The reborn male god will not come down

When she came home from school, Shen Yimo threw her schoolbag aside, lying on the bed depressed.

He was thinking about Hanguang, no matter how calm he pretended to be during the day, in fact he still cared very much in his heart, probably no one would care less about the person he likes but not like himself.

When it comes to this point, student Shen should not be too depressed. The wife who had agreed to be with him very readily in the previous life has not fallen in love with him until now. They have known each other for more than three years, and they have had sex for nearly half a year. Hanguang But she was still lukewarm towards him, saying that she would leave him without any hesitation.

Now my wife is trying to date another boy, a boy who seems to be better than him in many aspects, Shen Yimo actually can't see what Hanguang's attitude towards that boy is, it feels like an ordinary friend, of course, It's also possible he's deluding himself.

Turning over on the bed, Shen Yimo buried his head in the pillow and took a deep breath.

The question he is most struggling with now is, what should he do next?What if Hanguang really decides to formally date that boy?It is very likely that he will not be able to say something intimate with Hanguang in the future, what should he do?What if Hanguang really fell in love and never broke up, and decided to be with that boy forever! ! !

No matter what to do, at least for a long time to come, Shen Yimo and Hanguang's relationship will be like meeting each other on the playground, taking their "lovers" for a walk together, and saying hello when they meet each other. No, this time Hanguang didn't come over to see him from time to time like when he had a girlfriend back then, and went out with him.

Under such circumstances, Hanguang's hotpot restaurant officially opened, but on the opening day, Shen Yimo was not able to witness this moment.

Because no notification was received at all.

It was only after a long time since it opened that a classmate who had a good time with him told him that the hot pot in that restaurant was good, and that if he was interested, he could try it once, so he knew about it.

Maybe things have passed for too long, so long that his heart no longer has the original feeling, and he will not be very sad when he hears the news.

It's just that he didn't know, who would be standing at the door with Hanguang to greet the guests on the opening day?Who will accept the blessing of friends with him and officially embark on the road of entrepreneurship together?

Shen Yimo finally went to the hot pot restaurant, and went with Mike, Yiwei, and Ayang. The decoration of the store was the same as Shen Yimo expected at the time. It was divided into two floors. In the room, four people can sit on each table on the first floor. Guests can choose their favorite pots. In addition, there are two long tables with flowing dishes and drinks. The decoration of the store is also very unique, with various quiet ink paintings, There are green mountains and clear waters, pines, bamboos and plums, and orchids in the empty valley...

Hanguang also cosplays as a waiter and asks them what dishes they want to order. Yiwei is not very familiar with Hanguang and is embarrassed to talk too much now that he is not in the same class. Ayang even stops talking after ordering. Mike asked if he could give them a discount, Hanguang smiled and said, "It's free."

"Great!" Everyone at the table cheered enthusiastically except for Shen Yimo.

But he just looked at that person, and never looked away from the moment Hanguang appeared in his line of sight. It's not that Hanguang didn't look at him, but only when he was talking to him normally, and his attitude was very natural. It will not arouse others' suspicion at all.

He waited until that person left before he looked away, lowered his head slightly, and couldn't help but wonder in his heart, is Hanguang really planning to get along with him like this forever?

What he didn't know was that Hanguang actually separated from him for a period of time on purpose, just to test his feelings for him.

In fact, Shen Yimo is right in saying that sexual orientation is not the decisive factor for Hanguang not wanting to be with him, and there is only one reason for Hanguang to reject him - he doesn't like him.

This was what Hanguang said to Alex when he rejected him.

Alex is a very handsome Chinese-English mixed-race boy with blond hair and blue eyes and elegant manners. It can be said that he fell in love with Hanguang at first sight. Later, after observing him in class for a period of time, he decided to formally pursue him. After being rejected, he suggested that he could try first. Hang out with him for a while.

"You should let go of your inherent stereotypes about homosexuality, because it doesn't matter at all, you just treat me as someone who is pursuing you, and just try to see if you can be with me." Alex said.

Hanguang thought of Shen Yimo at that moment, and he heard countless words of liking from him, but he never formally thought about accepting him. He just used the excuse that he could not accept homosexuality as an excuse. In fact, he never Trying to accept a boy, how can it be possible to accept homosexuality?

Hanguang didn't care about this in the past, because they were still young, and they were still in the third year of high school when that person confessed to him for the first time. The love at this time was basically a joke, not to mention that they had already done a lot at that time. For all the things that couples should do, whether they have the title of "lover" is not that important.

At that time, Hanguang had many other suitors, and later in high school, the number of suitors only increased. Hanguang never thought of accepting anyone, until he met Alex, who proposed to try by himself When dating him, Hanguang suddenly realized at this moment that it would be a very scary thing to try on another boy what he and Shen Yimo had done.

Just like that person always fooled him to help him solve it with his hands before he confessed, and said that he would try it with others but never actually practiced it. This kind of thing is really not for everyone. .

Could it be... I also like Xiao Mo? ?

Although the more I think about it, the more unreliable it is than trying to date other boys.

Anyway, he still said to Alex: "I'm sorry, I can't accept trying to date, because I think I might like someone else."

Alex wasn't angry, but asked him a little funnyly: "What do you mean you'may' fall in love with someone else?"

"Even I don't know if I like him or not," Hanguang said with some embarrassment, "He's a boy just like you, and I always thought I couldn't accept falling in love with a boy."

"Then how do you feel about him?" Alex asked again.

"I don't know." Hanguang frowned and thought for a while, "We are often together, almost inseparable. I regard him as a very good friend, and I never formally thought about being with him."

Speaking of this, Hanguang thought to himself that he had omitted a very important detail, that is, this so-called "friend" liked him, and seduced him into bed every now and then, so that they were no longer separated from official couples.

Alex thought for a while and said: "Well, since this is the case, let's do an experiment to test your feelings for him. Of course, the premise is that you don't deliberately avoid the issue of homosexuality, as long as he treats it as an ordinary emotional experiment. OK."