the other side of the fireworks

A huge cracking sound came from Xia Fengshu's ears, the sound hurt her ears and reached her heart directly, the warm and cool night wind brushed the tears on her face, flirtatiously like a play, Xia Feng The tree gently wiped away tears, and the sense of guilt once buried her relaxation. At this moment, she began to feel the relaxation. Yes, I want a stable job, a house of my own, and a home for my mother. These, I've shaken everything off, and now I'm going to travel light.Xu An, you are a child surrounded by many loves, you will hate me, but after a while, this hatred will be forgotten by you together with me, leaving only traces like the words scratched in a diary .

We loved, that's all.

Xia Fengshu burned all his writing and deleted the novels on the computer.

For people who go to work, on weekday mornings, there are only a few tens of seconds to think about their thoughts, and then they will be urged by the time to go to work. All they think about is breakfast, the shuttle bus, and clocking in. How is the boss in a good mood today? good.

Xia Fengshu's mood was no exception. She didn't shed many tears for Xu An, because she kept hypnotizing what a correct decision she had made, and Xu An would also lead her right life. Xia Fengshu had never tried it in her short life. Being so positive and optimistic, maybe she should thank Xu An for giving her a positive side of life. The feeling of being forced into a corner made her have to look up at the sun and the blue sky. The brilliance drove away the haze, and she thought she was flying.

The days are very rhythmic, 12345, then stay still for two days, and then 12345. Xia Fengshu lives a mediocre life, she feels very good, she is too good to think about anyone, Sister He from the unit said that she is like a monk, Xia Fengshu Maple says she is not vegetarian.This made several people laugh, and Xia Fengshu also laughed. She attended the dinner party in the office that day. She was studying hard to get along with people in the workplace. Being excluded, she is beautiful, but she doesn't want to be pursued by others. People with too many contradictions are not easy to be understood and accepted, let alone in a workplace where there are open and secret fights.

Xia Fengshu did not go well. From struggling to eat when she was a child, to now working hard for a better job position, from a certain point of view, she has made a lot of progress. She has been working for more than a month. The issue of job assignment is brought up on various occasions. The training class is the place where newcomers gather most. Occasionally, when you go to the headquarters building to do business, you will hear whispers. Entering the headquarters, Xia Fengshu certainly knows that the position determines the different benefits and treatment, but she is now a kite with a broken string, unlike other people who have strings.

Just leave it to your fate!

Even in such an anxious mood, seeing Tong Zhan, Xia Fengshu's heart was as still as water. She didn't have any desire for him, and she was content with the life she has now.

Tong Zhan always appears intentionally or unintentionally. Fortunately, he is a stranger. In this huge organization, there are many contacts that cannot be seen. The indifference and enthusiasm do not have the meaning presented on the surface. The relationship between people is not as simple as a smile or a cold stare. The terrible thing is that you can't see it. Xia Fengshu is not good at this, but he knows it well. She lives like walking on thin ice until she realizes that someone is pursuing her.

It's not strange to be pursued with a face like hers, but it's strange not to be pursued. Due to some invisible pressure, Xia Fengshu couldn't turn his eyebrows coldly like he did when he was working in the supermarket, and use another kind of calmness to politely refuse.Sister He's friend, also surnamed He, is in his early thirties and is the deputy director of the Information Technology Department of the City Bank. At this age, sitting in this position can be said to be young and promising. Shu didn't look at him more, and just told Sister He that it was not suitable, that he was not good enough for him.Sister He said that you are not interested?Nobody thinks anything of you!You don't have to be polite, Xiaoxia, just your face doesn't need any background conditions, whether it's worthy or not.

Xia Fengshu shook his head with a smile, and didn't explain much. Anyway, he just disagreed. Sister He said, don't leave me here, everyone is here, so go out to eat and talk.Xia Fengshu was very embarrassed, and he hadn't been notified in advance, but the man suddenly appeared in the business hall, so he felt uncomfortable going to eat together.

If it was in the supermarket, she could just throw down two words, if not, she would turn her head and walk away, but not here.

