A Love Letter to Uncle Qin

It was only at this time that Chu Yi knew that people like Qin You would not be really clean even when they were injured and collapsed.

For two consecutive days, there was an endless stream of people coming to Qin You's ward. Some were visiting, and some were waiting for his personal instructions with important business. It could be seen that Mr. Qin was very nervous. Qin You, the only grandson, spent most of the day, He will be here personally.

Chu Yilian didn't have time to talk to Qin You alone.

On the morning of the third day, when he heard that Qin You could get out of bed, he quickly put on his shoes and went out.

As soon as he walked to the door of the ward, he heard Qin You's familiar low voice, as if he was talking to someone.

He was the only one on the porch outside the ward, and Chu Yi was outside the room, slanting through the window, looking inward.

He saw the small room outside the suite, not far from the door of the inner ward, where Qin You was wearing a hospital gown and sitting in a wheelchair, with a cast on his left leg.

On the other side of the sofa sat a visitor, a middle-aged man and woman, with a young girl between them.

The girl was wearing a well-fitting one-piece dress, with exquisite makeup and bright looks, looking lovely and charming.

Qin You's expression was still as solemn and cold as usual, and the location and duration of his dark and deep eyes maintained the basic upbringing and politeness, and he didn't even stop on the girl alone for a second.

But when he spoke, the girl's fair cheeks still flushed.

Mr. Qin turned his back to Chu Yi. Chu Yi couldn't see his face, but from the posture of his back and the faint voice, he could tell that his topic seemed to be going back and forth between the girl and Qin You. Chu Yi I can even imagine how meaningful his smile is when he speaks.

In fact, this is just an ordinary scene of visiting a doctor, not to mention the performance, there is no trace of ambiguity in any details of Qin You's eyes and brows, at most, others have intentions.

However, even though the decision had been made long ago, Chu Yi still felt a sharp pain in his chest. At this moment, he clearly knew that such a picture was the life Qin You should have all along.

This is the right way, for many people, but he is just a road that Qin You stumbled on.

At this moment, Qin You glanced out of the window and towards his direction, his eyes suddenly froze.

Chu Yi just stood there without moving, his two eyes staring at each other quietly in the air.

It was only a momentary turbulence, Qin You's eyes quickly calmed down, and then, the thick black eyes were like the calm sea in the dark night of Ning He.

Chu Yi felt like he had been swimming in that sea for a long time, and there was danger dormant under the calm sea, but he always only felt that the sea was warm.

It's like, it can carry his entire life.

It only took a few seconds for the four eyes to intertwine in silence, and soon, the corners of Chu Yi's lips slowly raised an awkward arc.

He saw Qin You's eyebrows twitch slightly, and there seemed to be a flash of unbearable in his eyes.

Before Qin You became blurred in his vision, Chu Yi turned his eyes away.

He has been swimming in that sea for a long time, and now, it is time to go ashore.

Yan Qiuhong came within a few minutes after Chu Yi returned to the room.

Chu Yi was sitting on the bed with his knees hugged in a daze. When he saw Yan Qiuhong, he hastily raised his hands and rubbed his face heavily. When he moved his body, his legs immediately stretched out under the bed.

"Hey?" Yan Qiuhong hurriedly stepped forward to stop him, and said with a smile, "Don't get up, just do what you want, I feel uncomfortable even if you, a wounded man, greet me."

But Chu Yi insisted on getting up.

The two sat on the sofa by the window and chatted for a few words, but never got to the point.

Seeing the situation, Chu Yi guessed that Yan Qiuhong might be with him, waiting for Qin You's guests to leave.

Unexpectedly, after being silent for a while, Yan Qiuhong said, "Chu Yi, I plan to come out and open a studio by myself. The address of the studio has been chosen, and it is in the imperial capital. Do you want to go with me? I can guarantee it to you." Any resource you have is better than your current company."

Chu Yi was taken aback for a moment, and it took a long time before he answered, "My contract with the company has not expired, besides, Sister Xian has always taken good care of me."

