Blooming legacy

After dinner, Xie Chi and I sat on the sofa and watched TV.He said nothing, an eerie silence.

"When are you going back?" Let me be the first to break the silence.

"I'm going to book a plane ticket tomorrow, are you happy?" With a cold tone, anyone would sound angry.Did he not let him go with me today? He is not happy.

"Angry?"

"No." She was absolutely angry now, and almost used silence as an answer to me.He kept changing channels, and I watched him keep changing channels.In this way, as long as he changed, I watched for as long as possible.Until Mom called and said she wouldn't be coming back tonight.I got up and walked into the house, said something, and I went to sleep.He let out a "huh" and continued to change channels there.

Tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep, listening to him enter the room, listening to him turn off the lights, made me upset.He said he was leaving, is that true?I naively thought that he could accompany me for a long time.After an unknown amount of time, I felt depressed and thirsty, so I came out to pour some water.

After drinking the water, I felt a little regretful, I shouldn't drink the water from the refrigerator directly, my heart felt cold after drinking it, and the cup fell to the ground and shattered when my hand shook.I hurriedly bent over to pick it up, as if the broken cup was not a broken cup, but my withered heart.The eyes were instantly blurred, and the bright white crystals turned into bright red, as bright red and beautiful as the ski suit.I couldn't help laughing out loud, feeling extremely beautiful.

"Du Ruo! Du Ruo!" Xie Chi's voice made my consciousness much clearer. "What are you doing? Your hands are bleeding! Come here, don't touch them!" He helped me onto the chair, "I'm going to get the medicine box!" He hurried away and came again.It has been like this many times, in a hurry, too hastily.My life became real in his haste, but it couldn't last long.

"Drinking water can make it like this, can you be more careless?" He carefully applied the medicine, blew air carefully, wrapped the gauze carefully, and scolded carefully.It is no longer as cold as before, but as gentle as water.The tears I have been holding back rushed out of my eyes, like the sea breaking its embankment.There was a water mark on the white gauze, he looked up at me, and I quickly withdrew my hand.Accidentally touched the wound, and the gauze was stained red again.I took it apart indiscriminately, and he strangled my wrist with both hands.

"Let me see if it hurts you? I'll lighten up again, don't move!"

"You don't need to worry about it, I will do it myself." I will be alone one day.

"Why are you here by yourself like this?" He shouted, he was in a hurry.

"I'll do it myself!" I also shouted.I have never pursued anything vigorously in my life, and I have never called out a few times.But after shouting, I regretted it, and even got a little scared.There was a pounding sound from the heart, the chest couldn't hold it, it wanted to jump out.I held onto the table with one hand and covered my heart with the other, panting heavily and sweating coldly.

"Du Ruo! What's the matter? Du Ruo!" I wanted to respond to him, but I didn't have the strength. "I'm going to call my aunt!"

"No...don't go." God knows how I squeezed these words out between my teeth. I tried desperately to stop him, but how could I stop him.

"Du Ruo! Hold on! Du Ruo! Du Ruo! Du Ruo..." Before I fell into a coma, all I heard was his voice, calling my name over and over again, tirelessly.In fact, I also hope to keep listening to it, over and over again, tirelessly.

"I'm sorry, Auntie, I didn't take good care of Du Ruo."

"You're right! Du Ruo has spent more time in the hospital than at home since he was a child. I know he doesn't want to come to the hospital. Originally, the doctor asked him to stay in the hospital for observation. He was depressed all day long in the hospital, except when he called you and smiled. At other times, I can stand as a sculpture in front of the window. Because of his illness, my father and I quarreled a lot, but he just hid in the corner and watched us quarreling. In fact, I am a failed mother, I I have never entered his heart." I have never entered my heart, but it is also difficult for me to enter your heart.

"Actually, Du Ruo is a very simple person. He is just afraid of being alone, afraid of being alone, and afraid of... parting." Is that right?Am I such a person?It turns out that the one who doesn't know himself the most is himself.Whether it's lonely or alone, just get used to it.But the habit of 20 years was broken by you just like that.

"There is no banquet that lasts forever. People are selfish, no one is an exception. You can't just leave room for Du Ruo and have no world of your own. I know you are a good boy. From the beginning, I really planned to entrust Du Ruo to you." Here you go, I'll take care of you. You don't know, Du Ruo praises your delicious food all day long, and my ears are calloused. During the time you've been here, I can see how happy he is just by looking at his face "Mom came over and touched my face, and I begged her not to touch it again, or I would open my eyes. "But, that day, I heard a story." Story?The story about Xie Chi?The story that Yunkai wants to tell every day?

"Aunt!"

"So, now, I don't have the peace of mind I had before, so I don't worry about handing over Xiao Ruo to you." Mom, if you say you won't let her go, who will snatch her from you?

