the voice screamed.

The voice sounded familiar, and Ginny suddenly felt hot all over.what happened?

"I have no intention of hurting anyone here, please, I just want to save him!"