Meet the scumbag Bai Yueguang

Du Mifan woke up when the sky was slightly numb, and it was just six o'clock, and Ruan Xiangyu was stretching her waist and putting on her slippers to get out of bed. Seeing him waking up, she asked, "Woke you up?"

Du Bifan rubbed his eyes, stood up and stretched his sleepy shoulders, indicating that it was all right: "Go to the bathroom?"

"Well, I feel a little diarrhea from the bottle." Ruan Xiangyu walked out slowly wearing slippers, stopped after walking a few steps, and turned around: "I have to go for an examination later, I won't eat, you go down and eat Come early, if your uncle can't come for a long time, you can do it with me."

Du Bifan had no objection: "Success."

There is no place for the family to sleep with the bed. There are benches in the corridor of the ward. Several men slept on the benches with their clothes on. When Du Bifan passed by a young man, he was sleeping soundly, and the sound of snoring was loud. Personally, he probably thought he fell asleep on his own bed, and it was a bit loud, "Plop!" with a muffled sound, and fell to the ground.

Du Bifan was startled, and subconsciously went to help him. The man was thrown so that his whole body hurt, he groaned, opened his eyes, saw Du Bifan who was about to help him, blinked, and muttered to himself, a little puzzled: "I remember Xiaowu and Xiaoliu rushed to give birth to my son in order to compete for favor. Didn't they just give birth, and they have grown up so much?" After speaking, he looked at Du Mifan cheerfully, and said with a smile, "Come on, son, call me Dad, call him Daddy!" Well, Dad will give you half of the gold mine at home! Later, I will marry you eighteen more wives!"

I couldn't wake up after falling from such a high height. Are you still dreaming?The corner of Du Bifan's mouth twitched, his eyes glanced at the young man's gray shirt which cost less than 50 yuan, and he stood up resolutely and left.

The young man rubbed his buttocks and shouted from behind: "Hey, you are ignoring me, you can grab it now, you won't even get a piece of the gold mine later! You don't have any share in the copper ore or silver mine!!"

Du Mifan gathered the clothes on his body, quickened his pace, turned a corner, got into an elevator, and left the obscene man who imagined that he was in the arms of a rich and powerful concubine far behind.

The food in the canteen of the hospital is relatively light. Du Mifan is not used to eating, so he plans to eat outside the hospital. Just after leaving the inpatient building, there is a person in front of him. He is tall and long-legged. He wears a red basketball shirt with white long sleeves, and his lower body is light-colored jeans. The side profile is straight and majestic.

Seeing the other party pass by him without squinting, Du Mifan was taken aback, and shouted: "Fan Yao."

Fan Yao stopped and turned his head. The two stared at each other in surprise: "Why are you here?" Fan Yao was curious.

Du Mifan pointed to the hospital building: "My adoptive mother is hospitalized, I'll help take care of her, and you, why are you here so early in the morning?"

Last time when he said that the two were destined, Fan Yao didn't take it seriously, but this time they met again in the hospital, and Fan Yao suddenly realized that they were really destined, because they were at the gate of the orphanage and the hospital, and they could always meet outside the school. Now, thinking of this, he smiled and said: "My grandfather came for a routine medical examination. The old man didn't feel much, so he dragged me here early in the morning. No one hasn't gone to work yet. I'll go buy breakfast."

Du Bifan looked at the direction he was going: "Buy it in the hospital canteen?"

Fan Yao nodded: "Well, the old man eats lightly." As he spoke, he looked him up and down, saw that he was still wearing a thick coat, and smiled lightly, "Just woke up? Go eat together?"

Du Mifan felt that it would be nice to have a companion for dinner, so he changed direction and followed him to the dining hall: "Let's go then."

Now that we met, Fan Yao thought about going to see Du Bifan's adoptive mother. The two had a casual meal in the dining hall. Fan Yao asked for the ward number, and quickly left with the small wontons he bought for his grandfather and the beef patties bought by the driver. .

When Du Bifan returned to the ward, Ruan Xiangyu had already returned from the toilet and was sitting by the bed on the phone.

"Bring them here when they wake up. They have been checked early, and Xiaofan can go back. The child's studies are important."

Seeing him coming in, Ruan Xiangyu hung up the phone and put away her mobile phone, and said with a smile, "Your uncle will be here in a while, and we will go for an examination. You can take care of those two boys."

The older generation of the Chen family is no longer alive, and it is difficult to bring the two children with them. Du Mifan thought about it and suggested: "Anyway, I'm fine on weekends. I'll watch the two brothers."

"Damn! No, I'll be discharged from the hospital after a checkup with no problems. I'm already much better. I'm chronically ill. It's not a problem to be here all the time. You two, turn on the TV and sit there all day. Run, save trouble." Ruan Xiangyu laughed.

Du Bifan knew that she didn't want to bother him, so he said that, so he didn't speak again.