"Auntie! Listen to me, the story I told that day..."

"It's not the story you told, how could the story you told be a story?" Also, that bad story.

"Who said that?" Xie Chi's tone immediately became cold, and I couldn't help shivering.I hope none of them find out, I want to keep the conversation going.However, a long silence followed.I know, Mom must have noticed that I was awake, this shrewd woman.It's really "don't be sad and hate life, silence is better than sound at this time".Forget it, I'd better wake up, I pretended to be tired, and she was also tired from holding back.Just as I was about to open my eyes, the voice sounded again.

"Clouds open!" The sound made me really sad.I know that what I am facing next is a war, and the opponent is myself. "I went to see him in the hospital. Xiao Ruo didn't know, and of course, you didn't know either. Besides, the story I heard was not told to me specially by him. I overheard it. Although it was eavesdropped, I think, I can still grasp the ins and outs of the story clearly. Xie Chi! Let me ask you a question today, what is the purpose of approaching Du Ruo?" Yes, what is the purpose?And because of something, I also like to be close to you, because of something, I fell in love with you.

"Auntie! Actually..."

"I just want to hear your truth today. Look at Du Ruo, he is lying here. Be honest with him, and be honest with me." Look at me, although I can't see you, please look at me, and Be honest with me.

"Du Ruo and my half-brother Hao Lei are in the same class and dormitory. I have been paying attention to Hao Lei since I was a child. In fact, I can't say that I am paying attention. It is simply a kind of hatred. Later, this hatred was easily resolved by someone. Now, this person is Du Ruo." How is it easy?It's not easy.

"Oh?"

"Because he is often with Hao Lei, I also pay attention to him. Every time I see him, my heart is as calm as a lake. Any grudges, any sadness, any jealousy, any regrets, all disappear without a trace I gradually fell in love with this feeling, and finally one day I want to know him, even if I only have a word with him."

"At that basketball game?"

"Hmm. Du Ruo must have told you, right?"

"Haha... yes. I asked Xiao Ruo, how did you and Xie Chi meet? He just said, a basketball game. It's that simple. I don't ask him about other things, and he won't take the initiative to tell me." How can you have time to listen to my long-winded.

"Hehe...he is so simple, but I like it."

"Do you really like him? It's not because of his illness, or because his illness is the same as Du Ming's? And you have always been indebted to Du Ming. Answer me honestly, does it have nothing to do with it?" No... Does it matter?

"If you want to talk about the relationship, it's not that there is nothing." When I heard this, my heart was half cold. "At the end of the basketball game that day, I talked to Du Ruo a few words, and found that his expression was not right, so I followed him to the dormitory building, and then sent him to the hospital. It turned out that he had a heart attack, congenital .”

"Same as Du Ming's." Du Ming.Now hearing this name, my heart trembles.

"Well, but the doctor said that his disease is very complicated. There are very few cases in China, but there are no foreign countries. I don't know whether it is the underdeveloped medicine in our country or the underdeveloped medicine in foreign countries. In short, the disease he has can be said to be unique. I was very curious about him all of a sudden, Auntie, do you know the feeling of curiosity? At the beginning, I felt this way towards Du Ruo." This is the feeling I often have towards you, if it is not because of curiosity, I will not persist So long with you.But now, I regret my original curiosity, which made me sink.

"I heard that you started to study medicine after he left?"

"Well. For a while after he left, those days couldn't be called days. Let's call it confinement, the moon only belongs to darkness, hehe... She couldn't help it. She found a Chinese medicine doctor to treat me, saying it was hysteria. God knows if it is, But in the end I returned to normal. She felt that Chinese medicine is amazing, and so did I. It was also because of curiosity that I went to learn medicine from a teacher. In order to achieve my goal, I had knee problems and was cured by the master." So much suffering, unforgettable, right?When will we also be unforgettable?

"who is she?"

"A woman who loves my father, in fact, is very grateful to her in her heart, but she never called her mother. Like Du Ruo, I struggled and struggled for such a claim, and finally, I had to give in." His dad, but in the end, he should, as you said, give in.

"It's the first time I've heard of her. I still know a little bit about your story, because Du Ruo's father is also Hao Lei's father. Last time I had to go back to China because Du Ruo was in critical condition. We chatted a lot, so calm, it felt like the first time in my life. Hehe... There is a saying, distance creates beauty. However, I found that if there is a distance between you and Du Ruo, then it will not be beautiful." Oh ?Isn't it beautiful?Melancholy is also a kind of beauty.

"Auntie! I..."

"Don't promise me anything, you have transferred the object. Also, people, you can't always live in the sorrow of the past. Xiaoruo saved you, but he doesn't know who to save?" Who did I save?Who do I need to save?who?