A Love Letter to Uncle Qin

In order to avoid encountering people who shouldn't be encountered, Chu Yi also deliberately changed his look, and brought sunglasses at hand.

But when he arrived, he realized that his preparations were unnecessary, because the car was parked in the back alley of the bar, he got out of the car and went all the way to the private room, passing by the small lobby, elevator, and corridor, and he didn't meet anyone at all, and the whole way seemed to be cleared by someone .

The man who came to meet Qin You was a thin and medium-sized man, who could not tell his age from his appearance alone. Seeing the man walking over with a slender waist, Chu Yi's first impression of him was his mother.

He, Uncle Qin, probably wouldn't like this one.

Stopping in front of them, the man said to Qin You enthusiastically: "Your guest is coming, and the succulent plants are shining, welcome."

Qin You said earlier that he came out today to support a new store opened by a friend. Hearing this, the boss in front of him is the one in front of him.Chu Yi subconsciously went to look at Qin You, Qin You smiled distantly and politely, "Congratulations." Although he smiled, his eyes were calm and unwavering.

As if the man was used to it, his eyes turned to Chu Yi again, and there was almost imperceptible shock on his delicate face, but it was fleeting.

Then he smiled and stretched out his hand to him, "Long time no see, you are more handsome than before."

Listen to this, like someone who has seen him before?Chu Yi was stunned, and suddenly felt that the man seemed familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him.

He doesn't remember people, but people remember him. Such a scene is a little awkward, but Chu Yi still quickly holds his hand, "Hello, congratulations, this place is great."

At the same time, Qin You's gentle and deep voice came from the side, "This is Vicky."

Chu Yi couldn't remember anything about him at all, and was brought up by Qin You in one sentence, but Vicky was a bar owner after all, so he didn't explain much, let alone delve into it, and just took the topic away while joking.

The one prepared for Qin You is a private room on the second floor. Go in and sit down. The bar hall is under the large floor-to-ceiling glass windows.

It was just after eight o'clock in the evening, and the atmosphere on the field was already hot. The dazzling lights criss-crossed to create the glitz of feasting and feasting, and the sound of explosive music accompanied by heavy drums hit the eardrums directly.

The dance floor and the bar are full of laughing and writhing guests. On the gorgeous stage not far away, there are almost only a few pieces of cloth covering the body. Dancer is swaying hormones wantonly. Chu Yi noticed that it seems that he can see The place is full of men, so I realized this is GAY.

And a layer of glass separated them from the hustle and bustle outside, and sat down by the French window with Qin You, Chu Yi suddenly felt that this situation was very similar to that night.

It happened that Vicky asked Qin You, "Is it still Asom Broso?"

Qin You nodded.

When it was Chu Yi's turn, he said absentmindedly, "I'm the same as him."

Qin You lowered his head and laughed out loud.

Chu Yi came back to his senses, and quit now, "Can I not drink strong alcohol?"

"That's the same." Qin You said to Vicky, and when he turned his eyes to Chu Yi again, his eyes were somewhat doting and conniving.

Seeing this, Vicky was slightly startled, and soon smiled as usual, and explained to the bartender that she didn't go out, and sat down at another seat beside their table, and blinked at Chu Yi ambiguously while Qin You turned his head to look out the window.

Chu Yi knew that he might have misunderstood something, and his face couldn't help but get slightly hot.

But he didn't give him time to be shy. When Qin You looked back, Vicky said, "Lao He will be here soon."

As he spoke, he lit a cigarette for Qin You. When it was Chu Yi's turn, Chu Yi waved his hand politely and said thank you. Vicky quickly took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and slapped it on himself.

Chu Yi's eyes fell on the slender and white cigarette, which is a Romanian lady's cigarette. The cigarette holder is longer than the cigarette body. It is as elegant as a lady, and it is not obtrusive in the slightest when it is sandwiched between Vicky's slender and white fingers. , and he is holding an orchid finger.

This Yan Chuyi only saw two people smoke it, one of them was an actress who used to act with him, and the other...

He seems to remember where he met Vicky...

It's a black history that I can't bear to look at, bastard.

Chu Yi slowly dropped his elbows on the table, propped his forehead on his arms and lowered his head slowly, the heat on his cheeks had already spread to the base of his ears.

He had indeed seen Vicky, and Qin You was there at the time. Across the window was the noisy dance floor, exactly the same as the scene in front of him.

Soon, the old He that Vicky was talking about arrived, a man full of evil spirits but very soft-spoken.They chatted with Qin You there, Chu Yi was very silent.

Chu Yi is quite smooth in dealing with things. He can find topics when others are chatting coldly, and he will never let himself be unable to get in a word when others are talking enthusiastically. Like a few rabbits, they couldn't care less about what to say.