Xia Fengshu took the next best thing and said, "You won't let me go out to dinner alone with him, will you?"

Yunshang Seafood.

Is it a status symbol to treat guests here?

Director He said that this is a membership system, and you must make a reservation for meals, otherwise, even if the private room is empty, you will not be entertained. Sister He is a little excited, it seems that you can take it back to show off to your family and friends after eating here.

Xia Fengshu couldn't find a suitable reason not to come in. As soon as Yuanjia Luzhai entered the door, he met Manager Ma. She pretended not to know each other, and the other party only responded with a professional smile.Soon after entering the private room, Sister He admired the luxurious decoration, opened the menu and said that the dishes here are not expensive, Director He said that the service here is very good, and membership cards are hard to find.Xia Fengshu didn't know anything about these things. She hadn't cared about these two times when she came here, because every time she felt restless.

The conversation at the dinner table was scattered, and Sister He deliberately asked some questions to let Director He talk about it, seemingly inadvertently showing Director He's ability, only when it came to the placement of new employees, Xia Fengshu stood up. ear.

The dishes were served one after another. In this kind of meal, Xia Fengshu had another pleasure, which was to eat, but today, she didn't even have the thought of eating.

Ask a question, answer a sentence, sometimes don't even answer, just smile.

When Director He went out, Sister He said to Xia Fengshu: "If someone invites you here, it means that they really like you. Xiao Xia, don't let this opportunity pass by. You have a bright future to be a deputy director at the age of 32. "

"Sister He, please help me decline, it's really inappropriate."

"What's the matter? How well-matched you two are. Do you think he's nine years older than you? Let me tell you, it's better for a man to be older. Don't look at your small face as beautiful as jade now. In ten years, you and He doesn't see the age difference at all."

"It's not because of this, it's just inappropriate."

"Women are looking for a partner to invest in. Sister He is telling you the truth. This person is my distant cousin, and his uncle is a big shot in the province. You are on good terms with him. Isn't it just a word where you want to arrange it? If you succeed, I will borrow light, Xiao Xia, what good is it to stay in our small office? I am tired and frustrated, earning the least in the whole bank, and I will build a dormitory building next year. In my current position There is no chance at all. If you are assigned to a business hall in the suburbs, you will be exhausted when you go to and from work."

The house, Xia Fengshu's heartstrings trembled slightly. At this time, Director He came back, and everything was still again. Xia Fengshu asked himself that he had no ability to force himself to entrust this man to change the house.

You can't continue to do things with a bad conscience. Human energy is limited, and there is no way to suppress conscience and feelings and go your own way.

Xia Fengshu was phrasing words to make the other party understand that Luohua was intentional and that the water was ruthless. At this time, Manager Ma came and treated him with a respectful attitude as if he would be a guest of honor.

The customer is God, but in a place like Yunshang, the difference in power and status exists in the most polite way. Director Guo absolutely does not have the status to allow Manager Ma to receive him with this standard, so he is also a little flattered. Manager Ma brought a bottle of Dom Pérignon, poured wine for everyone himself, and told them that the meal was free.

Surprised Director Guo was about to ask why, Manager Ma bowed slightly and said to Xia Fengshu: "Miss Xia, I wish you a pleasant meal."

The scene was slightly stiff, Director Guo said: "So Xiao Xia is the VIP here?"

Xia Fengshu didn't know how to explain.

Director Guo's face was ugly. Xia Fengshu's indifference had changed direction before, and it could no longer be interpreted as a result of his personality. It was a kind of arrogance. inside.

"I've only eaten here twice, I'm not a VIP, I'm not even a member." Xia Fengshu hurriedly explained.

"I've eaten here more than a dozen times. I'm afraid this manager doesn't even know my last name."

Manager Ma said calmly, "Mr. Guo, why don't I remember you, but this Miss Xia is a guest of our boss. I came here to pay my respects to Miss Xia after receiving the boss's order."

Director He's surprise continued to escalate. He had never seen the owner of Yunshang Seafood. It was said that he was a mysterious and low-key person, and he was by no means an ordinary person.

