15 diary

When Lu Jue woke up in bed, it was already noon the next day.His head still hurt a little, he sat up with his head supported, and looked around, Xie Yiran was no longer there.

From the kitchen living room to the bedroom, the room is full of last night's mess.

Lu Jue frowned, it was all messed up now.

It was true that I was too impulsive last night, but when I thought that Xie still had to leave and heard him say that he never loved me, my heart ached beyond control.The always rational mind couldn't help thinking at that moment, as long as he was kept.

Thinking of his constant resistance under her last night, Lu Jue frowned even tighter.I originally planned to soften slowly, and wanted to enter his heart a little bit.

But those few times last night...

Lu Jue got up, put on his clothes and went out, he was going to find Xie Yiran.

When Xie Yiran lived, Lu Jue knocked on the door several times, but there was no answer inside.

Lu Jue thought that Xie Yiran knocked on the door like this last time and hid in it, he was suddenly worried, and immediately knocked on the door a few more times: "Yiran, please open the door for me, I apologize to you for what happened last night. "

There was still no movement inside.

Lu Jue called directly, but the phone never answered, and he called a few more times before being hung up.

Lu Jue thought about it, Ji Bei often came to take care of Yiran before, so he must have the key.

Ji Bei rushed over immediately after receiving Lu Jue's call.

"What's the matter with you and Yiran? Did you quarrel again?" Ji Bei asked Lu Jue the first thing he said after coming.

"We didn't fight."

Lu Jue took Ji Bei's key and immediately opened the door. The two entered the room but did not see Xie Yiran.

There were traces of tidying up in the room. He probably came back, but he should have left again.

Ji Bei looked at the situation in front of him, and looked at Lu Jue suspiciously: "What happened to you?"

Lu Jue just looked at the empty room thoughtfully, frowned, and didn't respond.

Ji Bei seemed to guess for a second, and then warned directly: "I can warn you, don't bully Yi Yi."

Seeing his reaction, Lu Jue didn't know why?He wasn't angry or jealous, he just smiled instead.Maybe he knew that no matter what Ji Bei said or did, it was ultimately for the sake of Yi Yi.

Lu Jue said, "I won't bully him, because I love him." After speaking, he returned the key to Ji Bei, turned around and left the door.

Not far away, I received another call from Ji Bei.

"Lu Jue, I called Ming Chen just now, and he said that he still picked up the steamed buns from him in the morning, and said he went to his aunt's?"

"Thank you for telling me." Lu Jue thanked him with a smile.

"You're welcome," Ji Bei paused for a moment, and then said, "Lu Jue, cherish Yiran well."

"I will."

After the phone call with Ji Bei ended, Lu Jue turned the steering wheel and headed towards Zhaocheng District to find Xie Yiran. At this moment, An's call was displayed on the phone.

"Mr. Lu, Han Yan met Miss Hannah today." An said.

Lu Jue frowned slightly: "How much does he know about the new company operation plan in this issue?"

"According to your instructions, from this year to the next year, there will be a total of three phases of planning, all of which have been handed over."

"The information should be let go of him, but it should also be kept close."

"Yes."

"That's right." Since he really touched Hannah, he must have done something else for her.Lu Jue said again: "Check his whereabouts in the past month. Apart from reporting to Sean, who else has he been in contact with?"

"Okay, Mr. Lu, I'll send you the message at 8:00 tomorrow."

"No, help me to see Yiran tomorrow morning."

Xie still didn't answer his call, and left without saying goodbye. Lu Jue felt that maybe the person he didn't want to see the last time was himself.

I can explain and apologize to him, but not now.

The next day, An went to Zhaocheng District to visit Xie Yiran's aunt's house.But Xie was still not there. He heard from his aunt that he went for a walk with his grandfather.

An waited for a while, Xie Yiran saw her, and after knowing that Lu Jue asked her to come, he probably knew what was going on.

An was not fired, it was just the reason Lu Jue wanted to take care of him.

But Xie Yiran doesn't want to care about these things now. An came to see herself, and he only regarded her as an ordinary friend, but he didn't want to mention Lu Jue.

An saw that Xie still didn't want to mention Lu Jue, and when he mentioned Lu Jue's concern for him by himself, Xie still didn't look very good, as if he was angry.

An still rarely sees Xie still angry. In her impression, Mr. Xie is gentle. If he is angry, maybe Mr. Lu really did something this time.At least he let himself come, which proves that he knows that Mr. Xie doesn't want to see him, at least not now.Seems like a serious matter.

An was so tactful that he stopped mentioning Lu Jue. After confirming Xie Yiran's situation, An said a few words of concern before leaving.

Mr. Xie lives a quiet life, but it can be seen that he is in a bad mood. When he mentions you, his brows are frowned and he is a little angry.

After Lu Jue stopped a few key words in the comment, he also frowned, not in the mood.I feel a little regretful in my heart, I shouldn't have restrained that night, and now the chance to get close is gone.For forcing him to do that with himself, and more than once, he must be loathing himself so much by now.

The next day, Lu Jue was in a meeting, and Ji Bei chased after him with a phone call.

