Two flowers bloom, one dead branch

There was a light rain in the morning, which was very cool.

Jiang Yuchu waited for Xie Shouchun to come back at the gate of the community, guessing what he would buy for breakfast, not paying attention to what the people around him said.

"Then why did I wake up?"

Gu Changze stepped forward, with sadness in his eyes overflowing, he gently grabbed Jiang Yuchu's cuff, and cautiously probed: "The place you are, the people you see, the mood you feel, and the things that happen are all... …Fake."

Jiang Yuchu smiled brightly, his amber eyes glowed like glass, shining brilliantly, he just hummed lightly.

If you meet someone who is perfect for you, then you must be careful, because there is no such person, so please don't believe in fairy tales so much.

Xie Shouzhen fits him so well that he even thinks it's fake.

The so-called predestination is actually just two lunatics who think they are a match made in heaven.

But now, he, Jiang Yuchu, is just a lunatic.

"If you stay here, really, really..."

Gu Changze couldn't continue, as soon as he thought of that possibility, he felt so painful that his heart had been torn apart.

"Ah..." Jiang Yuchu jumped on the front of the car, put his hands behind his back, squinted his eyes and looked at the sun that showed his face after the rain, his feet were still dangling, very leisurely.

—he would have liked to stay there.

"Look, rainbow."

——That was his carved cage, his world, his wishful thinking.

There is still moisture in the air, and the light shines through the clouds, and a double-bridge rainbow appears in the far horizon. Everything is as beautiful as illusory bubbles.

Jiang Yuchu lay back, with his hands behind his head.

"Xie Shouzheng is very good to me, my parents are also healthy, and I have not experienced the life and death that you said, and there are no lies or betrayal."

——He will gradually get lost in it, but he is also happy.

"I would like to stay here."

——Gu Changze, if you really love him, don't selfishly try to wake him up.

"The reality is so bad, why should I go back, besides..." He sat up suddenly, stretched his arms, and took a deep breath of fresh air. The smell of grass after the rain penetrated into his body through his nose, and his whole body felt terrified. It became light and fluffy.

Jiang Yuchu went on to say: "How do you know that your so-called reality is not a dream? Maybe it's a fake, but this is the real thing? You are the one who should wake up."

With a hoarse voice, Gu Changze stared at his smiling side face. Jiang Yuchu seldom smiled at him, so every minute and every second was precious to him, even if he had Lu Nineteen's face on his face. .

"you……"

"First pour!"

Jiang Yuchu's eyes lit up, he didn't hear what Gu Changze said behind him, he waved his hands vigorously, jumped off the front of the car, and rushed towards the people on the other side of the road.

There is always that one person who will make you run to him desperately.

Gu Changze's body froze, he turned around slowly, no matter how many times he saw Xie Shouchun's face, he would still receive a heavy blow to his chest.

The man on the other side of the road had broad shoulders and narrow waist, a model figure, and was carrying a large bag of food in his hand. He was knocked back by Jiang Yuchu who was pounced on him, but he was still able to catch the man in his arms firmly, and stretched out his hand Rubbed each other's head.

The morning sun softly coated the two with a hazy luster.

Gu Changze's heart was twisted desperately, he put one hand on the front of the car, and deeply experienced what it means to tear one's heart.

He wanted to deceive himself into thinking that he would be able to bring Jiang Yuchu back to reality.

But actually nothing can be done.

There was nothing he could do.

Xie Shouzhen in fantasy and Gu Changze in reality look exactly the same, but they are two completely different people.

Xie Shouzhen loves to laugh. When he smiles, his eyes bend, and he gently melts his cold eyebrows away. When facing Jiang Yuchu, he is always full of patience. He will lower his head, look into his eyes carefully, and listen to his speech. He will tirelessly clean up his messy house, carefully select the right ties, and then tie them for him by himself.

As soon as Jiang Yuchu raised his hands, Xie Shouchun's first reaction was to put down the things in his hands and hug him.

He called his surname Xie, and he called him a bastard.

Time is long and boundless, and the erratic universe is like a broken dream.

Gu Changze even forgot who he was several times. He didn't know how long he had been in this foggy space. Just when he was about to turn himself into Lu Shijiu, this world of fantasy and beauty finally fell apart.

One day, Jiang Yuchu suddenly called Xiaotian in front of the mirror.

At that time, Xie Shouzhen was sitting on the sofa, leaning forward slightly, crossing his fingers and resting his elbows on his thighs. He seemed to be thinking for a long time before slowly raising his head and smiling at Jiang Yuchu: "Hug .”

It's still the same low, hoarse, nasal and coquettish word.

It was like a bug stretched out its tentacles and gently brushed the edge of the petals, itching.

Jiang Yuchu hugged him, and it took a long time before she lowered her voice, and deliberately whispered in his ear in a brisk tone: "Your Excellency and I are very close, but unfortunately life is often unsatisfactory, let's..."

"Goodbye."

Time stood still at this moment, everything around was darkened, Xie Shouchun's figure gradually disappeared, and he stroked Jiang Yuchu's hair at the last moment, nostalgic and reluctant.

The 22-year-old Jiang Yuchu actually couldn't handle his emotions well, but he just quietly looked at Xie Shouzhu's original position and smiled.

Jiang Yuchu asked slowly: "If I could choose to forget, do you think I would forget?"

The person in the mirror changed. He was obviously still alone, but he became angry for no reason, and became more cunning and narrow-minded.

"You won't," Jiang Xiaotian said while stroking his hair, "The purpose of my split is to bear the pain caused by those memories for you. I am you, and you are me. We will carry the memory to the pain. Live until those who have smoothed the edges and corners, until you can use a flat tone to bury the turbulent waves in your heart. If you choose to forget, you will not be Jiang Yuchu."

