Blooming legacy

When I stood up, my legs were a little stiff, thanks to his arms for keeping me from falling.Later, I thought that I owed him too much, thanked him too much, and I couldn't repay him, so I only felt guilty. I pushed him away and walked on the snow in depths and shallows.Suddenly, a black shadow rushed towards me at high speed, and it was only when I got closer that I saw it was a person. After I saw it, I found out that I was in a dangerous situation, but it was too late.I collided with the man and fell to the ground.I can clearly feel that he is protecting me with his arms, but his speed is too fast, so that this layer of protection has little effect. I focused my attention to see the culprit clearly, and I was really surprised, Yun Kai, why is he also here? here?

Xie Chi came over in a hurry, of course he came a bit late.The worry on his face turned to anger the moment he saw Yun Kai, even murderous.

"Xie Chi! Pull me up!" I could only divert his attention like this, while ignoring the pain in my body.He angrily pulled me up and patted the snow on my body.

"Where did you fall? Is there anything wrong?"

"No...it's okay." I don't know where I fell, but now I just feel cold and have no pain.Xie Chi looked at Yun Kai who was still lying there, and then pulled my arm to go, but I couldn't just ignore death, I couldn't do it, because he was protecting me the moment I fell.

Xie Chi obeyed my insistence and sent Yun Kai to the security room.The arm was dislocated, but there was no other injury.My relieved breath was lifted by the dark cloud on Xie Chi's face. After crossing his eyes, he turned and left the security room.I looked at Yun Kai who was sitting on the bed and Xie Chi who walked out the door and didn't know what to do.

"It's great to meet you here in such a special way, Du Ruo!" Yun Kai broke the silence, of course I couldn't ignore him, in my heart, he is still a friend regardless of age.

"Yes, it's very special. I just didn't know it would be such a coincidence." What a coincidence, it happened that today, at this ski resort, it was me again.

"Hehe... I didn't believe in fate before, but now I do!" He slowly approached me.

"Are you... all right?" I have always believed in fate and destiny.I used to attribute my illness to fate, and the encounter with Xie Chi to fate, but I never attribute the encounter with Yun Kai to fate, and I don't know why.

"It's okay. I thought you would abandon me, but... thank you!"

"Don't be so polite!" For the sake of saving me.

"Are we so close that we don't need to say thank you?" He leaned against the wall, and the black down jacket made him paler, "These days, the distance between us is so far away. During the day, look Seeing you and Xie Chi together, sometimes very close to you, sometimes far away from you. Sometimes I see your bright smiling faces, and sometimes I see your backs cuddling each other. You know, I see Was it so painful when you were together? But I still want to watch, look at you, Du Ruo!" He kept the same posture and didn't move, and I didn't move when I watched him. "I'm afraid, if one day, I can't remember you, maybe your smile, maybe your gesture, I don't have a photo of you, I want to remember you I forgot regularly. Hone my memory, know how to remember you Remember. And these days, I have been storing memories, and sometimes, I am ridiculously wondering if the longer I rack my brains on you, the harder it will be to forget after I get it. Then I thought, can I Can’t get it? Du Ruo, can I get it?”

"What do you want? Me or my memory? If what you want is me, me, then you probably won't get it."

"Because it already belongs to someone else?"

"No, no. He doesn't belong to anyone, not before, not now, and I'm afraid he won't belong to anyone in the future."

"However, it's up to you whether you belong or not. Hehe... I often think, if Du is mine, if Du is mine. But every time I see that empty house, I tell myself, Yunkai, you are dreaming." Well, wake up! Maybe only the memory about you belongs to me!" He walked to the window and looked at the crowd outside the window, "You, the whole person, the whole heart, belong to him!" I followed him Looking in the direction I looked, the bright red figure was particularly eye-catching in the crowd, but it was terribly lonely.I never knew red could create such an aura.The color that is too noisy is too heavy and lonely.They say that loneliness is the hustle and bustle of one person, and hustle and bustle is the loneliness of a group of people.Xie Chi, are you lonely?Suddenly, my sight was blocked by Yun Kai, specifically he blocked the window in front of me. "Sure enough, you have him in your eyes, and only him, Xie Chi!" Yun Kai grabbed my shoulder, his eyes flashed with excitement, and looked at me for a long time, "You feel sorry for him, and I feel sorry for him, too. You still have me." The next second, his slightly cold lips covered mine, and the next second, he left, and the next second, Xie Chi's voice came to his ears, "What are you doing?" The voice was not loud, But for me it was quite intimidating.My brain is completely in a hazy state, looking at the sudden kiss just now, and the three people looking at each other now.God knows, I didn't feel anything about that kiss just now.It is so light, so short, what kind of thought he was holding, what kind of mood he put it down, I don't know, I don't know.

