Two flowers bloom, one dead branch

Gu Changze was taken aback for a moment, and he felt an inexplicable fire in his heart, the fire of having no clue about the case, the fire of Lu Jiujiu not accepting him, and the fire of Jiang Yuchu who wanted to leave now.

Is this finally enough to give up on myself?Someone else?Tired so quickly?

Who came to chase him while licking his face?

Gu Changze's heart was in a mess, annoyed and irritable, but on the surface he had a cold face: "You found a new love so soon?"

Jiang Yuchu was startled, then smiled, and was about to explain: "No, I want to say—"

Before he finished speaking, he felt his collar tighten, and in astonishment, he met Gu Changze's eyes that seemed to be eating people, and the outburst of anger was about to burn him to ashes.

"Do you think I wasted your time? Because I didn't respond enough to you!? How can I take care of your sensitive emotions with so many things every day!? What else do you want if you are already together!?"

Jiang Xiaotian was so frightened that his hair exploded, and under the fright, he let out a scream of three souls and seven souls. As soon as he jumped out of Jiang Yuchu's arms, he threw himself on Gu Changze. There were blood marks left on it, Gu Changze grabbed it by the back of the neck and flicked it——

The air was all still.

Whenever you use violence to solve a problem, it generally means that you are extremely incompetent, because violence is the only way to do it, but when you use violence, it means that you have no ability to reason at all.

This is a passage of Jiang Yuchu's evaluation of the medical news, and somehow it suddenly rang in Gu Changze's mind.

He let go, and Jiang Yuchu looked at Jiang Xiaotian who had kicked his legs twice by the wall and couldn't move, the expression on his face suddenly broke.

His sentence "I've fulfilled your first condition, should you call me husband?" stuck in his throat, he insisted not to say it.

"Gu Changze."

Gu Changze stopped when he wanted to rush out the door, panicked and angry in his heart, he turned his head unnaturally, and saw that Jiang Yuchu's lips had no blood at all, and his face was too pale, as if he had suffered a serious illness.

He tilted his head and looked straight over.

"If something happened to me one day, would you be in a hurry?"

Gu Changze slapped the phrase "What are you farting" that he wanted to blurt out, but was swallowed again, and said two words stiffly: "No."

The light in Jiang Yuchu's eyes gradually went out.

Killing and punishing the heart is nothing more than that.

The moonlight scattered, passed through the clouds, spread in the community, and fell on a small bag of soil, covering it with a layer of light silver.

Jiang Yuchu closed his eyes, Jiang Xiaotian was brought back by Gu Changze on the day they officially got together.

Gu Changze drank, hugged the cat, and sat at the door of his house, looking up at him with a kind of innocence in his eyes that he couldn't see when he was sober. He tugged at Jiang Yuchu's trouser legs, and said softly: "Be together."

Jiang Yuchu helped him up and only said a good word.

I didn't ask him why he was holding the cat, why he was drunk, or why he was sitting in front of his house.

After settling the cat down, he made a plan for desensitization treatment and anti-allergic medicine in an instant. As soon as he turned around, Gu Changze pounced on him and tore his clothes. Jiang Yuchu rolled his eyes and asked the drunk Gu Changze: "Will you ?"

Gu Changze pursed his lips and shook his head. Jiang Yuchu lowered his head and smiled slightly, his profile softened under the light. He said coaxing a child, "I'll teach you, don't regret it."

Gu Changze buried his head on his shoulder, like a big dog, and said sullenly, "I don't regret it."

Jiang Yuchu pushed the man to the ground and leaned over to press him down.

The next day, Jiang Xiaotian stomped on his face, Jiang Yuchu sneezed several times, his back hurt badly, he turned around and looked at Gu Changze who was still sleeping beside him, and thought to himself that you are not a fart.

He thought he had found a little daughter-in-law who needed him to pamper him, but he didn't know that it was him who hurt her.

Jiang Yuchu smiled lightly, stretched out his left hand, and slowly covered the right hand that Gu Changze used as a pillow for him. The latter was in a drowsy sleep, and he tightened his hands tightly, forming a gesture of interlocking fingers naturally. .

