How to break the anti-domestication of your own pet?

On the way, Ye Kong had to get out of the car to buy some burning paper and incense candles. Jing Ran originally wanted to use what they had prepared this morning. Anyway, he bought too much and it was enough.In the end, for some unknown reason, Ye Kong was particularly stubborn about this, so the atmosphere in the car became a bit bad.

When Ye Kong got out of the car, he glanced nervously at Jing Ran who was still stern. He felt a little scared, but also a little happy.I can't tell, maybe it's because I'm sure that he won't be really angry with him?Or is he happy that he is different from others and shows more emotions?

Also, Ye Kong couldn't understand his sensitivity to money consciousness this time. If it was out of self-esteem, but even now, he still didn't think there was anything wrong with being raised by Jing Ran, even if it was given to him. He buys things that are too expensive in his opinion, as long as he buys them, he doesn't feel indebted.Because, he is his pet, he belongs to him, so what's wrong with relying on him?

In the eyes of others, he didn't feel any discomfort at such a disrespectful thing. Why was he so sensitive when it came to his grandparents this time?

Because it is the Ching Ming Festival, there are also many people who come to worship here. Most of them are temporary relatives who have just passed away and have not had time to choose a cemetery. However, there are also many urns that have been kept here for one reason or another.

After queuing for a long time, it was finally their turn to go upstairs to pick up the urns by themselves. Since it is a newly renovated old building, the storage places are placed in different rooms according to the cost.Jing Ran raised the corner of his mouth sarcastically, money seems to be very important to the living and the dead.

In a small room at the end of the corridor, I found the urn of the second elder of the Ye family, which was placed on the highest place, and it was already covered with dust. Fortunately, there is a service for changing the plastic coat of the urn at the stairway. Charges.

It wasn't until they lined up again and waited until the worship room that was divided into rooms where paper money could be burned was vacated that they were able to take a good look at the photos on the urn.

The photo of Mr. Ye is a more energetic black and white photo. It looks like he was young and handsome. However, he doesn't seem to have any resemblance to Ye Kong.Mrs. Ye is a photo cut out from some group photo. She has gray hair and a faint smile on her face, but there is some sadness in her eyes, but judging from her appearance, she should be very beautiful when she was young. people.

"Why are you standing there in a daze, put the flowers first, and then print the money on your newly bought paper." Jing Ran patted Ye Kong on the back and gave orders.

"Uh, um." Ye Kong was a little happy, but he really wasn't very angry with him.

When the flames rose up, Ye Kong became more fascinated. Before, he only secretly watched other people burn paper from a distance, but now at such a close distance, he realized that the flames are really beautiful, and they really dance like they have life.

"I don't feel very sad." Ye Kong stared at the fire, muttering to himself as if there were papers in a brazier.

"It's normal, you don't know them, but if they know that you came to see them, they should be very happy." Jing Ran subconsciously added, for sad, he never knew what it was, even just in the cemetery , he can't feel it, he only feels the numbness of powerlessness, maybe, this also shows that he is cold-blooded.

"Really? I hope that they have all been reincarnated, or that they are dead after death. It would be so pitiful if they could still see everything after that." Ye Kong said unconsciously, and only after speaking did he feel A lightness, well, that's it, death is not a heavy thing, didn't he feel that way before?Why do you feel so guilty about the death of your grandparents?

"I have always felt that there is no difference between life and death. I think there is nothing wrong with being alive, and there is nothing wrong with being dead." Yes, he thinks so, so maybe for his grandparents, death may be a relief also said indefinite.

"Well, but I will be sad if you die, so try to live." Jing Ran patted the ash on his hands and stood up. He felt that the two of them were not normal today, and they had discussed too much about life. The topic of death, this is not good, um, people who think too much, live too tired, and are easy to get into a dead end, this is another development direction he tries to avoid.

Ye Kong squatted on the ground, watching the flames gradually extinguished in the brazier, but his heart jumped inexplicably, as if a spring spewed out from the bottom of his heart in vain, and then he realized, oh, so I still have a living spring.

It turns out that his so-called argument that life and death are the same is so vulnerable, because at this moment, he feels that it is good to be alive, and he does not want to die at all, because someone will be sad for him, it seems that only this sentence is enough, he Finally found the reason to live hard, really, living is really interesting.

"I will try my best!" Ye Kong grabbed Jing Ran's hand and stood up, his eyes flashed with another Jing Ran's surprised smile.

When returning to the depository, Ye Kong still used his own money to pay the storage fee for the next year. When he walked out of the hall, he was stuffed with a cemetery brochure by the cemetery seller.

