Meet the scumbag Bai Yueguang

Feng Xie was indeed very busy. He appeared once that night and never came again. However, he arrived unexpectedly. On the third day, there were no activities in the group, so he was allowed to rest freely, and he could also go shopping, as long as his mobile phone was unblocked. Gather in the hotel lobby and go back by car.

The tour guide Xiao Lian knocked on the door of Fan Xiao's room early in the morning, and handed over a ticket to the amusement park, together with a few tickets for the seafood buffet, saying that it was just right to go to the buffet after spending two hours in the amusement park .

Xiao Lian lives up to her name, her smile is crisp and sweet, and she is very pretty. After giving the tickets, she handed over two big bags of food: "They are all specialties from City K. The boss brought them here early in the morning. They came too early, you guys If you haven’t woken up yet, just entrust me to pass it on.”

Fan Xiao glanced in her eye pockets. There were two big bags full of dried fruit drinks and jerky, etc. She was not polite, took the things away, thanked the other party with a smile, and called her brother Cyclonus after closing the door.

Fan Yao was sleeping soundly, and was woken up by the sudden phone call, and he couldn't help but get up a little bit in his tone: "What are you doing?" He had a stinky face.

"The sun is drying your ass, why are you still sleeping, wake up!" Fan Xiao shouted excitedly in her room.

Fan Yao rubbed his eyes wearily, and glanced at the still dark sky through the gap in the curtains. The two people beside him were still asleep.Fan Yao lifted the quilt, got out of bed and poured himself a glass of water to moisten his throat: "Where are you going?"

Fan Xiao yelled, "Playground!"

Fan Yao: "...Go by yourself." Are you out of your mind, come all the way to K City to visit the playground?Doesn't he smell good if he sleeps until meal time?

Fan Yao didn't want to go and wanted to sleep, but he couldn't help him, being so annoyed by his sister's life-threatening serial calls, he could only resign himself to calling the other two male compatriots to get up.

Kong Qinghua sat sleepily on the bed and wandered, muttering, "Won't the amusement park open so early?"

After Fan Yao finished brushing his teeth, washed his hands and face, he found the data cable in his bag to charge his phone: "The door opens at 9 o'clock, let's have breakfast first, there is a famous soup dumpling on the street."

Seeing that it was still early, Kong Qinghua took time to take a shower.

The five people walked out of the hotel. It was nearly eight o'clock. It took another half an hour to queue up to buy breakfast. The group of people arrived at the gate of the playground. meeting.

Because it was a holiday, there were several other young people waiting outside besides them.Du Bifan found a place to sit down, looking at the roller coaster in the garden through the carved iron gate, lost in thought.Soon it was nine o'clock, the gates of the amusement park opened, and the conductors began to sell and check tickets.

Five people entered in a file, Fan Xiao took a selfie stick, and as soon as he entered the park, he called everyone to ride the roller coaster, yelling that he must take pictures of all the embarrassments of the big guys later.Looking at the flowers and green grass all the way, I soon arrived at the ground.The ticket inspector looked at their tickets one by one and counted them: "Four people, get on the bus."

four people?Only then did everyone realize that Du Mifan hadn't followed, Kong Qinghua yelled at Du Mifan who was standing far outside the haunted house looking at them: "Come here, what are you doing there!"

After calling twice, Du Mifan came over slowly, Kong Qinghua teased: "Are you afraid of sitting here?"

"No way." Du Mifan reached out and brushed the hair on his forehead, noticing that everyone was looking at him, paused, put down his hands, came over slowly, and stood in the line, "Let's go" he said with a smile.

The rest of the people turned their heads back one after another, but Fan Yao was still looking at him. Du Mifan started to flick his hair again, a few times, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, and laughed: "Why do you keep looking at me?"

When everyone arrived, the administrator arranged for them to get on the car one by one. The two walked at the back. When Fan Yao was about to step into the car with his right foot, he turned his head and looked at Du Mifan at the back: "If you don't want to sit, don't sit."

Du Mifan glanced at Fan Xiao and the others who were sitting in the front row looking excited and expectant, shook his head, stepped into the car, and sat down next to Fan Yao.

Fan Yao lowered his eyes and fastened his seat belt, and said softly, "Even if you don't come to sit, everyone will not accuse you of being out of gregarious and disappointing, so there is no need to force yourself like this."

Du Bifan turned to look at him, his eyes were dazed.

The jingling bell rang quickly, and the car started slowly, and then accelerated.Fan Xiao sat alone in the first row, holding up the selfie stick and shouting: "Look at the camera! I'm going to take a picture!!!"

She was really not afraid at all. Sitting in the front row, she was not only blown into a golden lion king by the oncoming strong wind, but also faced the thrill of jumping into the air when the roller coaster changed tracks.Kong Qinghua, who was sitting closely behind him, was so startled by the sudden weightlessness that he blurted out a curse, but she was still laughing, holding a selfie stick to find everyone's predicament from various angles, singing nursery rhymes while taking pictures, The whistling wind shattered her voice, leaving only a lingering lingering sound echoing in the air.