But now, Jiang Xiaotian's body is small, buried in that little soil bag.

Jiang Yuchu smiled slightly.

Uncle Gu, you are lying to me.

He didn't like eating that cake at all.

Gu Changze quietly looked at the old building, at the warm yellow light reflected from the window.He knew that there was no one waiting for him in that room, and he didn't even know if there would be another person in his life.

"You know what happened later. The robbers had nowhere to go, kidnapped hostages and wanted to hurt both sides. They blew up all the warehouses. Nagasawa rescued one, and the missing one was Xiaojiang. He didn't die. He was the first to contact him. I, when I arrived, I was already paralyzed, lying motionless, with my face buried in the mud, and there was no good place on my body, and the medical staff didn't know where to touch it when they lifted it up. It's hurt..."

Gu Liwen's voice paused, as if he was recalling something.

"He woke up once in the middle, and asked me, 'Mom, are you here to pick me up?' I stayed outside during the emergency treatment in the hospital. The doctor was critically ill three times, three times...the breathing and heartbeat stopped... "

Gu Changze went upstairs, step by step, and it became more and more difficult to walk. He took a deep breath and slowly squatted down.

If the pain could be transferred, he hoped that the pain he felt now was hundreds of times more painful than what Jiang Yuchu felt back then.

Three times critically ill...

three times……

"He stayed in the intensive care unit for two months. When he was transferred to the general ward, he didn't say anything. It was like a different person. When he opened his mouth, he said that he knew that I must have a connection and could help create a fake identity. He said he was Jiang Xiaotian also asked me for the card number, said that he would transfer hospital expenses, and calculated everything clearly. In the end, he told me that if you regard love as your life, you will be trapped in love and become sensitive and fragile. He gave up Nagasawa, too Tired. Xiaoyun, listen up, listen up."

"Then Changze got sick and looked for him everywhere. I wanted to tell him several times, but Xiao Jiang said that Gu Changze could only see a dead person. I was afraid that something might happen to him, so I sent him away."

Gu Changze raised his hand and gently knocked on the door. He thought, even if Jiang Yuchu didn't open the door for the first night, he could still wait.

He was powerless to repel the onslaught of memory and reality, which hovered above his head like a flock of vultures, waiting to feast on a dead body, and then swooped down on him and plunged their talons and beaks into his mind.

So, is that so?

The dull pain in his heart tormented his nerves.

Jiang Yuchu, Jiang Yuchu, why don't you say anything.

Gu Changze's nearly 30 years of life went smoothly without any big storms. He thought he would die peacefully, but Jiang Yuchu became his only accident.

Accidentally took root in my heart, and it affected my whole body, causing pain everywhere.

He stubbornly believed that Jiang Yuchu was not dead, and stubbornly wanted to dig him out, but it turned out that in a corner he didn't know, Jiang Yuchu really stopped breathing and heartbeat.

It turns out that I really lost you.

"He was not in a good state of mind. He often talked to himself. It was common for him to admit the wrong person. He also kicked out the psychiatrist who came for consultation. I only got the clue from a few words later... Xiao Jiang's mother was in the hospital. Nagasawa passed away on his birthday, and on the day he came back, Nagasawa was at home with others...and he bumped into him. This is our good son! Don’t let us take care of our good son! Is it still called human affairs! "

No one opened the door, and the voice-activated light went off. Gu Changze stood quietly in the corridor. He regretted why he didn't say a few more words on the way to send him back just now, and why he sent him home in silence all the way.

Memories of the past few years are like a big net that is getting tighter and tighter, encircling him tightly and airtightly.

His feelings for Jiang Yuchu, his remorse, and his heartache were laid out in every detail, and he was cut into pieces one by one.

Jiang Yuchu, I will never leave again.

Even if you don't want me, I won't leave.

He was willing to give up everything and go back to the past, to tell Jiang Yuchu who looked at him with stars and seas in his eyes.

"Don't go, I will treat you well."

The author has something to say: Jiang Yuchu: "Abusive?"

Lu Nineteen: "Not cruel."

Jiang Yuchu: "I think so too."

Gu Changze shed a flood of sadness.