15 diary

Xie was still lying on the bed in a daze.

In fact, he was still worried. Ever since Lu Heng got together, although he never showed him a smiling face, he was used to being silent, but Lu Heng, on the contrary, loves to smile. They are together like this, so they can feel each other's happiness happy.

He is very nostalgic for this kind of life, Lu Heng is afraid of ending, but he has never been afraid of it.

But he gradually became a little sober. They were homosexuals, and they were destined not to be blessed.

When he and Lu Heng were together, they would not let their families know about it. Even though Lu Heng would always take him to surrender to his father, Xie still always felt it was ridiculous.They live like this day by day.

Xie still often thinks that they are not young anymore, maybe as time matures, they will be forced to separate. At that time, Lu Heng will be arranged by his father or grandfather to lead a normal life, and will marry the girl they arranged. Have a normal life.

Recently, this feeling of losing has become stronger and stronger, and he has become more and more uneasy.Maybe Hannah is the person sent by the family to give him a normal life. Her arrival is telling him that this time is getting mature, maybe, they are coming to an end.

But what about me, will I have a normal life?He thought, they will break up, be more peaceful, break up with each other more easily, maybe we will meet again in the future, and we can say hello easily.

But now, Xie is still lying on the bed, still can't let go, what happened these days makes him very uneasy, he seems to have almost seen the shadow of their end.

Xie still found "Tonight's Bar", and when he went in, he was greeted by decibels, and the noise shook the ground chaotically. He squeezed through the crowd, stepped on the ground where the colored lights flowed, and walked towards the private room. .

E room.Xie still stood at the door, subconsciously wanting to knock on the door, but then he could only laugh at himself as an idiot.So go straight to open the door.

The moment he opened the door, he froze.

In the dimly lit private room, Lu Heng was kissing the disheveled Hannah on the sofa.

It was Hannah who saw Xie Yiran standing at the door first. She looked at Xie Yiran with blurred eyes, and reached out to pick Lu Heng's coat.

Xie Yiran clenched his hands tightly, the pain in his heart bursting in an instant.The scene in front of him deeply hurt him without any defense.He thought, it turned out that they really should end.

The door was slammed shut, and Hannah's mouth curled into a triumphant smirk.She pushed away Lu Heng who was still asking for her, and said with a smile: "What should I do? I still saw it at the door just now."

Lu Heng's originally distracted eyes suddenly became clear, and his mind seemed to be shocked by something.He pushed Hannah away violently, his body trembling a little.

Still...still... Lu Heng felt something was wrong with his body, hot and anxious... What was he doing all this? !

He looked at Hannah suspiciously, with anger in his voice: "The wine you just had, you... drugged me?!" He reacted again: "Who gave you the task!"

"Sean." Hannah smiled charmingly: "Aren't you also cooperating well?" Hannah smiled, she straightened her clothes and stood up: "Do you want to explain in vain now?"

Lu Heng has no time to settle accounts with her now, so he rushed out to chase Xie Yiran.

Xie Yiran walked out of the aisle of the private room in a daze, and when he walked to the orchestra pit, his hand was suddenly grabbed by a force. Lu Heng grabbed him anxiously and explained: "Yiran! It's not what you see! Hannah and I are because..."

"What you are doing has nothing to do with me." Xie Yiran looked at him blankly: "You go back. Continue."

"Yiran, I didn't do it voluntarily! It's grandpa, it's what he meant." Lu Heng hugged him nervously, and explained eagerly: "Didn't I tell you on the phone that she called me to pick her up when she was drunk?" What! She drugged me, don't believe me..."

"Let me go." Xie Yiran's voice was calm and scary.In fact, he had already given up in his heart to keep anything. He knew that whether Lu Heng voluntarily or was arranged by his grandfather, they would have to separate.Since it will end sooner or later, there is no need to deceive yourself and others in the current situation.

"Yiran...?" Lu Heng let go of him, Xie Yiran no longer wanted to look at him.

Lu Heng corrected him, held his face and looked at himself. He wanted to explain to him desperately, but when he saw his blank face, he gave up explaining. He knew that whether it was voluntary or not, his own They have done things they shouldn't do with others, even kissing is a betrayal of him.

