She always thinks I'm straight

Su Qing also asked Gu Qingluo softly: "Aunt Gu, do you believe in past and present lives?"

"I didn't believe it before, but two years before I went abroad, I kept having that dream intermittently, and the next day I would only remember the bright red blood all over the floor, and I would never be able to see the woman's face clearly. Then I couldn't hold back I went to see a psychiatrist, and she hypnotized me, so I could barely see what the woman looked like. Then I bought a plane ticket back to China, and got into a car accident on the way."

"And then you lost your memory."

"Yes." Su Qing didn't deny it either, and directly admitted, biting her lower lip until it turned white.After a long time, Su Qing also continued: "During that time, I was very confused, I didn't know who I was, I forgot a lot of things, and some vague memories appeared in a trance, and the dream I had been dreaming also changed. Yes. That feeling can only be described as heartbreaking, not only regret but also guilt, worrying about gains and losses, and inexplicable unwillingness..."

Eyes drooping slightly, Su Qing also smiled with relief, and the words slid down her throat a few times before she slowly said: "Aunt Gu, I have already thought clearly, I liked her four years ago. And now, I love her, because of her."

Gu Qingluo patted Su Qingye's thin shoulder, and said slowly: "Jinyang, she has been waiting for you for four years." She could only stop talking, seeing Su Qingye suddenly running towards the door of the apartment, Gu Qingluo shook his head, concealed the complexities in his eyes, and started the car.

As soon as he got out of the elevator, Su Qing saw the woman standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, with long curly hair loosely tied behind her head, wearing a loose long sleeve and light-colored slacks, looking out of the window sideways, her hands straight with a fruit salad.

Seeing Su Qingye rushing into the room suddenly, Gu Jinyang was a little surprised, paused the fork in his hand, blinked, and pushed the fruit salad in his hand forward, "Do you want to eat?"

Su Qing also slowly walked in front of Gu Jinyang, her fingertips turned white, but she still asked in a relaxed tone: "What do you want to eat?"

Gu Jinyang glanced at the salad in his hand, and picked up a piece of avocado with a fork, "Eat this."

Wrapping her right hand around the slender waist of the person in front of her, Su Qing also directly pulled Gu Jinyang into her arms, gently pressed her head against Gu Jinyang's ear, and exhaled slowly to calm down the restless beating in her chest. The hand around Gu Jinyang's waist also began to move upwards, and put it directly on the back of Gu Jinyang's head, pressing him into his arms again.

Su Qing also did not answer whether to eat or not, but asked Gu Jinyang in a low voice: "I don't know, sister, have you heard this sentence, Dongfeng can know all kinds of worries?"

Being hugged so suddenly, Gu Jinyang had no choice but to turn the hand holding the salad to the side, relax as much as possible, and put his chin on Su Qingye's shoulder, "I've heard it now." Heard it, heard it today.

"Heh~" Su Qing also smiled lightly, grabbed Gu Jinyang's wrist and put it on her heart, "This sentence is from all kinds of thoughts, Dongfeng knows it, and Dongfeng knows it. Dongfeng knows it or not, that's not at all Important, now I just want to tell you, let you know."

"I love you, Gu Jinyang." Not like, but love.

The sudden confession caught Gu Jinyang a little off guard, and at the same time as the surprise, there was also that unspeakable joy.She knew how calm and self-sufficient Su Qingye was. In some respects, he could be said to be rigid and stubborn. Likes are likes, loves are loves, and the two cannot be confused at all. There can be many likes, but love must be the only one.

"Also, I'm sorry."

Gu Jinyang turned his wrist calmly, the hand holding the salad suddenly became a little sore, and it was difficult to put down the bowl now, so he could only barely maintain this position.Hearing Su Qingye's words, he frowned slightly, and the hand on the other's chest inadvertently squeezed the material under his hand, and asked uneasily, "Yes... sorry for what? Why do you say sorry?"

"Sorry for keeping you waiting for so long." I'm also sorry for leaving the country without a word four years ago...

Gu Jinyang breathed a sigh of relief, let go of the material he was clutching in his hand, and patted Su Qingye's shoulder pretending to be relaxed, "I thought you did something good behind my back again."

Su Qingye: "..."

Rubbing his temples with a headache, he glanced down and saw the salad that Gu Jinyang had been holding in his other hand. The bowl was not too big, but holding it in one hand like this would hurt a little after a long time. Can't live.

Seeing that Gu Jinyang's thumb was trembling, Su Qing quickly took the bowl out of Gu Jinyang's hand, and said softly, "Why are you holding this all the time? Don't your hands feel sore?"

Gu Jinyang rolled his eyes, "How can I have time to put it down?" He didn't even look at who hugged him as soon as he rushed into the house, and didn't give him any time to react, let alone what he was holding in his hand let go.

Su Qing also coughed, put the bowl on the coffee table, pulled Gu Jinyang to let her sit on her lap, and quickly recognized her mistake: "My fault, I only noticed my sister just now."

Gu Jinyang wanted to get off Su Qingye's lap, but she pulled her back around her waist as soon as she got up, so she had to give up struggling, just sat gently like this, and couldn't help asking curiously: "Just now, did you talk to my mother?" What did you talk about?" Why did he look irritated as soon as he came up.After hesitating for a while, Gu Jinyang still didn't say the last sentence. If he said it, Su Qing wouldn't be able to hold back, and he would be irritated again.

