goodbye, see your smile

"Come here and eat some wood, you've been tossing around for so long..." Shen Yanqi packed some porridge and returned to the ward.

"Well, Yanyan... What do you think we should do?" Bai Mu held Berlin's hand and said with pity.

"What should I do? Hey... I didn't think carefully about this matter." Shen Yanqi also sat beside the hospital bed with her arms folded.

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"I... I have looked for Deng Liyi before." Shen Yanqi sighed with lowered eyebrows, she really did not expect Deng Liyi to make such a choice, it is undeniable that this choice was beyond her expectations, but it was also In reason.

"When, what did you tell her?" Bai Mu immediately sat upright and asked.

"I..." Shen Yanqi looked up at Berlin who was still asleep and said slowly, "I hope she can treat Lin Lin fairly, if not, I hope she can leave Lin Lin."

"This... this... this is actually true." Kashiwagi turned a corner when he was about to blurt out.

Shen Yanqi looked up at Baimu, "Mumu, I know what you want to say, you want to say that I shouldn't suggest Deng Liyi to leave Lin Lin, right?"

Facing Shen Yanqi's eyes, Bai Mu finally nodded and said, "Well, although I don't agree with the two of them, after all, this relationship is a matter between two people, especially when it comes to breaking up or not, we parents really shouldn't interfere .”

"You're right. In fact, I was surprised after I finished talking to Deng Liyi. I didn't expect that I would say such a thing. You know, I always hate this kind of thing, but... the thought of Lin Lin, I just... Maybe I can understand how my parents felt back then." Shen Yanqi couldn't help but smiled wryly.

"Yanyan..." Bai Mu let go of Berlin, walked behind Shen Yanqi and hugged her, "You do this because you love Lin Lin, Lin Lin will understand."

"Hehe... But now that I'm like this, I really don't know whether to be thankful or regret it. I really... really feel sorry for Lin Lin. I have held her in my hand since I was a child, not to mention the number of times I beat her. There are only a handful of them, but Deng Liyi hit her, why, why should my Shen Yanqi's baby look so cheap to her, oh..." At the end, Shen Yanqi couldn't help but shed tears .

"Don't cry, don't cry, Yanyan, let's not cry, let's just treat it as Lin Lin's experience, we should be thankful, you gave her a choice, although in the end she gave up Lin Lin, but we, including Lin Lin, will know They are inappropriate, aren’t they? It’s better to know early than late, early pain is better than late pain, it’s good to have the pain, with us by Lin Lin’s side, I believe Lin Lin will get better soon.” Bai Mu pressed tightly Tightly hugging Shen Yanqi who was trembling all over.

"Mu, woo..." Shen Yanqi threw herself into Bai Mu's arms and sobbed.

"I'm here, I'm here... Don't be afraid, our family will be fine, I promise." Baimu patted Shen Yanqi's back quietly, but his eyes were as firm as a day for 20 years, which only added a calmness.

When Shen Yanqi cried enough, Bai Mu couldn't help but nodded Shen Yanqi's nose and said, "If Lin Lin sees it, I have to laugh at you."

"Hmph~ Are you hungry, do you want to eat?" Shen Yanqi simply nestled in Bai Mu's arms like a fool.

"Not very hungry, are you hungry, then I'll warm it up for you." Bai Mu was about to push Shen Yanqi away as he spoke, but she was so tightly wrapped around her that she could only kiss it lightly on her lips. to escape.

Just as Bai Mu left the ward to go to the hot porridge, a guest came to the ward, and this guest was obviously something Shen Yanqi didn't want to see very much.

"Sister Shen, I...I'll come and see Lin Lin." Deng Liyi knew that she owed Berlin too much, and she also knew that Shen Yanqi must have something against her, but she still couldn't help wanting to see Berlin.

"I heard from Dr. Ouyang that you came to see him this afternoon, didn't you?" Shen Yanqi kept her eyes on Berlin.

"Well, let me see if Lin Lin is better." She did come to see her earlier. At that time, Berlin was sweating profusely with her eyes closed, her lips were dry, and she was pushed into the ward by the doctor with a cart.

"Are you done? Please ask Teacher Deng to leave after you've finished." Shen Yanqi glanced at Deng Liyi lightly and said with a blank expression.

"I...Sister Chen, I'm sorry." Trembling and biting her lower lip, Deng Liyi finally said this to Shen Yanqi. She knew that Shen Yanqi said that before just to stimulate herself and force herself, but the choice she made was obvious. Shen Yanqi was disappointed.

"Mr. Deng's words, I can't stand it. This is your choice and you didn't do anything to apologize to me, except for hurting my Lin Lin." Shen Yanqi almost said the last sentence through gritted teeth.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's my fault that I failed Lin Lin."

"That's right, it's all your fault. Is your son a baby and my daughter a straw? Ever since I was a child, I was reluctant to be beaten and scolded, but you slap me so hard. Have you ever thought about me?" Is this the mood of being a mother, do you have the mood of scruples, didn't you slap her face or her heart!!" Bai Mu returned to the room just in time to hear Deng Liyi's words, Following the words, anger erupted all of a sudden.

"I... I'm sorry, I'm sorry." At this moment, Deng Liyi really didn't know what else to say besides saying sorry.

