Why am I crying all the time, like a trash, trash can't bring back Jiang Xiao.
Lin Chengyu thought.
He reached out to wipe away the tears, but failed. The more he reached out, the tear glands were like emotions, which he couldn't control. Never forget, he will always remember.
This is a scar left in his heart that he cannot change.
If you do something wrong, it’s not about making up for it with regret. No matter what the result is, there will always be something left there to remind him of what he missed.
The half piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake that the old man gave him was a little big, and he cherished it very much.
It really tastes like Jiang Xiao. The sweet-scented osmanthus honey in it is made by him in autumn, and he stores it very well, but no matter how much he makes, he usually eats it up before the Spring Festival. It has a very special taste, which is very different from the ones sold outside. Likewise, anyone who has tasted it will remember it.
This should be the last batch. The bottom part of the sweet-scented osmanthus honey will be sweeter. This kind of honey is sweet but not greasy, with a faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, which seems to bring Lin Chengyu back to some past situations.
He has eaten this many times, and the entrance can even be divided into batches, but most of the time, he doesn't feel how precious it is.
He is so uncomfortable, it's better to be able to think of Jiang Xiao.His whole body was bitter, but the sweet-scented osmanthus honey in his mouth was related to Jiang Xiao, so he could still taste the sweetness.
That trace of sweetness bound him, he couldn't escape, and he was willing to stay there.
"Want to give up?"
the old man asked him.
"Actually, it's okay to give up," Old Master Lin said, "Take a step back, and you will feel much better. Jiang Xiao is also fine now."
Jiang Xiao also said similar things to him many times.
"No," Lin Chengyu shook his head, his first reaction was still the same, "I can't."
To this day, until now, he still can't do it.
It seemed that if he gave up on Jiang Xiao, his life would no longer have a goal, and it would no longer be meaningful.
"Then watch it." Grandpa Lin was not surprised, and sighed softly, "Go home first. If you have a chance, apologize to Jiang Xiao, you scared him."
At this time, Jiang Xiao drove home. He had calmed down a lot on the way, but he still felt a little pimple.
Lin Chengyu...how could Lin Chengyu do this?
The other party called him on the way, but Jiang Xiao didn't answer, and when he got home, he received another apology text from the other party.
Jiang Xiao felt bored to death.
Why did you do this, why did you tell yourself this?
He and Lin Chengyu obviously have nothing to do with each other now, so why not keep calm?
He was suffocating in his heart.
It was New Year's Eve, and he and Fu Ruoyan were still living together, not the house next to the company.These few days I lived in a new house, and with Xia Wanwan, I was slowly preparing the dinner for the three of them on New Year's Eve.
As soon as Jiang Xiao entered the house, Fu Ruoyan stood by the entrance, and when he heard voices outside, he waited there.He took out the slippers for Jiang Xiao, but the other party took off the shoes as soon as he entered the door, and reached into his arms with bare feet.
"What's wrong?" Fu Ruoyan reached out to stroke his hair, and kissed his side face, "Did Xiaoxiao miss me?"
"Well," Jiang Xiao nodded, his whole body stuffed in his arms, "I miss you, is mom there?"
He didn't see Xia Wanwan.
"I made an appointment with someone and went out shopping."
There are only two people in the family, so there is no scruples, Jiang Xiao immediately raised his head to kiss him.
This house was really well bought. It was a duplex building, and it was designed later. Xia Wanwan usually doesn't want to climb stairs, so she lives in a room on the first floor, and the room reserved for Jiang Xiao is on the second floor. Even if the two generations live together, they can Do not disturb each other.
Fu Ruoyan was processing some documents at home in the morning and was busy with work so he didn't go out with Jiang Xiao today. He didn't expect Jiang Xiao to be so enthusiastic when he came back.
But of course he couldn't refuse the intimacy offered.
He hugged and kissed enough, and then stretched out his arms to carry Jiang Xiao upstairs.
