15 diary

"He..." Xie Yiran was a little surprised, but also a little sad: "How did he become like this?"

An remained silent.

Xie Yiran asked her again: "An, please tell me."

"Mr. Xie, Mr. Lu doesn't like others to reveal his affairs, especially as his assistant, so I'm very hug..."

"Because I have made a decision." Xie Yiran interrupted her directly on the phone: "Because I have made a decision. I want...I want to spend my whole life with him, so please tell me."

An hesitated, "Mr. Xie..."

There was another silence on both ends of the phone, as if they were in a stalemate.

For a long time, An on the other end of the phone sighed slightly.

"Okay. I can only tell you," An said after a short pause: "Mr. Lu was kidnapped three years ago. During the kidnapping period, Mr. Lu was locked in a dark and dark room for 23 days."

Xie remained silent for a while, it was really hard to imagine what it would be like to be locked in the dark for twenty days?In the dark and boundless space, there is only myself, without words and sight, I will be helpless, I will collapse.If it wasn't for his strong will and belief, how would he have survived?

Xie Yiran felt a little sad. He thought of Lu Heng's indifference and heaviness now, and remembered that he no longer liked to laugh.Did he change because of these?

Fortunately, he is still there, still by his side.Fortunately, they still have a chance to be together now, he remembered telling himself that he still had a full place in his heart.

Xie Yiran seemed to think of something again. He remembered that when Lu Heng said this, he pointed to his heart. He seemed to see a scar on his heart... Xie Yiran saw him only wearing a bath towel that time. Stand behind yourself.

"An, why is there a scar on Lu Heng's heart?" Xie Yi asked.

"Mr. Lu had a fight with gangsters when he was rescued..." An paused: "The knife entered the side of his heart, and he was rescued for 28 hours." In An's usually emotionless voice, there was finally some emotion, which seemed to be clear. Remember the scene at that time. "

Xie Yiran was shocked. Lu Heng really almost never came back... But he never told himself about these thrills and life and death.

"Mr. Xie, this is really the last thing I can say to you. If you ask me again, if I can't refuse to answer, I can't refuse to submit my resignation letter to Mr. Lu at the same time. If...you must know something else? Why don't you ask Mr. Lu what he means." After An finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Xie Yiran returned home, and as soon as he knocked on the door twice, Lu Heng opened the door for him.At the dining table in the living room, Lu Heng had already prepared dinner and waited for him.

Lu Heng bent down and carried the steamed buns into the nest, and smiled at Xie Yiran: "Let's eat." Then he washed his hands and came back to sit beside him.

Xie was still a little dazed, he thought about asking him about those things, would he answer them?

Seeing that Xie was still in a daze, Lu Heng passed the chopsticks into his hand: "Aren't you hungry, or do you think the food I cook is tasteless?" He said so, but he had already started picking up food for him.

"Lu Heng, how did you get that scar on your chest?"

Lu Heng paused, then smiled, and continued to serve Xie Yiran: "It's just a knife wound." The answer was very simple, and there was a sense of deliberately avoiding it.

"In the past three years... what have you experienced?"

"Three years have been very busy, working, cooking..." Lu Heng said, raised his eyes, looked at him clearly, and said with a smile: "I still miss you."

Xie Yiran looked at him, and seeing Lu Heng's gentle gaze towards him, he felt very sad. He was so indifferent to him before, but he had always kept his past pains hidden from him. Facing his indifference to him, he would still Always be gentle with yourself.

Xie Yiran looked at Lu Heng who was picking up food for him, he was very sad and guilty.

"Lu Heng, thank you."

Lu Heng raised his head in confusion, and said with a smile, "Thank you for what?"

"Thank you...thank you for still loving me."

Lu Heng was taken aback for a moment, stretched out his hand and gently pulled him into his arms, and said with a low laugh: "I also want to thank you, thank you for giving me the opportunity to love you."

