I still found the wrong target for the strategy today [Comprehensive]

"you……"

Hanase was completely stunned for a moment.

After all, just a second ago, he was still facing a mature and stable person, but now... this is 14 years old?

Why does it look more miserable?

Hanase knows very little about Dazai's past, only a few words from Oda Saku. It is nothing more than that Dazai joined the Mafia at the age of 14, or was discovered by the leader himself. It is still the leader's most valued right-hand man.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Dazai, who had been wearing bandages since then, had an unbelievably puzzled look on his face, "You look like you know me."

"...Shouldn't you be surprised?" Hanase acted accordingly, lowered her eyes, but frowned, "Are you going to commit suicide?"

"No." The words of denial spit out from his mouth. The young man's appearance looked delicate and harmless, and the bandages on his body were unusual, but it didn't feel too much disobedience. After all, it was his calm expression that covered up this specialness. "Now it's time to die for love."

Hanase: "..."

No matter what time it is, it is really difficult to keep up with Dazai's brain circuit.

"Looking at you, you don't seem to be very willing."

Realizing this, Dazai curled his lips in a lack of interest, and no longer looked eagerly in front of Hanase. His vitality seemed to be lost in an instant, and he returned to a stage where he didn't care about everything in the outside world. .

"Yes, I value life very much."

"Hey, although it's easy to hear the words from other people's mouths, I always feel that when you say it, you seem a little firmer than everyone else." Dazai tilted his head, and his innocent face was full of tears. The bottom reflects a kind of joy that Hanase can't understand, "I who want to end my life and you who want to live so hard, our encounter is really a collision of completely opposite ideas. In a sense, it is really rare."

"...Yeah." Hanase, who is not good at talking, can only agree dryly when facing this kind of topic. In fact, Hanase's life is not interesting, and her focus is as she said, how to let herself To live, other than that, there is no special entertainment or long-term friends. These things are very common in the eyes of ordinary people, but they are very strange to her. Although these worlds have eased, in the final analysis, they are not as good as the original How safe is the world in which she exists, so she still hasn't developed a particularly lively character after all.

"actually……"

"Huh?" Dazai turned his eyes to the side when he heard the beginning of the questioning sentence, as if he was killing the boring time, and his whole body revealed a boring atmosphere.

Hanase looked straight into his eyes, which is a habit in conversation: "Why do you want to commit suicide?"

"This..." Although he was hesitating, the young Dazai did not show a look of serious thinking. Rather, his pause was actually thinking about how to get along with this one in front of him, whose appearance, environment and dress were incompatible and very The girl who loves life explained this matter. After all, it would be a little difficult to export values ​​based on the existing firm will. It is not a big deal for him, but it is not the time to destroy other people's persistence casually. Dazai A little too lazy to do it.

So he simply said: "It's better to say, I really don't understand the meaning of the act of survival?"

The word meaning again.

Hanase didn't answer for a while.

Dazai continued, as if explaining: "You don't have to understand my thinking, anyway, our thinking is different."

Hanase bent her lips and smiled: "It seems so."

The two stayed in silence for a while.

Hanase observed the surrounding environment and her own attire. She was definitely not an upper-class lady or a girl from an ordinary family. Her basic setting is a slum, and this will never change.

So I dressed poorly and squatted in the corner of the street.

I don't know why Dazai appeared here.

"The topic just now seems to have passed, but..." For some reason, Hanase seemed to be unwilling to let Dazai have the slightest chance of death. With such a complicated situation and a strong opponent, Dazai is safe and sound, but the thought in his heart just can't be restrained, "It's similar to... not everything needs to be meaningful, this can be regarded as a human creation. If you stick to 'meaning', you may actually miss a lot of things...Sorry, I've said too much."

Dazai stared at her blankly, then shook his head suddenly for about three seconds and said, "No, not at all... Rather, I feel like you are trying to convince me. I haven't had such an experience for a long time. Are you going to try to convince me?"

His eyes were bright, and while he was looking forward to it on the surface, he actually didn't care about this kind of persuasion at all.

Hanase was not very comfortable with his eyes, and blinked mechanically a few times following Dazai, in exchange for Dazai's unabashed hearty laughter, which was mixed with more assistants that rarely appeared after a few years. Transparency in disguise.

"If you must judge by 'meaning' according to what you said," Hanase changed the angle and took a light breath, "then since all events will always have meaning, push forward, life is the basis of these life activities , doesn’t it mean that your life is a collection of all meanings—that is, the greatest meaning?”