Although it was noon, once the curtains in the room were drawn, it was no different from night time.
Jiang Xiao circled around Fu Ruoyan, and he quickly forgot about the rest of the lunch. In that state, it was indeed difficult for him to think of other things, so the other party controlled everything.
This was not the first time, Fu Ruoyan had listened to some words, and he didn't toss about for too long.Jiang Xiao slept for a while, and woke up at around five in the afternoon.
Fu Ruoyan sat by the bed, the curtains were opened a little, he was talking on the phone, he didn't notice Jiang Xiao woke up for a while.Although the voice was low, the room was quiet, and Jiang Xiao could hear what he was saying.
"...Buy the draft? Yes, let them buy it, film critic? It's also okay."
"I know, don't worry about these things, let them toss. Have you seen the film? You will understand after seeing the film. The more they do for this quality of film, the faster the reaction will be. It will naturally let the audience's real voice Just send it out."
"As for the others... I'm ready, don't worry."
Jiang Xiao listened for a while, and knew that he was talking about the movie, the movie that Fu Zonglin invested in, the movie on the Spring Festival, which will be released in a few days.
Many people in the Fu family are working overtime, busy day and night, only his old god is there, and he doesn't care about everything.
"Fu Zonglin is dead," Fu Ruoyan half turned his back to him, "After these few days, he will come back and beg me, begging me like a dog."
The tone of his words was something Jiang Xiao had never heard before, and it was so vicious to a certain extent.
Jiang Xiao's heart trembled.
He knew that Fu Ruoyan's hatred for his father had always been there, but what Jiang Xiao didn't expect was that even now he could only see a little bit of the hatred, which was much deeper than he imagined.
He didn't want Fu Ruoyan to be like this.
He hated his father and stepmother, Jiang Xiao understood very well, Fu Ruoyan was indeed hurt deeply, there was a very reason to choose to take revenge, but letting negative emotions erode him too much is not a good way.
People always have to look forward, thinking about those all the time will make them feel very uncomfortable, this is Jiang Xiao's feeling.
"Ruoyan," Jiang Xiao sniffed, and called his name. He had just woken up, and his voice was soft and somewhat hoarse, "I'm hungry."
As soon as he heard his words, the Fu Ruoyan just now changed back to the appearance he remembered. He quickly walked over with gentle movements, and stretched out his hand to hug Jiang Xiao.
"Auntie just called to say that I'm having dinner with my little sister, and I'll be back later tonight." Fu Ruoyan kissed his forehead, "I cooked some porridge, what else do you want? I'll make it for you."
Jiang Xiao leaned on him and rubbed his neck, and he asked Fu Ruoyan back: "Then what do you want to eat?"
Fu Ruoyan was taken aback, he hadn't eaten anything today, and when Jiang Xiao said that, he felt hungry.
"Whatever," he said, "I can eat anything."
"Let me make it for you," Jiang Xiao got off the bed, "I have prepared a lot of things."
It is indeed Jiang Xiao's habit to store a lot of things during the New Year, some bought from outside, some made by himself, both refrigerators are full.
It's just two people, and he didn't make it too complicated, but it was quite ritualistic.
I grilled two steaks by hand, decorated the plate, made a small plate of cheese pasta, and adjusted the drinks, two glasses of strawberry milk, after all, Jiang Xiao can't drink much.
Fu Ruoyan's taste is not that sweet, so his cup is not very sweet. In addition, he also lit two candles, which tasted like a candlelight dinner.
The two toasted, and the strawberry milk was still served in a red wine glass.
After he and Jiang Xiao finished the meal, they naturally felt much better, as if everything else was unimportant.
In the evening, the two of them nestled together on the sofa in the room to watch the night view.
The house Xia Wanwan bought was by the river, it was a river view house, and she could see the landmark buildings in Lishi. Fu Ruoyan and Jiang Xiao chatted about some things, and saw him sleeping in her arms with his eyes closed. peaceful.