"Mi Rice, open your eyes! Let's go to bed here!?" Fan Xiao took a look at the whole situation in the front row, manipulated the mobile phone to smooth the skin, added a kitten special effect, and took a photo of him specially.

Mingying was so frightened by the car that turned upside down, but she couldn't help laughing out loud when she heard this. With such a smile, the fear in her heart was relieved a lot. She also imitated Fan Xiaoda Shouting, shouting and singing: "Wait once in a thousand years~, I have no regrets!!!"

Kong Qinghua listened to the howling ghosts and wolves and thought to himself: Fortunately, there are not many people in the garden, otherwise, he would probably have to come over to watch them screaming wild monkeys.

Five minutes later, the roller coaster stopped slowly, and everyone got off one by one, but Fan Xiao hadn't sat enough and wanted to sit again, so everyone got off the ladder|ladder, let the people who were waiting later get on the car, and went down to wait.

Ming Ying used her hands to straighten the wild bangs blown out by the wind, looked up at Fan Xiao who kept shouting on it, and laughed like a dog: "It's so interesting, I still want to sit!"

Kong Qinghua looked at her tenderly: "Then you and Sister Fan Xiao will sit together again next time."

Mingying clapped her hands: "Good!"

Fan Yao bought a cup of hot milk tea and handed it to Du Bifan: "Have some."

Du Mifan's face was flushed when he got out of the car, and when he looked closely, it was a little white, white and red, neither a serious color, he took the water but didn't drink it, staring at the green grass at his feet, he was dazed for a while, He suddenly laughed and said, "I don't even want to vomit at all."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Fan Yao, his eyes sparkling: "I thought I would throw up when I got out of the car, but now I don't feel anything in my stomach."

He muttered a few words, then suddenly laughed again: "I see, I don't want to vomit because of you, because of you, Fan Yao."

Fan Yao looked at him quietly.

Having lived for more than 20 years before and after his rebirth, Du Bifan has ridden a roller coaster three times in total. The first time was when he was 13 years old. It was a sunny weekend, and Uncle Chen took him to play.

Since the birth of the two brothers of the Chen family, Aunt Ruan's health has not been very good. Every day, she is spinning soup and medicine. Uncle Chen has to work overtime on weekends. Du Bifan can't remember how long he hasn't come out to play. Yes, after school, he just helps take care of his two younger brothers, and after finishing his homework, he has always wanted to ride a roller coaster, and he thought it was interesting to see a group of people going around in the sky.Just when Uncle Chen asked him what he wanted to play, he said roller coaster.

Chen's house was not close to the playground in the city, and it took a few trips to get there. Uncle Chen took him there by taxi. He was still curious in the car and asked Uncle Chen who would take care of the younger brothers when they left.

Uncle Chen's words were flickering, and finally he let out a long sigh, and raised his hand to touch his head.

The two got out of the car, bought tickets and entered the amusement park. Uncle Chen stood outside the runway, pointed at the screaming and laughing men and women inside, and told him that they helped him find a new adoptive family, and they would send someone over tomorrow. Pick him up, after today he will no longer be a child of their Chen family.

Du Mifan didn't know what he thought when Chu Chu heard the news, he was probably in a daze, and Uncle Chen quickly led him to line up and get on the roller coaster.

Du Mifan used to long to ride a roller coaster, because he stood on the bottom and felt that the people sitting on it were like flying in the sky, those screams were joy and cheers.But when he also got on the roller coaster, listening to the screams of men and women in his ears, he suddenly understood that those screams were more of panic.

Others are terrified of high speed and weightlessness, but he is terrified of his own miserable life.

This life is like the duckweed by the lake, adrift and helpless, being transferred and abandoned at will like an item without perception and emotion.

When he was six years old, he came out of the orphanage, and he stayed in Chen's family for seven years. For seven years, from the beginning of primary school to the entry into junior high school, he called Aunt Chen Shuruan's parents for seven years. From the words of the director of the orphanage, he sincerely recognized Uncle Chen and the others as his parents, and the Chen family as his home, and he always thought that the Chen family was his home.

But it turned out not to be, all the admiration and dependence in those years has always been his one-man show, he must be the Chen family, but the Chen family can't do without him.

Those certificates of merit plastered all over the wall for his hard work are just military medals for him alone. Aunt Ruan would smile and cook him a delicious meal to reward him, but she would turn her head and sigh with Uncle Chen at night, sighing about the recipe for having a baby that he had heard about. It is useless again.

And now they finally got their wish and gave birth to two fat sons, and they were about to be given up.

The new parents that Uncle Chen helped him find were said to be intellectuals and from a good family background. The old couple were over a hundred years old, and their biological child died in an accident. The couple felt lonely, so they wanted to adopt a child back.They had seen Du Bifan's photos, and learned about his usual performance and academic performance. They were very satisfied. The two parties had already negotiated the adoption procedures, and they were waiting for Du Bifan to nod and sign.