Lu Heng hugged Xie Yiran carefully, and he whispered: "Yiran, I... I'm sorry for you. You don't have to forgive me..."

Xie Yiran felt bitter in his heart, and he smiled bitterly: "You are indeed sorry for me. But, I want to be sorry for myself, Lu Heng... let's break up."

Lu Heng seemed to be struck by lightning, his body trembled, thinking that he had heard wrongly, he let go of Xie Yiran in a daze, looked at him, and asked again in disbelief: "What did you say?"

"Let's break up. Sooner or later we will separate, let's do it now." Xie Yiran repeated without any emotion.

"What do you mean... you have to let go sooner or later? Didn't I say that we will always be together?"

"Let's break up, Lu Heng." Xie Yiran still said a word indifferently, but tears fell down.He turned around and walked towards the crowded and crazy crowd, his back was still so thin and lonely.

Lu Heng just woke up like a dream, he was suddenly very scared, frightened, immediately ran after him and pulled him back from the crowd.

Xie was still standing unsteadily, being dragged by him without warning, almost fell to the ground.

"what are you doing?"

"Don't even think about it!" Lu Heng suddenly became excited, hugged Xie Yiran sideways, and walked towards the private room.

"What are you doing?! Lu Heng, let me go..." Xie Yiran kicked his legs and struggled in his arms.

Lu Heng ignored him, as if he was a different person, his face was frighteningly cold, he had never seen such a stranger before.

He didn't care how Xie Yiran struggled in his arms, and directly carried him into a private room, kicking open the door that was originally closed.

Xie Yiran was shocked when he saw him like this: "You...let me down!"

"We won't be separated! Xie Yiran! You belong to me! I belong to myself—" Lu Heng slammed him onto the sofa and tore his clothes like crazy: "You belong to me! No You can leave me! Let's not care about others! Don't care about anything! We are obviously in love, aren't we!"

"Lu Heng, you are crazy! Don't do this!" Xie Yiran was pushed into the sofa by Lu Heng before he raised his hand.Deeply strangled.

Xie Yiran was pinned on the sofa by him and couldn't move. Seeing Lu Heng's irrational expression, he struggled hard, but his hands were firmly controlled. He kissed and bit his neck fiercely, A pain started to come.

Xie Yiran's painful face turned to the side: "Let go of me! You lunatic! Get out!" Xie Yiran kicked him.As soon as the foot stretched out, it was grabbed by Lu Heng's other hand.

"Are you crazy! You know what you're doing...uh..." Xie Yiran was forcibly blocked by Lu Heng.Lu Heng forced his face back to face him, he pressed his lips hard, kissed and bit hard.

The blood spread in his mouth, and it was sweet and uncomfortable. Lu Heng wrapped his tongue around and sucked it, as fierce as he wanted to eat him.Xie still felt the pain, but couldn't resist it.

He stuck his tongue in to play with him, pressed his restless head with his hands, and restrained all his strength to resist. Xie Yiran suddenly wanted to cough, but his face was reddened by him, and he refused to let go , the more domineering and indulging, the more fierce the force of playing in the mouth.

Xie Yiran bit his tongue, and Lu Heng let him go. Xie Yiran immediately tilted his head to the side and coughed violently. When he turned around, he saw Lu Heng's eyes staring at him firmly, and there was no more in his eyes. Instead of the usual tenderness, it was completely animal nature broken by madness.

Lu Heng felt that there was a power in his body that was controlling him, it was the power that the medicine was mobilizing. Seeing Xie Yiran, he only wanted him, thinking strongly!

Xie Yiran saw the ferocious and terrifying look in his eyes looking at him at this time, he was a different person.

"You...you let me go..." Xie was still a little scared.

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555555...Because after opening a new article, the code words are often so late T^TT^T→_→Then suddenly I want to update a chapter at 00:00 in the middle of the night. T_T has frequently double-updated recently, and I can’t keep up with my brain hole ⊙﹏⊙Dears, if you don’t make it, please forgive me~-_-#Will the harmony be lost if written like this, the next chapter has to be restrained... ...Alas~ No one chatted when I got to the point, only the fussy me was here alone in the middle of the night, bobobobobobo...