Jing Ran endured it and said, "Why don't I lend you money first to buy a cemetery, and you will pay me back later?" In his opinion, it is better to be buried in the grave or to be buried in the grave. One's own peace of mind, isn't it?

"I still don't want it, I don't know what I'm insisting on." Ye Kong was afraid that Jing Ran would be angry again, so he reached out and shook his big hand, "I always feel that I eat yours, drink yours, wear yours, and even the tuition fee I also let you out, I don't feel anything, I feel very at ease."

It's a little funny for Jing Ran to see his puzzled face, and sometimes he also wonders, how can he be his pet with peace of mind?He can still tell if he depends on others for money, and he really accepts it frankly.Well, how should I put it, maybe it's like Mrs. Qu said, maybe they were brothers in the previous life, or more appropriately, he enjoys the lifelong company and care that a pet should enjoy with peace of mind.

Well, maybe this is another kind of pot with what lid.

"Because, you are my pet." Jing Ran unconsciously showed a doting smile, and rubbed the other's soft hair with the other hand.

"Well, yes, I think so too, but although I am your responsibility, but my grandparents are not, I always feel that I should be responsible. Well, speaking of it, this may be another excuse I made myself to try to live Right." Ye Kong's words gradually sank, but the smile on his face slowly rose, does this mean that he has more and more reasons to live?It feels pretty good.

"Then work hard, and I will work hard." Try to be a normal person and grow old with your pets, um, it's a very good prospect.

"Ah, I'm hungry again, let's go to the ice cream shop that you said is super delicious." Look, there is another little reason to live hard, and there are many delicious things waiting for them to eat together.

"That can't be eaten as a meal." Jing Ran frowned, and went to a restaurant to have a full meal. The lunch was almost completely digested. It seems that too many emotional ups and downs consume energy.

In the end, Ye Kong got his wish and ate the Big Mac ice cream. Jing Ran looked at his expression that seemed to be missing something, but also seemed to have something more, and smiled in a good mood. He is really a pet that he will never tire of seeing. , isn't it?The most interesting thing is that your pet will grow up with you, and all kinds of little troubles will appear in the process of growing up, but that's the fun, isn't it?

After dinner at 04:30 in the afternoon, the two returned home before changing their clothes. They still planned to burn the unburned paper money to Mother Jing. Although I don’t know if it would be bad to burn it in my yard, well, but It is the psychological comfort of the living.Jing Ran found a white ceramic basin from the storage room, which looked like it was used to raise fish.

A large amount of paper money is burning in a white ceramic basin. The red flame, black soot, and yellow paper money look strangely beautiful, and the soot like little black butterflies floats upward along the hot air. On the ginkgo leaves, the green leaves have not yet grown up, green and black gray, life and death, in fact, such dramas are staged every day in this world.

The three of Xiaobai and the others also watched from a distance, long gone from the coquettishness and crookedness when they first entered the door.Occasionally, a black ash floats past, Xiaobai is not as dexterous as the two dodging, and sneezes for a while when stimulated by the black ash.

It was finally over, Jing Ran and Ye Kong looked at each other and smiled, as if they were finally relieved of a heavy burden, and breathed a sigh of relief.

"You go take a shower first, I'll clean up, um, do you want to wash together?" Jing Ran wetted the ashes with water, planning to bury them under the tree for a while, as fertilizer.But when he saw Ye Kong who immediately slipped away like a mouse after hearing his question, he couldn't help laughing, tsk tsk, what is this kid thinking?He won't eat him again.

By the time the two of them had changed, the sky had already darkened, and each of them was sitting on the sofa with a glass of milk watching boring TV.

"You are already so tall, you still need calcium supplementation, be careful to overfill it, you have to meet each other when you enter the door." Ye Kong was a little bit angrily drinking the milk he didn't like, but because of his height that hadn't risen yet, he I can only endure it.Therefore, looking at the guy who is already so tall without working hard, I feel a little bit complaining about the injustice of God.

"What do you know, I need calcium supplements because I grow too tall, otherwise I would grow too fast and be prone to osteoporosis." Jing Ran replied solemnly, Ye Kong was stunned for a while, completely unaware of the other person It's just nonsense, cough, it's just that I like to drink milk, what?Not allowed?

During the three-day holiday, except for the tiring day on Ching Ming Festival, the two big ones and the three small ones stayed at home in the other two days except when they went out to buy groceries occasionally. How about it, the three little ones are crazy about it, it seems that I can’t say that, only Xiaobai is crazy about it, and the other two just said very calmly, oh, you are here too.

The author has something to say: I want a yard, I want Xiaobai@@