Xie Chi approached me step by step, the footsteps weighed heavily on my heart, like a fleeing criminal, hearing the footsteps of the police, my heart trembled without being frightened. "Do you want to explain something?" Explain what?how to explain?I can't explain it!Helpless, I can only look at you blankly, explaining is to cover up, I don't want to cover up anything.I don't know if that fierce and resentful kiss was my punishment.He exerted himself, as if he wanted to rub me into his life, in front of Yunkai, perhaps this was the best punishment for me and Yunkai.

"He kissed you just now, he kissed you, I have to rob and wash here to balance." He touched my lips with his hand, and I could feel the slightest pain. I took his hand away and walked towards the door. go outside.Looking at the vast expanse of white again, I suddenly felt a little sad.My existence has become a tool to mediate other people's psychological balance. Others keep saying that they like you and should cherish you, but in fact, it is just for themselves and to satisfy their own selfishness.How can people like something for no reason?Because such things make him happy, in order to get pleasure, he will try his best to do whatever he can.As for the one you like, what is there for you to be thankful for?He likes you because he just wants to use you to please himself.

Just walking in the snow like that, I don't care if they will have a fight, whether they sleep to death or who lives in the fight, I don't care about the dull pain in my heart, I don't care... I saw a few girls in front of me, why did I just Can't be like normal people, fall in love normally, live normally, and be happy normally?

Hearing the creaking sound of stepping on the snow and the rapid panting behind me, I also want to run, running desperately on this vast snow field, running freely, without any scruples, because life comes too fast and goes too fast , Between this coming and going, I want to scatter back to the wild.Xie Chi called my name loudly from behind, I could hear clearly at first, but then it became more and more blurred, I felt my heart was about to jump out of my throat, I wanted to vomit but there was nothing to vomit, I just retched there, and then the world was spinning, Unable to control himself, he only saw bright red before losing consciousness.

Maybe I want to wake up, maybe I don't want to wake up again, I don't know how long I wandered between waking up and not waking up.All I know is that when I open my eyes, I see people, people, not white.Maybe I chose the right one when I woke up. The first sight of rebirth is so spectacular, and there is a trace of warmth in my heart, which can deceive others but not myself.

Mom came from the United States. This stylishly dressed woman has red eyes but is calm and calm. She can see openly, especially in the face of life and death, because she has experienced too much. Hope, disappointment and despair filled her first half of her life. In the second half of his life, there were many unknown sufferings hidden behind the seemingly gorgeous.Hao Lei and him are also there. I never want to call him dad, and I don’t want to force myself. There are also two people I don’t want to see, Xie Chi and Yun Kai. Everyone has worried looks on their faces. is different.

"Mom... you're here." I didn't know that my voice would be so broken, like a ball of rotten cotton wool. To be honest, I was startled by my own voice.

She dipped some water on my lips with a cotton swab and slowly dripped it on my lips. I licked it, and there was still pain. This pain reminded me of Xie Chi's kiss.But I didn't care to recall too much, I licked my dry lips, if cracked is the word to describe it, it wouldn't be an exaggeration.I motioned her to take some more drops, but in fact, I wished that all the glass of water in her hand would be poured into my mouth, so that I could drink it to my heart's content.Of course, she didn't pour it, but continued to drip it slowly, and wiped my lips with a wet cotton swab, as if wiping a small treasure, and gradually the lips became fuller. "I'm fine!" The voice was no longer as hoarse as before.

"It's not up to you to decide what to do!" It's not up to me, maybe it really doesn't count. "You have to go with me this time! There is no room for negotiation!"

"Auntie! Let Du Ruo stay, I will take good care of him!" I really didn't expect Xie Chi to say such a thing.

"Take care? You have taken care of everyone to the hospital, do I dare to let you take care of me again?" Xie Chi, where are you going to put me before you let it go?

"I said that I will cure Du Ruo's disease, and you will definitely not believe it. However, I still hope you can believe me. Du Ruo's disease is not a simple congenital heart disease like the doctor said. , Du Ruo's illness has never happened, and he did some activities on the day of skiing, but he was only a little short of breath, and..."

"That's enough. Are you a medical student?" Mom was obviously getting impatient, which wasn't what she wanted to hear the most.

"No, but I followed a Chinese medicine practitioner as an apprentice, I..."

"Chinese medicine? Have you cured this kind of patient before?" That's what she wanted to know.

"Auntie, each patient's situation is different. We have to prescribe the right medicine. Moreover, Du Ruo's illness cannot be cured by simple surgery, and needs to be recuperated slowly." Xie Chi, did you go to study medicine behind my back?Can you still speak eloquently? "Auntie, let Du Ruo stay! I... and his father, and many friends, we all together..."

"How long will it take?" Mom, you really are an efficient person. "If the time is too long, Xiao Ruo and I must go to the United States first.

"Auntie, you know that Chinese medicine treatment is very slow." Xie Chi hesitated, "If you insist on taking Du Ruo to the United States for surgery, then can I make a request?" Mom didn't say anything, "Du Ruo finished the operation Finally, let him come back, okay?"

"I want to discuss this with Xiao Ruo, can you go out first?" The strong woman's words were obviously very deterrent, and they all went out.