Like a rabbit hiding in the grass, Xia Fengshu was suddenly cut off by a scythe, and exposed to the broad daylight in shock.On the opposite side stood a wolf that flattered her, but behind her stood a low-key big tiger.

Sister He seemed to understand everything, her eyes clearly said: Xia Fengshu, I really didn't see through you!

Director He insisted on paying the bill, Xia Fengshu sat without saying a word, Sister He said: "Xiao Xia, let's go first, should I see you off?"

"No need, I'll go back by car." Xia Fengshu felt that it was better for her to go first, she didn't want to be left here, Yunshang was just a gorgeous prison for her.

At nine o'clock, there was a bus. Xia Fengshu stood on the bus platform, her tense body seemed to relax a little. For her, the most comfortable car in the world was the bus.

Sister He was staring at her not far away, and when she got into Director He's car, she said, "I don't think Xiao Xia got rich, why would the big boss let her take the bus?"

"Forget it, I don't think she has that kind of interest in me." The young Director He was a little frustrated.

"The prettier the girl, the stricter the defense. If you really like her, be patient." Sister He is still persuading her, showing that she is not reconciled.

"She wasn't waiting for a bus, she was waiting for a Hummer."

Hearing this, Sister He looked at Xia Fengshu again. A black Hummer was parked in front of the bus platform, and the man in the car was talking to Xia Fengshu.

Director He's Lexus drove past quickly, Xia Fengshu didn't notice him because she was talking to Qin Youtao.

What does it mean if you straighten your back involuntarily when someone talks to you?

The atmosphere of two people who don't like to laugh is very strange. "Send you back." It seemed, it seemed, that this was the first time Qin Youtao spoke to Xia Fengshu.

"Why." Xia Fengshu didn't just ask him why he drove him off.

Qin Youtao is so shrewd, "Get in the car and tell you."

Xia Fengshu hesitated.

"Get in the bus, I'm occupying the bus lane." The door has already been opened, and there are other people standing on the platform.Xia Fengshu thought for a while, then stretched out her hand and pushed the car door, she didn't intend to get in the car.

Qin Youtao stared at Xia Fengshu, he was a little puzzled, "You are Tong Zhan's girlfriend, I will definitely take care of you when you come to me."

Xia Fengshu turned around and looked at the approaching bus, the name Tong Zhan made her very uncomfortable.

Qin Youtao left, and the Xia Fengshu in the mirror became smaller and smaller, and the car could not be seen when turning, so Qin Youtao turned his gaze to the front.

Xia Fengshu's life is clean, but her heart is not pure at all.At first, she thought it was the aftermath of breaking up with Xu An. It wasn't until one day when she saw sanitary napkins in the supermarket that she realized that her one-month-old aunt hadn't come.

Xia Fengshu's aunt has always been irregular, and she doesn't care about it, but it has been almost fifty days and there is no news, so she has to pay attention to it. She knows what it means if the aunt doesn't come, especially since she has had sex .

She bought a pregnancy test stick, and saw the two lines very smoothly. Maybe she had this premonition before the test. She didn't exclaim why this happened, and calmly accepted the result.

The next day, she went to the hospital for another examination, but the miracle did not happen, and the doctor told her firmly that you were pregnant.

Back at work, Tong Zhan actually walked across the street. He was in a hurry, as if he was on business, and his eyes met in a hurry. Xia Fengshu really didn't want to face this person for a second. The resentment caused Tong Zhan to stop, "Eh? No."

Xia Fengshu ignored him.

Tong Zhan grabbed her hand, "Where have you been?" Xia Fengshu wanted to withdraw his hand, but he didn't. "What happened to make you look at me like you did just now."

"This is the entrance of the unit, can you do it yourself?"

Tong Zhan didn't take it seriously, and looked inside openly, "I'm afraid they will see it, so I'll see it when I see it, it's not ashamed to have something to do with me."

Xia Fengshu didn't have the strength to deal with him as a rogue, "They all saw it, let it go."