"……Aha."

It really seemed to be shocked, the young man's expression with ease with ease, he stared blankly at the girl's focused facial expression and the bottom of the honey-colored eyes, as if he wanted to see the slightest intention to lie, but unfortunately there was none, as far as he could see That's all.

in the greatest sense.

That is his life.

It's really a leader in stealing concepts.

"Maybe you are unexpectedly suitable to be a speaker." Dazai retracted his gaze and said lightly, "Unrealistic composition is the last food for people struggling to survive in the dark hell, relying on this to deceive themselves Otherwise, there is really no way to linger on under conditions that most people can't imagine."

——This seemed to be an inadvertent word, but it hit Hanase's heart with full weight.

It seemed that a heavy stone was suddenly added to it. It wasn't unbearable, but it did feel the pressure in an instant.

Dazai's attitude was ambiguous, it seemed that he was just casually saying some digressions, but in fact it was completely in line with Hanase's situation.

So Hanase shut up.

She did not speak again.

But she doesn't regret her actions just now, this is what she wants to do from the bottom of her heart.

Everyone has their own rules of survival.

"I didn't find a suitable suicide method today." Dazai patted the dust on his trouser legs, and put on a gentle smile on his face, "I'll go back and study it carefully, bye."

He made this series of actions naturally and familiarly with Hanase, whom he had never met by the roadside.

Hanase hugged her knees and smiled at him: "Be careful on the road."

Dazai exaggeratedly replied: "Of course it's best to die smoothly!"

Hanase really couldn't make such a "blessing" to him, and finally just watched him leave with a smile.

Then she repeated the same action as Dazai, patted the dust off her body, stood up from the corner, and walked out.

But it was in the completely opposite direction to Dazai, as if deliberately avoiding it.

Because she really didn't understand what she was going to do now, Hanase roamed the streets quite aimlessly, dressed poorly, but she was very beautiful, and could easily attract the attention of people with malicious intentions.

Hanase skillfully shook off one by one, and got into the crowd unavoidably.

Finally, they arrived outside a factory, and a familiar figure walked out of it.

Random steps.

He was walking alone, with a troubled expression on his face.

He stopped after a few steps and looked around with a blank expression.

Hanase knew he was lost.

Every time he strays a little bit by accident, Ranpo will show such an expression on the spot, but after a lot of times, it won't happen anymore, because Ranpo will become quite calm, and he knows that Hanase will definitely go to him, so there is no Don't be afraid, and don't feel helpless.

Just wait.

Perhaps it was because Hanase watched for a long time, and finally caught Ranpo's attention.

The two looked at each other with a subtle distance of two and a half meters, Luanbu pursed his lips slightly, and uttered a short monosyllable "uh", seeming to be thinking.

"Are you from around here?" Luanbu spoke first, with a subtle grievance and obvious dissatisfaction in his tone, "I was entrusted to help a factory, but I couldn't find a place at all!"

Hanase was still facing dissatisfaction with Luanbu before, but she suddenly returned to the familiar coquettish mode. She paused before answering: "Do you have a specific address?"

Ranbu decisively handed her the note in his pocket.

Hanase hesitated, and said, "Didn't you ask others for help before?"

Speaking of this, Luanbu felt even more aggrieved: "Because Fuze said that you can't trouble others casually! There is no one in the club now, otherwise I wouldn't want to come out alone!"

Seeing that he was really aggrieved, Hanase panicked and quickly comforted him: "I'll look for it with you! I will definitely look for it with you!"

"...Really." Ranbu sniffled unhappily, "Then hurry up, if I'm late, Fukuzawa will think I'm not that good."

Fukuzawa in his mouth is Yukichi Fukuzawa, the president of the detective agency.

Hanase hadn't met a few times, but she felt that the other party was a powerful person in every way.

"I'll ask the direction of Kouda Road first." Hanase took two steps, stopped again, and looked back at Ranbu, "...you can come with me."

Ranbu: "Why?"

Hanase is embarrassed to say that because she knows you will get lost, she always feels that Ranpo may stage an angry theater again.

She tried her best to be gentle and said with a smile: "I will ask alone... I will be afraid, but you will not be afraid if you follow me."

Luanbu looked at her suspiciously, stared at her for two seconds, became happy without warning, and even walked over with a little arrogance: "Sure enough, everyone needs me! I can't do without me!"

Hanase replied with a smile: "Yes."