In order to survive, I do many jobs

"It hurts..." I sat up from the bed hissingly, as if there were 1 Mr. Chuya singing wildly in my brain, and my head was buzzing.

"Don't sing Mr. Chuya, the child will be stupid if you sing again..." I begged for mercy to my auditory hallucinations, and understood the pain of hangover for the first time.

I was the only one in the room, and there was a hangover honey water on the bedside table. I took a sip from the glass and called my system in my mind.

"Tong Tong, did I get very drunk last night? Didn't I leave a strange black history?" I propped my head up and tried to remember, and the memory fault in my brain drank the beer bottle after I took the beer bottle handed over by the enthusiastic young lady. on the exhausted fragment.

When I woke up again, I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling of the hotel. The few hours I spent in the middle were like a film that was forcibly cut away with scissors, without leaving any traces.

I underestimated the power of beer, I should not ignore the fact that it is alcohol just because it tastes like sweet water.

"Tongtong, why don't you speak?" I knocked my head hard, "Could it be that I was demented in the world last night, and I sang to Osamu Dazai all night in the middle of the night?"

Or maybe I finally couldn't bear his unreasonable troubles, so I stripped him naked and threw him into the sea to make dumplings?

Stop it, stop it, this is no longer the category of social news, it has directly risen to the level of legal news.

Zai Zai, do you really have no impression?My system's tone of voice is vicissitudes, as if I have experienced some kind of terrorist incident that exploded the three views, and my speech is weak, as if it is dead.

"What impression should I have?" I was at a loss, and the sudden change in the tone of the system, which was always calm, gave me an ominous premonition.

The system that has been with me since I was resurrected, my most reliable old father, the faithful recorder who will never deceive me, and my eternal solid backing, what terrible thing did it encounter to use it like this? Speak to me in an uncertain tone?

That's it, baby, don't be afraid, just calm down and listen to me.The system coughed twice, and decided to start with the lighter matters first, and give me a buffer space.

"Okay, tell me." I sat upright and listened attentively.

Come on, no matter what unspeakable dark events happen, super-optimists will face it, my psychological quality is on the rocks.

Last night, after you got drunk, you hugged a coconut tree and insisted on asking Osamu Dazai to help you chop it down and carry it back to Yokohama, and sell it to Chuya Nakahara at a sky-high price.

eAlthough, as expected of something I can do, why am I not surprised at all?

"I have a question." I raised my hand obediently, "Why is Mr. Nakaya willing to spend [-] million to buy a coconut tree?" He is not stupid.

Because he's an honest man, bah, because you lied to him that he could grow taller by eating coconuts.My system says so.

Height is a pain point in Mr. Nakaya's life.

"Did he actually believe it?" I was shocked, this is too easy to deceive!If this is the case, I am willing to contract an entire coconut grove for him, and bring all the gin and Belmode vodka to me as a fruit farmer to plant trees.

No, he didn't, the above is all your fantasy.My system ruthlessly smashed my dream of getting rich.

Yes, I knew it.

When Osamu Dazai tried to carry you back to the hotel, you told Ogai Dazai that you wanted to treat him like a Barbie doll like Mori Ogai dressed up Alice.My system said with a toothache.

My teeth are white, my secretly poking little thoughts are actually exposed in front of the Lord.But it shouldn't matter, based on what I know about Osamu Dazai, this man doesn't care much about such trivial matters, but it doesn't make my commander so panic.

Did I do anything unspeakable?I started to panic.

The system is well versed in the principle of gradual and orderly progress, and you saved the explosives until the end. After that, you confessed your love to Osamu Dazai, and finally pressed him on the bed and kissed him.

In just a few words, my whole body was blown into a firework in the sky.

"Tongtong, can you say it again?" There was a buzzing in my ears, and I was in a trance.

Don't run away from reality, baby.Yesterday your confession to Osamu Dazai was so disgusting that you couldn't even feel ashamed of writing Fourteen Quotes.My system said sympathetically, what can be said and what cannot be said, you almost finished talking last night.

Not only that, Osamu Dazai also revealed the biggest secret between them in just a few sentences, almost scaring the system to death.

"Although I know Osamu Dazai is perverted, this is the first time I know that he can be so perverted." I covered my face and watched the video recorded by the system, feeling like dying.

Why did I become like a different person after I was drunk, I could say anything, how did I make those shameful words come out of my tongue?

The content of the video was just as the system and I recounted. I first grabbed a coconut tree and refused to let go, and talked to Osamu Dazai with eloquence and eloquence about his plan to get rich in the trap; After the news of Jun's victory in the duel, I let myself go, clinging to my guardian and acting coquettishly, the words I said without thinking made me so ashamed that I wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in.

Why did Osamu Dazai talk about oboe with a drunk man?Can't he knock me out with a knife?I hate my sobriety.