"I heard that you have a blind date, did it go well?"

"Didn't the person who told you tell you if it's going well or not?"

"What I heard is from the office. It's not accurate. It's better to ask you."

"Does this have anything to do with you?" When Xia Fengshu said this, he couldn't help thinking of what was in his stomach, and his voice was choked by tears.

Tong Zhan panicked, and his tone changed from provocative to conciliatory, "Can I not care? What do you think I am doing here when I have nothing to do? I don't even bother to come here once a year in this poor place like yours."

Xia Fengshu hurriedly wiped away tears, Tong Zhan said more and more gently: "It's the first time I've seen you cry, did I provoke you?"

"No." Xia Fengshu categorically denied, "I just feel upset when I see you."

Tong Zhan's face was ashen, don't expect elementary school students to have any self-cultivation or endurance, "You will know the consequences of offending me in a short time."

Normally, Xia Fengshu would never be irritated by such a childish threat. She would usually leave quickly, but not today, her heart would explode, "Consequences? Is there anything more terrifying?"

"What do you mean?" Tong Zhan was extremely alert.

"It's boring." Xia Fengshu turned around and left.

In the afternoon, Xia Fengshu was calculating when it would be appropriate to go to the hospital for an abortion. It was impossible to ask for a week's leave because of this, and he couldn't say it.Friday is the best, and Saturday and Sunday can be off, but I have to check if there is any training plan for the weekend. If there is, I have to postpone it for another week. No, I can’t delay it any longer. I will go tomorrow, tomorrow.

How much will it cost? Is 1000 yuan enough?

Is this life?Unexpected price and how much more to pay to end.Did I pay too little for this job?Xia Fengshu didn't dare to follow this line of thought, she was afraid that she would go crazy.

Xia Fengshu, who was in a trance, hadn't realized that the way her colleagues looked at her was changing, and those rumors about her were slowly emerging and spreading rapidly.

When get off work, Tong Zhan waited outside, almost cheering for the rumors, Xia Fengshu really wanted to change his face and walk past Tong Zhan, but unfortunately she didn't have that ability.

"I have something to ask you."

"Go ahead." Xia Fengshu didn't face him.

"Where did you go on leave today?"

Xia Fengshu's heart sank, she didn't intend to let Tong Zhan know about it, "Go shopping."

"buy what?"

"I'm off work and I don't want to accept these cross-examinations. Can you let me go?"

"Did you go to the hospital?"

Xia Fengshu turned around abruptly, "You..."

"How would I know?" Tong Zhan couldn't hide his complacency, "I can only say that this wasn't done by accident."

"What do you mean?"

"I often come here to see your face, just to know if the seeds I planted have germinated." Tong Zhan smiled like a child who succeeded in pranking. "You're stupid, you can't even tell if I'm wearing a condom or not."

Xia Fengshu's eyes were a little blurry, and she tried her best to understand what Tong Zhan said.

"Xia Fengshu, you're in a terrible mood! What should I do, I have a child of someone who is upset."

"Tong Zhan, I really didn't know what you wanted from me before, but now I understand a little bit, you just want me to die in an ugly way."

"Dead? Will you die?" Tong Zhan sneered.

"I tell you, I won't beg you even if I die."

Xia Fengshu's straight back was like a piece of broken ice, sprinkled on Tong Zhan's face, which could not melt for a long time.

People who think that the other person's pain will bring them happiness are people who don't know how to love.

Chapter 37 Facing this man who was married for two nights, Xia Fengshu didn't know where the hatred came from and where the pain went.

At night, the bar is a sunken paradise, a cemetery between heaven and hell, where beauty and ugliness, happiness and sorrow, emptiness and joy can be buried.In the ever-improving human society, there are some things that can control the soul on top of food and warmth. Tong Zhan came here to find these things. He hasn't been here for a long time, and he hasn't touched that thing for a while.

From Xia Fengshu, he gained a fear that he would never get what he wanted.