When Fan Yao came up with a fruit basket, the Chen couple happened to go downstairs to the upstairs next door for an inspection. They made a detour and saw no one.Du Bifan lay on the bed and taught the two children on the left and right the addition and subtraction within ten. When he saw him coming in, he straightened up a little annoyed: "I don't know when you will come, so I didn't ask them to wait, lest you run away for nothing." trip."

"It's okay." Fan Yao came here to express his heart, and for Du Mifan's sake, it doesn't matter if he doesn't see anyone.

What he bought was a big fruit basket, wrapped with colorful ribbons, filled with bananas, apples, oranges and so on. The two brothers of the Chen family had never seen this handsome big brother. He wanted to eat fruit but didn't dare to ask for it, so he tugged at Du Bifan's sleeve, asking him to ask for it for his big brother.

Du Mifan directly helped them tear open the package, and one of them took a banana. No matter how beautiful the fruit basket was, it was for others to eat. He knew that Fan Yao didn't care about it, so he directly made the decision.

Fan Yao was not in a hurry to leave, and planned to have a conversation with him. He sat on the stool beside the bed, flipped through the books spread out on the bedside table, and laughed, "It's quite hardworking." He came to the hospital with a schoolbag on his back.

It's not good if you don't work hard, he wants to get a scholarship.The person in front of him is a standard academic master. Du Mifan thought that he would not be able to solve a problem, so he sat down and asked him for advice.

The two brothers of the Chen family wanted to eat apples after eating bananas. Du Mifan took a fruit knife from the side and watched Fan Yao solve problems for him, while helping the two brothers peel apples. I didn't knock at all when I came down.Fan Yao watched his movements and thought that he was quite good at taking care of others.

The elder sister who made fun of Du Bifan earlier obviously thought so too. She sat there leisurely and finished her breakfast, packed her bags, and stood up, apparently ready to go to work. When passing by their bed, she casually joked: "You two Happy kid, look at how your elder brother can take care of people, and even helps to peel apples, if there is anything to peel, you can eat it after washing it."

It can be seen that she really thinks Du Bifan is very obedient, and teases him a few words from time to time.As soon as she finished speaking, her younger brother Chen Xiaonuan, who was eagerly waiting to eat the apple, yelled loudly, dissatisfied: "You are wrong! He is not my elder brother, he was adopted by my parents, and he is no longer raised, my father Mom only has two children, me and my brother!"

Du Bifan's heart twitched suddenly, and his hand that was peeling the apple trembled slightly.

The sharp blade of the fruit knife directly slid off the long string of apple skins and scratched his finger. A cut was made at the thumb with just one swipe, and blood soon overflowed from the wound.

Because of his young age, Chen Xiaonuan's voice had the peculiar squeaky and penetrating power of a child. When he shouted so loudly, everyone in the ward looked over in unison. A total of ten people looked at the bed together. Sitting next to Du Bifan.

Du Bifan's eyelashes twitched violently a few times, grabbed his bloody thumb and sucked it in his mouth, sucked the blood away, then continued to peel the apple quietly with his head down.

The exposed half of his profile face was neither angry nor sad, as if he hadn't heard the child's yelling at all.

The pen in Fan Yao's hand gradually stopped, and after a moment of silence, he turned his head to look at him, at the man who was serious about peeling apples.Noticing his pause, Du Bifan raised his head and smiled at him: "Speak, why don't you?"

Everyone in the ward was looking at him, but Du Mifan didn't seem to see him. He just stared at Fan Yao's face and said with a smile, "Why do you keep looking at me? You want to eat apples too? Then I'll peel one for you."

There was no sadness but joy on his face, and his smile was as bright as the stars, but Fan Yao did not miss the shallow loneliness and embarrassment hidden in the dark depths.

Fan Yao looked away.

He bowed his head in silence for a while, then slowly stood up and walked out: "Come out for a while."

Du Bifan was taken aback: "Then just wait, I'll finish peeling the apples first."

The eldest sister, who was joking around at the moment, looked at Du Bifan with a complicated expression, feeling emotional and more sympathetic.

No wonder he's so sensible, he turned out to be an orphan who didn't care about his parents.

Children's words are unscrupulous, and they hurt people the most.After Chen Xiaonuan yelled that sentence, she urged Du Mifan to move faster, he wanted to eat apples.Du Mifan peeled the apple in twos and divided it into two, and gave half to each of the two brothers.

After peeling the apple, he stood up, walked out of the ward under the attention of everyone, and went to find Fan Yao.

Fan Yao stood by the aisle window on the right, looking out the window with his back turned to him.

As soon as Du Bifan walked out, there were discussions in the ward immediately, "It's very pitiful", "I didn't expect it", "Looks like a good child" and other words quickly reached Du Bifan's ears who hadn't gone far.Du Mifan listened to everyone's comments on him, and walked to the window with his head down.

Du Mifan stood beside Fan Yao, but Fan Yao didn't look at him, but was still looking out the window.The two were silent for a while, and Du Bifan spoke first: "Do you think the ward is too boring?"

