don't make trouble

If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus with wine, it doesn't seem like you are a teenager.

The friendship between Tao and brothers is also different from the past, there will never be that year and today, and there will never be the boy at that time.

Now things are changing and people are changing, the stars have shifted, and Chu Mo has changed a lot.

Sometimes Chu Yanbei looked back and thought, if the moonlight was not so beautiful that night, if the two of them were not drunk at the same time, maybe...

Maybe he won't always have that obsession, and he won't have the belief to endure humiliation later, and he won't be betrayed so badly by the person he trusts the most.

"Sir..."

"is it him?"

"Um......"

"Oh... you go down."

Chu Yanbei has been thinking about one thing - the world is true, why there are so many mandarin dreams.

He thought that his relationship with Chu Mo would not end like this, he had always been so resolute, and they would stay together forever.

But, Chu Mo, Chu Mo, how could his Ah Mo betray him?

Today, the millennium has passed.Thousands of waters, thousands of mountains, and golden palaces and temples have long since disappeared in the long river of history.

The first thing Chu Yanbei did when he crawled out of the grave was to bring himself in front of Chu Mo, although he also changed his appearance.

Chu Yanbei gave him himself as a birthday present.

Chu Yanbei shrank in the little object that they used to be a token of love, and gave himself to Chu Mo again.

I remember these years in the dark tomb, enjoying the loneliness in the darkness alone, no light, no hope.

"Amo, where have you been?"

"..."

"Amo, you won't betray me, will you?"

"..."

"Ah Mo, you said you liked me."

"..."

"Ah Mo, Ah Mo, Ah Mo..."

No voice ever answered his question.

Only then did Chu Yanbei remember that he was dead, and so was his Ah Mo.

He's still here, where did his Ah Mo go?

Reincarnation!

The reincarnation has gone, the Wangchuan River has passed, and Po Meng's soup has been drunk, will his Ah Mo still remember him?

Chu Yanbei often thinks this way.

Chu Yanbei thought that if he caught up with him, would his Ah Mo be waiting for him by the Wangchuan River?

And he wants to see if the names of the two are engraved on the Sansheng Stone?

But Chu Yanbei still failed to catch up, not because he didn't dare, but because he couldn't. His tomb was restricted, and he couldn't leave this dark place where ghosts and ghosts were miniature.

"Amo, don't be afraid."

"Amo, after reincarnation, you must remember me."

"Ah Mo, I will find you."

"Amo, you have to wait for me."

Chu Yanbei said over and over again, Ah Mo, Ah Mo, that young man has become his obsession that he can't forget from the very beginning.

Chu Yanbei was afraid that Ah Mo would be alone on Huangquan Road, but he couldn't understand why Ah Mo was so determined to go.

In the end, it came together in one sentence:

Ah Mo, have you really betrayed me and don't love me? "

Chu Yanbei couldn't see the light, couldn't see the hope, he bumped into the thick stone wall over and over again.Ghosts can't be covered with bruises, but Chu Yanbei deeply knows that his heart is dripping with blood.

Every moment he wanted to escape from the cold tomb that imprisoned him.

Later, Chu Yanbei himself didn't know how long it had been, but he knew that he might not be able to get out, so he calmed down.

"Amo, is that you?"

"Amo, you don't want me to find you, do you?"

"Amo, I won't give up."

"Amo..."

If Chu Yanbei wanted to go to the underworld, even if he encountered those enemy soldiers who he had beheaded countless times when he was a general, or those innocent creatures who he planned to kill when he was a sinister strategist.He wants to go too.

But later, after a long time, Chu Yanbei didn't dare anymore, not because he was afraid that those people would chase their souls and kill them.

Chu Yanbei was just afraid that Ah Mo, whom he was thinking of, was not waiting for him by the Wangchuan River.He was even more afraid that their names were not engraved on the Sansheng Stone.

They're just passing through each other.

"Amo, goodbye."

"Amo, you must be fine."

"Amo, I will always love you."

"Amo..."

Chu Yanbei was alone in the boundless darkness, chewing on the pain of longing, caressing his funeral objects over and over again.

The glass crystal engraved with their names, "Qin Mo Nan", "Chu Yan Bei", "My Wife" and "My Love"

Qin Monan, that was Chu Mo's real name.His Ah Mo, whose surname is Qin, first name is Mo, and style name is Mo Nan, is the son of Vice General Qin of the Golden Armored Army.

The person who buried Chu Yanbei put all his favorite things in the cemetery.

There is also the unsent marriage letter with Chu Mo's handwriting, the marriage letter that Chu Yanbei kept close to him all the time after Chu Mo left him.

Chu Yanbei still didn't believe that his Ah Mo left him just like that.He didn't believe it, even if everyone said that his Ah Mo betrayed him.

Chu Yanbei's soul gently touched Chu Mo's affectionate marriage letter.