As soon as he sat down, a woman struck up a conversation and asked for a glass of wine. Tong Zhan didn't look at her face, so he could treat her as a companion. After drinking a glass of wine, the other party's hand rested on his shoulder at some point, like a snake. Soft, with the other hand on his thigh, Tong Zhan pushed her away, without feeling much effort, the woman fell to the ground, Tong Zhan saw a pair of innocent and shocked eyes, she was about the same age as Xia Fengshu , and there was no dust on Tong Zhan's face, "Why are you so fierce, you don't know me?"

Tong Zhan couldn't remember this woman, and he didn't think that this woman misidentified relatives. He had seen too many women.

"Forget it, here's my drink money."

Tong Zhan frowned, and grabbed the woman's hand. "I'll treat."

"I don't drink from strangers."

"You have to force me to remember who you are!"

"I think you can't remember." The woman turned around to leave, but Tong Zhan became interested, and said nothing to let her go, and chatted again. Tong Zhan still couldn't remember who she was, and the more he drank, the more he drank. It doesn't matter whether they remember or not, they sat in the corner, Tong Zhan was good at all methods of flirting with women, the sex gradually increased under the instigation of alcohol, and then, the woman wanted to skate, Tong Zhan was surprised and took drugs He has played playing K, but he has never touched ice.In my impression, I have never made friends with a woman who plays ice.

For the first time in his life, Tong Zhan hesitated when he took out the money.

"Why, don't you dare to play?"

"What's your name?"

"I'll wait for you to remember."

"I can't remember." Tong Zhan threw down a few banknotes and got up to leave. When he reached the door, he looked back and saw the woman hurriedly picked up the money and walked towards the women's toilet.Tong Zhan walked back and asked the bartender, "Do you know that woman?"

The bartender smiled, "A regular customer."

"Did she sell it?"

"For that mouthful, I can do anything."

Tong Zhan lost his appetite, and the bartender didn't forget to add, "You really shouldn't have stopped her from paying."

"What do you mean?"

"She has no money."

Tong Zhan dropped the 50 yuan tip and walked out of the bar.He still wanted to drink, but the bar was boring, so he went to find Qin Youtao.Qin Youtao has a lot of wine at home, he doesn't drink much, he mainly collects it, Tong Zhan is very casual here, no matter how expensive the wine is, he can drink it whenever he wants.

Qin Youtao was five years older than him, and Tong Zhan called him brother.

Speaking of the bar, Qin Youtao said, "Why don't you go to the Auto Club to drink, the quality of the women there is also good."

"It's boring, too many acquaintances."

"Because of Xia Fengshu."

"Why do you think she can't come and beg me once?"

"That's why you got someone pregnant?"

"I didn't want to break up with her, so I used this trick, and it proved to be effective, and she really has it." Speaking of this, Tong Zhan smiled wickedly, "Brother, there really is no woman who can look like Xia Fengshu sometimes. I was very excited when she saw her."

"If you like her, treat her well. What are you trying to do by torturing her?"

"She doesn't have me in her heart, and she always wants to draw a clear line with me. It seems that the work is about to be divided. Most people have already entrusted relationships everywhere. If you say she wants to break up, can't I come forward? I thought she would come to me, but She saw me detour, as if I was an infectious disease. Otherwise, she pretended to have amnesia, as if she had never seen me. She was pregnant with my seed, if it was another woman, she would have come to me and cried. Yes, she is fine, I am afraid that I will know."

"The more she is like this, the more you like her."

"If you want to say that she is noble, she slept with me again for work. If she is not noble, what is going on with her now."

"She has feelings for you."

"What?" Tong Zhan was as energetic as if Xia Fengshu had kissed him fiercely.

"Only in front of the person you like, do you want to preserve your self-esteem." Qin Youtao got up and stood by the window, "Don't hurt her, if you are not careful, you will ruin her."

"She likes me?" Tong Zhan muttered to himself.