It is impossible for Vicky to greet them all night as the boss. Chu Yi dare not imagine how embarrassing it would be for him and Qin You to stay alone in this room in a scene so similar to his that year.

Really, it's better not to remember such a dark history together.

But seeing that he was absent-minded, Qin You ended the topic more quickly, and said to the two men next to him: "We can just sit down by ourselves, you go greet other guests, don't be too polite with me."

Chu Yi's heart skipped a beat, and the temperature on his cheeks instantly soared to scalding hot.

Vicky walked out of the private room, closed the door, immediately grabbed Lao He's arm, and shouted with bright eyes: "Honey, that Chu Yi, I met him and Qin You seven or eight years ago. It's been so many years. Qin You is still with him."

Lao He stretched out his hand and pinched his face, "If you think too much, maybe they are just friends, who is Qin You, how could he be serious with a man."

Vicky patted his hand away, "Didn't you see just now, everyone came to the GAY bar, Qin You can't wait to let him drink juice like that, as soon as Xiao Xianrou acted coquettishly, Qin You couldn't help but immediately let go, lie down Slot, I haven’t seen anyone talk to Qin You like that in so many years. Before Qin You came today, he called me to clear the scene by the side door, and I felt that something was wrong, so it turned out that he brought such a person.”

With the final word, "The two of them definitely have something to do, even if they don't have something now, they will have something to do in the future."

Lao He smiled, "If Qin You is really with a man, it's not a problem, it's a problem."

What Vicky said was not adulterated at all, he was the one who brought Chu Yi to Qin You that night eight years ago.

Since they went out, the air in the room seemed to be stagnant, the light was dim, and the shadow almost covered half of Chu Yi's face. Qin You couldn't see his expression clearly, but it was obvious that he had remembered something.

First meeting is a topic they have been avoiding all the time. It would be a lie to say that Qin You is not at all uncomfortable just thinking about the fact that the child he loves with all his heart was once regarded by him as a 419 target.

He took a sip of wine from his glass, swallowed it slowly, and turned his gaze to the carnival like dancing demons outside.

The layout of Vicky's old store before is very similar to the current one. If he had known it would be like this, he shouldn't have brought Chu Yi here on a soft heart tonight.

That night that year, he was sitting in the same position as he is now, and when he looked down, he saw Chu Yi who was so quiet beside the bar that he didn't fit in with the others.

At that time, Chu Yi's skin seemed to be whiter than it is now, and it seemed to be a few shades brighter than others in the crowd. There were so many people that night, Qin You saw this luminous body at a glance.

His eyes stayed on Chu Yi for half a minute. Vicky looked at him, didn't say anything, and went out with an excuse. After 10 minutes, he took Chu Yi and pushed open the door of the private room.

At that time, Chu Yi's figure was still thin between a teenager and a young man, so that the first thing Qin You asked him at that time was, are you an adult?

Qin You subconsciously turned his head to look at the young man opposite him. With the light sideways, the muscle lines of Chu Yi's arms were drawn solidly and powerfully by the intersection of shadows. Now Chu Yi is more attractive than a few years ago. For a man who likes men For men, there is a fatal attraction.

Qin You took another sip of wine, and the cold drink could only relieve the instant thirst.

The wine glass was placed firmly on the table, and when I looked up, I saw Chu Yi was also holding the glass up and took a big sip.

Reflexively said, "Don't drink in such a hurry."

The rich and hot wine filled his entire mouth, Chu Yi almost forced himself to swallow it quickly, and it poured into his throat as if it was burning, he choked so much that he almost didn't cough it out on the spot.

Putting down the cup, he finally looked back into Qin You's eyes, and said desperately, "Why are you looking at me? Are you not a part of my black history?"

When Chu Yi said this, Qin You felt a little calmer. Thinking of something, he asked seriously: "So, that time you ran away from home after being locked up for two days?"

Chu Yi was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded.

At that time, he was secretly released by his younger brother, and he didn't dare to go anywhere. He took the high-speed train to City S that night, and this was his home.

However, a child who runs away from home is also alone, and there is still nowhere to go.

At that time, he naively thought that the reason his mother scolded him for being mentally ill was really just because he despised him for liking the same sex.

A child's feeling that he cannot be accepted by the mainstream is equivalent to being abandoned by the whole world, so he almost walked out with the last hope and plunged himself into the same kind.

That was the first time he went to the gay bar, and it was the only time before today.

Chu Yi still remembered the store at that time, called Hyacinth, and he sat at the bar for a long time, and everyone looked like creatures from another dimension to him, until Vicky came to say hello to him.