Xia Wanwan came back really late today, and Jiang Xiao had already fallen asleep for a long time when she got home.
Fu Ruoyan wasn't asleep yet, he turned on a small night light and was still reading documents, Xia Wanwan just came back when he went down to pour water.
She had at least a dozen bags in her hand, and the property manager downstairs even brought some up for her. There was a big discount in the shopping mall before the Spring Festival, so she had to buy something anyway.
Fu Ruoyan went forward to help her carry them. After all the bags were placed on the sofa, he saw Xia Wanwan writhing in them again.
"I bought something for you and Niannian," she spoke softly to him, knowing that Jiang Xiao had fallen asleep as soon as she came in, so she didn't speak loudly, "Take it, I will meet you tomorrow for Niannian." give him."
There were a lot of things in the bag, such as clothes and decorations, Fu Ruoyan glanced at them, there were too many, he looked at the top one, it was a medicine bag.
What is this for?
"The one above is prepared for you every year. He said that you have been busy in the past few days, and you used to stay up late often, and you couldn't sleep well. He changed the pillow, but he didn't think it was enough." Xia Wanwan said, "I found a doctor I knew before. There are medicine bags for soaking your feet at night, incense for hanging in the room, and tea bags for sleep aids, try it, I don’t know if it will work for you.”
Fu Ruoyan held the bag and stopped talking.
"Actually, these medicines are at most auxiliary. The main reason is to adjust your mentality. Young people should relax a little bit and don't make yourself so tired," Xia Wanwan added, "Go to sleep now, it's already late."
Fu Ruoyan: "...OK."
Every time he watched Jiang Xiao fall asleep, he got up to do something, especially after returning from a trip abroad, Fu Zonglin's movie was about to be released. Push forward.
Fu Zonglin has managed the media, and he has also managed the same, and many plans are waiting in secret.
He thought Jiang Xiao was asleep, and he was doing this quietly, but in fact, everyone next to his pillow knew about it.
Lin Chengyu thought.
He reached out to wipe away the tears, but failed. The more he reached out, the tear glands were like emotions, which he couldn't control. Never forget, he will always remember.
This is a scar left in his heart that he cannot change.
If you do something wrong, it’s not about making up for it with regret. No matter what the result is, there will always be something left there to remind him of what he missed.
The half piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake that the old man gave him was a little big, and he cherished it very much.
It really tastes like Jiang Xiao. The sweet-scented osmanthus honey in it is made by him in autumn, and he stores it very well, but no matter how much he makes, he usually eats it up before the Spring Festival. It has a very special taste, which is very different from the ones sold outside. Likewise, anyone who has tasted it will remember it.
This should be the last batch. The bottom part of the sweet-scented osmanthus honey will be sweeter. This kind of honey is sweet but not greasy, with a faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, which seems to bring Lin Chengyu back to some past situations.
He has eaten this many times, and the entrance can even be divided into batches, but most of the time, he doesn't feel how precious it is.
He is so uncomfortable, it's better to be able to think of Jiang Xiao.His whole body was bitter, but the sweet-scented osmanthus honey in his mouth was related to Jiang Xiao, so he could still taste the sweetness.
That trace of sweetness bound him, he couldn't escape, and he was willing to stay there.
"Want to give up?"
the old man asked him.
"Actually, it's okay to give up," Old Master Lin said, "Take a step back, and you will feel much better. Jiang Xiao is also fine now."
Jiang Xiao also said similar things to him many times.
"No," Lin Chengyu shook his head, his first reaction was still the same, "I can't."
To this day, until now, he still can't do it.
It seemed that if he gave up on Jiang Xiao, his life would no longer have a goal, and it would no longer be meaningful.
"Then watch it." Grandpa Lin was not surprised, and sighed softly, "Go home first. If you have a chance, apologize to Jiang Xiao, you scared him."