The red hollow pattern on the cover, on the soft rice paper, clearly reads:

Qunxiang is gathered, the two clans are happy, the new marriage is respected, the six rituals are not wronged, the lambs and geese are always prepared, the jade and silk are limited, the gentleman will do things, the majesty is empty, the appearance is beautiful, and the words are embarrassing.

That is to say, Chu Shu and Chu Mo performed the ceremony of joining together, so that the alliance of red leaves could be recorded in the mandarin tree.

This is what Chu Yanbei found in Chu Mo's room, under Chu Mo's pillow.Chu Yanbei thought, the unsent letter that his Ah Mo slept on every night was the friendship to him that was preserved all the time.

How could such a Mo betray him?

I remember that after that day, Ah Mo went to the military camp, which was not under the jurisdiction of the Golden Armored Army. No one took care of him, and no one knew his identity.

The young Ah Mo was just a small soldier in the barracks. He practiced with the army every day, fed the horses and lit the fire, and did what an ordinary soldier should do.

This kind of life was not experienced by Chu Mo, who was pampered and served by maids since he was a child, but he adapted well.

Chu Yanbei silently asked someone to watch Ah Mo's every move. Chu Mo was still the same as when he was a child, lively, cheerful, helpful, and able to get along well with others, and soon he would call other soldiers brothers and sisters.

Chu Yanbei seemed to be able to imagine:

The way they hook their shoulders;

The way they share a bed;

The way they drink around the fire in winter;

They looked like they went down to the river to take a bath together in summer.

But when he thought of this kind of Ah Mo, Ah Mo who belonged to him, being looked at by others like this, he had an urge to pull him back from the barracks and hide him in the garden so that no one else could see him.

In this way, his Ah Mo can always stay by his side, but he can't destroy Ah Mo's ambition, he can only endure the lovesickness to the bone.

Long-term lovesickness is long-term lovesickness, short-term lovesickness is endless.

If these two feelings are long, how are they going up and down.

Chu Yanbei could only comfort himself like this.

It will take two years for Ah Mo to leave like this.

In the past two years, they have often exchanged letters. In Ah Mo's letters, there are interesting stories among soldiers in the barracks, and the friendship of brothers fighting side by side, but they never say a word about the grievances suffered in the barracks.

"Brother Shu, everyone in the barracks takes good care of me. This place is very good, and the brothers are also very good. I like it here. --Chu Mo."

"Brother Shu, I've entered the elite barracks, and I've made progress with my brother. I'm very happy. --Chu Mo."

"..."

"Brother, we have won the battle against the barbarians recently, and the damage is very little, so don't worry, I hope you will be well and healthy. -- Sincerely, Chu Mo."

Letter after letter from the military camp, with increasingly respectful language, always reported good news but not bad news.

Chu Yanbei felt that his Ah Mo was getting farther and farther away from him, and vaguely noticed that there seemed to be something changed between them, but he suppressed it in his heart and could not say anything.

Chu Yanbei didn't know what he could do for Ah Mo, Ah Mo seemed to be living well without him.Thinking about it this way, his mood turned back and forth...

The life in the barracks was that scene, and Jinling City in the past two years was another scene.

He is getting older, and he has a handsome appearance with sword eyebrows and star eyes. As a major general in Jinjia, his status has also risen in the past two years. His children and ladies from the official family flocked to him even more.

His father also wanted to marry him a wife, but he missed Ah Mo in the military camp, so how could he marry someone else?

This is unfair to everyone, whether Ah Mo, his wife or himself.

"Shu'er, you are already in the middle of nowhere. There is a saying that men start a family first and then start a career. Mo'er also made a marriage before you. It's time to think about your life's major events."

"Father, Yanbei practiced martial arts and calligraphy since he was a child, and admired his father's ability to overcome obstacles and defend Canada on the battlefield.

Now that the frontier is unstable, with internal and external troubles, Yanbei is unwilling to marry a wife and have children at such a time to enjoy stability.

I would like to make contributions like my father and get rid of the barbarians. "

Knowing that his son had great ambitions and lived up to his teachings, General Chu felt very relieved, so he agreed to Chu Yanbei's request without any hindrance.

Chu Yanbei's heart was full of guilt, he had lied.

He rejected his father, and he told his father that he didn't want to start a family so early, and he still had a lot of revenge that he hadn't realized, how could he start a family without self-cultivation.

This is all an excuse, a high-sounding excuse that does not want to disappoint Chu Mo.

The father no longer insisted because his father felt that he had never let him down since he was a child.

He can only be indebted to his father, there are three unfilial acts, the worst is having no descendants.Because of that person in his whole life, he might not be able to leave a son and a half for the Chu family.

That person deserves him to do this, Chu Yanbei felt that if he had to make a choice in the face of other people in the world and Ah Mo.

Chu Yanbei would rather betray the whole world than complete Chu Mo.Because he felt that Chu Mo must be the same as him, they were connected.

But Chu Yanbei never thought that he would be chilled by such a thing.

And his guilt towards his father, the majestic General Chu whom he admired since he was a child, turned into infinite remorse.