There always seemed to be a showy energy hidden under his appearance, his chin was raised slightly, his eyes blinked, and he said frivolously, "I'm going to start."

Jiang Yuchu smiled slightly, followed by a heart-piercing pain that quickly spread to his whole body, and he took a deep breath, almost as if he was suffocating.

The feelings brought about by those injuries have always been sealed up by Jiang Xiaotian, and now they are released unscrupulously.

He met Gu Changze when he was 22 years old.

The other party appeared so presumptuously, and accidentally bumped into Jiang Yuchu's pretending hard chest, creating a crack, centered on it, spreading like a spider web, revealing the earth-shattering below.

From then on, the sun, moon and stars are not as good as you.

He just took out the beating fiery red heart and offered it with both hands, and handed it to Gu Changze like a sacrifice.

Give that person all your likes and love.

The purest emotion, sudden, hot and violent, destructive.

The whole heart, without reservation.

Like a fire, it burns itself to ashes in the end.

Until he was betrayed, until he died, until he was imprisoned, until he was immersed in a dream.

Liang Ke had a dream, nothing but joy.

In those three years, he finally got used to the life without Gu Changze, and his life gradually got on the right track.

With great difficulty, he tore his gaze away from Gu Changze, cleared his memory, and survived the empty-headed days of the walking dead.

It was hard to stick together the battered soul little by little, to cover my devastated world with a thick shell, to seal the memory forever, and never touch feelings again.

But he had to use a gleaming knife to gouge out the scabbed wound, which once again exposed the bloody wound.

Those pasts, those little things between him and Gu Changze, everything cut him to pieces.

He chased after again and again, in exchange for Gu Changze's indifference and ignorance. From the beginning to the end, he did not impress Gu Changze's heart.

Jiang Yuchu smiled, and slowly bent down, even her hands trembled involuntarily.

The top ten tortures have gone through in my heart, and the flesh and blood are nothing more than that.

He gasped suddenly, his teeth were clenched tightly, his lips were stained with blood, fine beads of sweat ooze from the corner of his forehead, and his sweaty hair stuck to his pale face.

It turned out that it hurt so much.

Eight years.

He still has a couple of eight years left.

Jiang Yuchu knelt down on the ground, his shirt was half wet, and he laughed softly.

Gu Changze suddenly woke up. After Xie Shouchun disappeared, Lu Jiujiu's body gradually disappeared. He struggled out of the watch world, and saw a chaotic scene——

Everything around is distorting, deforming, falling apart, and this false world constructed is finally about to collapse.

Gu Changze stepped forward and hugged Jiang Yuchu, saying sorry over and over again in a trembling voice.

He could feel everything that Jiang Yuchu felt, even the pain a hundred times and a thousand times. His remorse and compensation were all useless.

He knew that Jiang Yuchu's purest feelings and the most beautiful youth had all disappeared along with that indifferent Gu Changze.

There is one and only one Jiang Yuchu in the world, only one person, who would destroy the world, put all his eggs in one basket, and risk his life to love him for Gu Changze.

The man with piercing eyes, who was not afraid of the sky and the earth, who swore to protect Gu Changze for the rest of his life left forever, dissipated into the world, and took away all the enthusiasm. What is left now, what he holds, is just an empty shell.

He knew that Jiang Yuchu was not afraid of anything, and was fearless of everything.

Love is wasted and there is no more.

Never have the courage to face new feelings again.

Gu Changze kissed him lightly on the head.

It's all right, he thought deludedly.

In the future, I will guard you instead.

...if you will.

A huge thrust came, as if the whole world was rejecting Gu Changze, clamoring and roaring to push him out.

"Jiang Yuchu!"

He grabbed Jiang Yuchu's wrist, but felt a different touch.

It's hard to describe, it's like catching the condensed light.

He panicked uncontrollably.

Jiang Yuchu lowered his head and remained motionless, his body slowly merged with the surrounding darkness, and could no longer be separated.

The repulsive force was getting stronger and stronger, Gu Changze's hand was empty, and it went straight through Jiang Yuchu's body, no matter how anxious he was roaring and shouting, it was like a transparent cover blocking his voice , to isolate him from the other party's world forever.

One second before he completely lost consciousness, he seemed to hear Jiang Yuchu sighed softly and said, "I want to stay here."

When Gu Changze woke up suddenly, beads of sweat were dripping down his forehead desperately.

The glaring white sway made his eyes hurt, and the grief-stricken despair wrapped around his side.

He was muddled and miserable, as if he was still in a dream, as if he could go home together as long as he could be found.

A high wall has been erected between the real world and Jiang Yuchu's world. Behind the wall, the wind is sunny and the sky is always blue.

Jiang Yuchu will stay in that world forever and will never come back.

Someone was removing the inserts from his head and body, Gu Changze stood up staggeringly, and reached out to grab them without saying a word, trying to reconnect them to himself.

Many people in white coats were obstructing him, and some people rushed to find tranquilizers.

Jiang Yuchu couldn't come back.

He wanted to shout out, so desperate that he wanted to scream.

Jiang Yuchu will not come back.

He didn't know who he punched and who he kicked, but he only knew that the thread wrapped around his arm couldn't be pulled out, and the pieces that had been removed had to be taken back.

He was hoarse, and his heart was like a knife.

He only felt a pain on his face, Yan Huiqiu tugged on his collar, his lips opened and closed, not knowing what to say.

The body involuntarily lost its center of gravity, and Gu Changze slowly fell down.

Let me go back once, back to that world.

I can become Lu Nineteen forever.

There was no Gu Changze, only Lu Shijiu.