At this time, Jiang Xiao drove home. He had calmed down a lot on the way, but he still felt a little pimple.
Lin Chengyu...how could Lin Chengyu do this?
The other party called him on the way, but Jiang Xiao didn't answer, and when he got home, he received another apology text from the other party.
Jiang Xiao felt bored to death.
Why did you do this, why did you tell yourself this?
He and Lin Chengyu obviously have nothing to do with each other now, so why not keep calm?
He was suffocating in his heart.
It was New Year's Eve, and he and Fu Ruoyan were still living together, not the house next to the company.These few days I lived in a new house, and with Xia Wanwan, I was slowly preparing the dinner for the three of them on New Year's Eve.
As soon as Jiang Xiao entered the house, Fu Ruoyan stood by the entrance, and when he heard voices outside, he waited there.He took out the slippers for Jiang Xiao, but the other party took off the shoes as soon as he entered the door, and reached into his arms with bare feet.
"What's wrong?" Fu Ruoyan reached out to stroke his hair, and kissed his side face, "Did Xiaoxiao miss me?"
"Well," Jiang Xiao nodded, his whole body stuffed in his arms, "I miss you, is mom there?"
He didn't see Xia Wanwan.
"I made an appointment with someone and went out shopping."
There are only two people in the family, so there is no scruples, Jiang Xiao immediately raised his head to kiss him.
This house was really well bought. It was a duplex building, and it was designed later. Xia Wanwan usually doesn't want to climb stairs, so she lives in a room on the first floor, and the room reserved for Jiang Xiao is on the second floor. Even if the two generations live together, they can Do not disturb each other.
Fu Ruoyan was processing some documents at home in the morning and was busy with work so he didn't go out with Jiang Xiao today. He didn't expect Jiang Xiao to be so enthusiastic when he came back.
But of course he couldn't refuse the intimacy offered.
He hugged and kissed enough, and then stretched out his arms to carry Jiang Xiao upstairs.
Although it was noon, once the curtains in the room were drawn, it was no different from night time.
Jiang Xiao circled around Fu Ruoyan, and he quickly forgot about the rest of the lunch. In that state, it was indeed difficult for him to think of other things, so the other party controlled everything.
This was not the first time, Fu Ruoyan had listened to some words, and he didn't toss about for too long.Jiang Xiao slept for a while, and woke up at around five in the afternoon.
Fu Ruoyan sat by the bed, the curtains were opened a little, he was talking on the phone, he didn't notice Jiang Xiao woke up for a while.Although the voice was low, the room was quiet, and Jiang Xiao could hear what he was saying.
"...Buy the draft? Yes, let them buy it, film critic? It's also okay."
"I know, don't worry about these things, let them toss. Have you seen the film? You will understand after seeing the film. The more they do for this quality of film, the faster the reaction will be. It will naturally let the audience's real voice Just send it out."
"As for the others... I'm ready, don't worry."
Jiang Xiao listened for a while, and knew that he was talking about the movie, the movie that Fu Zonglin invested in, the movie on the Spring Festival, which will be released in a few days.
Many people in the Fu family are working overtime, busy day and night, only his old god is there, and he doesn't care about everything.
"Fu Zonglin is dead," Fu Ruoyan half turned his back to him, "After these few days, he will come back and beg me, begging me like a dog."
The tone of his words was something Jiang Xiao had never heard before, and it was so vicious to a certain extent.
Jiang Xiao's heart trembled.
He knew that Fu Ruoyan's hatred for his father had always been there, but what Jiang Xiao didn't expect was that even now he could only see a little bit of the hatred, which was much deeper than he imagined.
He didn't want Fu Ruoyan to be like this.
He hated his father and stepmother, Jiang Xiao understood very well, Fu Ruoyan was indeed hurt deeply, there was a very reason to choose to take revenge, but letting negative emotions erode him too much is not a good way.
People always have to look forward, thinking about those all the time will make them feel very uncomfortable, this is Jiang Xiao's feeling.