"You should say this to Lin Lin. You owe her this. Since Teacher Deng has already made a choice, please follow your own choice. You are Lin Lin's first love and we don't know how long it will take for her to leave. Come out, but we will accompany her, so please don't appear in front of Lin Lin again." Bai Mu said to Deng Liyi with his back turned.

"No...don't, I..." Deng Liyi couldn't stand not being able to see Berlin again.

"Teacher Deng, Ruiqian is alone now, it's better to go back earlier, don't waste time on a person you discarded." Shen Yanqi deliberately emphasized the word discarded, firstly to remind Deng Liyi, The second is to let Berlin, who doesn’t want to wake up, hear that she already knows that Berlin is pretending to be asleep. If there is such a big movement, if most people wake up early, the only ones who don’t wake up are those who don’t want to wake up except those who are really comatose. .

"I didn't, I didn't throw it away, I didn't...I love her, I really love her..." Deng Liyi tremblingly caressed the face that was already full of tears.

"Yes, you love her, but you don't love her that much, hehe...Mr. Deng, you can go." Shen Yanqi directly opened the door of the room and the order to chase away the guests was very obvious.

Deng Liyi cast a longing glance at Berlin and finally left the ward, but when she passed by Shen Yanqi, she heard Shen Yanqi say lightly, "You have missed the person who loves you the most in this life."

Looking at the closed door of the ward, Deng Liyi ran to the stairwell uncontrollably and cried bitterly.

"Yanyan, I seem to have done the same thing as you, haha..." Kashiwagi smiled wryly.

"Let's eat." Shen Yanqi walked over and patted Bai Mu, these are subconscious behaviors of parents, how can they be controlled.

The tears in the corners of Berlin's eyes quickly fell into his hair and disappeared.

The next day, Berlin opened her eyes early in the morning. The long darkness made her a little uncomfortable. Just as she was about to reach out and rub her eyes, she found that her right hand could not move. She looked down and saw that her right hand was being firmly held by Shen Yanqi. , and naturally her left hand was held tightly by Kashiwagi, Berlin smiled slightly, she didn't have nothing.

Knowing that the two mothers were always worrying about themselves, Berlin lay down again, feeling the warmth from the palms of his hands, recalling the interesting things from childhood to adulthood, such a memory that Shen Yanqi woke up without her noticing.

"Lin Lin, are you awake? Are you feeling better?" Shen Yanqi woke up and saw Berlin staring at the ceiling wondering what she was thinking.

"Well, I'm sorry for worrying Mommy." Berlin rubbed his head against Shen Yanqi's hand.

Seeing Berlin's coquettish appearance, Shen Yanqi felt a little relieved, "Do you dare not answer the phone next time, and dare you disappear!"

"Well...that's because the phone is out of battery, and there's nothing I can do about it." Unexpectedly, Shen Yanqi changed her face in an instant, so Berlin could only pout aggrievedly.

"You're still wronged~" Shen Yanqi pinched Berlin's nose as she spoke, she loved to treat Berlin like this since she was a child, and pinched Bai Mu's ears directly.

"Oh, Mommy... Mom, help me~" Berlin shouted with a smile.

"Oh... Lin Lin, you are awake, oh, Yanyan, what are you doing, let go, let go, Lin Lin is still sick, how can I stand it... Ah, Yanyan, I was wrong, I was wrong, let go." I want to help Instead of getting out of trouble, Berlin's Kashiwagi himself fell into the hands of the sheep.

"Hahaha~" Berlin laughed subconsciously.

"Do you want to pinch it!" Shen Yanqi asked extremely domineeringly.

"Squeeze, pinch, Yanyan, you can pinch as long as you want...Why are you laughing, and you don't beg for mercy." Bai Mu said angrily to Berlin, who was still laughing non-stop, even tears.

"Yeah, Mommy, please let go of mom, I've been tired all night, let's go home." Berlin said while wiping away tears.

"Well, then you go to the bathroom to wash up first, we'll pack up and go home." Shen Yanqi looked at Berlin's wiping more and more tears and said softly.

It wasn't until there was the sound of water in the bathroom that Bai Mu worried and said, "Lin Lin's mind is heavy."

"En." Shen Yanqi could only look at the door and sigh, hoping that everything would be fine.

After sending Berlin home, the two had a simple wash and then went to work. Although Berlin said that he would also go to work, Shen Yanqi objected. It was very tiring to pretend to sleep, and finally told her not to run around. The two left home for work.

And the hospital on the other side knew that Shen Yanqi's words were not as simple as words, but she couldn't help but feel heartbroken when she thought of never seeing Berlin again. She wanted to secretly take another look at her when Berlin was discharged from the hospital, but she didn't know that she was hiding in the hospital. After sitting in the corner for a long time, she still couldn’t see anyone coming out of that ward. In the end, she could only ask the nurse on the side. When she learned that Berlin had been discharged from the hospital as early as six o’clock in the morning, Deng Liyi subconsciously took a step back and ran into the ward. But there was no one else in the ward, even the bedding had been folded neatly.

Deng Liyi slowly came to the bed, stretched out his hand to caress the pillow, and then put his head on it, as if this way he could still feel the remaining warmth of Berlin..

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..." Deng Liyi buried her head in the pillow and cried again. She knew that she had really lost Berlin this time, and no one would call her Sister Yi again. Gone…