the other side of the fireworks

For two or three days, she didn't go to Xia Fengshu, and Xia Fengshu ignored her. Only then did she realize that it was always her who took the initiative.So, she also got angry and told herself that she must never take the initiative to reconcile this time.

The weather was getting colder and colder, and Christmas in 2008 was approaching. Xu An was in a weak mood and couldn't do anything with energy.She and Xia Fengshu have been awkward for half a month.

Susu and Xiaodan asked her to go shopping, planning the Christmas program.Christmas or other holidays in senior year have the color of the last time, so everyone does their best to play crazy in the name of cherishing.Those who don't want to play, still don't play.

Xu An is a playful person. She loves to play with Xia Fengshu. She remembered that the promise of the all-night movie had not been fulfilled. She had long forgotten the unpleasantness of that day. She even understood Xia Fengshu's anger and bitterness.

She wanted to find her, but suffered from no steps.Xia Fengshu chased people away that day too simply, there was no leeway at all, and in front of the classmates in the dormitory, Xu An couldn't pretend that he didn't have this matter.

Susu and Xiaodan rescued her, Xiaoguo and Lijuan were also celebrating Christmas, Xu An half-pushed and returned to the scene of the incident, only Xiaoguo and Lijuan were there, Xu An was relieved at first, and then disappointed.Buffet, movies, and KTV are the finalized routes.It was really nothing special, Xu An sat quietly at the side, Xiao Guo said: "How much does it cost?"

Susu said: "The buffet and movies will cost 100 yuan per person, and KTV will cost another 200 yuan, so it will cost [-] yuan per person."

Lijuan clicked her tongue twice and said, "It's a lot of money, I have to think about it."

Xiao Guo said: "Just buy less clothes."

"That's not okay, I promised myself that I would buy myself new clothes for Christmas."

"Ah, what a narcissist. Don't even think about going together. I'm poorer than you, okay. At worst, I'll eat pickles for the next half month. It's fun to have fun."

"How can you be poor, with so many foreign aids." Lijuan alluded to Xiao Guo's boyfriends.

"No, no, no, I have an empty window."

Li Juan left her, Xiao Guo went to pinch her face, the dormitory suddenly became noisy, Xu An said: "I invite you to KTV, don't pinch, you don't need to eat pickles, you go buy new pants."

There was a louder cheer, and Xu An was pushed to the opposite bed, with light green sheets and orange pillows.The four girls scrambled to kiss her, making a fuss.At this time, the owner of the green sheet came back, and Xia Fengshu also came back.

Xu An was a little embarrassed, got up and flattened the bed sheet, "It's okay, you sit down." Xu An didn't expect the black-rimmed glasses to be so friendly, and his voice was mellow and pleasant.

"Ah, we are discussing going to Christmas, you go together!" Xu An leaned on the window sill and said.

"I have a date." The black-framed glasses smiled shyly, not beautiful, but really sweet.

Xiao Guo said: "Play with friends on Christmas, and spend time with my boyfriend on New Year's Day."

"I spend Christmas with my boyfriend and New Year's with my family."

"Ah, ah, ah, you value sex over friends."

Everyone laughed, Xia Fengshu threw his schoolbag onto the second floor shop, turned around and went out.Xiao Guo said: "It looks like she won't go."

The black-rimmed glasses said to Xu An: "I haven't heard that she has any arrangements, you should ask her."

These words were really a big step, and Xu An jumped out as if grabbing a life-saving straw.Li Juan said: "Xu An is so kind to her!"

"That's right, she's not a man, so why are you flattering that weirdo?" Xiao Guo sneered at Xia Fengshu.

Li Juan said earnestly, "Xu An is a good comrade."

At this time, Xu An came back, shrugged and said, "She can't say it."

Xiao Guo said, "Well, you've done your best, and she was the one who didn't understand the last quarrel."

Xu An's complexion was very ugly, Xia Fengshu didn't even show her a positive face, she was very discouraged.