Standing at the floor-to-ceiling window and looking downstairs, Gu Jinyang could see it clearly, but he didn't know what the two of them were talking about, and then Su Qing hurried up, his thoughts turned, Gu Jinyang thought of many possibilities, She even wondered if Gu Qingluo said some unpleasant words, and then stimulated Su Qing...

Su Qing also coughed, and said unnaturally: "Well, I didn't say anything, but Aunt Gu said..."

"What did she say?" Gu Jinyang suddenly became nervous, and turned to look at Su Qingye, "Did she say you? Or did she disagree?"

Seeing that Su Qing didn't speak, Gu Jinyang thought she had acquiesced, and pretended to get up, "No, I have to call her to talk about her, how can I say that about you, and wouldn't that be very clear? gone."

"Aunt Gu didn't mention me." Su Qing also took Gu Jinyang's hand, lightly touched the roof of her tongue with the tip of her tongue, and said hesitantly, "She just asked me about my sudden trip abroad."

As soon as this matter was mentioned, Gu Jinyang directly grabbed Su Qingye's wrist and looked at it. The right wrist was as smooth as before, without any scratches or scars, and then grabbed Su Qingye's left hand worriedly.Su Qingye usually wears a watch on his left hand, covering the skin on the wrist tightly, but now because of the plaster cast, he does not wear any decorations on his left hand.

Gu Jinyang just held Su Qingye's left hand, and before she exposed her wrist, she felt Su Qing's movement of resistance, subconsciously wanting to break her hand away, although it was only for a second, Gu Jinyang still felt it.

Su Qing was also resisting something, and was covering something up. Thinking of what Gu Qingluo said before, Gu Jinyang's face turned cold, and her voice also turned cold, "Hand over yourself."

"Do you have to turn it over?" Su Qing also wanted to struggle to the death.

"What do you think?" Gu Jinyang asked her back, without leaving any room for maneuver, "Or do you want me to do it myself?"

Su Qing also compromised, and very reluctantly turned his left wrist over slowly, and then, under Gu Jinyang's gaze, pulled up the sleeve bit by bit, revealing his thin white wrist.

Gu Jinyang grabbed Su Qingye's left hand and opened it carefully. There were several inconspicuous scratches on the white wrist, which criss-crossed together. The scratches were very long and almost ran through the entire wrist.In fact, the color of the scratches is already very light, and you can't see it unless you look carefully.

The thumb gently slid across the scratch, over and over again, until the skin on the wrist and the mark were rubbed red, Gu Jinyang stopped, looked at the person in front of him who was dodging his eyes, and stopped talking For a long time, I only said "You..."

Su Qing was also waiting for Gu Jinyang's next words, her emotions were surging, and she was ready to tell the truth if Gu Jinyang asked, but when she heard that Gu Jinyang took the initiative to change the subject, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.She had the courage to say those words in front of Gu Qingluo, but she was still not ready to say them in front of Gu Jinyang.

"Are you... hungry? Do you want to try that mousse cake? When my mother left just now, I cut half of it and asked her to take it home." Gu Jinyang naturally took in all the changes in Su Qingye's expression, including that moment Slightly relaxing, I can't help but feel a little lost, she is not an aggressive person, although she really wants to know, but what she hopes more is that Su Qing can also take the initiative to speak out, rather than reluctantly under her pressure speak out.

Speaking of which, Gu Jinyang got up and handed the piece of mousse cake that he had cut before to Su Qingye.

Su Qing didn't pick it up, but directly grabbed Gu Jinyang's hand, frowned and said seriously, "I'm sorry."

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Gu Jinyang sighed, a little dumbfounded.

Su Qing also took the piece of cake, and said cautiously: "You are angry."

"I'm not mad at you, just at myself."

Gu Jinyang almost forgot how she survived that period of time. She was angry with Su Qingye for leaving without saying goodbye, and also angry with herself for avoiding Su Qingye on purpose. There were several opportunities to go to the United States on business trips. Pushed away.Two years ago, I really couldn't resist running to the United States alone, just to see the person who was thinking about it day and night, but I didn't expect it to be empty. , and returned home in despair.

She still remembers the disheartened feeling when she returned to China. She was depressed for several days before slowly recovering. Gu Jinyang can't imagine how Su Qingye got through that time, it must be very uncomfortable.Amnesia, suicide, these words hammered into Gu Jinyang's heart again and again.

After hesitating for a while, Gu Jinyang still asked tentatively: "Xiao Ye, when did you have the car accident?"

It took a long time for Gu Jinyang to hear Su Qingye's voice: "Mid-August."

There was a sudden pain in the ear, perhaps it was fate, which played tricks on the two of them again.

Mid-August is also when she passed.Coming out of the airport, Gu Jinyang still remembered very clearly that the driver told her to take a further detour because there was a series of car accidents at an intersection.However, Gu Jinyang didn't care about the car accident at that time, she just wanted to see Su Qingye as soon as possible, and she didn't have time to care about other things at all...

She thought, if she had let go of her last stubbornness and made a phone call when she was looking for Su Qingye, would she have been able to spend that time with Su Qingye...

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