Xie still felt a burst of warmth in his heart, and the body hugged by Lu Heng was also warm. Isn't it enough for two people to be together?What else needs to be done to uncover those past pains and dark experiences.

Xie Yiran also hugged Lu Heng back, being together is enough, since he doesn't want to bring up those memories that he doesn't want to mention again, then let's not ask.

"By the way, the company has a year-old party this year. Do you want to go? I'll take you there." Lu Heng let go of Xie Yiran and asked him with a soft smile.

"I go with you?"

"Then who do you want to go with?" Lu Heng asked strangely on purpose.

Xie Yiran smiled and said, "I'm not going anywhere, you know I don't like those noisy places with many people."

Lu Heng nodded and said with a smile, "Then I'll cancel it." As expected, he was going to make a call, probably to An.

Xie Yiran stopped him again: "If it's because of me, it's not that exaggerated! You're still going, why did you cancel?"

Lu Heng put down the phone and said with feigned anger: "How can you be so assured that I'm having fun with other people outside? Shouldn't you be careful about your husband?"

Xie still wanted to laugh when he heard it, but in the end he just shook his head: "You are still naive."

"Then you're not going? Alright!" Lu Heng picked up the phone again.

Xie Yiran stopped him: "Then I'll go. How about bringing Mingchen and the others? Mingchen should sweep up all the food at the party."

Lu Heng smiled and nodded "Yeah".

In the blink of an eye it was winter vacation, and the party was scheduled for the second day of Xie Yiran's winter vacation, at 3:00 pm, and the venue was arranged in a hotel villa under the name of Venus.

The car stopped in front of the hotel villa.What Xie Yiran meant was that he was determined not to come to the meeting place in Lu Heng's car. After all, Lu Heng's identity was watched by many people. In order to avoid guessing, Xie Yiran wanted to come later alone, or with Mingchen Jibei and the others. came together.

But in the end, under the attention of everyone, he got out of Lu Heng's car. (It was Lu Heng who forced Xie Yiran into his car.)

The people present at the party were all company employees, and there were representatives from the domestic branch of the hotel, and a few people from the United States. It is said that Lu Heng specially invited them by name.

When the car arrived at the location, Lu Heng opened the door grandly for Xie Yiran. Xie Yiran was startled, hesitantly looked at the surprised crowd standing beside him, and whispered to Lu Heng: "What the hell are you doing?"

"Aren't you going to get out of the car and wait for me to hug you?" Lu Heng also whispered, and as expected, he stretched out his hand after speaking.

Xie Yiran gave him a cold look and got out of the car by himself.

Everyone was full of interest and just waited for Lu Heng to come to decide the official start of the party.At about three o'clock, the party officially began.

Xie Yiran really chose to stay in the room.

Lu Heng walked in, wearing a slim suit with a prominent temperament, looking very formal.He took the coat off his shoulders, put it on the sofa, and walked towards Xie.

Xie Yiran asked, "Why did you do that just now? You obviously did that on purpose in front of everyone."

"Everyone has already started, why don't you go out? Ji Bei and Ming Chen are outside, and Lin Fei is also here."

Xie still thought that just now everyone looked at him suspiciously, wondering what everyone would guess when he went out now.

"I'm not going out."

"Angry?" Lu Heng walked over with a smile, as if to pull him over: "Aren't you just sitting here?"

Xie Yiran hid: "I can't say it anymore, what are you going to do from just now?"

Lu Heng smiled and said, "If you don't go out, how can I sing alone tonight?"

"Sing what?"

Lu Heng turned Xie Yiran to face him, and the promoted figure was close in front of him, and he looked even taller at this moment. He looked at him seriously: "Yiran, I want to disclose our relationship."

"You..." Xie Yiran took a long time to realize his words, and pushed him away: "Are you crazy?"

"I've never been crazy except in front of you."

"No. This kind of thing..."

"Why? You don't want to be officially with me?"