They exchanged pleasantries, and Vicky glanced back at the large mirror wall on the second floor behind him, and said, "Would you like to sit up with me?"

For some unknown reason, Chu Yi agreed, then went upstairs, pushed open the door, and saw Qin You.

His first reaction at that time was that the man's eyes were so cold that it made people shiver.

After that, things came to fruition, and Qin You took him to the hotel.

Not knowing whether it was out of the determination to integrate into the world of the same kind, or because he wanted to avenge the bamboo horse's betrayal, Chu Yi lay on the big bed in the hotel.

But even so, when Qin You came over, put his hands on the mattress on both sides of his body, and leaned over to look at him, Chu Yi still closed his eyes, his whole body trembling.

Despair was the only feeling he felt at the time.

Thinking of something, Chu Yi suddenly smiled, and said to Qin You: "You are really fierce."

In the dim light, Chu Yi's smile seemed to be very relieved, but Qin You didn't want to mention anything at the moment, yes, his attitude towards Chu Yi was by no means friendly at that time.

At that time, he leaned over and looked at Chu Yi's expression of breathless nervousness, as if he was not just nervous.

According to Qin You's personality, he would definitely not have the intention to coax him, so he stood up and unbuttoned his cuffs, and said, "I'll take a shower first."

After all, Chu Yi was still young at the time, and Qin You originally wanted to give him some time to prepare.

However, when he came out of the bathroom, what he saw made him dumbfounded and furious: the window in the room was open, and Chu Yi was sitting on the window sill, holding the window sill with one hand, looking out the window, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe.

No matter what he was doing for, Qin You's first reaction was that no one had ever dared to live and die like this in front of him.

So, he walked over with a sullen face, and when he heard footsteps, Chu Yi turned around and looked at him in panic, crying and saying, "Don't come here." While speaking, his whole body volleyed out of the window.

Qin You paused, and said very bluntly: "You are going to die, why don't you just die at home?"

When Chu Yi heard it, he cried even harder. Qin You seems to still remember the heart-piercing cry to this day.

But just when he was only focused on crying and his attention was completely diverted, Qin You suddenly rushed over, grabbed Chu Yi's arm, dragged him in, and knocked him down on the floor of the room.

Chu Yi's forehead hit the bedside table heavily, and in an instant, blood dripped down on the floor, and soon turned into a pool of shocking scarlet.

That was the first scar on Chu Yi's forehead.

On the way home, Chu Yi became a little drunk, and the wine had a lot of stamina.

They were all drunk, and the driver was the driver. Qin You sat next to Chu Yi. Chu Yi was dizzy, and turned upside down after a while, resting his head on Qin You's shoulder.

Knowing that he drank too much, Qin You sat without moving. The warm yellow light of the street lamp shone through the car window. He turned his head and stroked Chu Yi's forehead with his fingers. Now, before going out today, Chu Yi didn't know what to use to cover up the scar, so it wasn't obvious, but when he stroked it with his fingertips, he could still feel the tiny bumps on the skin.

Qin You's fingers were warm, and Chu Yi was like a cat being patted down, and there was no discomfort in his body.

In fact, he was not that drunk, and his mind was still very clear.

The man next to you, if you haven't seen him indifferent and stern, you won't understand how precious and rare his gentle pampering is.

The carriage was very quiet, and only the sound of tires rubbing against the ground could be heard. Suddenly, I heard Qin You sigh helplessly, "I can't drink so much."

When Chu Yi answered, his voice was so weak that he couldn't believe it, "You are beside me, what are you afraid of?"

The curvature of the corners of her lips also slowly blurred, what is this evening?The world has changed, and the time has passed. At that time, he never thought that he would sit with Qin You like today.

I don't know why, but there were so many details about Qin You that made him afraid that his back would get chills that night, but at this time, with the faint smell of tobacco on Qin You's body lingering in his nose, he could only think of Qin You lying on the bed with him. The look on the body.

The two people who had almost slept in the same bed, once the old things that they deliberately ignored were torn apart, something surged like a tide bursting a bank.

Chu Yi only felt that his limbs and bones were scalding with blood, his whole body was dry and hot, and the air in the car seemed to be filled with some unknown substance to make it ambiguously sticky. He even thought that if it was put in such a situation tonight, he would not feel it at all. will refuse.

He was drunk, or he was not drunk. Many years later, Chu Yi himself could not think clearly about this night.

When Qin You helped him upstairs, helped him into the room, put him on the bed, and turned to leave, Chu Yi suddenly reached out and grabbed Qin You's wrist, opened his hazy eyes and looked at the tall The man looked over, "Uncle Qin."