Yan Qiuhong smiled, "Frankly speaking, I also want to dig out Liu Anxian, a gold medal agent. The contract has not expired, so I just pay them liquidated damages. I will give you whatever I want, and you will earn it back in the end. It’s not a disadvantage, is it?”

Chu Yi didn't speak, and it took a long time to squeeze out an obscure smile.

The summer of this year came quietly. Chu Yi turned off the air conditioner in the ward, put on his shirt and felt hot, and then he came back to his senses. It was already mid-June.

When he went to Qin You's ward, both Qin You and Mrs. Qin were there. Chu Yi greeted them with a smile, chatted briefly, and then said to Mrs. Qin, "It's a nice day outside, why don't I push Uncle Qin down?" Let's get some air?"

Mr. Qin narrowed his eyes, but soon realized something, and immediately smiled.

He looked Chu Yi up and down for a while, and asked, "Have you recovered yet?"

Qin You didn't speak, but just looked at Chu Yi without blinking, "Uncle Qin, such a simple word, but it seemed that everything returned to the original point at the moment Chu Yi said it.

Chu Yi hasn't called him that for a long time.

It was a sunny day, and the back garden of the hospital was very quiet. The garden was leaning against the silent empty mountain, and there were a few birdsong in the gap between my ears.

Qin You was sitting in a wheelchair, and Chu Yi pushed him along the path among the lawns in the garden. Roses were blooming among the lush green leaves by the side of the road.

Chu Yi glanced over, maybe all good things are the same, the more beautiful they are when they are in full bloom, and the more sad they are when they fall into mud.

He lowered his eyes, raised them up after a while, and took a deep breath, "It's early summer again. Last early summer, what were you doing?"

Qin You put his arm on the armrest and turned his head slightly. He wanted to answer Chu Yi's sentence in detail.

But after turning around in his mind, he found that he couldn't recall any prominent and representative events.

It wasn't the early summer of last year, but his life has been in the same pattern for nearly twenty years since his mother's death and before he met Chu Yi again.

Busy with family responsibilities, and alone when I calm down, I really enjoy that kind of lonely quiet.

Tossing and turning, the cold comes and the summer goes.

However, the appearance of Chu Yi seemed to stir up the calm pool of water suddenly, and then stirred up raging waves and ripples that were hard to calm down for a long time.

All these unprecedented tastes caught him off guard, but he got used to it so quickly, and never even had the slightest bit of resistance or dislike.

Qin You felt awkward, and many words stuck in his throat, so he threw the question back to Chu Yi with a difficult voice: "What about you?"

Chu Yi's already obscure vision dimmed again. Last summer, at that time, he seemed to have just passed the casting of "Peerless Fenghua".

At that time, he was still with Pei Chengyuan.

If you didn't meet the right person, you wouldn't know how wrong you were before.

When he met Qin You, he exhausted his life's luck. The meeting happened by chance, and the meeting was only as short as duckweed. But, meeting him, all his previous sufferings were worth it.

Chu Yi stopped in his footsteps, his eyes dimmed to the end, he stopped suddenly, and Qin You's shoulders trembled slightly.

After a while, Chu Yi walked up to Qin You, then slowly squatted down in front of his knees, reached out, and took his hand on the armrest.

Chu Yi raised his head, his black and white eyes looked at him earnestly, and the eye circles soon turned a thin red.

In the silence, they seemed to have looked at each other for a long time, so long that it seemed that this moment in front of them would turn into an eternity, as if they wanted to spend this lifetime together in this silent meeting of eyes.

"Uncle Qin... I'm leaving..." Chu Yi finally managed to speak.

Chu Yi's lowered voice was a little vain and hoarse, as if it was very difficult to finish this short sentence.

At this moment, Qin You felt as if something bit his heart, constantly tearing and tearing.

It was obviously something he hoped to facilitate, but when this moment really came, he knew how intense the pain load he needed to bear.

It took Qin You a lot of strength to suppress the churning surge in his heart.

When the words came out, the voice was hoarse than Chu Yi's:

"Where are you... going?"

can you, where?

I was originally a person who was like a floating duckweed...

He passed Yan Qiuhong's arrangement, and Chu Yi refused so tactfully, but so firmly.

