Two flowers bloom, one dead branch

Lu Jiujiu couldn't move now, and he got a headache when he moved. He grinned and turned his head to look at the intravenous tube inserted into his elbow, and smiled. This pulled his head even more painfully, and his eyebrows twisted into twists.

"Brother, do you still remember... I never had a venous cannula during my internship, and then, the day before I officially went to work...you stole about, a box of 40 venous cannulae from the ward, and let I stabbed your arm for four...four or five hours, and you looked like a...like a drug addict for days."

What he said in this passage was not smooth at all, and his voice was all false when he spoke for a while and stopped for a while.

Jiang Yuchu slowly peeled an apple in front of him, with a twitch of the corner of his mouth, as if he had regained some popularity.

"It's not that you haven't been stabbed by me, and you've been swollen for several days."

"Yeah, yeah... Then do you still remember, the summer vacation when I was going to be a senior?" I won’t practice well.’ You didn’t even think about it at that time, and you just said, ‘You will go to the department for two laps first, and then you will take the postgraduate entrance examination to review. After the postgraduate entrance examination, you will seriously practice.’ What I thought at the time was: You know me so well, you must be added to my assassination list in the future."

Jiang Yuchu didn't look at him, and continued peeling apples seriously. He always felt that peeling apples was an art.

The thin apple skin grows slowly, evenly in width, and cannot be broken.

"You know so many things about me, but you don't know that I like you. It's terrible."

When the words are opened, it is like the wine accumulated over the years, slowly wafting out the mellow fragrance, and every strand is admiration, entwined, nostalgic, and pervasive.

It seems that the air has a pink and tender color.

"I used to say good night to you, and I woke up seven times a night to check the messages on my phone. It was hazy, as if you had returned to me in my dream, and then my consciousness led me to wake up from the dream and struggle to look at my phone. You see , the longing goes deep into the bone marrow, and even the dream is not let go."

Jiang Yuchu disrupted the atmosphere and said, "You may be caused by dopamine."

Lu Jiujiu rolled his eyes at him, feeling a little out of breath.

"Dopamine is secreted when you have a good impression, and the effective reaction period is three months. When you fall in love, you will secrete phenylethylamine, and the effective reaction period is two years. Brother, you don't need to use these things to scare me. When I saw you from a distance in high school, I knew it was over, and it was over.

Jiang Yuchu cut up the apple and put it aside, planning to buy him some lunch.

Seeing that he was about to leave, Lu Jiujiu was in a hurry, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab Jiang Yuchu's wrist, blinking his eyes with wet circles, like a deer with a confused head.

He said aggrievedly: "I heard people say that the earth is about to collide with an asteroid, and our area may be the crash point. If I can't meet with you a few times and stay longer, then I might as well die never mind."

Jiang Yuchu smiled.

The light, shallow, gentle, fleeting smile was beautiful, but so pale that it was shocking.

He rubbed Lu Shijiu's head in exactly the same way as before, and looked up at the half of the infusion bag.

Bambi, a toddler and ready to jump and fall, has become a graceful, steady stag.

Still acting cute.

The point is that he has no resistance every time.

"Zhu Shenghao?"

Lu Shijiu's eyes slid along his slender neck all the way to his collarbone, and then he said, "Wha...you've seen it all?"

Jiang Yuchu smiled slightly, "They said, 'The earth will collide with a certain planet next year, and the area we live in is in danger of land sinking. If I can't see you more times, won't it make me die with hatred?' "

The love letter of Zhu Shenghao, a talented scholar in the Republic of China, he often memorized it when he chased after Gu Changze.

Lu Jiujiu let go of his hand a little discouraged, but Jiang Yuchu grabbed it. The brother's hand was a little cold, and Lu Jiujiu involuntarily clenched it a little bit. He was so shocked that he forgot about other reactions.

He saw a smile in Jiang Yuchu's eyes, full of doting, and even rolled his eyes gracefully.

"If you're afraid of death, why are your hands so sharp when signing the heart transplant consent form?" He didn't wait for Lu Shijiu to reply, and then said, "I've said this to Gu Changze before, and now I want to say it to you too."

His heart was beating wildly, Lu Shijiu involuntarily slowed down his breathing, and the quilt was pulled into deep folds by him.

Jiang Yuchu tilted his head, "If I promise you with my body, do you want it?"

Every word is in Chinese, and they can be understood, but when they are connected together, it makes people's brains go crazy, and they can't hear anything.

This moment is too long, so long that it seems to follow the birth of the universe until it dies, and it is too short, so short that the brain is blank, and gorgeous fireworks exploded, making people do not know how to respond. When he reacts , found that he had already pulled the person into his arms, hugging him tightly.

It seems to have finally returned to reality.

Lu Shijiu hugged him even tighter, even if the next thing was to end in a sea of ​​love and evil, he was willing to do so.

He called softly: "Senior."

"Ah."

"Brother..."

"Ok?"

"elder brother."

"I'm here."

Lu Jiujiu closed his eyes hard.

Do you know, just calling you like that makes me feel like crying.

Jiang Yuchu patted him lightly on the back, silently glanced at the corner of the clothes exposed by the door, lowered his eyelids slightly, his thick eyelashes covered the expression in his eyes, he comforted the younger brother in a good-tempered manner, I don't want to think about anything anymore.

The most fearful thing in love is that a newcomer loves as deeply as the sea, and a person who has gone through thousands of sails will never love again.

A layer of frost had formed on his own feelings.

But now, he didn't want Shijiu's feelings to be frosted.

So be it.

He can live now, his heart can beat, and his nerves can control his body, all thanks to that dream.

That scene, Xie Shouzhen and Jiang Yuchu's sweet dreams.

His little junior brother's feelings are hot and pure, without any dirt.

How I love you is my subject, and whether you want to accept my love is your subject.

With this attitude, he stood silently on the sidelines. No matter when Jiang Yuchu turned around, there would be a grinning silly roe deer Lu Shijiu behind him.

What can I give him?

If the glass of spirits of emotion is overturned by the first person, it can only be mixed with some water and dedicated to the next one.

Jiang Yuchu thought about it, if Lu Shijiu didn't dislike him, he could only give him his whole body and mind.

I will be nice to you.

"Brother, can I call you now—"

Jiang Yuchu nodded humbly, and when he realized what Lu Jiujiu called, he suddenly raised his head with disbelief in his eyes.

"You just now," Jiang Yuchu's voice was a little hoarse, and his Adam's apple moved before he asked, "What did you call me?"

Lu Jiujiu looked at him with tenderness in his eyes.

"Bunny."

The light of dawn will eventually overcome the darkness.

Finish

The author has something to say: There is a paragraph in Callmebyyourname.

"We strip too much from ourselves in order to heal our heartbreak fast. Relationships are bankrupt at 30, and every time we start a new relationship, we have less to give, but in order to let ourselves feel nothing, not To feel, what a pity."

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