After returning to the room, I, who was mentally debilitated by alcohol, was easily provoked by Osamu Dazai, and played a quiz game with him in which I unilaterally entrapped myself.

Although I said nothing, there was an eerie silence most of the time.But just looking at Osamu Dazai's expression, I guess he might not be able to judge other than the existence of the system. Whether it's my second-five boy mission or the current situation of exchanging money for life points, he probably knows it well.

I have never been afraid to try to figure out Osamu Dazai's scheming and IQ with the greatest malice. On the chess game, I lose every move.

"So, why did he ask that?" I paused the video and watched Osamu Dazai ask me in a low voice, which is more important, money or him?

I don't know what kind of answer he wants to get, Osamu Dazai is almost stubborn to confirm his position in my heart, asking again and again.No matter how many times I say yes, at some point he will ask the same question again.

Like an insecure and abandoned child, she peels off her surly skin to reveal her fragile and sensitive heart.

I hate Dazai Osamu like this.Obviously I have tried my best to give him everything I can, but he is still doubtful and restless, denying everything before.

When I watched myself in the video with blurred eyes but suddenly possessed great courage to leap forward, my heart vibrated like thunder.

Memories lost yesterday popped up briefly in my head and I resonated with myself in the video

──No matter what you do, at that moment, I want to catch him.

But why should I kiss her!

The phrase "drunk and courageous" is really not just a saying. In normal times, I would never dare to imagine that I would have a day when I would kiss Osamu Dazai forcibly.I am so brave!

I touched my lips blankly, the touch of my fingertips was nothing special.Last night, another person's body temperature was briefly left here, and his lips and teeth were close to each other.

The soft and moist touch is more ambiguous in imagination than in reality.

While I was annoyed that the beauty was wrong, this must be the enemy's conspiracy, I tried to recall the whole process of Kiss' mysterious disappearance at the beginning.

Osamu Dazai turned his back on the guest and took the host as expected. My eyes stayed on the video, and I turned my head away as if I was scalded.

He should have a lot of experience, after all, he is a battle-hardened public lover in Yokohama.I rubbed my plump lips vigorously, it felt like an ant had bitten my heart.

Calm down, no matter how much I regret what happened, there is no possibility of it happening again, and more importantly, how should I face Osamu Dazai today.

After all, the one who made the first move was me.

The confession and kissing are all over, can I still act as if nothing happened?The real strong have the courage to face the bleak life, anyway, this time I am sorry for him, I should take this responsibility.

"Anyway, I'm ready to raise Osamu Dazai for the rest of my life. Now it's just a different relationship. I should be...a real husband?" I rumpled my hair irritably, still unable to imagine what it would be like to be lovers with Osamu Dazai.

The word "lover" never occurred to me before.Dazai Osamu, whether trying to catch him, keep him, or control him, is just a dream.

All I can do is stay where I am and light a lamp for him.The lights never go out, and home is always here.

Will he be willing to be bound by worldly relationships?Or is this all just wishful thinking on my part?

I hope Osamu Dazai can feel happy, but people's selfishness is at work, and greed is an instinct engraved in the bones and blood.I replayed the video again, and those confessions that sound a little shameful to me now are actually the truth in my mind every word.

"But all, this kind of thing cannot be decided by one person." I whispered, "My heart is still hesitating, how can I ask him to be firm?"

But Osamu Dazai kissed back, didn't he?The system asked puzzledly.

"What does that mean?" I sighed, "Have you seen his routines too often? Maybe it's just to avoid my embarrassment, or maybe it's just that the atmosphere is too good to spoil the scenery-too ​​many explanations, but 'like' is the most important thing." An unremarkable one."

Our current state is already very good, and no one knows what kind of unknown opportunities we will lead to if we make further changes.I have the courage to take this step in the chaos, what about him?

I glanced at the hotel's alarm clock, forced myself to go to the bathroom to re-dress and wash, and gave myself a spiritual hairstyle.

The water in the sink was splashing, I picked up a handful of cold water and splashed it on my face, patted my face vigorously, and looked up at the person in the mirror.

The hairstyle is ok and the expression is ok. I dug out the most beautiful set of clothes in the suitcase, feeling as solemn as going to the battlefield.

Love is a war, the one who confesses first loses first.I have already been attacked by the opponent's soldiers, and now I am just thinking about whether to kill me or flee.

Is it the same with other people's love?Like a dark cloud weighing on my heart, a ball of wool played with by a cat is a mess.

"Good afternoon, Mr. Dazai." I found Osamu Dazai in the hotel's buffet dining area. He was holding a glass of champagne and chatting happily with the white-collar sister next to him.

"Are you awake, Qianyejiang?" He looked at me sideways, with the same smile on his face as usual, "I can't drink so much next time, taking care of drunks is quite troublesome."

