Just want to pamper you GL

Tears were like a faucet that couldn't be turned off, pouring down like it didn't want money.

"mom……"

The pleading voice mixed with tears was inaudible, so her mother pulled her back into the house again as if she didn't hear, and said earnestly: "Yun, you are also considerate of mom, mom just had a drip two days ago Son, the doctor said that if Mom gets tired again, her cholecystitis will recur again, and your dad's back is covered with plasters. Even if his lumbar muscles hurt and he can't sleep all night, he still has to continue working during the day. .”

Her mother sighed, and put her black fingers in the chapped gap in front of Han Shiyun's eyes for her to look at them carefully. She used to have a pair of beautiful hands that looked as white and tender as if they were peeling green onions. She had seen them before. Mom and Dad's wedding photos.

"Yun, it's not easy to make money now. In order to support you two, your parents have fallen ill all over. I don't know when Bo Ergu will disappear. You also feel sorry for us! Don't argue with your father. , you are too old, you should be sensible!"

Han Shiyun only felt that her heart was swelled up, and her soft heart gradually swelled up with her mother's words, pressing down on her body and falling continuously, it was very uncomfortable.

She wanted to say something, but when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them back.

When her parents tell her again and again how tired they are and how much they have paid, she can no longer push back heartlessly, saying that I don't want to be your child either!I am also very tired, am I not innocent?Who cares about me!Don't give birth if you can't afford it!Mom, your body is broken, isn't it because of the miscarriages again and again, just to give birth to a son?

That is the fateful reincarnation of rural women. Even if they die, they have to give birth to a son.

When she was reading supernatural novels, she couldn't help but wonder if those poor souls who should have become her younger sisters were pressing on her younger brother's back one after another?

I don't know when, whenever she heard the word "sensible", she felt as if she was suddenly stabbed in the heart by a knife.

Just like a strong person, he deserves to be abandoned, and those who suffer grievances deserve it.

"I see, Mom, when I make money in the future, I will return all of it to you."

Han Shiyun took a deep breath and said forcefully.

This is also a debt I owe, just like parents will raise their children, and it is only natural for children to support their parents in the future.

It's just that she couldn't give any more.

"laugh!"

Her father sneered, obviously not taking it seriously.

"How many times have you said this? Don't you just continue to eat my hard-earned money."

"Hahaha."

Her younger brother also laughed at him, sitting on his father's side with the aura of pretending to be a tiger.

It was like this was their home, and she was just an outsider who came to visit, without any confidence.

Han Shiyun lowered her head in embarrassment. Her father has always been so blunt when speaking. He is an absolute authority at home that no one can resist.

Because he controlled the family's economic lifeline, Han Shiyun thought of what the political teacher said for some reason.

She also thought about it, like her classmates who haven't even finished junior high school, even if they go to the restaurant to serve dishes, they can earn more than 2000 a month, so that Dad will no longer use the kind of garbage He looked at himself.

Just like the little girl next door who was bullied by her stepmother, she just dropped out of school to go out to earn money for a year, and when she came back during the Chinese New Year, she put on new clothes she had never worn before, her face was covered with makeup, she looked brand new from head to toe, and she was in high spirits. Cowardly as in the past.

But what she didn't expect was that when she brought it up, she was taught a lesson by her parents, saying that they had suffered enough, and they would support her to study even if it was a waste of money.

At that time, for the first time, she didn't cry because she was sad.

It was also the first time she confirmed that her parents still love her, but that meager love is far inferior to that for her younger brother.

That's why she was even more unwilling!

"The promise I made will definitely be fulfilled!"

Han Shiyun repeated this sentence vigorously, no matter whether her parents took the child's words seriously or not, she was really serious.

What her father wanted to say was stopped by her mother.

And her younger brother kept kneading melon seeds, looking at her as if he was looking at a funny clown jumping around.

I always feel like an outsider who will never be able to integrate into it, a superfluous existence.

Han Shiyun stood at the door, looking at the family of three cuddling close together, mother lying on father's lap, younger brother sitting on the side grabbing the melon seeds peeled by mother to eat.

My heart trembled, and I didn't want to stay in this room any longer.

"I'm going to study."

She dropped these words, and didn't care about the reaction of the family of three, she walked quickly to the opposite room, closed the door carefully, and isolated the dazzlingly lively world.

The sewing machine that she had originally used as a study table was pushed to the corner and covered with a white cloth again. Corn was scattered to dry on the kang, and rice and white noodles were placed on the other side. The ground under her feet was also covered with dust and clothes wrapped in rags. It looks dirty and messy.

However, this small messy house made Han Shiyun feel infinitely at ease.

She lived here until high school.

After all, as she grows older, the shape of her side changes obviously, and it is always inconvenient to change clothes or do anything.

She didn't turn on the light, deliberately bypassed the bright place where the moonlight seeped in, found a corner and squatted down, hugged her knees deeply, and buried herself.

He could vaguely hear the sound of the TV from the opposite room, as well as the wanton laughter of his younger brother, mixed with his parents' praise.

That's another world.

The knocking sound of "pounding" came from outside the window, and Han Shiyun raised his head suddenly, his eyes lit up.

"Little black!"

Standing up quickly, she almost fell to the ground due to numbness in her legs. The little black cat's cry sounded, and Han Shiyun immediately raised her head and smiled at her, "I'm fine, don't worry."

Han Shiyun walked over to open the window again, and let the kitten in.

The cat walked around her feet, then wrapped its long tail around her calf, and rubbed its little head against her ankle, meowing softly.

Han Shiyun squatted down and hugged her in his arms, let the little cat lick her hand, silently hugging her without speaking.

Miman, who is far away in another city, has changed into a pure white dress since he entered the big and outrageous manor. He has not applied makeup and powder. He only needs to hold a book in his hand during the day and sit in the cherry blossoms. Under the tree, it would be nice to just watch it all day long.

Oh, and when my godfather appears, I just need to raise my head and show him a sunny smile.

Then his eyes will be blurred and he will fall into the memory and can't get out.

What a simple job, but such an infinite loop every day is a little annoying.

But as long as he thinks about what he has gained, Miman can bear his temper and satisfy that poor and hateful old man.

Then they will eat together, and she has to behave very ladylike to comply with the rules.

Then she was working with him for a while, during which she didn't need to speak, as long as she spoke, godfather's face would become gloomy.

So Miman guessed that the original owner just looked like his mother, and his voice should have been inherited from his father.

Since Miman transmigrated to the original owner, she has been acting harmless, but she thinks that the bottomless man should have seen it, so she feels even more sad for the original owner.