When a romantic and wealthy man is seeking pleasure, he is usually afraid of leaving seeds and causing unnecessary trouble.Men and women who have no marriage contract should stay away from the family line. Xia Fengshu has never been on guard, just like she never regarded herself as Tong Zhan's real girlfriend.It's just a deal where everyone gets what they need, she didn't expect Tong Zhan to play so big, did he just want to torture people?

Xia Fengshu felt the pain of being trapped in a conspiracy, Xu An, is this retribution?

Never before was she exhausted physically and mentally like now, with nowhere to go and no one to talk to, Xia Fengshu panicked like a stray dog, and when she realized where she was, the light of the street lamp was covering her.

What is this place?

I have to sit down.

Xia Fengshu sat down on the flower bed by the street, and sorted out what happened little by little. The phone rang suddenly, and it was from his mother. Xia Fengshu felt a little comforted. It would be nice to get some warmth on her phone too.

But my mother didn't come to warm or care about her. My mother told her anxiously, "Your father is on the train and will arrive the morning after tomorrow. You can go to the train station to pick him up."

"What is he doing here?"

"He asked you to find a job for him to make money."

"Mom, how can I have that ability!"

"Mom knows you're in trouble, but Mom can't stop him. His liver is not good. You can check the situation. If it doesn't work, send him back to Fengshu. You know the situation at home. He also wants to earn some money to pay off his debts."

Xia Fengshu knew that it was useless to say anything, he was already in the car.

Often when there is no way to retreat, someone will step forward and push you, fearing that you will not fall and die.Xia Fengshu felt that her father was the one who pushed her. With her environment, how could she find him a job and take care of his life.It is said that if one person attains the Tao, chickens and dogs ascend to heaven, but she has not yet attained the Tao, and now she is following the Tao of others, and she cannot protect herself.

Xia Fengshu couldn't ask for leave, and all the new employees had to go to the Human Resources Department for a meeting in the morning. She didn't want to pick up this station, but she couldn't turn a deaf ear to her mother's words.After much deliberation, she called Li Yimin, and the other party readily agreed.

I held a meeting all morning and sent out forms to everyone, asking everyone to fill in their own job applications.Towards the end, Tong Zhan came, and Xia Fengshu turned his gaze to a place where he could not be seen.

When the meeting was over, Xia Fengshu looked at his watch. Li Yimin should pick up his dad right now.

Xia Fengshu got on the bus only to find that Tong Zhan was following her. There was no seat on the bus, and there was nowhere to hide. Tong Zhan did not press on, but stood at a certain distance. The breath between the two was not stalemate. Testing Xia Fengshu's reaction, it seemed that he wanted a calm conversation.

The feeling is different, the scene is similar, Xia Fengshu thinks of Xu An, they have too many memories of lingering on the bus.

She got out of the car, Tong Zhan also got out of the car, and said in her ear: "Don't quarrel, let's talk."

"I have something to do, I can't do it now."

"How far is it, let's take a taxi!" Tong Zhan's tone was not arrogant at all, but urgent and concerned.

Xia Fengshu didn't tense her body anymore, she was tired, "No need, just take another car and we'll be there."

Tong Zhan stopped in front of her. Both of them were outstanding in height. Standing on the side of the street like this was very eye-catching. Tong Zhan put his pressure back very hard, fearing that he would offend Xia Fengshu again, "If I apologize to you , are you willing to accept my care?"

Xia Fengshu's heart trembled slightly. Whenever Tong Zhan showed such a childish appearance, she couldn't harden her heart, "I really have something to do, Tong Zhan, can you let me take a breath?"

"I don't hinder you, I just want to care about you, otherwise, I will feel bad." Tong Zhan said with his head hanging next to Xia Fengshu's ear.

Xia Fengshu turned her face slightly, she was not easy to be melted by soft words, but right now, Xia Fengshu didn't know where the hatred came from and where the pain was directed to this man who had been married for two nights.

Tong Zhan raised his hand to call a taxi, and threw 100 yuan to the driver, "Take her to where she wants to go."

Xia Fengshu didn't refuse. When he arrived at the restaurant, Xia Fengshu walked in quickly. If he arrived a minute earlier, he owed him less favor.