Fan Yao didn't reply, and looked at the crowd downstairs casually through the glass window.

Looking at the results of the pregnancy test, the young couple looked beaming; watching the little boy who had been cured of pneumonia after staying in the hospital for many days, happily leaving the inpatient department on his shoulders; watching the boy whose leg was broken in a car accident The middle-aged man is sitting in a wheelchair, the pillar of the family is gone, and the burden of life of the family is all on the woman behind. The woman is pushing the wheelchair, and her face is full of numbness after being tortured by life.

All living beings have all kinds of tastes in life.

Fan Yao reached out and groped in his pocket for a while, took out a toffee, and handed it over: "Eat a candy." If you feel bitter, eat a candy and it will be sweet.

When he was a child, he loved to eat this brand of toffee. His grandpa loved him, and prepared a lot for him every time he went there. As he grew older, he didn’t like sweets anymore, but his grandpa’s habits did not change. Every time he saw it, he was still the same Shove him a handful of candy, which he empties in his pocket, and that will come in handy.

Du Mifan looked at the candy, took it over and looked at it: "How do you know that I love this brand of toffee, I haven't eaten it for a long time."

Hearing the words, Fan Yao turned his head to look at him, turned his eyes around the gentle smiling face, and said lightly: "I told you, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh."

The smile on Du Bifan's face froze, she pursed her lips and drooped her hair for a moment, and began to concentrate on peeling the candy.

This kind of toffee is an old brand, and I haven't seen it much in these years. When I put it in my mouth and bite it, the rich milky fragrance spreads between the teeth. The taste is mellow and classic, which is the taste of his childhood.

Fan Yao watched his movements, and said softly, "Since they adopted you, they must have signed the procedures. You should be legally responsible for abandoning you under the age of age. Have you ever thought of suing them?"

Du Bifan was holding the blue and white wrapping paper in his hand, and folded it into a small airplane shape, then stretched out his fingers to take it apart, shaking his head: "It's not easy, there's nothing to complain about, it's not like I can't live alone. "He smiled slightly.

Fan Yao looked at him with a calm face as he folded the candy paper into the shape of a butterfly fan again. His hands were slender, dry and very dexterous, and the candy paper moved around his fingertips like dragonflies flying.Fan Yao looked at him for a while, his eyes moved up to his face: "Then do you feel resentful in your heart?"

With a movement of his fingers, Du Mifan opened the butterfly fan again and spread it flat: "Fan Yao." He said.

Fan Yao looked into his eyes: "Yes."

Du Bifan raised his eyes to look at him, the two eyes intertwined for a moment, Du Bifan smiled silently, he gently raised his hand, wiped away the tear from the corner of his eyes, he didn't know whether it was a smile or some other reason, and said word by word: "When you have it, you will think about complaining or hating. When you have nothing, you don't even have the right to choose. You can only grab it."

No matter whether this fetter is happy or painful, only by holding on to it can you prove that you are not a walking dead, but truly alive.He has already chosen to give up the fetters of Bai Lin, how can he give up the Chen family again?Although he is not a parent of the Chen family, he still has the status of a former adopted son. If this status is gone, he will be careless and homeless in this world. What is the difference between him and a dead person?

"I never want much, just a concern."

The moonlight shines through the window on the clean wooden floor, illuminating the whole room, Fan Yao lay on his big soft bed, tossing and turning.It has been three hours since he went to bed, and he still hasn't fallen asleep, which is very unusual for him who used to fall asleep when he touched the bed.

Fan Yao turned over and forced himself to fall asleep but couldn't.Can't sleep, my mind is full of scenes in the hospital during the day, thinking of Du Bifan's eyes, those eyes are too tired and sad, and they are still deeply engraved in his mind. I can't get rid of it, and every time I recall it, I feel uncomfortable.

"When you have it, you will think about complaining or hating. When you have nothing, you can only grab it."

"I never want much, just a concern."

Are you concerned?Aren't he, himself and Tsinghua friends?Doesn't that count as concern?

Maybe it doesn't count.Tsinghua University has always been enthusiastic and active, and has many friends.And I have always been casual about making friends, and I don't care if I have them or not. Such a relationship between myself and Tsinghua University must not be regarded as a concern.

The real concern should be that someone cares about you when something goes wrong, and someone can share the happy things immediately, even if you encounter something that needs help, the other person will think of you first, not others.

Regardless of giving or taking, the person who will remember you at the first time can be called caring.

When the Chen family has something to do, they will seek help from Du Bifan as soon as possible. Whether they are tired or wronged, these are not that important. The important thing is that the Chen family will think of him. In Du Bifan's opinion, this is not a proof of existence. .

Being needed is actually a kind of happiness.

Fan Yao turned over and lay on the bed slowly uttering the name.

"Du Bifan."

The two must really be destined, otherwise, why would they bump into this person's lost but happy appearance many times, looking more pitiful and cute each time, which disturbed his heart.

Forget it, don't you just want to worry about it?Just give it to him.

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