Uncle Chen told him that as long as he nodded and agreed, he could live abroad with his new parents tomorrow. The white-haired man gave away the black-haired man. He didn't want to stay in the country and look at things and think about others, so he had already emigrated abroad.

Sometimes Du Bifan would ask himself, is Aunt Chen Shuruan treating him well?It's really good. I haven't treated him badly in these years. Even if I don't want to raise him anymore, I went to someone to help him find a family with good living conditions.

But Du Bifan didn't pursue too much food and clothing, what he wanted was his close relatives and family members.

When Du Mifan got off the roller coaster, he squatted on the side of the road and vomited for more than half an hour. He vomited all his bile until he had nothing to vomit.Uncle Chen thought he was scared by the roller coaster, so he hurried to the store to get him a cup of hot water, but there was no hot water for sale, so it was Uncle Chen who asked for it.

Du Mifan looked at the steaming cup of boiled water, his eyes were blurred, he wanted to cry but couldn't cry, he knew at that time that if a person is really sad and desperate, he can't cry.

Uncle Chen, who would pull his old face to find someone to ask for plain water for him, doesn't want him anymore. Is there any place for Du Bifan in this world?

Perhaps everything is not without trace, after all, it is logical that his biological parents abandoned him when he was born, and now he is abandoned by adoptive parents, right?

Wherever he goes, he is an unlikable child, who is not loved by others, and who is not loved by others.

He was doomed to be alone.

In the end, Du Mifan didn't recognize his second adoptive parents. He chose to move out of Chen's house by himself and rented a house outside.It would be very tiring to support himself alone. When it was said that there were murderers fleeing in the city, he was so frightened that he hid in the bed all night trembling and dared not close his eyes until dawn.But although it is hard and tiring, I no longer feel anxious and afraid in my heart. I don't have to rack my brains to think about how to please the new parents, and I don't have to worry about when I will be given up again.

What I have now is my own, because I have nothing, so I am not afraid of losing.

The second time Du Mifan rode the roller coaster was when he first started working. The company organized everyone to go to the amusement park. It is a big company, and each department is in a group. There are many people in their department. The front raised a voice to ask if anyone didn't want to sit, but before he raised his hand, the rest of the crowd booed: No!I want to sit! !

So the department manager went to buy a ticket, and no one asked for his opinion.

Du Bifan hesitated for a while and finally got on the last car. The number of people was odd, and he sat alone at the back.

He went with a blank face, got off with a blank face, got out of the car, and vomited directly on the trash can.

The male colleague sitting in front of him handed him a glass of water and joked: "Why did you vomit? I saw that you didn't vomit when you were playing bungee jumping. Isn't it more exciting than this?"

Du Bifan spit out bile, took the water to rinse his mouth, smiled palely and didn't speak.

This is the third time, the corners of Du Mifan's eyes were stained red, and he said with a smile, "Thank you, Fan Yao."

Thank you for the sentence "Since you are sitting, close your eyes. If you close your eyes and you can't see, you won't be afraid anymore", and thank you for not pulling your hand away when I was panicked and reached out to grab your arm indiscriminately.

Qingqinghonghong, who was pinched by the wrist, also remained silent.

Your silent support is like a piece of life-saving driftwood on the vast sea, allowing me to escape from the exhaustion of swimming and not knowing when I will completely sink to death.

Fan Xiao and Ming Ying became addicted to playing, and sat down several times in a row before turning back and forth at every step.A group of people gathered together to look at the photos taken on it.

Fan Xiao kept pressing the selfie stick, took no less than a hundred photos, and a few videos. Fan Xiao sent them the photos in groups, and she also took a look at them, and laughed when she saw them: "What's wrong with my hair?" Is it like this? My God, you will call me Golden Retriever grandma when you see me in the future, you know!!"

Mingying also laughed: "Sure enough, it's more convenient to have long hair, right? No matter how wind blows, your bangs will be messed up."

Kong Qinghua looked at Du Mifan: "You really closed your eyes the whole time."

Du Bifan explained: "Yes."

Kong Qinghua turned around, but didn't see it, wondering: "Where?"

Du Bifan: "When I got off the car."

Kong Qinghua: "..."

Du Mifan and Fan Yao sat at the back. Due to the angle of the photo, most of the photos only showed a face. The Fan family siblings were all as fierce as tigers. Kong Qinghua and Mingying grinned in shock for many moments, and Fan Yao's face was pale the whole time. , as if traveling in space.

Du Mifan looked at the photo in his hand, it was one of the few photos where Fan Yao didn't distract his eyes.In the photo, Fan Yao turned to look at him, as if talking to him.Du Mifan flicked his fingers and turned to the next page. Fan Yao had already turned his head, and was distracted again.Du Mifan moved his fingers, flipped through several photos, and finally stopped on one of them. This photo was no different from the previous ones. He was still closing his eyes, and Fan Yao was still staring ahead in a daze. The difference is that this photo was taken from a higher angle, in addition to their faces, half of their bodies were also photographed.

In the photo, Fan Yao's arms were stretched out in front of him, and his hands were tightly grasping Fan Yao's wrist.

The author has something to say:

the second