"I see, I won't drink anymore." I looked down at my toes, then raised my head again, "I have something to tell Mr. Dazai, can you come with me?"

"Hey - but, I have an appointment with this lady, and I'm going to the bar for a drink today." Osamu Dazai said awkwardly, "Last night I took care of Qianye for a whole night, and I didn't have a good time. I want to make up for it today. Come back, Qianye will definitely understand."

"Ah..." Hearing the hint of refusal in his words, I was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly, "Of course, I can understand."

"Then, Mr. Dazai, let's go play, I will arrange the play items by myself today." I pinched my knuckles and replied with a smile.

"Dazai-kun, who is this child?" The glamorous woman on the side poked her head curiously, and looked at me unobtrusively.

"It's my child, isn't it cute?" Osamu Dazai casually found a topic to divert the woman's attention, and I turned and left the moment she spoke.

I'm not angry, this scene is too common, from the first day I knew Osamu Dazai until now, the Yingying Yanyan around him has never been broken.

It would be fine if this lady had a one-night stand with him. If she fell in love just because of the first meeting, then I might have to solve the complicated and troublesome confession matters for Dazai Osamu, and I have already been familiar with it.

"Then, last night was just a simple accident, he must have made a joke." I rubbed my lips again, I couldn't say I was relieved, but I still felt empty in my heart.

Osamu Dazai has not changed, he is still him, doing the same things and speaking the same words.It's just that my own mentality has changed, so the person who is uneasy about it has become me.

Unlike me, it doesn't feel good to be led by the nose.

However, Osamu Dazai's panicked eyes last night should not be my illusion.

—Why is he afraid?

I can't figure it out.The secret of being happy in life is that you don't have to think about things you can't figure out all the time, just follow your heart and follow your heart.

I have always had a clear conscience, just as my confession to Osamu Dazai last night made me determined to take responsibility for him today, all of which are my unilateral actions, and I can understand whether he accepts it or not.

In other words, it would be too selfish to deprive him of his freedom and force him to accept this love that I don't know the composition of just because I want to be responsible.

I have to clarify my own mind first, and then talk about other things.

"Dazai-kun, just now when you said we were going to drink together, the child seemed a little overwhelmed." The charming woman took a sip of red wine and said deliberately, "Is it okay? Girls are easy to worry about gain and loss Oh, do you want to coax?"

"No," Osamu Dazai said softly, pinching the thin goblet with his knuckles, and the glass column creaked unbearably because of the force, "Qianye will not feel unhappy because of this. She has her own set of logic, It's not because I affect my emotions too much."

"If the roles were reversed just now, I might not be able to resist killing Miss right now." His voice became lower and lower, and the woman couldn't hear it clearly for a while, but felt that the handsome and gentle man in front of her was suddenly terrifying. demon.

Is it an illusion?After the girl left, he obviously didn't look back.

"Well, don't worry, let's go to the bar." Osamu Dazai raised his head, with a spring-like smile still hanging on the corner of his lips.

There is no heat in the cold iris eyes, frivolous and ambiguous.

I randomly found a place in the cafeteria and sat down, concentrating on cutting the steak in front of me to fill my empty stomach.

What happened just now dissipated in my mind like a cloud of smoke, leaving only a gray spot of moderate depth in the corner, dispelling the mottled color patches around it.

People live in this world because they are happy, I firmly believe and maintain this point of view.Whether it was when I was living in a distorted and weird family, or when I was dying when I was forced to survive because of lack of food, it is difficult for negative emotions to affect me for too long.

My soul is made of candy and sand sculptures, and the kaleidoscopic color palette is the main theme of my life.Giving up one part of life for other pleasures is not the thing for a super-optimist to do.

I'm still a little concerned about Dazai's reaction, but it's okay, busy work and a promising tomorrow are enough to cheer me up again.

The seven-day trip to Hawaii with Osamu Dazai disrupted many of my plans.Fortunately, the winter vacation has relieved me of the burden of study, and I don’t have to worry about the work-study paperwork of the tennis manager for the time being. The newly returned Spider is a rare player with both civil and martial arts. I will share part of the matter of worshiping the mackerel coach with him, so I will be ruthless. After taking a few deep breaths, the fear of the imminent death line finally got away from me.

Like contemporary young friends, eating well when alone is never learned. Quiet Mimi took out her mobile phone to play more casually and deliciously.While I was replying to fans' comments on the homepage of the live broadcast, while browsing jungle's player forum, the movement of eating suddenly stopped.

"When did the large-scale dungeon assembly order appear..." I bit my fork, and the administrator privilege of the login cadre hurriedly glanced at the historical editing records.