An stood outside the meeting room and looked at the incoming call on the phone display, and answered, "Hello, Mr. Ji. Mr. Lu is in a meeting now..."

"I still have to go, let Lu Jue answer the phone." Ji Bei said directly.

An glanced at the closed door of the conference hall, hesitated for a moment, and finally knocked on the door and entered.

Lu Jue drove directly to the station.

Ji Bei anxiously said on the phone: "I'm sure you must have done something to Yiran! Why is he leaving City D now?! Now he doesn't even answer my calls!"

"We did something." Lu Jue held the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator: "We did it."

"You!" Ji Bei scolded, "You bastard!"

"You scolded me as if I violated you." Lu Jue turned the steering wheel expressionlessly: "Now is not the time to talk about this, what time is the car still?"

"11:30!"

"I see."

The more Ji Bei thought about it, the angrier he became, and he rushed again: "Can you take care of Yi Yi? If you just hurt him like your brother, then give him up! I will take care of him!"

Lu Jue slammed on the brakes, his face turned cold.

"I won't give up on him. Whether it's despicable or selfish, I only want him to be with me after all!"

Ji Bei on the other end of the phone paused, and slowly closed his eyes.Why didn't he know in his heart that even if Lu Heng wasn't around, even Lu Jue wouldn't be accepted, and he still wouldn't choose himself.

Ever since she knew about Lu Heng's departure, she knew that the only person in this world who could make Xie Yiran get better was Lu Jue.

Ji Bei sighed, and said: "Mingchen said that still his grandfather is not in good health, and the old man wants to spend his old age in his hometown. This time, he is still living with his grandfather in the countryside. He has voluntarily given up the library establishment test, see He has made up his mind to leave this time.”

Lu Jue sat in the car and looked at the steering wheel, his heart tightened.The dozen or so cars behind had already started to honk their horns impatiently, but Lu Jue's expression was a little bit ugly.

"This city left too much pain for Yiran...I'm afraid that Yiran won't come back again." Ji Bei said, "Lu Jue, bring him back and take good care of him."

Xie Yiran is going to a remote mountain town under a county seat in City F, and then to a village in the mountain town, Fenghe Township.

The remoteness and occlusion of the place can already be seen, but it is the place where grandpa longs for the fallen leaves to return to his roots, and it is also the place where father came out. Forget the pain.

Lu Jue drove to the station, got out of the car and went directly to the station to find the waiting window of City F.Seeing Xie Yiran standing at window No. 14, helping an elderly man to sit down, he was carefully unscrewing a thermos for him.

"Still, the water is hot." Grandpa just moved his mouth to the mouth of the cup, and put the lid on the cup again like a child.

Xie Yiran poured some water into the lid of the cup, and patiently blew the water in the cup for him over and over again.

Xie Yiran blew the water to cool down and put it into his grandfather's hand.

Grandpa took the lid of the cup, and the fingers of the other hand trembled a little, but Xie still knew that it was just a simple indirect nervous twitch.Grandpa is getting old and his body is getting weaker and weaker.

Grandpa suddenly looked at the girl opposite, and smiled at Xie Yiran: "Yiran, look at that girl, she really looks like my granddaughter-in-law~"

Xie Yiran turned around to look at the girl he was pointing at, and said awkwardly to his grandfather, "Grandpa, you don't even know her..."

Grandpa thought for a while, and seemed to have remembered something, so he lowered his head in disappointment.

Xie Yiran asked, "Grandpa, what's wrong?"

Grandpa smiled again with kind eyes: "Yiran, do you have a girlfriend?"

Xie Yiran was taken aback. How could he have a girlfriend? He felt very guilty for his grandfather's expectant gaze.

"Grandpa...I don't have a girlfriend..."

Grandpa laughed and said, as if he knew some little secret: "My family is still so good, why not? That beautiful girl that day, tall, thin, and polite, didn't she say she came to see you what~"

It turned out to be An.

"Grandpa, she came to see me for someone else..." Xie Yiran stopped suddenly after saying this.

"For whom? Is it beautiful?" Grandpa asked happily.

Xie Yiran's face darkened: "A...an annoying person."

Grandpa looked disappointed again: "Oh."

Xie Yiran helped him stand up: "Grandpa, the car is almost here, let's go."

Lu Jue looked at the back of Xie Yiran helping his grandfather out of the station from a distance, he was still so weak, so thin that people wanted to rush to protect him.

Lu Jue knew that he couldn't stand Xie Yiran leaving him, and seeing his gradually leaving figure, he really wanted to rush up and catch him, take him back and lock him up, and never want to go anywhere from now on.

He stood there silently watching him behind him, but he still didn't rush forward after all, he knew that he still hated himself, as he said just now, an annoying person.

Lu Jue clenched his hands tightly, he felt grief in his heart, a sense of frustration that he had never felt before.

He picked up the phone and said in a deep voice, "Send someone to Fenghe Township and follow Yiran."

It doesn't matter, maybe you still need time, still, I will give you time to accept mine, wait as long as you want.