Li Yimin is really a thoughtful person. Before Xia Fengshu arrived, he even thought about his father's work arrangements.

"There is a parking lot near our unit. I introduced Uncle Xia to be a ticket collector. I rent a single room nearby. The parking lot provides two meals. One morning and one evening, I have a bite in the small cafeteria of our unit. If there are no accidents, there will be 1000 yuan left in a month."

Dad kept saying yes, but Xia Fengshu didn't respond, watching his father drink glass after glass, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do the job.

According to her idea, she would pick up her father and then arrange for her to go back. It is really not an easy task to survive in a city. With his father's style and ability, he couldn't do it.If he can do it, he can live a good life at home.He just came out like that, leaving the two old men and the home to Mom.

Gradually, Li Yimin also felt something, it seemed that Xia Fengshu didn't want his father to stay.

But having said that, things have to be done, Xia's father was settled, Li Yimin sent Xia Fengshu home, and while riding in the car, Xia Fengshu fell asleep. The sleepiness of a pregnant person cannot be controlled by will. On Li Yimin's shoulders, I slept until the terminal, and then took a taxi back.

Li Yimin said: "Xia Fengshu, can you be my girlfriend?"

Xia Fengshu froze for a moment, then looked at Li Yimin, "Is this suitable?"

"Originally, I didn't have confidence either. I didn't have much money. I was just a little policeman. When you slept on my shoulder just now, I thought I was reliable. I didn't think you were a vain girl. Money, I can't earn much, But it must be enough for you, if given the opportunity, I will also make a fortune."

Xia Fengshu was in a calm mood, she calmly considered the man in front of her.

"Anyway, I signed up. When you recruit a boyfriend, consider me." Li Yimin was a little embarrassed, this man lacked courtship experience.

"Well, I see." Xia Fengshu turned and went upstairs. After opening the door and entering the room, she slapped herself, "Why are you sleeping on someone's shoulder?"

The next day, my father started working, but Xia Fengshu was not at ease at all. He had been drinking for a long time and had a violent personality. How could a person who has lived on alcohol and hatred all these years be reassuring.

She didn't go to see him, but she knew roughly where he worked, and everything was handled by Li Yimin. Her mother called every day, because her mother was more worried than her.I am afraid that my husband will not be able to find a job, and if he finds a job, he will not be able to do it, and I am afraid that my daughter will be hurt.She didn't know how much trouble her daughter was in.

Xia Fengshu only had 300 yuan, and her salary during the internship was only a little over [-] yuan. She didn't know how much the abortion operation cost, and she couldn't find anyone to ask.Maybe she has to wait until the second month's salary is received before going to the hospital. She has more money in hand. She plans to go to the provincial hospital. This kind of thing can't save money. If something goes wrong, she can't find it in this city. People who take care of themselves, even Li Yimin will not pursue a woman who has an abortion.

She wished she could get this done right away.

It's retribution. Thinking of Xu An, she doesn't think this kind of punishment is too much. Because of this, another kind of pain is reduced, and she can't extricate herself from the guilt. Therefore, the damage Tong Zhan brought to her is halved and then halved. .When she suffers from insomnia due to guilt, she takes out her passbook and ledgers to calculate the money. The pressure of life can remind her of the importance of life. She gave up Xu An for the sake of living, and now she cannot give up halfway.

Tong Zhan's popularity is good, as a young master's assistant, everyone's impression of him is cynical.He has no ambitions in his career, and sometimes puts on a show, but he doesn't bully others and doesn't count on anyone.Of course, no one bullied him. Everyone applauded and praised him for his good deeds, but for his poor deeds, everyone pretended not to see it.

Xia Fengshu's name is linked with Tong Zhan, but she is regarded as a woman who climbs the dragon and the phoenix.The contemptuous eyes were hidden in the kind temptation. Fortunately, the relationship between Xia Fengshu and his colleagues couldn't be more weak, both good and bad.It's no secret that Tong Zhan has a fiancée, the woman he's involved with is just the young master playing tricks on occasion, it's impossible to marry him, but it's okay to get some benefits.This kind of relationship between men and women that cannot be premised on marriage will make men romantic and destroy women's reputation, if anyone still cares about reputation.