"Ruoyan," Jiang Xiao sniffed, and called his name. He had just woken up, and his voice was soft and somewhat hoarse, "I'm hungry."
As soon as he heard his words, the Fu Ruoyan just now changed back to the appearance he remembered. He quickly walked over with gentle movements, and stretched out his hand to hug Jiang Xiao.
"Auntie just called to say that I'm having dinner with my little sister, and I'll be back later tonight." Fu Ruoyan kissed his forehead, "I cooked some porridge, what else do you want? I'll make it for you."
Jiang Xiao leaned on him and rubbed his neck, and he asked Fu Ruoyan back: "Then what do you want to eat?"
Fu Ruoyan was taken aback, he hadn't eaten anything today, and when Jiang Xiao said that, he felt hungry.
"Whatever," he said, "I can eat anything."
"Let me make it for you," Jiang Xiao got off the bed, "I have prepared a lot of things."
It is indeed Jiang Xiao's habit to store a lot of things during the New Year, some bought from outside, some made by himself, both refrigerators are full.
It's just two people, and he didn't make it too complicated, but it was quite ritualistic.
I grilled two steaks by hand, decorated the plate, made a small plate of cheese pasta, and adjusted the drinks, two glasses of strawberry milk, after all, Jiang Xiao can't drink much.
Fu Ruoyan's taste is not that sweet, so his cup is not very sweet. In addition, he also lit two candles, which tasted like a candlelight dinner.
The two toasted, and the strawberry milk was still served in a red wine glass.
After he and Jiang Xiao finished the meal, they naturally felt much better, as if everything else was unimportant.
In the evening, the two of them nestled together on the sofa in the room to watch the night view.
The house Xia Wanwan bought was by the river, it was a river view house, and she could see the landmark buildings in Lishi. Fu Ruoyan and Jiang Xiao chatted about some things, and saw him sleeping in her arms with his eyes closed. peaceful.
Xia Wanwan came back really late today, and Jiang Xiao had already fallen asleep for a long time when she got home.
Fu Ruoyan wasn't asleep yet, he turned on a small night light and was still reading documents, Xia Wanwan just came back when he went down to pour water.
She had at least a dozen bags in her hand, and the property manager downstairs even brought some up for her. There was a big discount in the shopping mall before the Spring Festival, so she had to buy something anyway.
Fu Ruoyan went forward to help her carry them. After all the bags were placed on the sofa, he saw Xia Wanwan writhing in them again.
"I bought something for you and Niannian," she spoke softly to him, knowing that Jiang Xiao had fallen asleep as soon as she came in, so she didn't speak loudly, "Take it, I will meet you tomorrow for Niannian." give him."
There were a lot of things in the bag, such as clothes and decorations, Fu Ruoyan glanced at them, there were too many, he looked at the top one, it was a medicine bag.
What is this for?
"The one above is prepared for you every year. He said that you have been busy in the past few days, and you used to stay up late often, and you couldn't sleep well. He changed the pillow, but he didn't think it was enough." Xia Wanwan said, "I found a doctor I knew before. There are medicine bags for soaking your feet at night, incense for hanging in the room, and tea bags for sleep aids, try it, I don’t know if it will work for you.”
Fu Ruoyan held the bag and stopped talking.
"Actually, these medicines are at most auxiliary. The main reason is to adjust your mentality. Young people should relax a little bit and don't make yourself so tired," Xia Wanwan added, "Go to sleep now, it's already late."
Fu Ruoyan: "...OK."
Every time he watched Jiang Xiao fall asleep, he got up to do something, especially after returning from a trip abroad, Fu Zonglin's movie was about to be released. Push forward.
Fu Zonglin has managed the media, and he has also managed the same, and many plans are waiting in secret.
He thought Jiang Xiao was asleep, and he was doing this quietly, but in fact, everyone next to his pillow knew about it.
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