When Jiechu heard that Xu An was going to spend Christmas with his classmates, he expressed his dissatisfaction a little, and finally asked to join.Xu An said that you have to pay for the whole process.Jie Chu patted his stomach and said no problem.When the news came, Xu An was pushed down on the bed again and gave him a wolf kiss.

On Christmas, Xu An changed into a new set of clothes. She wanted to change her mood and get rid of the obscurity left by Xia Fengshu in her heart.After such a long time, Xu An was a little tired of the relationship with Xia Fengshu, and the endless and thoughtless involvement made her tired.She felt that she had tried her best, and if she had made any mistakes, she would have tried her best to make them up.Some things, the more you chase them, the farther they get, as if they were never held firmly in your hands.

Jie Chu drove an IVECO today, and there were four big boys sitting in the car, they called sister-in-law as soon as Xu An got in the car, Xu An blushed and stared at Jie Chu.Jie Chu laughed and said, "I can't accompany you five alone."

"Who wants you to accompany me?" Xu An beat him, Jie Chu said: "It's so crowded!"

As soon as the car started, Xu An's cell phone rang.

It was Xia Fengshu, Xu An was quite surprised.Xia Fengshu said, "I want to see you."

"What's the matter? Where are you?"

"At that bus stop." Xia Fengshu paused, "Are you coming?"

"now?"

"are you coming?"

"Come."

Xu An left a car behind and ran to the bus stop, only telling Jie Chu that she would go to the cafeteria to find them later.Xu An ran out as if he had received a notice of release after serving his sentence.She has good physical strength, although she does not run often, she often swims.Taking a car is faster than running, but she can't bear to stand on the side of the road and wait for a few minutes, waving, she doesn't want to stop for a second, and stopping is torture for her.

She arrived, but did not see Xia Fengshu.Panting, tears welled up in her eyes, she gritted her teeth to press back the tears.A rage like never before took hold of her, and she felt teased.

At this time, someone hooked her little finger.Instigated by gentleness, she easily repelled the anger in her heart, and she looked at Xia Fengshu.Xia Fengshu didn't look at her, but looked ahead and said, "I want you to spend Christmas with me."

Xu An opened his mouth, but no words came out.

Xia Fengshu took her on the bus, "I'm going to help my mother first, business must be booming today."

"You let me see your mother?"

Xia Fengshu said: "If my mother tidies up, she will still look pretty, so I won't scare you."

"I don't doubt that."

"Now you know why I rejected you that day."

"The reason doesn't matter, it's your attitude that hurts the most."

Xia Fengshu stopped talking, the car shook her body, she approached Xu An gently, and then clasped her fingers tightly.There is a humble and stubborn desire to cling to Xu An's body, and the bravery that belongs to someone gradually solidifies in Xu An's heart. Xu An forgets the torment of these days and the cruel words he said to himself.Breathing Xia Fengshu's fragile breath, she began to blame herself.

"Am I wrong again?"

"After I went to college, my mother came here with me. She has no special skills, and she has no money after paying my tuition fees, so she set up a stall to sell stinky tofu. My mother can cook, but she can't burn stinky tofu, so The business was not very good. She didn't have legal procedures, so she couldn't make much money. Later, I met Wan Yonghong. He helped my mother find secret recipes for barbecue ingredients and sold skewers. My mother's business improved, and my living expenses also increased. "

Xu An said, "Do you like Wan Yonghong?"

Xia Fengshu smiled noncommittally, "You came to find me, what will Fatty do with them?"

"That's right, I said I'm going to the restaurant to find them." Xu An woke up like a dream, "Otherwise I'll go socialize and come find you again."

Xia Fengshu's expression changed, "If you leave, don't come back."

Xu An was embarrassed, "Don't be like this, I have an appointment with them first, and I will come here as soon as you call, which is enough to prove that I value you, but they..."

"Stop talking, go." Xia Fengshu waved his hands again and again.

Xu Anzheng didn't know what to say, when the bus arrived at the station, Xia Fengshu got out of the car, and Xu An followed behind in a dilemma. "Xia Fengshu, what do you want me to do?"