Network technology and cracking keys are jungle's specialty. Among the members of jungle, there are quite a few programmers who join jungle because they are attracted by the technology of Bishui Liu, and earn points to exchange for the permission to study programming.

Life is endless and codes are endless. Whenever I see their shiny bald heads, I am in awe. In contrast, thick hair attracts hatred more than water flow.

This dungeon recruits a large number of players who are good at cracking codes and gamblers who are brave enough to take risks for points. Once any player who participates in the mission succeeds, the top ten in the contribution list can directly leap to the "u" level member, a rare big reward.

Bishuiliu seldom releases such missions to disrupt the balance of the point market, and the last time he confronted the devil Fyodor, he only slightly increased the other party's bounty.

What does jungle want to do?

Ding!You have a new jungle order, please process it in time.

The special reminder sounded, and I opened the message acceptance page, and the task briefing specially sent to the j-level cadres jumped out of the screen instantly.

"...Go to the Pillar Tower and take the Dresden Stone Slab from the second ruler, the King of Gold..." I put my head on my hands and stared at the phone lying flat on the table, lost in thought.

Is it more floating than the water or is the king of gold unable to hold the knife?I remember that Bi Shuiliu challenged the owner of the Yuzhu Tower once, but the result was a disastrous defeat.

Changlu Dajue of the Kingdom of Gold, the man who controls the actual lifeline of the entire Japan, the well-deserved strongest of the seven kings, is now in his twilight years.

I always thought that Bishuiliu would wait until his death before attacking Dresden Slate. Why did he suddenly issue an attack order?

Indeed, there are three kings including me in the jungle, but Mr. Pan and I have a field control and a defense, and the real output is only one person than Shuiliu!

"Well, it's not impossible." If Bishuiliu made up his mind, we would be evenly matched with the King of Gold, but the casualties might be more severe.

Wait, I thought about it carefully. Based on the risk and difficulty of killing the king, the chances of the king's power getting out unscathed are actually very high, and the clan members are most likely to be in danger.But Jungle's non-royal clan members are only Yushaoshen Zi and Gojo Sukuna, and the members of Non-Tokiin are dozens of times more than Jungle.

As for the recruited players... Before becoming j-level members, they were all cannon fodder that could be sacrificed.

"Based on this, Mr. Liu has a reason to make a move." I slowly flipped through the heated discussion posts on the jungle forum, "Many people will die."

Bishuiliu will not stop planning because of sacrifice. This is his lifelong ideal and belief, and no one can make him give up.

People who live because of their ideals, whether they are lying in the sewer or wandering alone in the wilderness, the flame of ideals will never be extinguished.

I don't approve of his means to an end, but I admire his determination.

I must go to this mission, not only as a member of the jungle to support the leader's actions, but also with my special ability, the number of casualties can be kept to a minimum, at least not to involve irrelevant personnel into the battlefield.

I don't think I'm a good person, but I can do things that can be done with little effort.

The importance of the Dresden slate does not need to be elaborated. Both Shishiin and sceter4 belong to the government department, and the blue king Munakata Reisi is likely to join the battlefield.

Except for the Silver King in Sky Empire, almost all the kings active in Tokyo will gather in the battle for the slate.

The near-murder of Shishu Tara is a thorn in the heart of the red group. Although the red king has a bad relationship with the blue king, he must give priority to Bishuiliu, who has been doing things in the dark for a long time.

If it turns into a 3v3 situation, most of Tokyo will be destroyed in this war.

"But Chizu is my relatives and friends." I swiped my phone twice, "With Mr. Zhou Fang's Sword of Damocles status, no one would want him to intervene in this matter."

It's too exciting to suddenly drop the sword while fighting, and today's Tokyo is also as nuclear as ever.

The biggest possibility is still 3v2... Why didn't you wait for Bishuiliu, no one can stop the King of Gold after his death.

I bit my fingertips and sent out a long series of messages with my handheld, trying to persuade Liu Jun, who was suddenly wayward, to calm down.

I understand Qianye's meaning better than water flow, and it's not because I'm impatient that I choose to start planning now.

Although the demon Fyodor, who has been hindering the jungle, has left Japan, the organization under his name, the Mouse of the Dead House, is still active in Tokyo, and the activities are remotely controlled by the demon.I just got the news that he is hostile to the British clock tower servants and is now being completely wiped out by them.

The outsiders who were in the way of the water died down, and it was time for the game to begin.

"That's it, then there is no reason to refuse." I tapped on the table with my fingers, and turned my eyes to the clear blue sky. The wing of the plane passed by left a long white tail, which was reflected in my black eyes. "Let's have a big fight."

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About Dazai's Escape

Starting a relationship just out of "wanting to be responsible" is more fragile than glass made of spider silk. Zai is afraid of death when he thinks about it, so how dare he agree.

One day I will say I love you in the sun, before that, examine your heart again.