Chu Yi lowered his eyes and raised them after a long time. The trembling lips forced a bright smile, "I want to move back to my home."

His eyes flickered a few times and he turned to the side, his reddish eyes glowed with water, "Then, I will go to Hengdian to film a movie in a few days. This trip will last for a few months, and I will be even busier after that. Anyway, according to the schedule, I have been By next year, even if I come back, it’s just a setback.”

What a reasonable reason, isn't it.If he left in such a reasonable way, would Qin You feel less guilty?

When Chu Yi lowered his head, his eyes glanced at the white plaster on Qin You's calf. At this moment, he felt that all his forbearance was about to collapse.

He wished so much that he could stay by Qin You's side, take care of his bad days with his own hands, and see with his own eyes that when the osmanthus seeds were fragrant, his wounds healed.

He wished so much that he could accompany him day and night, the seasons change, and decades of time pass by in a blink of an eye, until the teeth loosen and the hair is covered with snow.

Chu Yi buried her head between Qin You's knees, her shoulders still trembled faintly despite all the suppression.

Qin You firmly clasped the armrest with his hands, pressed his lips tightly, and clenched his teeth tightly to suppress the emotions that rolled into his throat.

After a long time, thinking of this day, Qin You only remembered the scorching sun, and the color of the roses blooming from the green leaves on the side of the road was dazzling.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, the assistant sent him back to his villa in the city.

It was at noon on a weekend, when the door was opened, he seemed to feel that someone would still jump out from inside, and with a happy smile rippling from the depths of Che Liang's eyes, he would call him Uncle Qin.

Qin You was leaning on crutches, and his footsteps were about to touch the steps of the stairs. He said in a deep voice, "I'll go up by myself."

After struggling to climb to the second floor, walking through the corridor, and pushing open the door of that room, he could believe that Chu Yi had really left.

The room was tidy and clean, just like before Chu Yi moved in a few months ago.

Like he never came.

Suddenly there was a click in the direction of the TV wall, Qin You suddenly turned his head, and he saw that the door of the cloakroom opened.

There was also a moment of trance, he thought that Chu Yi would come out of it again, wearing his carefully matched new clothes, with that reserved smile with slightly wide eyes but tightly pursed lips, silently looking forward to His praise.

Qin You stood there for a long time, but the room was empty, so silent that there was no other sound.

It's like Chu Yi never came.

But, it's like he never left.

Like, in the next second, from nowhere, he will jump out.

Qin You almost ran away, and the assistant helped him into the car.

It wasn't until the car drove out of the gate of the villa area that he could speak calmly: "This house, let people tidy up and cover up the furniture."

The assistant was stunned for a moment, which meant that Qin You was going to seal this place up, at least, he would not live here by himself for a long time.

As the most direct bystander, Mr. Assistant certainly knew what it was for. Regarding the matter of Qin You and Chu Yi, this was the first time he suspected that he had done something wrong.

Through the rearview mirror, he saw Qin You's eyes were lonely, as if lifeless. For the first time in his life, he saw such an expression on Qin You's face.

Thinking of something, he said, "Why don't you go see him off." Glancing at the time, "It's still too late to go to the airport."

The line of Qin You's lips was still so cold, "No need."

Then, he said an address.

This is Qin You's villa closest to the airport.

After Qin You got home, he locked himself in the study and never came out again.

Until it was dark and there was no sound inside, the assistant was worried and knocked on the door, "Qin You."

Knocked a few more times, still no answer.

He carefully unscrewed the door lock and pushed the door open. The room was dark and the lights were off.

And Qin You was sitting in front of the large floor-to-ceiling windows, with one elbow resting on the armrest of the wheelchair, and the other hand resting on his lap.

When the assistant came to him, he didn't seem to notice it at all, and remained motionless like a stone statue.

Just staring at the dark blue sky in the distance through the window glass.

In the vast and remote night sky, twinkling stars slowly rise, and then disappear into the higher and deeper night.

The assistant came closer again.

When his eyes returned to Qin You again, he was startled.

In the dim light outside the window, he saw that there was a water mark on Qin You's side face that had been frozen all year round, which was clearly visible.