"Do as you want, I don't want to fight every time because of the fat man."

"It's none of his business, don't give me the hat of emphasizing sex and despising friends."

"You fight for me, and the next day he will get you to a new apartment. We reconcile, and he drags you to take your driver's license test. We didn't quarrel with blood and blood, Chuhe Hanjie."

"No, we quarreled because of your bad temper, how could you get involved with Jie Chu, he doesn't know these things at all."

"He deliberately pushed me out of your life, because he hates me and is worried that I will bring you down."

"Xia Fengshu, let's stop talking like this, okay?"

"His worries are unnecessary. I just want to spoil you. Today, I will make you a bad person who never promises." Xia Fengshu's eyes were bright and aggressive. "I just want to compete with him to see what is more important in your heart."

Xu An was furious, "Xia Fengshu, you are not the only one who has self-esteem. I can forgive you for being stingy, coquettish, and sharp, and let you come and go as you please. But you forgot, I also have self-esteem. All the rules are made by you, you have to leave some gaps for me to breathe! I told myself, there is nothing I can’t do for you, but if I am not me, I am just your appendage, is there any point in my existence? "

"What do you do with these great principles? He is more important than me, isn't he?"

"I have never hated myself for anyone. I hate myself every time I make you unhappy. I don't know what you want to prove with me. Xia Fengshu, I can't accompany you." Xu An turned and walked towards the station .

"Xu An, you'll lose everything when you leave."

Xu An couldn't listen to what she said, the arrogance and strength in his bones were pierced by the verbal sword just now, and splashed everywhere.

The buffet is not good, the movies are not good, and the KTV is also difficult to sing.Jie Chu embraced Xu An, and watched his companions having fun with a smile.It seemed that he didn't feel that something was wrong with Xu An.

Xu An drank two glasses of beer and downed them in one gulp.

In the early hours of the morning, someone proposed to watch an all-night movie, and Xu An burst into tears, unable to stop.

Many times, you are sure that you are right, and you have to stick to this decision in the days to come.

The winter vacation is here, Xu An is going back to his hometown to visit his grandma, and Jiechu will accompany her there.

Grandma had a good impression of Jiechu. In grandma's opinion, tall and strong men are the most important thing. Jiechu's other conditions are also excellent, so grandma has nothing to criticize.

During the Chinese New Year, both my father and my aunt came back.The whole family was reunited, and Jiechu, who was in it, unknowingly upgraded to another relationship.It seems that he has become this family.

The issue of Xu An's graduation is still being discussed.In front of grandma, both my aunt and father restrained themselves a bit, and they still held their own opinions.Grandma said with a cigarette pipe in her mouth, "Let Xiao An make up his mind about his own affairs."

"I want to stay with grandma."

"Silly boy, what can you do in this small place. Once you have a partner, you can't leave him to accompany my old lady."

"Anyway, I want to be with grandma." Xu An hugged grandma and acted like a baby.

"Mom, you should go to my place. You can take care of Xiao'an and let me take care of you." Auntie said.

"Mom, you have to go to my place. I'm a son, let me take care of your old man."

"You can stay at home for a few days a year, so how can you spend time with your mother? Besides, Xiao An is going to take the CPA exam soon, how can she work as an accountant for that small company of yours?"

"Who said my company is small! Of course I have to run my own business. How much money can I earn as an accountant? My business is enough for you to earn for ten years. How much do you earn in a year, how dare you laugh at me?"

Of course my aunt did not show weakness, she made a noise while watching grandma's face, and grandma said, "Stop arguing, I'm not going anywhere."

Xu An felt very sad, Jie Chu said: "This matter is not as difficult as you think, when we are stable, we will pick up grandma."

"Will grandma go?"

Jie Chu smiled and said nothing.

Before leaving, grandma said to Xu An: "If you have a partner, plan more for yourself. When you have a home, grandma will go to your house. Grandma's things are left to you, and I will not go to anyone else."

Xu An understood, and hugged grandma tightly, and grandma murmured: "Girls are not allowed to stay."