Xia Fengshu cared very much.

But she still met Tong Zhan, it was a very formal date, in a western restaurant where they often ate, Xia Fengshu had to come, the one in her stomach had the right to have a rational conversation.

Fortunately, Tong Zhan came with reason and sat upright, "Let's eat first."

Xia Fengshu agreed, she was hungry, and now she didn't feel full after eating five meals a day.It seemed that if she didn't take out what was in her stomach, she would eat herself to death.

Tong Zhan chatted about some irrelevant things, and he didn't care whether Xia Fengshu responded or listened, he just wanted to create a relaxed atmosphere.

Xia Fengshu is dying, if she really wants to, she will die, she can't wait for Tong Zhan to talk rambling here, let's talk about the topic!

Tong Zhan took out a card and put it on the table, "I have to take responsibility."

"You took the trouble to torture me and should have waited until the moment I begged you to take this out."

"Even if you can't make you love me, at least make you hate me."

"Aren't you going against your original intention by doing this?"

"No violation, I think you hate me."

"I don't hate it, it's just annoying." Xia Fengshu looked at the card, she just needed this card, she had no self-respect to accept it or not, she was a betrayer from beginning to end.

"Why do you bother me so much?" Tong Zhan couldn't hold his breath anymore, even though Qin Youtao told him to hold his breath no matter what, so that Xia Fengshu could feel some harmless care.

"Yeah, why is it so annoying." Xia Fengshu picked up the gunpowder on the table and put it in his bag, "I'll accept it. Do you have anything else to do?"

Tong Zhan was a little surprised. He thought Xia Fengshu would not accept it, but Qin Youtao gave him another possibility. She accepted it, which meant that she needed it.Now that what Qin Youtao said may come true, Tong Zhan reconstructed the impression of Xia Fengshu in his mind.

"Are you surprised? I'm a woman who can be bought with money. You don't have to go through a lot of trouble, just let me make an offer."

"No, you're not, you just want to get rid of me faster."

"I can't prove anything to you. I don't have much money to sell recently." When Xia Fengshu got up, she felt dizzy for a moment, which seemed to be urging her to get rid of the troubles in her stomach as soon as possible.

Tong Zhan watched her leave, could it be that this relationship didn't even have the fun of pushing the river?Qin Youtao asked him what he really wanted, but he never had the courage to say it. He wanted Xia Fengshu's love.

In the face of love, the one who takes the initiative is the weak. Is my Tong Zhan the weak?

No, of course not.

Xia Fengshu took half a day's personal leave and planned to go to the hospital in the afternoon. She was very scared, even a woman would be scared.She learned about some processes and methods on the Internet, and the more she learned, the more frightened she became.

Xia Fengshu doesn't think of Xu An very often, she has a good way to get rid of all the habits related to Xu An, and fills up her free time with boring professional knowledge, so she is always busy, giving outsiders the impression that she is very hardworking and motivated.Some people think she is indifferent, some people think she is ambitious, and she doesn't care what others think, she is just a person who does her own way.

At noon, Xia Fengshu, who was planning to go to the hospital after finishing the work at hand, welcomed an unexpected visitor.

They have some impression of each other.

I met him once, when I was in college.

In early summer, Lan Weiqing's attire was already very cool. The V-neck sweater revealed her charming chest, tight cropped pants, high-heeled shoes, and golden-red curly hair. She was a woman full of style.

"It's really hard to find you."

"You looking for me?" Xia Fengshu asked suspiciously.

"Yeah, I'm looking for you, let's find a place to talk." Lan Weiqing was very straightforward, and his eyes glanced over those inquiring and curious eyes without showing any weakness, full of aura.

"what's up?"

"I don't want to talk about it here."

"Wait a minute, I'm done with the work at hand."

Lan Weiqing found a chair and sat down, wiggling her toes, apparently